#  @notestoself444 Notes to Self [---] Notes to Self [---] posts on YouTube about exmo, sister, cult, mormon the most. They currently have [------] followers and [---] posts still getting attention that total [-----] engagements in the last [--] hours. ### Engagements: [-----] [#](/creator/youtube::UCaARVcB1oGSFdcNevVL4PBw/interactions)  - [--] Week [------] -68% - [--] Month [-------] -4.10% - [--] Months [---------] +108% - [--] Year [---------] +392% ### Mentions: [--] [#](/creator/youtube::UCaARVcB1oGSFdcNevVL4PBw/posts_active)  - [--] Week [--] +7.70% - [--] Month [--] +104% - [--] Months [--] -8.30% - [--] Year [---] +81% ### Followers: [------] [#](/creator/youtube::UCaARVcB1oGSFdcNevVL4PBw/followers)  - [--] Week [------] +0.52% - [--] Month [------] +3.80% - [--] Months [------] +31% - [--] Year [------] +117% ### CreatorRank: [---------] [#](/creator/youtube::UCaARVcB1oGSFdcNevVL4PBw/influencer_rank)  ### Social Influence **Social category influence** [exchanges](/list/exchanges) #2159 [social networks](/list/social-networks) 9.09% [technology brands](/list/technology-brands) 8.33% [finance](/list/finance) 0.76% **Social topic influence** [exmo](/topic/exmo) #25, [sister](/topic/sister) #2099, [cult](/topic/cult) 13.64%, [mormon](/topic/mormon) 12.88%, [tiktok](/topic/tiktok) 8.33%, [relationships](/topic/relationships) 3.79%, [in the](/topic/in-the) 3.79%, [born](/topic/born) #360, [1](/topic/1) 2.27%, [journeys](/topic/journeys) 2.27% **Top accounts mentioned or mentioned by** [@gmailcom](/creator/undefined) [@notestoself444t8shjrgapqr8r1](/creator/undefined) [@notestoself44](/creator/undefined) [@cultstoconsciousness](/creator/undefined) [@doculadytzt8zxgijh2jror1](/creator/undefined) [@growingupinpolygamy](/creator/undefined) ### Top Social Posts Top posts by engagements in the last [--] hours "Sister Wives & Polygamy Chat https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this conversation the hosts discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous family addressing misconceptions about polygamy the role of priesthood and the impact of media representation. They also delve into personal stories family dynamics and the ongoing legal matters surrounding their family's situation emphasizing the importance of accurate representation and open dialogue. This conversation delves into the complexities of life within polygamous communities focusing on themes of excommunication human trafficking" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=R-73xtdJdFI) 2025-12-05T01:57Z 19.2K followers, 15.7K engagements "Let's Talk about Sister Wives & Polygamy Summary This conversation delves into the complexities of relationships within polygamous structures exploring personal experiences communication challenges and the impact of trauma from cult upbringing. The speakers reflect on their journeys of healing parenting strategies post-divorce and the dynamics of leadership in polygamous communities. The discussion emphasizes the importance of open communication and professional guidance in navigating personal growth and relationships. The conversation delves into the complexities of polygamous relationships" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=VUx7ySyh6HU) 2025-11-05T23:55Z 19.2K followers, 22.2K engagements "Sister Wives Mykelti & Tony Interview https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this engaging conversation Melanie and Cory discuss their unique experiences growing up in polygamous families with guests Tony and Mykelti. They explore the complexities of family dynamics friendships and the emotional challenges faced in a polygamous setting. The discussion also touches on cultural differences the impact of moving away from Utah and the importance of emotional intelligence in parenting. The guests share their insights on navigating relationships and the significance of understanding family" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=YZu-t-9mPsE) 2025-12-13T14:01Z 19.2K followers, 82.3K engagements "Let's talk Polygamy & Sister Wives https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ This conversation delves into the complexities of life within the AUB exploring personal experiences family dynamics and the emotional healing process. The speakers discuss the challenges of parenting financial struggles and the significance of covenants made during marriage ceremonies. They also reflect on societal expectations regarding reproductive choices and the public perception of polygamy particularly in light of media portrayals. Through their insights they emphasize the importance of healing and personal" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Yxyr3kbazuU) 2026-02-13T00:18Z 19.2K followers, 12.7K engagements "Sister Wives Polygamy & More Live discussion https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this surprise live session the hosts engage with their audience on various topics including weather conditions affecting their community discussions on fairness in relationships and the role of government assistance within the AUB community. They share personal childhood memories and family dynamics explore political engagement and religious beliefs and discuss the importance of community support for individuals with disabilities. The conversation highlights the cultural practices and social structures" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=3wj5yG-bwqc) 2026-01-24T00:47Z 19.2K followers, 16.3K engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] You Are Toxic To Me https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous community focusing on the dynamics of relationships within polygamy the importance of healing and the struggles of women in these situations. They analyze the behaviors of Cody and the other wives highlighting issues of control emotional manipulation and the quest for independence. The discussion emphasizes the need for accountability and the challenges faced by those trying to leave or navigate the" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=4Koip-TbvG4) 2026-01-06T12:00Z 19.2K followers, 25K engagements "Let's talk about Polygamy Sister Wives https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Melanie & Cory were born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. Buy Me A Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media: Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Facebook https://www.facebook.com/share/1Bf27CAJoy/mibextid=wwXIfr Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=4lJ0EELUTfI) 2026-02-12T21:57Z 19.2K followers, [----] engagements "Book Club Sister Wives Christine Brown Woolley new book Sister Wife Book Club Come join us while we talk about Christine Brown Woolleys new book Sister Wife. We will go over chapters 37-End of book & talk about some of the things we noticed. Come chat about what you found interesting too. In this engaging conversation the hosts explore various themes surrounding relationships cultural norms and personal growth. They discuss the emotional intelligence displayed in recent media the journey of healing from past experiences and the cultural shifts in identity and self-expression. The conversation" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=AwuBo6T2IYs) 2025-11-04T05:14Z 19.2K followers, 13.7K engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Tell All Pt [--] Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this episode Melanie and Cory delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamist cult discussing the complexities of relationships emotional healing and the roles of women within this framework. They critique Cody's leadership style and its impact on family dynamics emphasizing the importance of accountability and emotional well-being. The conversation also touches on the contradictions in Cody and Robin's relationship the significance of strong women and the necessity of asking 'why' to foster" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=BPahcKnEAhc) 2026-02-08T02:00Z 19.2K followers, 24.7K engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap In this conversation Cory and Melanie delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous community reflecting on the episode 'Kissing Another Man's Wife' from Sister Wives. They discuss the complexities of relationships within polygamy the impact of dogma on women's autonomy and the dynamics of control exercised by men like Cody Brown. The conversation also touches on family traditions self-empowerment and the challenges of navigating dating in a polygamous context. Throughout they express frustration with Cody's justifications and objectification of" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=BtDY2E4Rz8g) 2025-10-31T01:15Z 19.2K followers, 22K engagements "Sister Wives Professor Interview with Notes to self444 Summary In this episode of the Sister Wives Professor podcast Dr. Adam engages in a heartfelt conversation with Melanie and Corey who share their experiences growing up in a polygamous community. They discuss the emotional complexities of their upbringing the impact of their father's leadership and the challenges they faced when transitioning to a more public life as advocates for those with similar backgrounds. The discussion delves into the nuances of familial relationships the struggles of navigating societal perceptions and the" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=EY2-IKmUryI) 2026-02-08T17:08Z 19.2K followers, [----] engagements "Cory and Melanie talk about growing up in polygamy in the AUB Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email:" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=FWTZQGvZeU8) 2024-12-06T21:18Z 19.2K followers, [----] engagements "Book Club Sister Wives Christine Brown Woolley new book Sister Wife Book Club Come join us while we talk about Christine Brown Woolleys new book Sister Wife. We will go over chapters 33-36 & talk about some of the things we noticed. Come chat about what you found interesting too. In this engaging book club session the hosts explore the themes of healing personal growth and the complexities of relationships within the context of polygamy. They discuss Christine Brown's journey as depicted in her book emphasizing the importance of self-discovery planning for independence and the role of family" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=GjblMf3oQ2k) 2025-10-28T19:47Z 19.2K followers, 10.7K engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this episode Melanie and Cory delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamist community discussing the complexities of relationships within that context. They recap a specific episode of a reality show analyzing the dynamics of Cody's apology tour and the impact of hierarchy on relationships. The conversation emphasizes the importance of healing personal experiences and the role of