@alyssadgrenfell Alyssa Grenfell

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Social Influence

Social category influence exchanges #356 finance 3.03% social networks 2.6% technology brands 2.6% countries 1.73% stocks 1.3% cryptocurrencies 0.43%

Social topic influence exmo #2, mormon #8, this is 5.63%, in the 5.19%, if you 3.9%, lds #4, book #1662, check out #186, history 2.6%, secret 2.6%

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Top assets mentioned Marriott International Inc (MAR)

Top Social Posts

Top posts by engagements in the last [--] hours

"Can confirm Ive revisited and watched all these as an ExMo adult ☺ #exmormon #lds"
YouTube Link 2025-07-14T17:02Z 570K followers, 583.7K engagements

"Mormon face is a real thing 👱🏻👱🏻♀ #lds #mormon #exmo #utah"
YouTube Link 2024-02-15T21:12Z 570K followers, 3.2M engagements

"Grief should not be seen as a lack of faith #exmormon #lds #exmo"
YouTube Link 2026-01-13T15:10Z 570K followers, 480.6K engagements

"Mormon Missions Explained (Why I Regret My Mormon Mission) I can't believe I paid $12000+ to do 24/7 sales for the Mormon church. What a waste. *Read more of the story about my mission here: https://www.mormontruths.com/my-mormon-mission/ A few resources I mention in the video: *Missionary Doctrinal Handbook (Preach My Gospel): https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/manual/preach-my-gospel-a-guide-to-missionary-servicelang=eng *Missionary Rules: https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/manual/missionary-standards-for-disciples-of-jesus-christ/03-missionary-conductlang=eng Temple Recommend"
YouTube Link 2024-02-24T01:38Z 570K followers, 1.5M engagements

"I cant believe these are real #exmormon #lds #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2026-01-16T21:56Z 570K followers, 59.5K engagements

"How to decorate your house like a Mormon 😇 #lds #exmo #utah #mormon"
YouTube Link 2024-05-31T19:37Z 570K followers, 2.5M engagements

"Mormon Mother God: She Who Must Not Be Named Try Rocket Money for free: https://rocketmoney.com/alyssagrenfell Mormons believe God has a wife (or wives) but youre not reaaalllyyyyy supposed to talk to her. In this video I break down the strange silenced doctrine of Heavenly Mother and why it matters more than the Church discusses openly. From eternal pregnancy to polygamist gods Im unpacking everything they dont teach in Sunday School. Lets talk about the Mormon Mother God whos somehow too sacred to mention. A few resources I mention in the video: *Patreon video with coloring book and essay:"
YouTube Link 2025-12-05T22:52Z 570K followers, 283.5K engagements

"Mormon Disney Adult Mania Claim your [--] Free Meals + Free Breakfast for Life by using code ALYSSAFM at https://bit.ly/46Mnly2 One free meal per box with active subscription. Free meals applied as discount on first box new or returning subscribers only varies by plan. Mormon Disney Adult Mania is VERY real. 🏰 Mormons and Disney have been linked for decades from Mormon Night at Disneyland in the 80s to Mormon creatives inside the studio. We have Mormon influencers are naming their babies Disney and members of the church using AI to generate images of missionaries visiting Disney princesses."
YouTube Link 2025-10-24T14:46Z 570K followers, 565K engagements

"I pretended this never happened and still served an [--] month Mormon mission 🫠 #mormon #exmormo"
YouTube Link 2024-10-02T18:59Z 570K followers, 1.4M engagements

"Mormon funerals be like 😁😀😆#mormon #lds #utah"
YouTube Link 2024-05-08T20:23Z 570K followers, 1.1M engagements

"Joseph Smith made it up 🤷🏼♀ #bookofmormon #lds #exmo"
YouTube Link 2024-06-28T18:51Z 570K followers, 1.3M engagements

"Separation of church and state Ive never heard of her 🤷🏼♀ #utah #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2026-02-09T18:06Z 570K followers, 86.3K engagements

"How I Told My Family I Wanted to Leave the Mormon Church Today I'm sharing how I told my family I wanted to leave the Mormon Church including the emotional and psychological weight of that decision. I talk about the deep roots of Mormonism in my family history and why it felt like such a high-stakes moment. You'll hear how each family member responded from my parents siblings and grandparents. I'll also share how it affected our relationships over time. I also reflect on what it's like to feel like the black sheep even years after leaving. A few resources I mention in the video: *Patreon"
YouTube Link 2025-08-08T18:38Z 570K followers, 435.2K engagements

"The pressure to conform is very powerful #exmormon #lds #utah"
YouTube Link 2026-01-23T18:23Z 570K followers, 1.1M engagements

"What Its Like Going Viral for Criticizing the Mormon Church In the last year I've gained a combined 650000+ followers/subscribers for criticizing the Mormon church. This is what it's like to be a human being in the middle of a tidal wave of hate crashing into a tidal wave of love and support. If you're in the process of leaving the Mormon church consider getting a copy of my book here: https://amzn.to/3YBIgzD Other resources that may interest you: *Why I left the Mormon Church: https://www.mormontruths.com/why-i-left-the-mormon-church/ *My Mormon endowment explained video:"
YouTube Link 2024-10-25T15:08Z 570K followers, 428K engagements

"ExMormon Reacts to South Park's "All About Mormons" Please tell me how South Park teaches us more about Joseph Smith than Mormonism taught us about Joseph Smith. 🧠 You can tell the creators of South Park have a special place in their hearts for Mormons. A note the clips I included are short to comply with fair use laws I suggest watching the whole South Park Episode FIRST (linked below) and then coming back here to see the reaction :) *Why I left the Mormon Church: (https://www.mormontruths.com/why-i-left-the-mormon-church/) Resources I mention in the video: Full South Park Episode All About"
YouTube Link 2024-05-03T18:17Z 570K followers, 2.2M engagements

"Joseph Smith's Polygamy Cult Joseph Smith the founder of Mormonism secretly married over [--] women. I once sang songs about he would mingle with Gods in heaven. These included teenagers foster daughters and women already married to other men. Many of these relationships were hidden coerced and even justified with threats of damnation or stories of angels with drawn swords. His polygamy ultimately fueled dissent the Nauvoo Expositor and his death at Carthage Jail. This video unpacks the darkest side of Mormon history: Joseph Smiths polygamy cult. A few resources I mention in the video: *My"
YouTube Link 2025-09-12T19:40Z 570K followers, 598.3K engagements

"Everything that happens in a Mormon temple in [--] seconds #ldstemple #mormon #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2024-07-07T03:35Z 570K followers, 562.2K engagements

"Utah curls look weird IMHO 👀 #mormon #utah #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2024-09-16T18:28Z 570K followers, 725.4K engagements

"TikTok Is Losing It Over Utah Hair A special thanks to Ground News for sponsoring today's video. Ground News is a great way to stay informed and get outside your media bubble. New subscribers using my link get 40% off the Vantage plan Visit https://ground.news/alyssa to get your discount. Utah hair is going viral on TikTok for all the wrong reasons. In this video I break down why so many young women in Utah are pressured into the same beauty standards and how Mormon culture shapes ideas about femininity worth and perfection from a very young age. The purpose of this video is to examine a"
YouTube Link 2026-01-23T17:07Z 570K followers, 602.2K engagements

"I have so many questions 😳 #exmormon #lds #utah #mormon"
YouTube Link 2026-02-04T21:29Z 570K followers, 340.3K engagements

"This is what really happens in a Mormon temple. Informed consent MATTERS 🙂 #exmormon #ldstemple"
YouTube Link 2025-09-10T13:57Z 570K followers, 271K engagements

"All that glitters is not gold #exmormon #lds #tradwife #ballerinafarm"
YouTube Link 2026-02-13T22:05Z 570K followers, 56.3K engagements

"Can you speak the language #exmormon #lds #utah"
YouTube Link 2026-02-05T18:17Z 570K followers, 301.6K engagements

