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![TheBuddyCSM Avatar](https://lunarcrush.com/gi/w:24/cr:twitter::1776346686740197376.png) The Buddy CSM [@TheBuddyCSM](/creator/twitter/TheBuddyCSM) on x 4296 followers
Created: 2025-07-22 15:55:48 UTC

Most people when they meet me think that I’m an extroverted optimist.

“Easy going” is how I’m normally described.

I deal with problems calmly and usually don’t freak out or jump to conclusions.

What they don’t see is that I constantly worry about what the worst case scenario of an event would be and what I would do if that happened.

They also don’t see that after I’ve had a day interacting with hundreds of people I usually am so drained that when I get home I just crash on the coach with a thousand yard stare.

I like being positive and I like interacting with people, but when I do it comes at a pretty big cost mentally.

I constantly have to balance that in my brain.


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