forgiveness in moving forward. They also touch on the challenges of co-parenting and the need for equal relationships" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=I6liNqZXvw8) 2025-12-20T02:20Z 19.2K followers, 22.8K engagements "Multiple Time Covenant Breaking Adultras Let's talk about it https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Let's catch up. Melanie & Cory were both born and raised in the AUB. Melanie's father is the current leader of the AUB. On Christmas Day he put up a slanderous post directed at Melanie for being a "multiple time covenant breaking adultras". Defamation anyone Let's talk about it In this conversation the speakers discuss the complexities of family dynamics within a polygamous context particularly focusing on the fallout from social media interactions and the implications of public statements" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=MNi2INfO3O8) 2025-12-29T18:59Z 19.2K followers, 16.6K engagements "Sister Wives & Polygamy Q & A https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Let's catch up. Melanie & Cory were both born and raised in the AUB. Bring us your polygamy questions. Summary In this conversation the speaker shares personal updates about health challenges and family dynamics reflecting on the cultural aspects of polygamy and the AUB community. They discuss various traditions including holiday celebrations and dress codes while emphasizing the importance of community support for those leaving polygamy. Insights from an interview with Tony and McKelty provide a deeper understanding of" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=OCKjLY8SiYA) 2025-12-16T03:49Z 19.2K followers, 13.3K engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] No Brain No Pain Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the complexities of healing personal growth and the emotional toll of their upbringing. They explore the dynamics of relationships within polygamy particularly focusing on Cody Brown's leadership style and its impact on the family. The discussion highlights the importance of women supporting each other the struggle for identity and the often transactional nature of relationships in a" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=OKQC0n38X1c) 2026-01-10T05:27Z 19.2K followers, 23.9K engagements "Sister Wives & Polygamy Ask Us Anything https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ This conversation explores various aspects of life within the AUB (Apostolic United Brethren) community including the structure of the priesthood personal experiences with relationships and the challenges of decompressing from AUB teachings. The speakers share insights on dating dynamics in polygamous families the prevalence of abuse financial issues and the integration of children from previous marriages. They also discuss the healing journey of individuals within the community and the origins of polygamy in the" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=UGlh4KfZI-o) 2026-01-07T02:04Z 19.2K followers, 16.2K engagements "Sister Wives season [--] Ep [--] Tell All Pt [--] Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous family while discussing the show Sister Wives. They explore themes of healing accountability and the complexities of relationships within polygamy. The discussion delves into financial negotiations property disputes and the emotional manipulation that often occurs in these dynamics. The conversation highlights the challenges faced by women in polygamous relationships and concludes with reflections on" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ValW6R9QNdU) 2026-01-22T12:01Z 19.2K followers, 30.9K engagements "AUB No fault divorce or releases #sisterwives #AUB #polygamy #season19 #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=VjfxDtkwVdU) 2025-04-04T02:23Z 19.2K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Extending An Olive Branch Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in the AUB polygamous community and reflect on the latest episode of Sister Wives. They explore themes of personal growth the complexities of polygamous relationships and the impact of leaving such a lifestyle. The discussion highlights the emotional struggles faced by individuals in polygamous families the dynamics of accountability and the influence of public opinion on personal lives. They also touch on the" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=XtwnB98rSwg) 2025-12-05T02:35Z 19.2K followers, 25.9K engagements "Twins from other mothers. Polygamist sisters. 💕 Today marks [--] years since the passing of my sister. We became sisters at [--] yrs old. We were the twins. Liz is [--] hrs older than I am. Rulon Allred was busy delivering her & almost missed my birth. We were so excited to be sisters born on the same day. We are Geminis so truly twins in so many ways. We miss her so much 💕 #polygamy #aub #sisters #plygkids #sisterwives" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Y9ST2CRJDV8) 2025-11-15T04:03Z 19.2K followers, [----] engagements "Understanding Robyn Brown In this conversation Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) a polygamous church and delve into the dynamics of polygamous relationships particularly focusing on Robin Brown's role in the Brown family. They explore themes of entitlement the concept of 'putting wives out to pasture' once they are no longer of childbearing age and the contrasting teachings on intimacy and procreation within the AUB. The discussion also touches on the cultural misconceptions surrounding polygamy and the realities faced by women in" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=YBW6vLJc9DM) 2025-09-07T13:01Z 19.2K followers, 69.3K engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. Buy Me A Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media: Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Facebook https://www.facebook.com/share/1Bf27CAJoy/mibextid=wwXIfr Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=YfXLL9s0X5o) 2025-12-29T08:34Z 19.2K followers, 20.3K engagements "My Mother Suing My Polygamist Father https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this conversation Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) polygamous community focusing on their mother's legal struggles following her separation from their father. They delve into the complexities of polygamous family dynamics the impact of grief on their mother after the loss of her disabled son and the legal challenges she faces in securing her living situation. The discussion highlights the broader issues of accountability within the AUB leadership and the" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZR4z6sPmuaU) 2025-11-19T05:02Z 19.2K followers, 16.6K engagements "The AUB Experience with Intimacy & Sexual Relationships; Answering your comments & questions Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey share their personal experiences growing up in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) polygamist cult discussing the complexities of their upbringing the dynamics of community living and the challenges faced when leaving such a tightly-knit group. They delve into the leadership structure the concept of the United Order and the impact of religious trauma on individuals. The discussion also covers intimate relationships within polygamous marriages the beliefs" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=fj4wKgX8Ido) 2025-04-03T16:01Z 19.2K followers, 13.5K engagements "Melanie and Cory answer questions about growing up in Polygamy AUB Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethren (AUB). They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives and answer viewer's questions. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=iV1R8ir1BvI) 2024-12-04T22:18Z 19.2K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Benevolence B TikTok reaction Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. Buy Me A Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media: Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Facebook https://www.facebook.com/share/1Bf27CAJoy/mibextid=wwXIfr Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=mhMRLilw2n8) 2025-12-23T01:21Z 19.2K followers, 14.5K engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this conversation Melanie and Cory delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous community discussing the complexities of relationships healing and personal growth. They reflect on the dynamics of flirting intimacy and the challenges faced by women in polygamous marriages. The discussion also touches on Cody's apology tour and the implications it has for family dynamics as well as the importance of setting boundaries and maintaining personal identity. Throughout the conversation they emphasize the" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=pXoqdZuemyY) 2025-12-16T12:01Z 19.2K followers, 21.1K engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous family while discussing the latest episodes of Sister Wives. They explore themes of emotional healing communication challenges and the dynamics of relationships within polygamous structures. The hosts share personal anecdotes emphasizing the importance of community support for those leaving polygamy and the need for emotional growth. They also critique the portrayal of polygamy in media and discuss the complexities of parenting and personal relationships in" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=sP_3VKyPXuQ) 2025-11-11T06:30Z 19.2K followers, 23.5K engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Summary In this episode Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous community and reflect on the dynamics presented in Sister Wives Season [--] Episode [--]. They explore themes of trauma healing and the complexities of relationships within polygamy particularly focusing on Cody Brown's leadership style and his approach to apologies. The conversation highlights the importance of personal autonomy the varied experiences of individuals within polygamous structures and the challenges faced by women" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=vzAC6uUxLkk) 2025-12-29T00:42Z 19.2K followers, 24.7K engagements "Sister Wives Watch Season [--] E [--] https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this episode Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous family while reflecting on the show 'Sister Wives.' They explore themes of healing from religious trauma the dynamics of jealousy and relationships within polygamous families and the influence of authority figures. The conversation highlights the complexities of family roles accountability and the impact of parenting on children in such environments. Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Polygamy and Healing 02:54 Reflections on Sister Wives" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=xxJTEzcAXEw) 2025-10-27T17:01Z 19.2K followers, 11.1K engagements "Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] Summary In this episode Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamist cult the Apostolic United Brethren and the complexities of family dynamics within polygamous households. They explore themes of healing personal growth and the importance of education while also addressing the challenges of LGBTQ acceptance and the illusion of choice faced by children in these communities. The conversation delves into the differences in living arrangements among the Browns the kids' perspectives on travel and education and the intricate relationships" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=XY-4eV1CbLI) 2025-07-01T00:44Z 14.5K followers, [----] engagements "Healing my relationship with my dad In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the AUB and the recent confrontation with Melanie's father at a funeral. They discuss the importance of healing the dynamics of authority and control within their family and the impact of their upbringing on their current lives. The conversation highlights the challenges of navigating family relationships the desire for accountability and the need to speak out against abusive behaviors. Ultimately they emphasize the importance of healing and self-reflection" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Xd3XcROMt80) 2025-08-25T13:00Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Tell All Ep [--] Pt [--]. Our live reaction to the episode Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Ya2QZQn8fmw) 2025-06-16T22:05Z 14.2K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Reaction Pt [--] Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. Well theres a section I didnt realize I was filming. So thats fun. Make sure to watch Pt [--] #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Z8Bzj4fRVP8) 2025-01-06T08:20Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Episode [--] 3/3 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZCMyQwCmifA) 2024-11-12T04:05Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] E [--] Live chat Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethren. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. https://www.youtube.com/redirectevent=video_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbnpSQjhRSk1VOTQ2Rm16cEpiU2c4bVFhM3BwQXxBQ3Jtc0trQ3ZsU0x0bERCdFhkdTczMjhHbkpLMWVJcjVEUER4bFBMTy03a0tfM0Q3aTBYUk5fdGxmOWR4MDhwZXQ4UER2NHBIcjVfaENrM1dEYXQzeGtYbEthdTNIWllDb1NMRi1jcU05YkFkV01oQmVXXzBRNA&q=https%3A%2F%2Fholdingouthelp.org%2Fget-involved%2F&v=ycFKOE6vHJ0 In this conversation the hosts delve into the" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZD6YToss1lg) 2025-09-29T20:42Z 16K followers, 10.6K engagements "Where we have been Are we coming back Takeaways Healing is a personal journey that everyone must undertake. Emotional pain can be just as intense as physical pain. Family support is crucial during health crises. It's important to acknowledge and process emotions after trauma. Being vulnerable can lead to deeper connections with loved ones. Experiencing trauma can bring up repressed memories. Finding joy in small moments can aid in recovery. Self-care is essential during the healing process. It's okay to ask for help when feeling overwhelmed. Gratitude can shift perspective during difficult" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZFZsaIM7fSQ) 2025-08-02T20:51Z 14.7K followers, 10.5K engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Recap 2/5 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZbeBHKASY6g) 2025-01-07T15:45Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Recap 3/4 This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Ze4CdUFW6hg) 2025-01-14T16:18Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Tell All Ep [--] Pt1 Live Reaction Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZeuAqmIfr54) 2025-06-04T20:35Z 13.5K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] 3/3 This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Zlz1z0y5r_c) 2024-12-10T04:15Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep 7-8 Summary In this episode Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous family while recapping episodes [--] and [--] of Sister Wives. They explore themes of family dynamics the chaos of holiday traditions the impact of moving on children and the complexities of relationships within a polygamous structure. The conversation delves into the emotional struggles faced by the children the fear-based decision-making prevalent in their upbringing and the roles of each wife in the family. They also touch on the implications of Cody's leadership" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=Zzx0GVthRaQ) 2025-03-25T01:55Z 10.4K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] 3/4 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=_N7jTAMj9zo) 2024-12-03T19:16Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Copy of Melanie & Cory talk about Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. They give their perspective being born and raised in the AUB" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=_h0wdZLNEEQ) 2024-11-25T22:45Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Tell All Part [--] Recap In this conversation Melanie and Corey delve into the complexities of polygamous family dynamics particularly focusing on the relationships within the Brown family from the show Sister Wives. They discuss the challenges of grandparenting the emotional toll of leaving a polygamous relationship and the accountability of priesthood leaders. The conversation also touches on Cody's perceived redemption tour Janelle's perspective on his leadership and the significant impact of child support on relationships. Throughout the discussion they highlight the" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=_rADkXYkQyw) 2025-06-05T23:38Z 13.6K followers, 26K engagements "Sister Wives Sunday School Memories Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the importance of healing from trauma and the complexities of plural marriage as depicted in the show 'Sister Wives'. They reflect on personal choices the dynamics of family life and the impact of public perception on polygamous families. The conversation also touches on community practices belief systems and the challenges faced by individuals within these structures. The conversation delves into the complexities of polygamous communities particularly" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=aa9VO-dfzXI) 2025-06-13T22:00Z 13.9K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap In this episode of 'Notes to Self' Melanie and Cory delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing themes of healing self-love and the complexities of family dynamics. They reflect on the emotional trauma associated with leaving a cult the empowerment of women in these situations and the challenges of public affection and legal battles. The conversation also touches on Cody's leadership style his struggles with ego and the importance of core values in relationships. Ultimately the episode emphasizes the journey of self-discovery and" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=bRwsHqS7BVg) 2025-04-29T04:07Z 14.6K followers, 30.4K engagements "Forced excitement over baby Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethren. Follow us on our social media Buy Me A Coffee: coff.ee/Notestoself444 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 https://open.spotify.com/show/6xuHqWw4kGP5RyWnFiFGs4si=C5NMyYafTi2R28wDwUlJiQ Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=c6Kz2DelRMI) 2025-08-22T00:30Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements "Notes to Self [---] is live Lets talk polygamy Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=cY1yP4SohUA) 2025-04-30T23:12Z 11.4K followers, [----] engagements "Church leader's wake up call In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the AUB and the recent confrontation with Melanie's father at a funeral. They discuss the importance of healing the dynamics of authority and control within their family and the impact of their upbringing on their current lives. The conversation highlights the challenges of navigating family relationships the desire for accountability and the need to speak out against abusive behaviors. Ultimately they emphasize the importance of healing and self-reflection while" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=cnqYicX8mJQ) 2025-08-26T04:00Z 14.8K followers, [----] engagements "Grave Desecration Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 https://open.spotify.com/show/6xuHqWw4kGP5RyWnFiFGs4si=C5NMyYafTi2R28wDwUlJiQ Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=coIN6bd3MKg) 2025-05-22T21:00Z 12.1K followers, [----] engagements "Live Reaction Recap Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=cq8hpqd44mc) 2024-12-09T22:08Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "AUB good vs bad In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the AUB and the recent confrontation with Melanie's father at a funeral. They discuss the importance of healing the dynamics of authority and control within their family and the impact of their upbringing on their current lives. The conversation highlights the challenges of navigating family relationships the desire for accountability and the need to speak out against abusive behaviors. Ultimately they emphasize the importance of healing and self-reflection while acknowledging" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=d-pGlbrxZws) 2025-08-26T01:00Z 15.8K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives awkward baby announcement #sisterwives #AUB #polygamy #season19 #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=dPGTL1PL-UU) 2025-04-04T01:28Z 10.6K followers, [----] engagements "My Theory with Sister Wives Coyote Pass Property Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email:" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=dSufZrxNZ6s) 2025-01-29T02:44Z 10.5K followers, 11.1K engagements "Polygamist Divorces I caused some upset Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #divorce #healingjourney #self #selfcare #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormonpolygamy #mormon #cult #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=eZ30sr8XN5A) 2024-11-23T01:05Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "AUB garments & intimacy #sisterwives #AUB #polygamy #season19 #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=f-WzYfVD-BQ) 2025-04-04T02:16Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements "Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group AUB. #sisterwives #polygamy" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=f5Rgh56qtlk) 2025-02-04T17:35Z 10.2K