"MrBeast Is Getting Cozy With the Mormon Church Check out Zocdoc and stop putting off those doctors appointments. Go to https://zocdoc.com/Grenfell to find and instantly book a top-rated doctor today. MrBeast has been getting increasingly cozy with the Mormon Church from promoting its JustServe platform to listing the Church as a Diamond sponsor on his Beast Philanthropy website. Lets break down why that partnership makes sense when you look at how both MrBeast and the Mormon Church approach charity: high visibility camera-ready and great for PR. 📸 Despite enormous wealth on both sides"
YouTube Link 2026-02-06T20:06Z 570K followers, 358.5K engagements

"Jehovah says throw away your toys or else 🦄🪄 #exmo #jw"
YouTube Link 2025-11-11T18:04Z 570K followers, 222.2K engagements

"I was so sleep deprived all four years of HS 💤 #mormon #lds #exmo #earlymorningseminary"
YouTube Link 2024-02-17T19:54Z 570K followers, 863.8K engagements

"Reading My Culty Mormon Missionary Journals I WAS NOT OKAY 👒 🔎 Download Junes Journey for free now using my link: https://woo.ga/8vihmwgz A few resources I mention in the video: *Missionary rule book (this is the updated version so there are some differences to mine): https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/manual/missionary-standards-for-disciples-of-jesus-christlang=eng *Mission presidents brother: https://floodlit.org/a/a360/ *Mission president recommended convicted child abuser for mission:"
YouTube Link 2025-03-21T21:14Z 570K followers, 443.7K engagements

"What your wedding would be like if you were Mormon 💍 #lds #mormon #ldstemple"
YouTube Link 2024-06-10T19:12Z 570K followers, 1.1M engagements

"Whats next. Baptism 💦 #exmormon #lds #utah #mrbeast"
YouTube Link 2026-02-06T20:54Z 570K followers, 215.4K engagements

"Outdoor Boys Quits YouTube for Mormon Leadership Try Rocket Money for free: https://rocketmoney.com/alyssagrenfell Seven months after stepping away from YouTube Outdoor Boys creator Luke Nichols appeared on an official Mormon Church leadership list and the timing raised a lot of questions. In this video I break down what his new role actually is how Mormon temple covenants/promises shape major life decisions and why choosing the Church over fame isnt unusual in a high-demand religion.This is a broader look at how faith influence and obedience intersect behind the scenes. When youre taught"
YouTube Link 2026-01-02T14:13Z 570K followers, 379.6K engagements

"How Mormon Doctrine Created Crumbl Cookie Crumbl was founded by two Mormon cousins in Utah and quickly grew into a $2 billion franchise. In this video I break down how Mormon cultureespecially the Word of Wisdomhelped shape Utahs sugar-heavy food scene and fueled Crumbls viral success. I also explore the rise of soda shops Mormon-owned businesses like Clearplay and DownEast and the deeper cultural trends behind them. Well look at Crumbls founding its ties to Mormonism and the legal drama of the Utah cookie wars. This is a deep dive into how religious values can influence consumer habits and"
YouTube Link 2025-05-30T15:36Z 570K followers, 1.2M engagements

"Changes over time to Mormon Temple ceremonies 🤨 #lds #exmormon #mormon #ldstemple"
YouTube Link 2024-06-07T19:53Z 570K followers, 1.3M engagements

"Why I Left the Mormon Church (Pay No Attention to That Man Behind the Curtain) How many times do you have to be led in the wrong direction till you realize it's all false A few resources I mention in the video: *My book How to Leave the Mormon Church: An Exmormon's Guide for Rebuilding After Religion (https://www.amazon.com/How-Leave-Mormon-Church-Rebuilding/dp/B0CRS4DF2H) *My Mormon wedding explained video (https://youtu.be/7gLAVyGy5tk) *My Mormon endowment explained video (https://youtu.be/_jXk53GhZr0) *My Mormon garments explained video (https://youtu.be/CZVrRWfDHYU) #exmormon #exmo"
YouTube Link 2024-03-09T15:48Z 570K followers, 864.7K engagements

"Mormon church pays ME to make anti-Mormon content 🤭 #mormon #lds #exmo"
YouTube Link 2024-07-12T19:53Z 570K followers, 1.6M engagements

"The Dark World of Mormon Funerals Go to my sponsor https://venice.ai/alyssagrenfell and use code alyssagrenfell to enjoy private uncensored AI. Using my code will get you 20% off a pro plan A few resources mentioned in the video: *Mormon funerals explained on my blog: https://www.mormontruths.com/mormon-funerals/ *Plan of Salvation Flowchart: https://ldsbookstore.com/plan-of-salvation-bookmark-map *Husbands are responsible for resurrecting their wives: https://www.utlm.org/onlineresources/resurrectwife.htmutm_source=chatgpt.com *Mormon scripture about the resurrection (D&C):"
YouTube Link 2025-02-07T16:45Z 570K followers, 444.1K engagements

"Theres a reason 45+ year old women arent making Tradwife content 🧠 #exmormon #tradwife #lds"
YouTube Link 2025-08-11T13:13Z 570K followers, 351.8K engagements

"And you pay for the privilege 🧐 #exmormon #mormonmissionary"
YouTube Link 2025-12-15T15:27Z 570K followers, 91.1K engagements

"These moments reveal just how inferior they think we really are #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2025-12-18T19:38Z 570K followers, 270.4K engagements

"Mormon Fundamentalists Ruled This Town For Almost [---] Years (with @GrowingUpinPolygamy) The FLDS is a polygamist break-off group from the mainstream Mormon church. In the 1930s this group settled in what became known as Short Creek which describes two small towns on the border of Utah and Arizona. Sam shows me where he grew up and tells stories about what it was like to have a childhood under Warren Jeffs. There are still FLDS members living in this community but their presence has been greatly diminished since Warren Jeffs was imprisoned. Links *Sams YouTube channel:"
YouTube Link 2024-09-06T16:37Z 570K followers, 532.1K engagements

"She Was the 65th Wife of Warren Jeffs (w/ Briell Decker) Briell Decker grew up in the FLDS a Fundamentalist Mormon sect in a polygamous family with [--] children and two mothers. At [--] she became the 65th wife of Warren Jeffs but later escaped years of abuse by climbing out a window and running barefoot to safety. Today Briell is a Certified Peer Support Specialist and advocate transforming Warren Jeffs former [-----] sq. ft. home into the Short Creek Dream Center a refuge for survivors of the FLDS. Now happily married and a new mother she is thriving healthy and helping hundreds of women and"
YouTube Link 2025-01-03T19:32Z 570K followers, 371.4K engagements

"Why does God keep his wife from her children 🤔 #exmormon #feminist"
YouTube Link 2025-12-08T19:10Z 570K followers, 238.3K engagements

"A wedding should be about the people not the religion. (This is a repost) #exmormon #ldstemple"
YouTube Link 2025-12-29T17:34Z 570K followers, 291.8K engagements

"I have Mormon face. 🫠 #mormon #lds #utah"
YouTube Link 2024-08-14T18:08Z 570K followers, 4.3M engagements

"ExMormon Reacts to Secret Lives of Mormon Wives S2 Just binged Secret Lives of Mormon Wives Season [--] and it's officially wilder juicier and just as Mormon-y as ever I'm breaking down everythingfrom messy swinging drama and jaw-dropping plastic surgery transformations to cringy Utah accents ("Did she say peelow") and the behind-the-scenes tea on MomToks petty feuds. Join me for hot takes deep dives into generational trauma and my ExMormon insights on all the wild ways Mormon culture still shapes their lives. Buckle up like subscribe and let's gossip about Utah's most outrageous show A few"
YouTube Link 2025-05-23T16:43Z 570K followers, 912.7K engagements

