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# ![@crappychildhoodfairy Avatar](https://lunarcrush.com/gi/w:26/cr:youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg.png) @crappychildhoodfairy Crappy Childhood Fairy

Crappy Childhood Fairy posts on YouTube about trauma, heal, awkward, addicted to the most. They currently have XXXXXXX followers and XX posts still getting attention that total XXXXXX engagements in the last XX hours.

### Engagements: XXXXXX [#](/creator/youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg/interactions)
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- X Year XXXXXXXXX +133%

### Mentions: XX [#](/creator/youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg/posts_active)
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### Followers: XXXXXXX [#](/creator/youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg/followers)
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### CreatorRank: XXXXXXX [#](/creator/youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg/influencer_rank)
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### Social Influence [#](/creator/youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg/influence)
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**Social topic influence**
[trauma](/topic/trauma) #115, [heal](/topic/heal) #244, [awkward](/topic/awkward) 1.39%, [addicted to](/topic/addicted-to) 1.39%, [give me](/topic/give-me) 1.39%, [real reason](/topic/real-reason) XXXX%
### Top Social Posts [#](/creator/youtube::UCCZlDCbFTqHkzV_rUP4V5bg/posts)
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Top posts by engagements in the last XX hours

"How to Stay Calm When Emotions Run Wild: Emotional Regulation Tips"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=4lZ2xTpNiqE) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2022-03-15T20:26Z 970K followers, 2.2M engagements


"How to CALM CPTSD Triggers INSTANTLY"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=CV-J1vqyK9o) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2020-09-15T18:00Z 970K followers, 225.5K engagements


"9 Things You Should NEVER Tell Anybody"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=114NCKJL0j8) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-08T13:00Z 970K followers, 91.1K engagements


"After XX Years of Trauma Healing I Can't Stay Silent Anymore"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=DSqx9uuUKyo) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-17T15:32Z 970K followers, 50K engagements


"CPTSD: How to Feel SAFE"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=X0du5jO28po) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2019-02-11T20:51Z 970K followers, 96.4K engagements


"Complex PTSD Explained"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZzBl1zEf17Y) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2021-06-22T17:30Z 970K followers, 119.8K engagements


"Use These Verbal Tricks To Make Aggressive People Sorry"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=MkD_fN7lDB8) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-10T15:33Z 970K followers, 142.9K engagements


"No One is Coming to Save You"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Otb0NUYiCBk) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2023-12-30T14:36Z 970K followers, 475K engagements


"Being Socially Awkward is a Trauma Symptom"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=dSTIi9i9d6Q) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2022-10-17T17:00Z 970K followers, 149.1K engagements


"12 Common Symptoms of CPTSD From Childhood"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=2DeFHOEEgrM) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2022-05-30T15:49Z 970K followers, 1.8M engagements


"How To Respond To Rude Comments Without Losing Your Cool"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=8MWGMLzKtvo) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-09-18T14:22Z 970K followers, 93.4K engagements


"10 Shocking Signs That's NOT LOVE It's Limerence"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Coj_AMQf6mc) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-06-18T15:05Z 970K followers, 23.5K engagements


"11 Trauma Hacks That Will Make You Feel Better TODAY (Even If Life Is Falling Apart)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=DGX2sZb-f_w) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-23T13:49Z 970K followers, 19.1K engagements


"FWB & Attachment Styles: The Unexpected Connection"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=EMzeXB4SRPo) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-01-12T18:00Z 970K followers, 15K engagements


"Most CPTSD Treatments Don't Work. Here's What Does"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=GXSlAfoJiAg) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2018-08-28T04:17Z 970K followers, 785.8K engagements


"Limerence: When Did The GLIMMER Happen For You #shorts"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=H8GPEb5jBjc) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2022-11-29T18:00Z 970K followers, 139K engagements


"What Female Loneliness REALLY Does To Your Brain"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=JIXWtZ6YZ_Y) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-22T14:46Z 970K followers, 28.6K engagements


"5 Things You MUST Quietly Eliminate From Your Life"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=i1fRy39nyq4) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-15T15:54Z 970K followers, 50.4K engagements


"CPTSD Triggers Isolation"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=nRMVziGUZdg) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2022-11-15T16:08Z 970K followers, 143K engagements


"The Shocking Way You Keep Pushing People Away (And Dont Even Know It)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=9T5dTdAx4TM) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-20T14:17Z 969K followers, 12K engagements


"How to Stop Spiraling When Your Brain Wont Shut Up"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=SbEUq7tA4SQ) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-10-09T13:00Z 969K followers, 16K engagements


"When You Had to Survive Alone as a Kid THIS Is Why You Still Sabotage Everything"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ph1360hQLy4) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-13T13:45Z 970K followers, 53.8K engagements


"Ten Tips to SPEED Your CPTSD Healing"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=4W1tj3nMGag) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2021-04-16T19:30Z 970K followers, 299.1K engagements


"CPTSD and FEELING EMPTY: The Most Important Reason You Should Heal (Resilience Series #7)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=5WE8UmRwmAw) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2019-12-23T16:00Z 970K followers, 147.7K engagements