followers, [----] engagements "Us Vs Them; Bring Back Humanity In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamist community and the recent assassination of a local figure Charlie Kirk. They discuss the dangers of radicalization the importance of healing from trauma and the need for humanity in a divided society. They emphasize the significance of free speech and the impact of violence on families while also addressing the contradictions in their upbringing and the importance of accountability. Ultimately they advocate for love healing and understanding in navigating personal and" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=f6JTxnUDQAs) 2025-09-13T00:35Z 15.7K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] In this conversation Melanie and her co-host delve into the complexities of polygamous relationships drawing from their personal experiences within the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB). They discuss the emotional dynamics between sister wives the challenges of parenting in a plural marriage and the expectations placed on both husbands and wives. The conversation highlights the importance of healing from trauma the need for accountability and the difficulties of navigating jealousy and personal growth within such relationships. They also touch on the impact of" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=fwcgKcWgdyg) 2025-09-16T01:06Z 15.7K followers, [----] engagements "Polygamy Q & A Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=gI5pF_615IU) 2025-06-30T17:22Z 14.4K followers, [--] engagements "Unaccountable Entitlement in Polygamy In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult and analyze the dynamics of relationships portrayed in the reality show 'Sister Wives.' They delve into themes of accountability hypocrisy and the sexualization of relationships while also reflecting on the self-respect of women within polygamous marriages. The discussion highlights the complexities of love commitment and the emotional struggles faced by individuals in such relationships. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities of" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=gxZkjr7ngVY) 2025-05-28T22:45Z 13.1K followers, [----] engagements "A Tribute to a Matriarch: Celebrating Life and Legacy In this heartfelt conversation Melanie reflects on the life and legacy of a beloved matriarch from her polygamous upbringing. She shares personal anecdotes about their friendship the lessons learned and the impact of community dynamics on their lives. The discussion emphasizes themes of love acceptance and healing as well as the bittersweet nature of saying goodbye to someone who played a significant role in her life. Melanie expresses gratitude for the support received from the community and the importance of celebrating the beauty that" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=h0bsxfONJKk) 2025-08-09T02:13Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] Recapping Season Two: A Polygamous Perspective Summary In this episode the hosts recap Season Two of their show discussing their personal experiences growing up in a polygamous family. They explore themes of childhood indoctrination schooling choices family dynamics and the impact of public exposure on their identities. The conversation highlights the complexities of parenting within a polygamous structure and the societal perceptions surrounding their lifestyle. This conversation delves into the complexities of family dynamics within a polygamous structure" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=h2DH_P4B0IU) 2025-03-19T03:33Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Notes to Self [---] Live Stream Polygamy Q & A Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=hVjHOx7EcV4) 2025-02-05T23:36Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Why dont polygamist groups send out missionaries #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=hgZDZiq6NX8) 2024-10-23T23:05Z 15.9K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Live Recap Season [--] Ep [--] This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=hiKV55DjJ6s) 2024-10-25T01:15Z 15.9K followers, 14.2K engagements "Polygamy Q & A Pt 1/6 Nov [--] This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=hnarX_MiI-U) 2024-11-22T03:49Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Caring for other mothers children #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=i0vbK30gzPA) 2024-10-31T06:41Z 15.9K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] In this conversation Melanie and Corey delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous community discussing the dynamics of polygamous relationships the differences between fundamentalist and mainstream Mormonism and the cultural perceptions surrounding polygamy. They reflect on their personal journeys the challenges faced by women in these communities and the complexities of navigating religious beliefs and family life. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities of polygamy the challenges of understanding different religious beliefs" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=iQSKf2Yp4wI) 2025-05-16T16:01Z 11.8K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Reaction Pt [--] Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=iuVRBMiObHY) 2025-01-27T23:50Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Tell All Pt [--] In this conversation Melanie and Corey delve into the complexities of polygamous relationships particularly focusing on the dynamics of the United Order financial accountability and the empowerment of women within these structures. They discuss the challenges faced by women in polygamous families the narcissistic tendencies of polygamous men and the journey of self-discovery and empowerment exemplified by Christine's departure from the family. The conversation highlights the importance of healing and finding one's voice in the context of a cult upbringing." [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=izv8Xa6cVtg) 2025-06-10T03:23Z 13.9K followers, 28.8K engagements "Sister Wives Live recap Season [--] Ep [--] 2/3 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=j-rYJf1DmK8) 2024-12-31T07:17Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Empowerment & Change Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the dynamics of polygamous relationships the impact of patriarchy and the importance of healing through laughter. They explore themes of control deception and the societal expectations placed on women within these communities while also sharing their thoughts on the reality TV show 'Sister Wives' and its portrayal of polygamous life. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities and challenges of polygamous relationships" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=jE9Wg7PIRCQ) 2025-06-20T20:00Z 14.3K followers, [----] engagements "Polygamy's Puppet Masters Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the dynamics of polygamous relationships the impact of patriarchy and the importance of healing through laughter. They explore themes of control deception and the societal expectations placed on women within these communities while also sharing their thoughts on the reality TV show 'Sister Wives' and its portrayal of polygamous life. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities and challenges of polygamous relationships particularly" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=jEu3Fuu2jzo) 2025-06-20T20:30Z 14.3K followers, [---] engagements "Live Reaction Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=jKytg3QxV5U) 2024-12-30T19:48Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] The Stars Will Fall From The Sky If you or someone you know is struggling please reach out for support. 📞 Call or text [---] 💬 Chat at 988lifeline.org In this heartfelt conversation Melanie and Corey reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult and the emotional toll of losing loved ones to suicide. They discuss the pervasive grief within polygamous families the complexities of healing and the importance of open communication and love in navigating these challenges. The episode emphasizes the need for mental health awareness and the significance of" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=lOC81DcD3go) 2025-05-08T23:38Z 11.7K followers, 15.8K engagements "Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Episode [--] 1/3 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=lqXqt5BgFAc) 2024-11-12T03:53Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the importance of healing from trauma and the complexities of plural marriage as depicted in the show 'Sister Wives'. They reflect on personal choices the dynamics of family life and the impact of public perception on polygamous families. The conversation also touches on community practices belief systems and the challenges faced by individuals within these structures. The conversation delves into the complexities of polygamous communities particularly focusing on" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=mI5J1YPLseg) 2025-06-13T01:52Z 14K followers, 11.1K engagements "Sister Wives arrogance and reality Summary In this episode Melanie and Corey delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamist cult discussing the complexities of the United Order financial accountability and the dynamics of trust within polygamous families. They explore how childhood conditioning affects women's perceptions of independence and the unequal contributions of wives in the family structure particularly focusing on Cody's control and rationalizations regarding finances. The conversation delves into the complexities of financial accountability intimacy issues and emotional" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=mZBIa7vb_Lw) 2025-06-11T22:00Z 13.8K followers, [----] engagements "Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern Answering questions on growing up in a polygamist community" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=m_EWqu5TSpM) 2024-11-22T21:57Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Recap Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=mp_7CL5nkOg) 2025-01-13T22:25Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] E [--] 3/3 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=nJ72BdmMK04) 2024-11-19T05:12Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Recap Pt [--] Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=noQWBNiw_7A) 2025-01-28T06:13Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Live Recap Season [--] Ep [--] 1/3 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=nos0wRFV7FA) 2024-12-31T07:11Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Love bombing cycle in polygamous families In this episode Melanie and Corey delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamist cult discussing the complexities of the United Order financial accountability and the dynamics of trust within polygamous families. They explore how childhood conditioning affects women's perceptions of independence and the unequal contributions of wives in the family structure particularly focusing on Cody's control and rationalizations regarding finances. The conversation delves into the complexities of financial accountability intimacy issues and emotional" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=nsLBUVOc3Ho) 2025-06-11T20:06Z 13.8K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wife Book #aub #sisterwives #polygamy #christinebrown #christinebrownwoolley Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=odB9R-ETmok) 2025-08-30T16:55Z 15.1K followers, [----] engagements "Beauty of family love Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethren. Follow us on our social media Buy Me A Coffee: coff.ee/Notestoself444 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 https://open.spotify.com/show/6xuHqWw4kGP5RyWnFiFGs4si=C5NMyYafTi2R28wDwUlJiQ Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=olBIr1xY_Yg) 2025-08-22T01:00Z 14.7K followers, [---] engagements "Leaving AUB polygamy Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ouEPedOyaZU) 2024-10-25T07:28Z 14.4K followers, [----] engagements "Polygamy Spiritual Marriage VS Desire In this conversation Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) polygamous community focusing on the nature of polygamous marriages the concept of sanctification and the impact of sexualization and romanticization on these relationships. They explore the roles of rituals the influence of media and the dynamics of jealousy and competition among wives. The discussion emphasizes the importance of accountability the dangers of over-romanticizing relationships and the necessity of healing for personal and" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=p7JHzZ2aiJo) 2025-05-26T17:31Z 12.5K followers, [----] engagements "Polygamist Men Getting Releases #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=p9aV00VQERU) 2024-10-31T06:40Z 15.9K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep 2-3 Matriarchs of Polygamy: Power and Influence Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their upbringing in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) community while watching episodes of Sister Wives. They discuss themes such as the challenges of sheltering children from media the disparities in education between genders the work ethic ingrained in polygamous families and the dynamics of sister wives and matriarchs. The conversation also touches on the public perception of polygamous families and the nostalgia for family outings highlighting the" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=pz4_mcS8ArA) 2025-03-20T13:01Z 10.2K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] Pt 2/4 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=qDLqWtSN098) 2024-11-05T22:19Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Gossip from Good people. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=qL6FQbWxFBc) 2025-05-11T16:49Z 14.6K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Tell All Pt [--] Recap In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the dynamics of polygamous relationships as portrayed in the show Sister Wives and the emotional and psychological impacts of such a lifestyle. They reflect on their healing journeys the importance of laughter and the challenges faced by women in polygamous families. The discussion also touches on the roles of men the significance of appearances and the misleading narratives often presented in polygamous contexts. In this conversation the complexities of" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=qRsssB9vf0c) 2025-06-18T02:41Z 14.7K followers, 32.9K engagements "Polygamous Men's Control Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous family and analyze the dynamics of relationships within the context of the reality show 'Sister Wives'. They explore themes of accountability leadership and the complexities of family relationships particularly focusing on Cody Brown's interactions with his wives and the challenges they face. The discussion also touches on the importance of inner work and healing in navigating these complex family dynamics. The conversation delves into the complexities of polygamous" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=qV-H5l2GQxo) 2025-06-06T18:14Z 13.6K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] E [--] Review In this episode Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous family and their reactions to the latest season of 'Sister Wives.' They delve into themes of accountability emotional trauma and the dynamics of relationships within polygamy particularly focusing on Cody Brown's leadership and the impact of his actions on his family. The conversation highlights the struggles of the sister wives the concept of worthiness in relationships and the importance of proper authority in polygamous marriages. They also reflect on the emotional and" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=qYDXklwBkPE) 2025-09-30T06:00Z 16.1K followers, 20.5K engagements "Behavior Lists for Polygamist Wives Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=qwfe5yhIzC4) 2024-12-11T00:32Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] 2/4 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=r-Nn0jEqpQA) 2024-12-03T19:09Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Growing up in a secret world Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethren. https://www.youtube.com/watchv=8WAEqX2DZG0&t=40s Follow us on our social media Buy Me A Coffee: coff.ee/Notestoself444 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 https://open.spotify.com/show/6xuHqWw4kGP5RyWnFiFGs4si=C5NMyYafTi2R28wDwUlJiQ Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=r4eq9evEGhA) 2025-08-21T22:58Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] Pt [--] Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=rIrVCjDi_k0) 2024-10-29T21:35Z 15.9K followers, 10K engagements "Cory & Melanie answer all your polygamy questions on a Live Pt 3/3 This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. Reposted and broken down into [--] hr segments. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=rXiHxeZfCYw) 2024-11-07T21:37Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] Pt [--] Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=rgePQKwPfug) 2024-10-29T21:36Z 15.9K followers, 10.4K engagements "Sister Wives pre-marital relations Summary In this episode Melanie and Corey delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamist cult discussing the complexities of the United Order financial accountability and the dynamics of trust within polygamous families. They explore how childhood conditioning affects women's perceptions of independence and the unequal contributions of wives in the family structure particularly focusing on Cody's control and rationalizations regarding finances. The conversation delves into the complexities of financial accountability intimacy issues and emotional" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=rjTsTMjDuDU) 2025-06-12T02:00Z 13.8K followers, [----] engagements "Notes to Self [---] is live Ask your polygamy questions Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the way they were raised. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=rmsUo08vdQc) 2025-07-09T20:38Z 14.6K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Women's Intuition Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the dynamics of polygamous relationships the impact of patriarchy and the importance of healing through laughter. They explore themes of control deception and the societal expectations placed on women within these communities while also sharing their thoughts on the reality TV show 'Sister Wives' and its portrayal of polygamous life. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities and challenges of polygamous relationships" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=sBazZu7pWbc) 2025-06-20T20:45Z 14.3K followers, [----] engagements "Robyn offering to carry a baby for a sister wife. Melanie gives her opinions on polygamy & her own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=sCvCoErkPdg) 2024-11-21T05:26Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Forever Impact Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the importance of healing from trauma and the complexities of plural marriage as depicted in the show 'Sister Wives'. They reflect on personal choices the dynamics of family life and the impact of public perception on polygamous families. The conversation also touches on community practices belief systems and the challenges faced by individuals within these structures. The conversation delves into the complexities of polygamous communities particularly focusing" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=sG42rq99HPo) 2025-06-13T20:21Z 13.9K followers, [----] engagements "Notes to Self [---] is live Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts & answer any polygamy questions. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=sQACYAc866A) 2025-04-03T00:15Z 10.6K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] In this episode Melanie and Corey delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the complexities of relationships jealousy and the challenges of parenting within such a structure. They explore the dynamics of Cody's interactions with his wives and children the concept of toxic accountability and the spiritual practices that shape their lives. The conversation also touches on the unrealistic expectations set by the honeymoon phase and concludes with reflections on family celebrations such as gender reveals in the context of polygamy." [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=tKt2jM9Xncc) 2025-04-25T01:12Z 14.6K followers, 19.8K engagements "Soulmates in Polygamy Melanie was born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. She talks about her experiences being raised in that group. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=tkestrgnoKo) 2024-11-08T23:08Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Childhood trauma In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the AUB and the recent confrontation with Melanie's father at a funeral. They discuss the importance of healing the dynamics of authority and control within their family and the impact of their upbringing on their current lives. The conversation highlights the challenges of navigating family relationships the desire for accountability and the need to speak out against abusive behaviors. Ultimately they emphasize the importance of healing and self-reflection while acknowledging" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=uDGpNDSMZtE) 2025-08-25T16:01Z 14.8K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep 9-10 Summary In this conversation Cory and Melanie reflect on their experiences growing up in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) while watching episodes [--] and [--] of Sister Wives. They discuss the emotional impact of polygamous family dynamics the trauma inflicted on children and the decision-making processes that often leave them feeling powerless. The hosts share their insights on the role of fear poverty and communication in these families as well as the consequences of poor planning during significant life changes. Ultimately they express concern for the" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=uT-rYj27M3E) 2025-03-25T20:18Z 14.3K followers, 15.9K engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Recap 1/4 This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=uw5YYcNaIT0) 2025-01-14T16:10Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Polygamy Q&A The real live. Give us all your questions and we will try to answer. Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=uzHMteN7z_Y) 2025-06-24T02:15Z 14.4K followers, 10.8K engagements "Sister Wives Tell All Ep [--] Pt [--] Live Reaction Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=vRUhLzF-7tY) 2025-06-04T20:36Z 13.5K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Healing Through Laughter Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the dynamics of polygamous relationships the impact of patriarchy and the importance of healing through laughter. They explore themes of control deception and the societal expectations placed on women within these communities while also sharing their thoughts on the reality TV show 'Sister Wives' and its portrayal of polygamous life. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities and challenges of polygamous relationships" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=vejQpq6ANUU) 2025-06-20T22:01Z 14.3K followers, [----] engagements "Polygamist Garments Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=vtzphDTLMmo) 2024-10-24T04:31Z 10.3K followers, [----] engagements "Loyal Polygamist Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=wQHODys5CJ8) 2025-01-04T22:38Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Tell All Ep [--] Pt [--] Our live reaction. Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=xMddr9Qp0-E) 2025-06-16T22:20Z 14.2K followers, [----] engagements "Ex Polygamist wife's anger justified Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous family and analyze the dynamics of relationships within the context of the reality show 'Sister Wives'. They explore themes of accountability leadership and the complexities of family relationships particularly focusing on Cody Brown's interactions with his wives and the challenges they face. The discussion also touches on the importance of inner work and healing in navigating these complex family dynamics. The conversation delves into the complexities of" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=xaOkEHYFzwY) 2025-06-06T18:09Z 13.6K followers, [----] engagements "Notes to Self [---] is live A quick Live of Pinesdale Montana. Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #pinesdale #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=xg5vmhiY5Zg) 2025-04-15T01:24Z 15.2K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Bedroom Blunder Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the dynamics of polygamous relationships the impact of patriarchy and the importance of healing through laughter. They explore themes of control deception and the societal expectations placed on women within these communities while also sharing their thoughts on the reality TV show 'Sister Wives' and its portrayal of polygamous life. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities and challenges of polygamous relationships" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=xvmWD4NGC-Q) 2025-06-20T19:45Z 14.3K followers, [----] engagements "Notes to Self [---] is live An attempt at a Live while going for an evening walk around Pinesdale Montana. Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=yG0EtKkzth0) 2025-04-15T01:11Z 10.7K followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives The Dangers of Exclusion Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the importance of healing from trauma and the complexities of plural marriage as depicted in the show 'Sister Wives'. They reflect on personal choices the dynamics of family life and the impact of public perception on polygamous families. The conversation also touches on community practices belief systems and the challenges faced by individuals within these structures. The conversation delves into the complexities of polygamous communities particularly" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=yZtX6S_bR5o) 2025-06-13T21:45Z 14K followers, [----] engagements "Book Club Sister Wives Christine Brown Woolley new book Sister Wife Book Club Come join us while we talk about Christine Brown Woolleys new book Sister Wife. We will go over chapters 11-14 & talk about some of the things we noticed. Come chat about what you found interesting too. https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethren. Follow us on our social media Buy Me A Coffee: https://buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok:" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ycFKOE6vHJ0) 2025-09-29T20:30Z 16K followers, [--] engagements "Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] Pt 1/4 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=yujcVUBG0BA) 2024-11-05T21:14Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Season [--] Tell All Pt [--] Recap In this episode Melanie and Corey delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the dynamics of sister wives accountability and the hypocrisy present in their relationships. They explore Cody's character evolution the importance of self-respect and the impact of communication in maintaining relationships. The conversation highlights the themes of ego and failure particularly in the context of abandonment within polygamous marriages and concludes with reflections on the future of these relationships as the wives seek" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=zMobtWnqO8s) 2025-05-28T11:01Z 14.5K followers, 33.7K engagements "Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] 2/3 This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=z_NTsoHNfXI) 2024-12-10T04:14Z [----] followers, [----] engagements "Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] Kody Climbs in the Ring In this episode Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous community reflecting on the dynamics of family life stress and personal growth. They analyze the portrayal of polygamy in the show 'Sister Wives' sharing insights on motherhood self-care and the emotional complexities of relationships within a polygamous structure. The conversation also touches on the high divorce rates in polygamous communities and the challenges of maintaining boundaries and honesty in relationships. The episode concludes with a" [YouTube Link](https://youtube.com/watch?v=zlm0Yfpe6JM) 2025-08-15T02:00Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements Limited data mode. Full metrics available with subscription: lunarcrush.com/pricing
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"Sister Wives & Polygamy Chat https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this conversation the hosts discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous family addressing misconceptions about polygamy the role of priesthood and the impact of media representation. They also delve into personal stories family dynamics and the ongoing legal matters surrounding their family's situation emphasizing the importance of accurate representation and open dialogue. This conversation delves into the complexities of life within polygamous communities focusing on themes of excommunication human trafficking"
YouTube Link 2025-12-05T01:57Z 19.2K followers, 15.7K engagements
"Let's Talk about Sister Wives & Polygamy Summary This conversation delves into the complexities of relationships within polygamous structures exploring personal experiences communication challenges and the impact of trauma from cult upbringing. The speakers reflect on their journeys of healing parenting strategies post-divorce and the dynamics of leadership in polygamous communities. The discussion emphasizes the importance of open communication and professional guidance in navigating personal growth and relationships. The conversation delves into the complexities of polygamous relationships"
YouTube Link 2025-11-05T23:55Z 19.2K followers, 22.2K engagements
"Sister Wives Mykelti & Tony Interview https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this engaging conversation Melanie and Cory discuss their unique experiences growing up in polygamous families with guests Tony and Mykelti. They explore the complexities of family dynamics friendships and the emotional challenges faced in a polygamous setting. The discussion also touches on cultural differences the impact of moving away from Utah and the importance of emotional intelligence in parenting. The guests share their insights on navigating relationships and the significance of understanding family"
YouTube Link 2025-12-13T14:01Z 19.2K followers, 82.3K engagements
"Let's talk Polygamy & Sister Wives https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ This conversation delves into the complexities of life within the AUB exploring personal experiences family dynamics and the emotional healing process. The speakers discuss the challenges of parenting financial struggles and the significance of covenants made during marriage ceremonies. They also reflect on societal expectations regarding reproductive choices and the public perception of polygamy particularly in light of media portrayals. Through their insights they emphasize the importance of healing and personal"
YouTube Link 2026-02-13T00:18Z 19.2K followers, 12.7K engagements
"Sister Wives Polygamy & More Live discussion https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this surprise live session the hosts engage with their audience on various topics including weather conditions affecting their community discussions on fairness in relationships and the role of government assistance within the AUB community. They share personal childhood memories and family dynamics explore political engagement and religious beliefs and discuss the importance of community support for individuals with disabilities. The conversation highlights the cultural practices and social structures"