"The Mormon Colonization of Tonga (60%) People are often surprised to hear that Tonga is officially about 60% Mormonbut what's behind this huge Mormon presence in Polynesia In this video I'll explore the complicated history of Mormon colonization in Tonga revealing how missionaries manipulated doctrine and leveraged schools like Liahona High School to cement their influence. We'll unpack how stories from the Book of Mormon were tailored specifically for Polynesian audiences and discuss my personal experiences visiting the controversial Mormon-owned Polynesian Cultural Center. Join me as we"
YouTube Link 2025-06-13T16:53Z 570K followers, 317.8K engagements

"The Twisted Polygamy of Joseph Smith with Lindsay Hansen Park (Joseph Smith: Part Three) Stop data brokers from exposing your personal information. Go to my sponsor https://aura.com/alyssagrenfell to get a 14-day free trial and see how much of yours is being sold. Edit: As one commenter noted there is a huge difference between Joseph Smith's religious polygamist practice and a more modern approach to many forms of relationships entered into by adults with informed consent. Joseph Smith's polygamy is clearly evil and built in threatening women and their families with a loss of salvation if"
YouTube Link 2024-07-19T18:55Z 570K followers, 332K engagements

"I Found an Interview with MORMON ME (My Reaction) Who is this woman Is that me I don't even recognize myself. Clarification I spoke with Carissa and I remembered the story incorrectly. She shared that she was arrested for harassment because she threw a small amount of lemonade at a former friend who was ended up dating her husband right after the got divorced. *Why I left the Mormon Church: (https://www.mormontruths.com/why-i-left-the-mormon-church/) A few resources I mention in the video: *Link to the original video interview:"
YouTube Link 2024-04-04T22:17Z 570K followers, 1M engagements

"The Truth About Religion A special thank you to the American Humanist Association for sponsoring today's video *If you're interested in checking out the AHA visit: https://humanist.org/grenfell *To get your official "I Gave Up Eternal Life for Coffee" AHA tee go to: https://www.store.americanhumanist.org/shop/p/eternal-life-by-alyssa-grenfell-unisex-t-shirt I grew up as a devoted Mormon girl who loved God read my scriptures daily and prayed constantly. When my faith fell apart I faced a choice: to believe or not to believe (that was the question). In this video I explain why I ultimately"
YouTube Link 2025-10-17T17:07Z 570K followers, 165.1K engagements

"Kicked out of Polygamist Cult After Years of Child Labor In this video Dan shares what it was like growing up in a fundamentalist polygamist cult. From child labor to getting kicked out of his own family at [--] his story is both horrible and redemptive. I love the messages he shared about grit the importance of believing in yourself and the will to survive and flourish no matter what. A note that this content includes topics that some viewers might find upsetting or triggering. Your mental health and emotional safety are important. Take care of yourself Ive added captions to this video since"
YouTube Link 2024-10-04T16:23Z 570K followers, 110.1K engagements

"Mark Twain knew how to drop a really poetic diss #mormon #exmo #marktwain"
YouTube Link 2024-03-13T21:06Z 570K followers, 1.6M engagements

"Should I do a longer video on this 🧐 #exmormon #lds #masonry"
YouTube Link 2026-01-07T20:41Z 570K followers, 132.6K engagements

"ExMormon Reacts to Mormon Purity Propaganda (Its Worse Than I Remember) I grew up watching Mormon-produced mediamusicals short films raps and purity propagandaall created to shape the minds of kids like me. In this video I react to the cringiest clips from that world: temple marriage guilt trips Satan musicals creepy dream girl letters and more. Most of these were the only approved entertainment on Sundays and were framed as uplifting but they were loaded with fear shame and manipulation. From My Turn on Earth to For Time or Eternity well unpack the theology behind the cringe. A few resources"
YouTube Link 2025-08-01T22:17Z 570K followers, 353.5K engagements

"Mormon Music Is More MESSED UP Than You Think Support the AHAs work by visiting Humanist.org/Grenfell to become a sustaining member and check out their merch store. If you believe you have been the victim of religious overreach the AHA is accepting applications for legal assistance by email at legal@americanhumanist.org These are the Mormon songs I sang constantly as a child and I still know (almost) every word by heart. Sing along with me as I break down the lyrics and explain the doctrine behind some of the most brain-washy Mormon music. Music was how belief was taught before doubt was"
YouTube Link 2026-01-16T20:14Z 570K followers, 123.4K engagements

"From expecting the happiest day of my life to realizing I was in a cult 😔 #exmo #ldstemple #cult"
YouTube Link 2024-12-04T19:05Z 570K followers, 1.5M engagements

"Im gonna need a board game about this #exmormon #afterlife #religion"
YouTube Link 2025-12-17T14:26Z 570K followers, 41.1K engagements

"Highly recommend listening to the full interview with Jennette on @callherdaddy #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2026-01-08T17:46Z 570K followers, 241.7K engagements

"Cant populate your own planet if youre gay 🙄🙄🙄 #exmormon #lgbtq #lds"
YouTube Link 2025-12-05T23:22Z 570K followers, 53.2K engagements

"Every time I talk about Mormonism people are like 😳🫣 #exmormon #exmo #mormon"
YouTube Link 2024-01-05T23:41Z 570K followers, 1.4M engagements

"ExMormon Reacts to Heretic as a Former Mormon Missionary 🫐🥧Heretic scored a 93% on Rotten Tomatoes and after seeing it I have to agree. As a former Mormon missionary myself there was such attention to detail from the outfits to the script writing. Here's my analysis and reaction to Heretic by A24. If you want to get bonus content and all my videos early and ad free consider joining my Patreon Check it out here: https://patreon.com/alyssadgrenfell Resources mentioned in the video: *Heretic trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watchv=O9i2vmFhSSY *Sister Missionary Safety (10 Things You Should"
YouTube Link 2024-11-12T20:09Z 570K followers, 1.1M engagements

"Why Mormon Women are TERRIFIED of Heaven I believed eternal polygamy could be waiting for me in Mormon heaven and its still official doctrine today. In this video I explain the difference between earthly polygamy and eternal sealings how temple marriages work and why women cant easily escape them even after divorce or death. Lets review quotes from Joseph Smith church handbooks and real-life stories showing how this teaching still affects Mormon families now. If youve ever wondered how polygamy really lives on in Mormonism this is for you. It's hard to believe any of this can really be called"
YouTube Link 2025-07-05T15:29Z 570K followers, 618K engagements

"Checking my online bank account was against the rules #exmormon #exmo #mormonmissionaries #lds"
YouTube Link 2023-11-28T19:06Z 570K followers, 1.5M engagements

"Youve never heard of Kolob #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2025-12-22T21:35Z 570K followers, 149.1K engagements

"You go into this ceremony completely blind 🧐 #exmormon #lds"
YouTube Link 2026-01-01T19:19Z 570K followers, 105.8K engagements

"Its called quitmormon.com #exmormon #formermormon"
YouTube Link 2025-12-10T19:43Z 570K followers, 310.5K engagements

"If its so great why dont you do it 🧐🧐🧐 #exmormon #feminism"
YouTube Link 2025-12-09T14:16Z 570K followers, 196.7K engagements

"Check out the YouTube video for the full analysis 🧠 #exmormon #lds"
YouTube Link 2026-01-06T15:53Z 570K followers, 52.3K engagements

"Try running with a [---] pound vest and let me know how it goes 👀 #exmormon #bookofmormon"
YouTube Link 2025-12-28T17:43Z 570K followers, 179.1K engagements

"Why I No Longer Believe In God (From Mormon to Atheist) God is Santa Claus for adults and here's why. 🎅🏻 If you want to get bonus content and all my videos early and ad free consider joining my Patreon Check it out here: https://patreon.com/alyssadgrenfell A few resources I mention in the video: *Best evidence I have found for God existing: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1NKyejm2kblICHAoylJfKMk3weqB0l8Jl9vYCfcs49kU/edittab=t.0 *Read more of an explanation to why I don't believe in God here: https://www.mormontruths.com/how-i-stopped-believing-in-god-mormon/ *Explanation of a fathers"
YouTube Link 2024-11-08T19:47Z 570K followers, 377.6K engagements

