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# ![@crappychildhoodfairy Avatar](https://lunarcrush.com/gi/w:26/cr:youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg.png) @crappychildhoodfairy Crappy Childhood Fairy

Crappy Childhood Fairy posts on YouTube about trauma, what does, chaos, hacks the most. They currently have XXXXXXX followers and XX posts still getting attention that total XXXXXX engagements in the last XX hours.

### Engagements: XXXXXX [#](/creator/youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg/interactions)
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- X Year XXXXXXXXX +137%

### Mentions: XX [#](/creator/youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg/posts_active)
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### Followers: XXXXXXX [#](/creator/youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg/followers)
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### CreatorRank: XXXXXXX [#](/creator/youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg/influencer_rank)
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### Social Influence [#](/creator/youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg/influence)
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**Social topic influence**
[trauma](/topic/trauma) #102, [what does](/topic/what-does) #1052, [chaos](/topic/chaos) 1.37%, [hacks](/topic/hacks) 1.37%, [give me](/topic/give-me) 1.37%, [heal](/topic/heal) XXXX%
### Top Social Posts [#](/creator/youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg/posts)
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Top posts by engagements in the last XX hours

"CPTSD and FEELING EMPTY: The Most Important Reason You Should Heal (Resilience Series #7)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=5WE8UmRwmAw) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2019-12-23T16:00Z 970K followers, 147.7K engagements


"Isolation Feels Like Healing But Quietly Wrecks Your Life"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=9WCRwo655L8) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-07-17T16:38Z 970K followers, 24.1K engagements


"Why Emotionally Healthy People NEVER Do This When They're Upset"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Df1Uzvn2D6c) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-07-04T15:51Z 970K followers, 28.4K engagements


"FWB & Attachment Styles: The Unexpected Connection"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=EMzeXB4SRPo) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-01-12T18:00Z 970K followers, 15.1K engagements


"The Number One Reason Traumatized People Pull Away"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=HLvqeqLlF6g) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2023-12-25T18:00Z 970K followers, 641.9K engagements


"Youre Losing People And You Dont Even Know Why (Why They Pull Away)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=HP6B4AUcojY) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-07-03T15:27Z 970K followers, 52.8K engagements


"The Childhood Reason You Still Feel Empty Inside"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=KoZFSwUU4xI) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-07-18T14:42Z 970K followers, 16.1K engagements


"Why So Many Women Live in Chaos And Cant Get Out of It"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=b-yoMLwzjK8) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-09-03T13:54Z 970K followers, 10.9K engagements


"The Hidden Rules of Female Friendships That Can Break You"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=jiDpfh-NXAw) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-20T13:33Z 970K followers, 113.8K engagements


"The Real Reason Theyre Ignoring You (Its Not What You Think)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=priwrsDVw9A) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-06-27T15:13Z 970K followers, 21.5K engagements


"Attachment Styles and the Pain of Ending Toxic Relationships"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=zE_YfKWX8tQ) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-04-11T17:01Z 970K followers, 11.3K engagements


"9 Things You Should NEVER Tell Anybody"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=114NCKJL0j8) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-08T13:00Z 971K followers, 94.3K engagements


"12 Common Symptoms of CPTSD From Childhood"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=2DeFHOEEgrM) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2022-05-30T15:49Z 971K followers, 1.8M engagements


"Ten Tips to SPEED Your CPTSD Healing"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=4W1tj3nMGag) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2021-04-16T19:30Z 971K followers, 299.3K engagements


"How to Stay Calm When Emotions Run Wild: Emotional Regulation Tips"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=4lZ2xTpNiqE) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2022-03-15T20:26Z 971K followers, 2.2M engagements


"If You Notice These Behaviours RUN Theyre Toxic"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=5zVyGh9wB8g) [@CrappyChildhoodFairy](/creator/youtube/CrappyChildhoodFairy) 2025-09-19T13:30Z 971K followers, 27.6K engagements


"Heal Your Avoidant Attachment Style Before It Drains Your Life of Love and Meaning"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=6HI0MjrlM64) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2023-05-07T17:00Z 971K followers, 631.6K engagements