"If You Notice These Behaviours RUN Theyre Toxic"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=5zVyGh9wB8g) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-09-19T13:30Z 970K followers, 27.4K engagements


"How to Handle Difficult & Toxic People Take Back Your Peace and Power"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=9EaJDniSvF0) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-07-09T14:43Z 970K followers, 18.9K engagements


"Five CRUCIAL PHASES OF HEALING Complex PTSD"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ACdk5EsXtTQ) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2020-12-22T22:50Z 970K followers, 241.9K engagements


"Why Youre Addicted to People Who Dont Want You"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=BTIb7gwKLlo) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-15T13:45Z 970K followers, 30.6K engagements


"Give Me XX Minutes. I'll Save You A Lifetime Of Pain"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Dd2B8NdNyQY) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-18T13:40Z 970K followers, 43.4K engagements


"6 "Kind" Things Women Do That Make People Secretly Disrespect You"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=FcXyFtJm9AU) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-09-12T13:30Z 970K followers, 55.9K engagements


"The Childhood Reason You Still Feel Empty Inside"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=KoZFSwUU4xI) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-07-18T14:42Z 970K followers, 16.1K engagements


"Childhood Trauma Breaks You Down. Here's How to Heal Your Spirit"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=VKz2SLV9Yrk) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2024-11-04T18:00Z 970K followers, 84.9K engagements


"Here's How You Can Stop Hiding and Start to SHINE"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=WLPdZGeLXb8) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-04-14T17:00Z 970K followers, 73.2K engagements


"How to Heal Your Wounded Soul After Trauma (4-Video Compilation)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=aZcdR5xYFCs) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-05-11T17:00Z 970K followers, 56.7K engagements


"Here's How I Know Who Will Heal"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=cWbmZ4Ilmao) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2024-11-16T18:00Z 970K followers, 74.4K engagements


"How to Tell Someone Could Be a Great PARTNER: Watch for These Signs"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=e09JUri5QQY) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2022-07-25T16:00Z 970K followers, 210.3K engagements


"Why Youre Always Stuck (Its Not Laziness Its Trauma) + How to Break Free"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=e2heufgbzfs) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-07-20T15:00Z 970K followers, 136.4K engagements


"Youre Not Crazy This Is What Female Trauma Looks Like"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ffRg7137-Ls) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-07-30T13:56Z 970K followers, 66.8K engagements


"Trauma Wounds FLARE UP When You Begin Dating (Especially When They're Wonderful)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=g203x_QOA48) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2023-03-29T16:16Z 970K followers, 91.5K engagements


"The Pain of Female Bullying No One Talks About"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=gY6kWhFn2EU) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-04T16:55Z 970K followers, 309.8K engagements


"Loneliness and Isolation: The Terrible Wound of Childhood PTSD"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=h80TP49Ot94) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2022-06-13T15:56Z 970K followers, 436.3K engagements


"Stop Tolerating People Who Treat You Like S**t (4-video compilation)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=hljN8uIqLQY) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-04-13T17:00Z 970K followers, 49.9K engagements


"Why You Feel So Alone (Even Around People)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=jMoW1ur7aFU) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-07-07T13:56Z 970K followers, 16.5K engagements


"The Hidden Rules of Female Friendships That Can Break You"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=jiDpfh-NXAw) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-20T13:33Z 970K followers, 113.6K engagements


"How to Talk to People Who Dont Like You"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=k0DhcFDEsSA) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-21T14:53Z 970K followers, 498.3K engagements


"The Hidden Trauma Symptom Thats Sabotaging Your Life"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=nYe9XwUIds4) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-06-29T16:25Z 970K followers, 33K engagements


"TRAUMA BONDING Explained"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=o7GcmudmIXY) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2021-05-12T00:35Z 970K followers, 171.2K engagements


"How COVERT AVOIDANCE Makes Your Life EMPTY"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=oDtiYlO4Ats) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2020-12-04T21:05Z 970K followers, 545.2K engagements


"The Real Reason Theyre Ignoring You (Its Not What You Think)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=priwrsDVw9A) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-06-27T15:13Z 970K followers, 21.4K engagements


"Your Mind Is Lying to You Heres How to Finally Get Free Josh Pais"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=qcU1T2F5Xtc) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-09-30T13:35Z 970K followers, 8940 engagements


"The Silent Aggression Between Women No One Talks About"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=szYfzKz43rM) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-25T15:52Z 970K followers, 358.5K engagements


"Things You Should NEVER Do For A Man (No Matter What He Says)"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=u2agt1ep2Cw) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-08-28T13:31Z 970K followers, 87.7K engagements


"STOP Trying to Make People Respect You & DO THIS Instead"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=zBhGvGJtwWA) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2025-06-12T13:51Z 970K followers, 22.4K engagements


"YES You Can Heal Childhood PTSD Symptoms -- These Actions HELP"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=6yQEyDkACoc) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2023-02-13T21:37Z 969K followers, 369K engagements


"LIMERENCE: Abandonment Wounds Cue Partners to Discard You"  
[YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=8VAR0Yt6H5c) [@crappychildhoodfairy](/creator/youtube/crappychildhoodfairy) 2022-01-25T20:30Z 969K followers, 734.6K engagements