"Love to see an exmo queen wearing whatever TF she wants #exmo"
YouTube Link 2025-06-10T20:22Z 570K followers, 1.7M engagements

"We can disagree without hating each other. #exmormon #lds #exmo #football"
YouTube Link 2025-12-04T20:40Z 570K followers, 102.4K engagements

"You used to be so nice #exmormon #lds #utah"
YouTube Link 2026-01-28T16:00Z 570K followers, 225.2K engagements

"Tbh most Christian depictions of Jesus are like this #exmormon #jesus"
YouTube Link 2026-01-18T17:16Z 570K followers, 394.7K engagements

"Utah Is a Social Experiment at This Point. A special thanks to Ground News for sponsoring today's video. Ground News is a great way to stay informed and get outside your media bubble. New subscribers using my link get 40% off the Vantage plan Visit https://ground.news/alyssa to get your discount. Utah goes viral because there is so much conformity it looks scripted. Its a bizarre mix of the Truman Show and Stepford Wives. From teenage-looking weddings soda bars leg poses jorts and spray tans a high-control religion shaped the timelines aesthetics and social rewards of the entire state of"
YouTube Link 2026-01-30T19:20Z 570K followers, 678.1K engagements

"When you build a society on top of a religion built on p0lygamy. #lds #exmormon #utah"
YouTube Link 2026-02-01T15:23Z 570K followers, 113.7K engagements

"Yall didnt care about the law when you hid all that $ from the government 🧐 #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2026-02-05T19:36Z 570K followers, 76.5K engagements

"Why does a church need that many lawyers 🧐 #exmormon #lds #mormonstories"
YouTube Link 2026-02-10T21:35Z 570K followers, 246.1K engagements

"TikToks Most Controversial Mormon Tradwife Support the AHA's work by visiting Humanist.org/Grenfell to become a sustaining member and apply for a service project grant from the American Empathy Project. While youre there be sure to check out their merch store. Behind Hannah Neeleman's sourdough scriptures and prairie dresses theres a much bigger story. In this video I break down the Mormon roots behind Ballerina Farm: the fast marriage the family fortune and the simple life brand that took over the internet. Were talking tradwife vs. stay-at-home mom temple covenants pioneer cosplay and why"
YouTube Link 2026-02-13T21:09Z 570K followers, 321.7K engagements

"The Mega Mormon Marriott family 😳 #exmormon #bookofmormon"
YouTube Link 2025-12-02T16:45Z 569K followers, 53.2K engagements

"The CHILLING Execution Oaths in Mormon Temples Did you know Mormons used to take literal death oaths in secret temple ceremonies For over a century members promised gruesome penalties if they ever revealed sacred handshakes and rituals. In this video I break down the Mormon Death Oath its Masonic roots why it was quietly removed in [----] and how violent doctrines like blood atonement and the oath of vengeance fit in. Watch till the end for sources secret transcripts and my unfiltered take on why informed consent matters when you participate in a high-control religion. A few resources I mention"
YouTube Link 2025-07-11T19:44Z 566K followers, 254.4K engagements

"Maybe hell be the prophet one day lol #exmormon #lds #exmo"
YouTube Link 2026-01-02T14:48Z 570K followers, 271.2K engagements

"People in cults never think theyre in cults 🤷🏼♀ #mormon #lds #exmormon #cult"
YouTube Link 2024-07-21T19:37Z 569K followers, 315.6K engagements

"Crazy strict rules Mormon missionaries have to follow 😱 #mormon #exmo #Mormonmissionaries"
YouTube Link 2024-06-08T19:51Z 566K followers, 351.9K engagements

"Why I Regret Attending A Mormon University Brigham Young University is often called The Lords University but behind the cheap tuition and prestige is a web of religious control. From mandatory religion classes to the infamous Honor Code (yes you can get tattled on for drinking coffee or being gay) BYU functions more like an extension of church camp than a place for growth. Today Im sharing my own experience as an ExMormon student including the fear of losing my degree if I stopped attending church before graduation. This video also dives into viral TikTok interviews the essays I wrote about"
YouTube Link 2025-09-19T18:43Z 567K followers, 360.8K engagements

"After this year of teaching I moved out of Utah. #mormon #exmormon #lds #utah"
YouTube Link 2024-07-14T18:56Z 567K followers, 1.5M engagements

"Look up mountain meadows massacre #mormon #lds #exmormon #utah"
YouTube Link 2024-04-27T21:44Z 566K followers, 345K engagements

"Down the rabbit hole 🐇 #exmormon #lds #iceberg"
YouTube Link 2025-09-09T15:22Z 568K followers, 240.4K engagements

"I cant even do this voice anymore 😭 #exmormon #exmo #lds"
YouTube Link 2024-11-19T20:10Z 567K followers, 566.3K engagements

"Cheers to you escaping a cult 🥂 #exmormon #exmo #lds #mormon"
YouTube Link 2023-12-19T21:15Z 567K followers, 388.7K engagements

"Why Are There So Many Mormon Influencers (A Theory) Take your personal data back with Incogni Use code ALYSSA at the link below and get 60% off an annual plan: http://incogni.com/alyssa My theory behind how the Mormon Church props up the Mormon industrial influencer economy. *One of many articles on Mormon influencers: https://www.allure.com/story/why-so-many-beauty-bloggers-are-mormon *Second article on Mormon influencers: https://hungermag.com/art-culture/meet-the-influencers-repackaging-the-mormon-dream *Jane Williamson interview about Mormonism"
YouTube Link 2024-06-28T17:25Z 569K followers, 783.3K engagements

"Separate but equal AINT EQUAL #exmormon #lds #exmo"
YouTube Link 2025-07-30T17:52Z 568K followers, 120.1K engagements

"Friendship in the front cult in the back 👍🏻 #exmormon #lds #southpark"
YouTube Link 2024-11-11T19:58Z 567K followers, 318.2K engagements

"Cant excommunicate me if I do it to myself 🤷🏼♀ #exmo #mormon #ldstemple"
YouTube Link 2024-04-23T19:09Z 566K followers, 1.1M engagements

"Finding My Identity After Leaving the Mormon Church Theres something so refreshing about not giving a hoot what other people think of you :) Feel free to call me whatever you like down below 👇🏻 *Why I left the Mormon Church: (https://www.mormontruths.com/why-i-left-the-mormon-church/) *Original glow up video https://www.youtube.com/shorts/LE8newOwOyE *Mormon God has too many rules https://www.youtube.com/watchv=BYoCjhT2098&t=4395s Why I left the Mormon church https://www.youtube.com/watchv=RARuQocVMPQ *Sam Harris Essay on Psychedliecs"
YouTube Link 2024-05-31T23:04Z 568K followers, 290.1K engagements

"Add to the list in the comments 👇🏻 #exmormon #lds #exmo"
YouTube Link 2026-02-02T16:17Z 570K followers, 402K engagements

"He Was Excommunicated From the Mormon Church (For Telling the Truth) with @NEMOTHEMORMON Nemo spent years trying to make positive change within the Mormon church. He was outspoken on the need for transparency and honesty within the church. They excommunicated him for it. In this video he shares his story. Resources mentioned in the video: *Alyssa's interview on Nemo's channel: https://www.youtube.com/watchv=wPqtyzBinyM *Nemo's YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@NEMOTHEMORMON *Article about Nemo in the Salt Lake Tribune:"
YouTube Link 2025-03-10T22:04Z 567K followers, 230.7K engagements

"I Wore Magic Mormon UnderwearAnd I HATED It I wore magic Mormon underwear so you don't have toand yes it was as weird as it sounds. In this video I dive into the bizarre (and extremely secretive) world of Mormon temple garments including awkward personal stories culty rituals and the ridiculous laundry list of rules about underwear you can't even show anyone. Buckle upit's time to talk about the sacred the silly and the straight-up uncomfortable. A few resources I mention in the video: *Read my summary of this video on my blog:"
YouTube Link 2025-03-28T18:53Z 569K followers, 530.3K engagements