"How To Respond To Rude Comments Without Losing Your Cool"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=8MWGMLzKtvo) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-09-18T14:22Z 971K followers, 97.5K engagements


"How to Handle Difficult & Toxic People Take Back Your Peace and Power"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=9EaJDniSvF0) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-07-09T14:43Z 971K followers, 19K engagements


"Five CRUCIAL PHASES OF HEALING Complex PTSD"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ACdk5EsXtTQ) [@CrappyChildhoodFairy](/creator/youtube/CrappyChildhoodFairy) 2020-12-22T22:50Z 971K followers, 242.2K engagements


"How to CALM CPTSD Triggers INSTANTLY"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=CV-J1vqyK9o) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2020-09-15T18:00Z 971K followers, 225.6K engagements


"10 Shocking Signs That's NOT LOVE It's Limerence"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Coj_AMQf6mc) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-06-18T15:05Z 971K followers, 23.8K engagements


"11 Trauma Hacks That Will Make You Feel Better TODAY (Even If Life Is Falling Apart)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=DGX2sZb-f_w) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-23T13:49Z 971K followers, 25.4K engagements


"After XX Years of Trauma Healing I Can't Stay Silent Anymore"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=DSqx9uuUKyo) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-17T15:32Z 971K followers, 55.2K engagements


"Give Me XX Minutes. I'll Save You A Lifetime Of Pain"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Dd2B8NdNyQY) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-18T13:40Z 971K followers, 43.5K engagements


"Why Personal Development Fails Women With Trauma"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=EryAhdyJRZM) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-09-22T13:30Z 971K followers, 32.8K engagements


"6 "Kind" Things Women Do That Make People Secretly Disrespect You"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=FcXyFtJm9AU) [@CrappyChildhoodFairy](/creator/youtube/CrappyChildhoodFairy) 2025-09-12T13:30Z 971K followers, 56K engagements


"Most CPTSD Treatments Don't Work. Here's What Does"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=GXSlAfoJiAg) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2018-08-28T04:17Z 971K followers, 786K engagements


"Limerence: When Did The GLIMMER Happen For You #shorts"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=H8GPEb5jBjc) [@CrappyChildhoodFairy](/creator/youtube/CrappyChildhoodFairy) 2022-11-29T18:00Z 971K followers, 139.1K engagements


"What Female Loneliness REALLY Does To Your Brain"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=JIXWtZ6YZ_Y) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-22T14:46Z 971K followers, 33.7K engagements


"Use These Verbal Tricks To Make Aggressive People Sorry"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=MkD_fN7lDB8) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-10T15:33Z 971K followers, 152.8K engagements


"Why Managing Your Emotions Is Making You Feel Worse"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ObnPkG3jkx0) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-08T13:45Z 971K followers, 16.4K engagements


"No One is Coming to Save You"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Otb0NUYiCBk) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2023-12-30T14:36Z 971K followers, 475.3K engagements


"How to Stop Spiraling When Your Brain Wont Shut Up"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=SbEUq7tA4SQ) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-09T13:00Z 971K followers, 16.4K engagements


"Childhood Trauma Breaks You Down. Here's How to Heal Your Spirit"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=VKz2SLV9Yrk) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2024-11-04T18:00Z 971K followers, 85K engagements


"Here's How You Can Stop Hiding and Start to SHINE"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=WLPdZGeLXb8) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-04-14T17:00Z 971K followers, 73.3K engagements


"Youre NOT Overreacting This Is Exactly How They Silence You"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Wjvr3ppyL3A) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-09-25T16:13Z 971K followers, 15.6K engagements


"CPTSD: How to Feel SAFE"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=X0du5jO28po) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2019-02-11T20:51Z 971K followers, 96.5K engagements


"Complex PTSD Explained"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZzBl1zEf17Y) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2021-06-22T17:30Z 971K followers, 119.9K engagements