YouTube Link 2026-01-24T00:47Z 19.2K followers, 16.3K engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] You Are Toxic To Me https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous community focusing on the dynamics of relationships within polygamy the importance of healing and the struggles of women in these situations. They analyze the behaviors of Cody and the other wives highlighting issues of control emotional manipulation and the quest for independence. The discussion emphasizes the need for accountability and the challenges faced by those trying to leave or navigate the"
YouTube Link 2026-01-06T12:00Z 19.2K followers, 25K engagements
"Let's talk about Polygamy Sister Wives https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Melanie & Cory were born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. Buy Me A Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media: Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Facebook https://www.facebook.com/share/1Bf27CAJoy/mibextid=wwXIfr Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you"
YouTube Link 2026-02-12T21:57Z 19.2K followers, [----] engagements
"Book Club Sister Wives Christine Brown Woolley new book Sister Wife Book Club Come join us while we talk about Christine Brown Woolleys new book Sister Wife. We will go over chapters 37-End of book & talk about some of the things we noticed. Come chat about what you found interesting too. In this engaging conversation the hosts explore various themes surrounding relationships cultural norms and personal growth. They discuss the emotional intelligence displayed in recent media the journey of healing from past experiences and the cultural shifts in identity and self-expression. The conversation"
YouTube Link 2025-11-04T05:14Z 19.2K followers, 13.7K engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Tell All Pt [--] Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this episode Melanie and Cory delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamist cult discussing the complexities of relationships emotional healing and the roles of women within this framework. They critique Cody's leadership style and its impact on family dynamics emphasizing the importance of accountability and emotional well-being. The conversation also touches on the contradictions in Cody and Robin's relationship the significance of strong women and the necessity of asking 'why' to foster"
YouTube Link 2026-02-08T02:00Z 19.2K followers, 24.7K engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap In this conversation Cory and Melanie delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous community reflecting on the episode 'Kissing Another Man's Wife' from Sister Wives. They discuss the complexities of relationships within polygamy the impact of dogma on women's autonomy and the dynamics of control exercised by men like Cody Brown. The conversation also touches on family traditions self-empowerment and the challenges of navigating dating in a polygamous context. Throughout they express frustration with Cody's justifications and objectification of"
YouTube Link 2025-10-31T01:15Z 19.2K followers, 22K engagements
"Sister Wives Professor Interview with Notes to self444 Summary In this episode of the Sister Wives Professor podcast Dr. Adam engages in a heartfelt conversation with Melanie and Corey who share their experiences growing up in a polygamous community. They discuss the emotional complexities of their upbringing the impact of their father's leadership and the challenges they faced when transitioning to a more public life as advocates for those with similar backgrounds. The discussion delves into the nuances of familial relationships the struggles of navigating societal perceptions and the"
YouTube Link 2026-02-08T17:08Z 19.2K followers, [----] engagements
"Cory and Melanie talk about growing up in polygamy in the AUB Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email:"
YouTube Link 2024-12-06T21:18Z 19.2K followers, [----] engagements
"Book Club Sister Wives Christine Brown Woolley new book Sister Wife Book Club Come join us while we talk about Christine Brown Woolleys new book Sister Wife. We will go over chapters 33-36 & talk about some of the things we noticed. Come chat about what you found interesting too. In this engaging book club session the hosts explore the themes of healing personal growth and the complexities of relationships within the context of polygamy. They discuss Christine Brown's journey as depicted in her book emphasizing the importance of self-discovery planning for independence and the role of family"
YouTube Link 2025-10-28T19:47Z 19.2K followers, 10.7K engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this episode Melanie and Cory delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamist community discussing the complexities of relationships within that context. They recap a specific episode of a reality show analyzing the dynamics of Cody's apology tour and the impact of hierarchy on relationships. The conversation emphasizes the importance of healing personal experiences and the role of forgiveness in moving forward. They also touch on the challenges of co-parenting and the need for equal relationships"
YouTube Link 2025-12-20T02:20Z 19.2K followers, 22.8K engagements
"Multiple Time Covenant Breaking Adultras Let's talk about it https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Let's catch up. Melanie & Cory were both born and raised in the AUB. Melanie's father is the current leader of the AUB. On Christmas Day he put up a slanderous post directed at Melanie for being a "multiple time covenant breaking adultras". Defamation anyone Let's talk about it In this conversation the speakers discuss the complexities of family dynamics within a polygamous context particularly focusing on the fallout from social media interactions and the implications of public statements"
YouTube Link 2025-12-29T18:59Z 19.2K followers, 16.6K engagements
"Sister Wives & Polygamy Q & A https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Let's catch up. Melanie & Cory were both born and raised in the AUB. Bring us your polygamy questions. Summary In this conversation the speaker shares personal updates about health challenges and family dynamics reflecting on the cultural aspects of polygamy and the AUB community. They discuss various traditions including holiday celebrations and dress codes while emphasizing the importance of community support for those leaving polygamy. Insights from an interview with Tony and McKelty provide a deeper understanding of"
YouTube Link 2025-12-16T03:49Z 19.2K followers, 13.3K engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] No Brain No Pain Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the complexities of healing personal growth and the emotional toll of their upbringing. They explore the dynamics of relationships within polygamy particularly focusing on Cody Brown's leadership style and its impact on the family. The discussion highlights the importance of women supporting each other the struggle for identity and the often transactional nature of relationships in a"
YouTube Link 2026-01-10T05:27Z 19.2K followers, 23.9K engagements
"Sister Wives & Polygamy Ask Us Anything https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ This conversation explores various aspects of life within the AUB (Apostolic United Brethren) community including the structure of the priesthood personal experiences with relationships and the challenges of decompressing from AUB teachings. The speakers share insights on dating dynamics in polygamous families the prevalence of abuse financial issues and the integration of children from previous marriages. They also discuss the healing journey of individuals within the community and the origins of polygamy in the"
YouTube Link 2026-01-07T02:04Z 19.2K followers, 16.2K engagements
"Sister Wives season [--] Ep [--] Tell All Pt [--] Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous family while discussing the show Sister Wives. They explore themes of healing accountability and the complexities of relationships within polygamy. The discussion delves into financial negotiations property disputes and the emotional manipulation that often occurs in these dynamics. The conversation highlights the challenges faced by women in polygamous relationships and concludes with reflections on"
YouTube Link 2026-01-22T12:01Z 19.2K followers, 30.9K engagements
"AUB No fault divorce or releases #sisterwives #AUB #polygamy #season19 #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2025-04-04T02:23Z 19.2K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Extending An Olive Branch Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in the AUB polygamous community and reflect on the latest episode of Sister Wives. They explore themes of personal growth the complexities of polygamous relationships and the impact of leaving such a lifestyle. The discussion highlights the emotional struggles faced by individuals in polygamous families the dynamics of accountability and the influence of public opinion on personal lives. They also touch on the"
YouTube Link 2025-12-05T02:35Z 19.2K followers, 25.9K engagements
"Twins from other mothers. Polygamist sisters. 💕 Today marks [--] years since the passing of my sister. We became sisters at [--] yrs old. We were the twins. Liz is [--] hrs older than I am. Rulon Allred was busy delivering her & almost missed my birth. We were so excited to be sisters born on the same day. We are Geminis so truly twins in so many ways. We miss her so much 💕 #polygamy #aub #sisters #plygkids #sisterwives"
YouTube Link 2025-11-15T04:03Z 19.2K followers, [----] engagements
"Understanding Robyn Brown In this conversation Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) a polygamous church and delve into the dynamics of polygamous relationships particularly focusing on Robin Brown's role in the Brown family. They explore themes of entitlement the concept of 'putting wives out to pasture' once they are no longer of childbearing age and the contrasting teachings on intimacy and procreation within the AUB. The discussion also touches on the cultural misconceptions surrounding polygamy and the realities faced by women in"
YouTube Link 2025-09-07T13:01Z 19.2K followers, 69.3K engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. Buy Me A Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media: Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Facebook https://www.facebook.com/share/1Bf27CAJoy/mibextid=wwXIfr Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please"
YouTube Link 2025-12-29T08:34Z 19.2K followers, 20.3K engagements