"ExMormon Explains ULTRA Mormon University (I got my degree here.) In this video I break down how the strict traditions and institutional codes at BYU like the Honor Code and dress guidelines create a "Big Brother" atmosphere on campus. I explore the challenges of an environment dominated by the Mormon Church and reference resources such as the BYU Honor Code official dress and grooming standards media reports on campus issues and insights from the university's LGBT history. Consider this video a comprehensive perspective on life at BYU. A few resources I mention in the video: *BYU Honor Code"
YouTube Link 2024-03-14T22:37Z 569K followers, 1M engagements

"Never trust a casserole #exmormon #food"
YouTube Link 2026-01-22T20:29Z 570K followers, 707.4K engagements

"Maybe Mormons dont practice polygamy but its still in the scriptures #exmormon #lds #exmo"
YouTube Link 2023-11-02T17:40Z 569K followers, 393.3K engagements

"The Day I Realized I Was in a Cult Thanks to HelloFresh for sponsoring today's video. Go to https://strms.net/hellofresh_alyssa_grenfell use my code GRENFELLNOV10 and receive [--] free meals + free breakfast for life One breakfast item per box while subscription is active if youre in the US. The link and code are valid in all countries and the respective local discount will apply. A few resources I mention in the video: Lyrics to the childrens song I love to see the temple: https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/media/music/songs/i-love-to-see-the-templelang=eng Reenactment of the washing and"
YouTube Link 2024-11-22T19:12Z 569K followers, 2.3M engagements

"Strangest rules Mormons follow #exmormon #exmo #mormon"
YouTube Link 2023-11-10T03:41Z 567K followers, 920.7K engagements

"How the Mormon Church Creates Doomsday Preppers You didnt grow up with cans of flour under your bed This week Im sharing why so many Mormons become doomsday preppers. Im discussing apocalyptic doctrines and fringe beliefs within Mormon theology and the crazy things those doctrines make people do. Hello If you enjoyed this video please consider checking out my Patreon You'll get all my content early and ad free as well as bonus/exclusive videos only found on Patreon. Check it out here: https://www.patreon.com/c/alyssadgrenfell Resources mentioned in the video: *Tribune article about Mormon end"
YouTube Link 2025-02-21T15:26Z 569K followers, 569.1K engagements

"Davids book is available for pre order and will be published Feb 17th 🥳 #exmormon #lds"
YouTube Link 2026-02-02T20:31Z 570K followers, 74.2K engagements

"The average Mormon dude in my comments #exmormon #lds #josephsmith"
YouTube Link 2025-06-26T20:34Z 566K followers, 394.1K engagements

"South Park knows more about the Mormonism than a lot of members😲 #mormon #bookofmormon #josephsmith"
YouTube Link 2024-05-11T16:52Z 567K followers, 304.9K engagements

"Dont let them give you the free book 🙅🏼♀#exmo #mormon #lds"
YouTube Link 2024-07-10T22:02Z 569K followers, 1.1M engagements

"Who Put the Book of Mormon in My Hotel Room (The Mega Mormon Marriott Story) Check out Zocdoc and stop putting off those doctors appointments. Go to https://zocdoc.com/GRENFELL to find and instantly book a top-rated doctor today. Ever wondered why theres a Book of Mormon in your hotel nightstand 🏨 In this video I explain how Marriott International the worlds largest hotel chain was founded by devout Mormons and how that history still quietly shows up in guest rooms today. I trace the tradition back to founder J. Willard Marriott and show why even as the company modernized and expanded"
YouTube Link 2025-11-28T17:02Z 567K followers, 193.6K engagements

"ExMormon Reacts To Secret Lives Of Mormon Wives S1 Everyone said these women arent that Mormon. I jumped into the show and realized just how thoroughly Mormonism is dominating these womens lives. Who was your favorite person on the show *To watch up next: https://www.youtube.com/watchv=MGXggLIafrc A few resources I mention in the video: *Watch the Secret Lives of Mormon Wives on Hulu: https://shorturl.at/fueYW *Link to all my notes about the show: https://www.patreon.com/posts/reaction-to-111800221 *BOZE vs. the WORLD reaction and recap of original MomTok Drama:"
YouTube Link 2024-09-12T18:16Z 569K followers, 2.3M engagements

"The irony of being hated by Christians 🤔 #exmo #mormon #lds"
YouTube Link 2024-06-09T22:00Z 568K followers, 1.1M engagements

"Whats your favorite Mormon loophole Lolz #exmormon #lds #exmo #utah"
YouTube Link 2025-08-19T19:19Z 569K followers, 110.7K engagements

"Through disobedience and rebellion ❤🔥 #exmormon #lds #exmo"
YouTube Link 2025-09-23T16:16Z 569K followers, 284.4K engagements

"Runner up: when the internet found out about soaking 😅 #mormon #exmo #lds"
YouTube Link 2025-04-22T21:20Z 567K followers, 548.5K engagements

"These are pretty bad 😅🎶 #exmormon #lds #exmo"
YouTube Link 2025-08-21T13:40Z 568K followers, 540K engagements

"Why dont scientists just use warm fuzzies while researching #exmormon #lds #athiest"
YouTube Link 2026-01-20T21:41Z 570K followers, 109K engagements

"@davidarchies new song about leaving the Mormon church was made for my familys story💙 #exmo"
YouTube Link 2024-04-03T18:21Z 566K followers, 1.4M engagements

"This is pr*datory if you ask me 🚫 #mormon #lds #exmo #mormonmissionaries"
YouTube Link 2024-02-06T17:46Z 569K followers, 1.1M engagements

"The Book of Mormon explicitly links darker skin with being sinful 😒😒 #exmormon #lds #twilight"
YouTube Link 2025-09-08T16:32Z 568K followers, 145.8K engagements

"Answering the Webs Most Searched Questions about Mormonism PDS Debt is offering a free debt analysis. It only takes thirty seconds. Get yours at https://PDSDebt.com/alyssa A few resources I mention in the video: *Many links below are Wikipedia links. Please keep in mind Wikipedia is a website that summarizes information and links to primary sources. I suggest clicking through to as many primary sources as possible after reading a cursory summary of these topics. *Why I left the Mormon Church: (https://www.mormontruths.com/why-i-left-the-mormon-church/) *Mormon Garment FAQ:"
YouTube Link 2024-07-26T19:21Z 567K followers, 534.4K engagements

"Them mountains sure are pretty tho #exmormon #lds #exmo #utah"
YouTube Link 2025-08-14T13:59Z 568K followers, 109.3K engagements

"They wont tell you because they dont know themselves 😔 #exmormon #lds #exmo #ldsmissionary"
YouTube Link 2025-07-25T19:25Z 567K followers, 253.2K engagements

"Why Good Mormon Girls Always Say Yes 💍 Brothers and Sisters please be sure to cover your shoulders and wear appropriate footwear before pressing play on this important video about dating and purity. Sisters politely accept all requests to dance and date. It's not that hard to be polite. 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 Resources mentioned in the video: Provo All Star Starter Pack: https://www.reddit.com/r/exmormon/comments/8b1ua2/provo_allstar_starter_pack/ Sweet Spirit Song: https://www.youtube.com/watchv=gJp9e0bFHQU For The Strength of Youth (1965 Version):"
YouTube Link 2025-02-28T15:23Z 567K followers, 369.3K engagements

"How the Mormon church stalks ex-members 🕵🏼♀🕵🏼♀🕵🏼♀🕵🏼♀ #mormon #lds #exmo"
YouTube Link 2024-09-09T20:06Z 570K followers, 1.1M engagements

"I guess God didnt make bodies perfect after all 🧐🧐 #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2025-12-19T18:43Z 570K followers, 104.3K engagements

"Yes it is that deep #utahhair #lds #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2026-01-26T16:26Z 570K followers, 167.9K engagements