"How to Heal Your Wounded Soul After Trauma (4-Video Compilation)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=aZcdR5xYFCs) [@CrappyChildhoodFairy](/creator/youtube/CrappyChildhoodFairy) 2025-05-11T17:00Z 971K followers, 57.1K engagements


"Here's How I Know Who Will Heal"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=cWbmZ4Ilmao) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2024-11-16T18:00Z 971K followers, 74.5K engagements


"Being Socially Awkward is a Trauma Symptom"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=dSTIi9i9d6Q) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2022-10-17T17:00Z 971K followers, 149.1K engagements


"How to Tell Someone Could Be a Great PARTNER: Watch for These Signs"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=e09JUri5QQY) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2022-07-25T16:00Z 971K followers, 210.4K engagements


"Why Youre Always Stuck (Its Not Laziness Its Trauma) + How to Break Free"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=e2heufgbzfs) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-07-20T15:00Z 971K followers, 137.5K engagements


"I'm XX Years Old. If You're In Your 20s or 30s Watch This"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=eiHVHqI22Cw) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-27T14:49Z 971K followers, 10.3K engagements


"Youre Not Crazy This Is What Female Trauma Looks Like"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ffRg7137-Ls) [@CrappyChildhoodFairy](/creator/youtube/CrappyChildhoodFairy) 2025-07-30T13:56Z 971K followers, 67K engagements


"Trauma Wounds FLARE UP When You Begin Dating (Especially When They're Wonderful)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=g203x_QOA48) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2023-03-29T16:16Z 971K followers, 91.8K engagements


"The Pain of Female Bullying No One Talks About"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=gY6kWhFn2EU) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-04T16:55Z 971K followers, 310.5K engagements


"Loneliness and Isolation: The Terrible Wound of Childhood PTSD"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=h80TP49Ot94) [@CrappyChildhoodFairy](/creator/youtube/CrappyChildhoodFairy) 2022-06-13T15:56Z 971K followers, 436.4K engagements


"Stop Tolerating People Who Treat You Like S**t (4-video compilation)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=hljN8uIqLQY) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-04-13T17:00Z 971K followers, 50.4K engagements


"5 Things You MUST Quietly Eliminate From Your Life"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=i1fRy39nyq4) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-15T15:54Z 971K followers, 52.8K engagements


"Why You Feel So Alone (Even Around People)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=jMoW1ur7aFU) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-07-07T13:56Z 971K followers, 16.7K engagements


"How to Talk to People Who Dont Like You"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=k0DhcFDEsSA) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-21T14:53Z 971K followers, 499.6K engagements


"The Hidden Trauma Symptom Thats Sabotaging Your Life"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=nYe9XwUIds4) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-06-29T16:25Z 971K followers, 33.1K engagements


"TRAUMA BONDING Explained"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=o7GcmudmIXY) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2021-05-12T00:35Z 971K followers, 171.4K engagements


"What Does It Mean If Losing Friends Is a Pattern"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=pEdK6mS8VNs) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-05-16T17:01Z 971K followers, 19.1K engagements


"When You Had to Survive Alone as a Kid THIS Is Why You Still Sabotage Everything"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ph1360hQLy4) [@CrappyChildhoodFairy](/creator/youtube/CrappyChildhoodFairy) 2025-08-13T13:45Z 971K followers, 53.9K engagements


"The Silent Aggression Between Women No One Talks About"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=szYfzKz43rM) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-25T15:52Z 971K followers, 362.2K engagements


"Things You Should NEVER Do For A Man (No Matter What He Says)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=u2agt1ep2Cw) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-28T13:31Z 971K followers, 88.1K engagements


"STOP Trying to Make People Respect You & DO THIS Instead"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=zBhGvGJtwWA) [@CrappyChildhoodFairy](/creator/youtube/CrappyChildhoodFairy) 2025-06-12T13:51Z 971K followers, 22.8K engagements


"Trauma Heals When You Shift THIS"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=zQNbvBUU8lc) [@CrappyChildhoodFairy](/creator/youtube/CrappyChildhoodFairy) 2024-11-02T17:00Z 971K followers, 84K engagements