"The Mormon Churchs Racist Past Is WAY Worse Than You Think The Mormon Church has a long disturbing history of racismespecially toward Black membersand in this video I'm unpacking it all. From priesthood and temple bans to teachings about curses and white and delightsome skin this is the side of Mormonism they dont teach in Sunday School. Ill share historical records personal stories and modern-day consequences of these doctrines. Whether youre a member ExMormon or just curiousthis is a history you need to know. A few resources I mention in the video: *PEW Research on Mormon demographics:"
YouTube Link 2025-04-18T15:26Z 570K followers, 877.7K engagements

"Why I Had Kids AFTER Leaving the Mormon Church I was raised to believe becoming a wife and mother was my divine purposebut I also saw a lot of unhappy Mormon moms who felt trapped and resentful. After leaving the church I went through a full pendulum swing and experimented with everything Id been taught to avoidand still I chose to have kids. In this video Im sharing why how my mindset changed and what parenting looks like for me now outside of religion. A few resources I mention in the video: *Mormon manual for girls 12-18:"
YouTube Link 2025-04-11T17:47Z 570K followers, 286.3K engagements

"How I Told My Husband I Wanted to Leave the Mormon Church Secure your privacy with Surfshark Enter coupon code ALYSSA for an extra [--] months free at https://surfshark.deals/alyssa So many people end up getting divorced after leaving the Mormon Church. I feel so lucky to have married someone who loved me regardless of my religious beliefs. We'll be answering questions below Let us know what we missed in the interview. A few videos that may interest you: *My Mormon endowment explained video: (https://youtu.be/_jXk53GhZr0) *Mormon garments explained video: (https://youtu.be/CZVrRWfDHYU) *Every"
YouTube Link 2024-06-14T17:36Z 570K followers, 1.1M engagements

"Teaching 9th Grade in a 93% Mormon Town Empower your critical thinking and stay informed on breaking news by subscribing through my link https://ground.news/alyssa to get 40% off the Vantage Plan for unlimited access this month. A few resources I mention in the video: *Why I left the Mormon Church: (https://www.mormontruths.com/why-i-le.) *Religious affiliation in American Fork Utah: (https://www.bestplaces.net/religion/city/utah/american_fork) *Other demographic data in American Fork Utah: (https://datausa.io/profile/geo/american-fork-utredirect=true) *Story of BYUs LGBTQIA club:"
YouTube Link 2024-07-12T19:08Z 570K followers, 981.1K engagements

"I CAN'T BELIEVE Mormons are making fun of this viral show. (Interview w/ Heather Gay) A special thank you to the American Humanist Association for sponsoring today's video *If you're interested in checking out the AHA visit: https://humanist.org/grenfell *To get your official "I Gave Up Eternal Life for Coffee" AHA tee go to: https://www.store.americanhumanist.org/shop/p/eternal-life-by-alyssa-grenfell-unisex-t-shirt Today I sit down with Heather Gay to break down the making of Surviving Mormonism and the systemic issues it exposes inside the LDS Church. From the Church-run helpline to"
YouTube Link 2025-11-14T16:30Z 570K followers, 191K engagements

"Mormon Afterlife Explained (A Flowchart for your Soul) PDS Debt is offering a free debt analysis. It only takes thirty seconds. Get yours at https://PDSDebt.com/alyssa. An afterlife so complex you have to rely on a flowchart to explain it Polygamy in heaven A veil of forgetfulness Getting your own planet I cover it all and more in this episode all about the Mormon afterlife. My research for todays episode has also inspired me to start a band called Sons of Perdition. Our first album will be titled Outer Darkness and the hit single off the album will be Lucifers Groupies. I am searching for a"
YouTube Link 2024-05-24T16:21Z 570K followers, 707.6K engagements

"Just your average Mormon girl 🤗 #mormon #exmormon #utah"
YouTube Link 2025-03-03T20:54Z 570K followers, 1.3M engagements

"Mormon Temple Weddings Explained (Sorry You're Probably Not Invited) Getting married in the temple had nothing to do with me and everything to do with my religion. A few resources I mention in the video: *The words of a temple ceremony (http://www.mormonthink.com/templelove.htm#::text=All%20these%20blessings%2C%20together%20withof%20the%20Holy%20Ghost%2C%20Amen.) *Temple recommend questions (https://newsroom.churchofjesuschrist.org/article/october-2019-general-conference-temple-recommend) *My mormon endowment explained video (https://youtu.be/_jXk53GhZr0) *My Mormon garments explained video"
YouTube Link 2024-02-15T23:25Z 570K followers, 924.4K engagements

"Its not that all Mormons are rich just that the richest are very loud 💰 #lds #mormon #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2023-12-11T21:34Z 570K followers, 1.7M engagements

"And what about Matthew 22:30 🧐 #exmormon #lds #josephsmith #bible"
YouTube Link 2025-12-11T16:06Z 570K followers, 145.9K engagements

"Bella has strong Mormon girl vibes #twilight #exmormon #lds"
YouTube Link 2025-09-05T19:54Z 570K followers, 434.5K engagements

"Everything Mormon Missionaries DONT Tell You Claim your [--] Free Meals + Free Breakfast for Life by using code ALYSSAFM at https://bit.ly/46Mnly2 One free meal per box with active subscription. Free meals applied as discount on first box new or returning subscribers only varies by plan. This video breaks down [--] major things Mormon missionaries will not tell youincluding hidden church history secret temple rituals strict lifestyle rules and the churchs stance on race and LGBTQ issues. As a former missionary I show you exactly what's in the official teaching manual (Preach My Gospel)and whats"
YouTube Link 2025-07-25T18:51Z 570K followers, 694.8K engagements

"Every Rule I Followed as a Mormon (Coffee Can Keep You Out of Heaven) Mormon God cares about all the wrong things. He has a lot to share about modesty for women and why coffee is bad but so little to say about homelessness disease poverty racism bigotry and countless other harmful realities. Like and subscribe if you liked this video Next week my video will be about how Mormonism got started all with a teenage boy named Joseph Smith. This story is honestly WILD and the reality is quite different from what I learned as a faithful Mormon in Sunday School. A few resources I mention in the video:"
YouTube Link 2024-04-12T02:39Z 570K followers, 1.1M engagements

"BYU Library restricted section 🚫 #exmormon #lds #BYU"
YouTube Link 2023-11-07T14:31Z 570K followers, 570.5K engagements

"Haunting Connections Between Mormon Doctrine and Jodi Hildebrandt Check out Zocdoc and stop putting off those doctors appointments. Go to https://zocdoc.com/GRENFELL to find and instantly book a top-rated doctor today. This video examines religious teachings and cultural systems in a critical educational and documentary context. Mormon religious extrmism is topping Netflix charts again this week. In today's video I react to Netflixs Evl Influncer: The Jodi Hldebrandt Story and break down why this case cannot be understood without Mormon doctrine culture and extrmism. From d*monic"
YouTube Link 2026-01-10T13:43Z 570K followers, 293.6K engagements

"Honorable mention: all Mormon weddings will be as dry as the desert 🏜 #mormon #lds #exmo"
YouTube Link 2023-12-26T21:19Z 570K followers, 1.7M engagements

"These Mormon Cartoons are the saddest thing ever (w/ @exjwpandatower ) Claim your [--] Free Meals + Free Breakfast for Life by using code ALYSSAFM at https://bit.ly/46Mnly2 One free meal per box with active subscription. Free meals applied as discount on first box new or returning subscribers only varies by plan. This week @exjwpandatower and I team up to react to the wildest Mormon and Jehovahs Witness cartoons ever made. From Jesus visiting America to kids crying over birthday cupcakes these shows reveal how religious brainwashing starts young. We compare the messages we were taught laugh"
YouTube Link 2025-11-07T17:03Z 570K followers, 258.4K engagements

"How Mormon Doctrine Created Swig Soda Hello everyone Youll notice that everything in this video is blurred except my face. While the information I shared comes from public record displaying it violated YouTubes community guidelines. Ive blurred the overlays so the video can stay up while still sharing my commentary. You can still watch the original video on my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/posts/how-mormon-swig-136489285utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link Original caption: Swig is Utahs most famous dirty soda chain born out of"
YouTube Link 2025-08-15T17:18Z 570K followers, 193.4K engagements

"I believe Mormon missions are a waste 😒 #exmormon #lds"
YouTube Link 2025-09-16T14:37Z 570K followers, 826.8K engagements

"Signs Twilight Was Written by a Mormon I just re-read Twilight and wow this book is more Mormon than I ever remembered. From the Cullens as an elect Mormon family to vampire transformation as a kind of Mormon resurrection I think Stephanie Meyers faith shaped so much of this story. In this video I break down the hidden Mormon overtones purity culture and gender roles woven into the saga. Whether you love Twilight or hate it once you see it through an ExMormon lens you cant unsee it. A few resources I mention in the video: *My reaction to my article in the WSJ:"
YouTube Link 2025-09-05T19:19Z 570K followers, 826.2K engagements

"What happens to the boys in FLDS polygamy #exmormon #lds #exmo #polygamy"
YouTube Link 2023-11-07T14:38Z 570K followers, 2.8M engagements

"Mormon ➡ Exmormon glow up ✨ #exmormon #mormon #lds To answer the most common question: yes I am still married to the same handsome man. About to celebrate [--] years and we have two sons 💕"
YouTube Link 2023-11-20T23:11Z 570K followers, 16.5M engagements

"Talking about the Mormon church online b like #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2025-12-26T18:41Z 570K followers, 183.2K engagements

"This Is What Scientologists ACTUALLY Believe (ExMormon Reacts) South Parks take on Scientology might be one of their most infamous episodes and I finally watched it. As an ExMormon I couldnt help but notice the wild overlaps between Scientology and Mormonism (Joseph Smith and L. Ron Hubbard couldve been besties honestly). From auditing to tithing to volcano-based theology were diving deep into cult parallels celebrity believers and why both religions are so good at making you pay for happiness. A few resources I mention in the video: *Patreon South Park/Trump Reaction:"
YouTube Link 2025-10-10T13:43Z 570K followers, 337.6K engagements

"ExMormon Reacts to TLCs Most Unbelievable Show Im diving headfirst into TLCs My Husbands Not Gay and pulling back the curtain on the shocking realities of Mormon mixed-orientation marriages and SSA culture. We're talking raw insights wild court transcripts and the heartbreaking fallout of conversion therapy. So much heartache for a made-up belief system. A few resources mentioned in the video: Where to watch My Husbands Not Gay: https://shorturl.at/Nxhrl *Why I left the Mormon Church: https://www.mormontruths.com/why-i-left-the-mormon-church/ Same Sex Attraction Explanation from Mormon"
YouTube Link 2024-12-20T19:30Z 570K followers, 1.1M engagements

"Its a little ironic 🤏🏼 #exmormon #christian"
YouTube Link 2025-12-16T17:15Z 570K followers, 235.3K engagements

"Mormon leaders once taught Black people were less valiant before being born #lds #mormon #exmo"
YouTube Link 2024-07-08T21:31Z 570K followers, 1.3M engagements

"Joseph Smith was a dirt bag 🗣🗣🗣 #exmormon #josephsmith #lds"
YouTube Link 2025-02-12T20:32Z 570K followers, 1.2M engagements

"ExMormon Reacts to THE Utah Mom Jane Williamsons comedy is more than mom jokes. Its a window into the impossible expectations Mormon women face especially in Utah. As an ExMormon Im breaking down what her skits reveal about perfectionism competition and quiet resentment in Mormon culture. From the perfect mom aesthetic to marriages full of passive-aggressive jabs her content exposes the pressure cooker so many Mormon women live in. Its funny because its true and honestly kind of dark when you think about it. Watch my full analysis and check out my Patreon for bonus content on Mormon"
YouTube Link 2025-07-18T19:05Z 570K followers, 735.3K engagements

"Mormons: The Richest Church on Earth Is the Mormon Church really the richest church on the planet In this video I break down how the LDS Church built a $293 billion empirethrough tithing tax loopholes unpaid labor and secretive investing via Ensign Peak. Well look at how their centralized financial system gives them a massive advantage over decentralized churches like the Catholic Church. I also explain the SEC investigation whistleblower revelations and how the church legally siphons money out of countries like Canada. Full breakdown + extra stories are on Patreon A few resources I mention"
YouTube Link 2025-06-27T20:38Z 570K followers, 265.5K engagements

"No new temples #exmo #exmormon"
YouTube Link 2025-10-08T20:39Z 570K followers, 493.8K engagements

"The Bizarre Reason Mormons Dominate Ballroom Dancing 💃🕺 Let's dive into the bizarre connection between Mormons and ballroom dancing 💃🕺 From Brigham Youngs surprising support of dance as a way to glorify God to BYUs world-class ballroom dance programs I'll share my research on how Mormons came to dominate the competitive dance scene. Plus well take a look at famous Mormon dancers from Dancing with the Stars how the church uses dance for PR and missionary work and the cultural tensions between modesty representation and the evolving dance world. *Watch Jackson and I dance using the Mutual"
YouTube Link 2024-10-11T19:45Z 570K followers, 538.5K engagements

"I think I could easily come up with 100+ more #exmormon #bookofmormon"
YouTube Link 2026-01-14T14:56Z 570K followers, 151.7K engagements

"The Biggest Evidence Against the Mormon Church The Book of Abraham is a cornerstone of Mormon scripturebut did you know theres significant proof its not what Joseph Smith claimed In this video I explore the origins of the papyri Joseph Smiths so-called "translation" and what modern Egyptologists reveal about it. This raises critical questions about the legitimacy of Mormonisms teachings and why this topic is so important to ExMormons like me. A few resources mentioned in the video: *Read the synopsis on my blog: https://www.mormontruths.com/the-book-of-abraham-and-mormonism/ *Folk traditions"
YouTube Link 2025-01-25T14:46Z 570K followers, 1.1M engagements

"The Quiet Trauma of Mormon Girlhood Check out Zocdoc and stop putting off those doctors appointments. Go to https://zocdoc.com/GRENFELL to find and instantly book a top-rated doctor today. Today Im sitting down with Shelise from @CultstoConsciousness to talk about what its actually like growing up Mormon as a girl and the trauma thats rarely named. We get into purity culture obedience silence and how those messages follow you long after you leave. Shelise shares the experiences that led her out of the church while she was living in Las Vegas and what led her to start her YouTube channel where"
YouTube Link 2025-12-12T18:02Z 570K followers, 226.4K engagements

"How the Fundamentalist Pipeline Almost Got Us Fundamentalism doesnt happen overnightits often a slow slide from belonging to extremism. 🚩 In this video Drew and I break down the stages of radicalization share our own religious experiences and explain how people may end up burying themselves in extremist ideas. From chanting on my mission to the split between LDS and FLDS we show how the funnel works. And yes its not just religionthis same pattern shows up in politics culture and modern lifestyle movements. Check out my collaboration with Drew on his channel here:"
YouTube Link 2025-08-29T16:06Z 570K followers, 268K engagements

"Is Mormon Face a Real Thing Yes I am well aware I have a very Mormon face. If you want to get bonus content and all my videos early and ad free consider joining my Patreon Check it out here: https://patreon.com/alyssadgrenfell My book How to Leave the Mormon Church: https://shorturl.at/3dawW A few resources I mention in the video: *Mormon speech about countenances: https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/general-conference/2006/04/it-shows-in-your-facelang=eng *Lyrics to the primary song about smiling: https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/music/text/childrens-songbook/smileslang=eng"
YouTube Link 2024-10-18T16:03Z 570K followers, 465.5K engagements

"Reading My EXTREMELY Mormon Journals (i was so brainwashed lol) Nothing to see here just a 12-year-old fantasizing she could know her future children's last names so that she could know who her eternal companion would be. I was just writing a quick entry before heading off to do baptisms for the dead Just normal kid stuff :) A few resources mentioned in the video: *Video of me as a Mormon: https://www.youtube.com/watchv=FhMG8_OjbMk&list=PLo6WmFbBTUex7r-bg047RIASyrB8IfVdD&index=2 *Baptisms for the dead explained: https://www.youtube.com/watchv=bq8fFNBfSE8 *Mormon endowment ceremony explained:"
YouTube Link 2025-01-10T18:56Z 570K followers, 711.5K engagements

"ExMormons FIRST TIME BACK in Mormon Temple I havent been inside a Mormon temple in almost [--] years. until now. When the Grand Junction Colorado Temple opened for public tours I went back inside with my fellow ExMormons Jordan and McKay to see what had changed (and what hadnt). From the security and secrecy to the hotel-lobby dcor and bizarre rituals well walk you through exactly what it was like stepping inside again. Along the way well share our raw reactions the strange symbolism and the stories that temples never tell outsiders. A few resources I mention in the video: *My interview on"
YouTube Link 2025-09-26T19:31Z 570K followers, 276.7K engagements

"This is what happens in a Mormon temple 👰🏼♀🧑🏼🍳 #ldstemple #exmo #mormon #lds"
YouTube Link 2024-05-04T05:08Z 570K followers, 2.2M engagements

"This is becoming a terrifying pattern #exmormon #lds #utah"
YouTube Link 2026-01-12T14:41Z 570K followers, 111.9K engagements

"Thank you for loving me through it all 💝 #exmormon #lds #marriage #love"
YouTube Link 2025-12-04T17:39Z 570K followers, 205.8K engagements

"Why My Husband Left the Mormon Church (And My Reaction) This is Jacksons story about growing up in the church in Utah and going on a Mormon mission in Sweden. We left the church together about a year after we got married in the temple. Jackson shares what made him want to leave the church and what he believes now. Drop questions and comments for Jackson and I below and let me know what topics you would like to see covered/discussed next :) A few resources we mention in the video: Full explanation of the Temple endowment ceremony: https://www.youtube.com/watchv=W_eSubCKmGo&t=4004s How I told"
YouTube Link 2025-06-06T16:17Z 570K followers, 522.5K engagements

"The Exact Moment I Stopped Believing in the Mormon Church Thanks to HelloFresh for sponsoring today's video. Go to https://strms.net/hellofresh_alyssa_grenfell use my code GRENFELLJAN10 and receive [--] free meals + free breakfast for life One breakfast item per box while subscription is active if youre in the US. The link and code are valid in all countries and the respective local discount will apply. A few resources mentioned in the video: *The CES Letter a popular document used to deconstruct Mormonism: https://read.cesletter.org/ *The ExMormon subreddit a great online community for anyone"
YouTube Link 2025-01-31T20:16Z 570K followers, 830K engagements

"Ask how many wives Joseph Smith had 🤔 #exmormon #lds #exmo"
YouTube Link 2025-04-08T18:52Z 570K followers, 3.8M engagements

"Maybe MomTok SHOULDNT Survive This (ExMormon Reacts) Season [--] of Secret Lives of Mormon Wives is the darkest most revealing season yet and we need to talk about why. From racism and purity culture to cosmetic surgery pressure and perfect wife conditioning these women are still living inside a belief system even when many of them think theyve left it behind. This season makes the roots of Mormon doctrine and its cultural branches impossible to ignore. The relationships the gender roles the shame the expectations its all there. Lets break down exactly how deep the Mormon Church still runs in"
YouTube Link 2025-11-20T23:17Z 570K followers, 500.4K engagements

"What is the Book of Mormon doing in my hotel nightstand 🏨 #exmormon #marriott"
YouTube Link 2025-11-28T17:39Z 570K followers, 50.1K engagements

"Fry sauce is legitimately tasty 😋 Ill pass on most jello though #exmormon #lds #utah"
YouTube Link 2025-03-06T17:10Z 570K followers, 2.8M engagements

"The Scars the Mormon Church Left on My Mental Health EVERYONE who signs up to my giveaway will receive a FREE Rose suction toy with their order Click the link to sign up and receive your gift from me and Bellesa https://www.shopbboutique.co/vibe/alyssagrenfell-yt2 Growing up Mormon my mental health struggles were amplified by intense guilt and shame. Self-harm suicidal thoughts and deep isolation defined my youth hidden behind a fake smile. Leaving the church transformed my life but the scarsinside and outremain. This is my story of pain healing and discovering power in reclaiming my identity"
YouTube Link 2025-05-16T18:58Z 570K followers, 234.1K engagements

"The Bizarre Reason So Many Fantasy Authors Are Mormon ✏ 📖 From fantastical doctrine to secret handshakes to golden tablets in the side of a hill it's no surprise that Mormonism (the sci-fi version of Christianity) turned out some of the most well known authors in the fantasy genre. A few resources mentioned in the video: *See me read my first ever attempt at a (romance) novel: https://shorturl.at/TIH46 *Thesis statement about Mormonism in Twilight: https://web.archive.org/web/20191011180059/https://pdfs.semanticscholar.org/5eb8/24e8d84d4f058a6cd480efae2f0fc583adf9.pdf *Why Mormons dominate"
YouTube Link 2024-12-13T20:54Z 570K followers, 786K engagements

"Why MLM Really Means Mormons Losing Money Why is Utah the MLM/pyramid scheme capital of Americaand why are Mormon moms the prime targets From NuSkin BYU stadiums to essential oil FDA scandals I dive deep into the unique reasons MLMs thrive in Mormon culture. Lets talk about how high trust prosperity doctrine and a lack of financial literacy among Mormon women create the perfect storm for pyramid schemes. A few resources I mention in the video: *Utahs MLM industry analysis: https://d36oiwf74r1rap.cloudfront.net/wp-content/uploads/DirectSales-Aug2022.pdf *Watch The RM:"
YouTube Link 2025-05-09T17:07Z 570K followers, 622.4K engagements

"The Real Reason I Left the Mormon Church Free ZWILLING Four Star Chef's Knife on your 3rd box ($144.99 value) plus [--] Free Meals and your first box ship free with the code ALYSSAHFZWL at https://bit.ly/46Mnly2 This is the real reason I left the Mormon Church. In this video I share a condensed version of the most in-depth interview Ive ever given originally recorded on Mormon Stories (@mormonstories). I talk honestly about my childhood my mission the temple endowment and what finally broke my shelf. A few resources I mention in the video: *Patreon video (Behind the scenes look plus year recap"
YouTube Link 2025-12-19T17:32Z 570K followers, 218.9K engagements

"Its obvious why they keep the Mormon temple endowment a secret 😒 #mormon #lds #ldstemple #exmo"
YouTube Link 2024-06-27T19:33Z 570K followers, 2.4M engagements

"Mormon me was NOT fun to be around #exmormon #lds"
YouTube Link 2025-09-02T14:57Z 570K followers, 358.7K engagements

"Evidence The Book of Mormon Is False [--] categories of reasons I think The Book of Mormon is a made up fantasy book: [--]. Lack of archeological proof [--]. Issues with how the book was translated [--]. Irregularities in the text itself [--]. History of concealing disfavorable evidence about the book [--]. Content in the book is not moral or godly If you want to get bonus content and all my videos early and ad free consider joining my Patreon Check it out here: https://patreon.com/alyssadgrenfell A few resources I mention in the video: *Read my blog post about why I believe The Book of Mormon is plagiarized"
YouTube Link 2024-11-01T19:20Z 570K followers, 752.2K engagements

"Brainwashed Mormon Mommies I was trained to be a TradWife as my divine role from Mormon God. I was dreaming of marriage and babies when I was still a baby myself. A few resources I mention in the video: *Why I left the Mormon Church: https://www.mormontruths.com/why-i-left-the-mormon-church/ Entirety of the Personal Progress Manual: https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/manual/young-women-personal-progress/welcomelang=eng Proclamation to the Family document:"
YouTube Link 2024-08-09T19:10Z 570K followers, 750K engagements