"My Mother Suing My Polygamist Father https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this conversation Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) polygamous community focusing on their mother's legal struggles following her separation from their father. They delve into the complexities of polygamous family dynamics the impact of grief on their mother after the loss of her disabled son and the legal challenges she faces in securing her living situation. The discussion highlights the broader issues of accountability within the AUB leadership and the"
YouTube Link 2025-11-19T05:02Z 19.2K followers, 16.6K engagements
"The AUB Experience with Intimacy & Sexual Relationships; Answering your comments & questions Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey share their personal experiences growing up in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) polygamist cult discussing the complexities of their upbringing the dynamics of community living and the challenges faced when leaving such a tightly-knit group. They delve into the leadership structure the concept of the United Order and the impact of religious trauma on individuals. The discussion also covers intimate relationships within polygamous marriages the beliefs"
YouTube Link 2025-04-03T16:01Z 19.2K followers, 13.5K engagements
"Melanie and Cory answer questions about growing up in Polygamy AUB Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethren (AUB). They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives and answer viewer's questions. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach"
YouTube Link 2024-12-04T22:18Z 19.2K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Benevolence B TikTok reaction Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. Buy Me A Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media: Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Facebook https://www.facebook.com/share/1Bf27CAJoy/mibextid=wwXIfr Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would"
YouTube Link 2025-12-23T01:21Z 19.2K followers, 14.5K engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this conversation Melanie and Cory delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous community discussing the complexities of relationships healing and personal growth. They reflect on the dynamics of flirting intimacy and the challenges faced by women in polygamous marriages. The discussion also touches on Cody's apology tour and the implications it has for family dynamics as well as the importance of setting boundaries and maintaining personal identity. Throughout the conversation they emphasize the"
YouTube Link 2025-12-16T12:01Z 19.2K followers, 21.1K engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous family while discussing the latest episodes of Sister Wives. They explore themes of emotional healing communication challenges and the dynamics of relationships within polygamous structures. The hosts share personal anecdotes emphasizing the importance of community support for those leaving polygamy and the need for emotional growth. They also critique the portrayal of polygamy in media and discuss the complexities of parenting and personal relationships in"
YouTube Link 2025-11-11T06:30Z 19.2K followers, 23.5K engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Summary In this episode Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous community and reflect on the dynamics presented in Sister Wives Season [--] Episode [--]. They explore themes of trauma healing and the complexities of relationships within polygamy particularly focusing on Cody Brown's leadership style and his approach to apologies. The conversation highlights the importance of personal autonomy the varied experiences of individuals within polygamous structures and the challenges faced by women"
YouTube Link 2025-12-29T00:42Z 19.2K followers, 24.7K engagements
"Sister Wives Watch Season [--] E [--] https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ In this episode Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous family while reflecting on the show 'Sister Wives.' They explore themes of healing from religious trauma the dynamics of jealousy and relationships within polygamous families and the influence of authority figures. The conversation highlights the complexities of family roles accountability and the impact of parenting on children in such environments. Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Polygamy and Healing 02:54 Reflections on Sister Wives"
YouTube Link 2025-10-27T17:01Z 19.2K followers, 11.1K engagements
"Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] Summary In this episode Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamist cult the Apostolic United Brethren and the complexities of family dynamics within polygamous households. They explore themes of healing personal growth and the importance of education while also addressing the challenges of LGBTQ acceptance and the illusion of choice faced by children in these communities. The conversation delves into the differences in living arrangements among the Browns the kids' perspectives on travel and education and the intricate relationships"
YouTube Link 2025-07-01T00:44Z 14.5K followers, [----] engagements
"Healing my relationship with my dad In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the AUB and the recent confrontation with Melanie's father at a funeral. They discuss the importance of healing the dynamics of authority and control within their family and the impact of their upbringing on their current lives. The conversation highlights the challenges of navigating family relationships the desire for accountability and the need to speak out against abusive behaviors. Ultimately they emphasize the importance of healing and self-reflection"
YouTube Link 2025-08-25T13:00Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Tell All Ep [--] Pt [--]. Our live reaction to the episode Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2025-06-16T22:05Z 14.2K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Reaction Pt [--] Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. Well theres a section I didnt realize I was filming. So thats fun. Make sure to watch Pt [--] #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2025-01-06T08:20Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Episode [--] 3/3 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-11-12T04:05Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] E [--] Live chat Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethren. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. https://www.youtube.com/redirectevent=video_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbnpSQjhRSk1VOTQ2Rm16cEpiU2c4bVFhM3BwQXxBQ3Jtc0trQ3ZsU0x0bERCdFhkdTczMjhHbkpLMWVJcjVEUER4bFBMTy03a0tfM0Q3aTBYUk5fdGxmOWR4MDhwZXQ4UER2NHBIcjVfaENrM1dEYXQzeGtYbEthdTNIWllDb1NMRi1jcU05YkFkV01oQmVXXzBRNA&q=https%3A%2F%2Fholdingouthelp.org%2Fget-involved%2F&v=ycFKOE6vHJ0 In this conversation the hosts delve into the"
YouTube Link 2025-09-29T20:42Z 16K followers, 10.6K engagements
"Where we have been Are we coming back Takeaways Healing is a personal journey that everyone must undertake. Emotional pain can be just as intense as physical pain. Family support is crucial during health crises. It's important to acknowledge and process emotions after trauma. Being vulnerable can lead to deeper connections with loved ones. Experiencing trauma can bring up repressed memories. Finding joy in small moments can aid in recovery. Self-care is essential during the healing process. It's okay to ask for help when feeling overwhelmed. Gratitude can shift perspective during difficult"
YouTube Link 2025-08-02T20:51Z 14.7K followers, 10.5K engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Recap 2/5 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2025-01-07T15:45Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Recap 3/4 This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2025-01-14T16:18Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Tell All Ep [--] Pt1 Live Reaction Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2025-06-04T20:35Z 13.5K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] 3/3 This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-12-10T04:15Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep 7-8 Summary In this episode Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous family while recapping episodes [--] and [--] of Sister Wives. They explore themes of family dynamics the chaos of holiday traditions the impact of moving on children and the complexities of relationships within a polygamous structure. The conversation delves into the emotional struggles faced by the children the fear-based decision-making prevalent in their upbringing and the roles of each wife in the family. They also touch on the implications of Cody's leadership"
YouTube Link 2025-03-25T01:55Z 10.4K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] 3/4 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-12-03T19:16Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Copy of Melanie & Cory talk about Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. They give their perspective being born and raised in the AUB"
YouTube Link 2024-11-25T22:45Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Tell All Part [--] Recap In this conversation Melanie and Corey delve into the complexities of polygamous family dynamics particularly focusing on the relationships within the Brown family from the show Sister Wives. They discuss the challenges of grandparenting the emotional toll of leaving a polygamous relationship and the accountability of priesthood leaders. The conversation also touches on Cody's perceived redemption tour Janelle's perspective on his leadership and the significant impact of child support on relationships. Throughout the discussion they highlight the"
YouTube Link 2025-06-05T23:38Z 13.6K followers, 26K engagements
"Sister Wives Sunday School Memories Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the importance of healing from trauma and the complexities of plural marriage as depicted in the show 'Sister Wives'. They reflect on personal choices the dynamics of family life and the impact of public perception on polygamous families. The conversation also touches on community practices belief systems and the challenges faced by individuals within these structures. The conversation delves into the complexities of polygamous communities particularly"
YouTube Link 2025-06-13T22:00Z 13.9K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Recap In this episode of 'Notes to Self' Melanie and Cory delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing themes of healing self-love and the complexities of family dynamics. They reflect on the emotional trauma associated with leaving a cult the empowerment of women in these situations and the challenges of public affection and legal battles. The conversation also touches on Cody's leadership style his struggles with ego and the importance of core values in relationships. Ultimately the episode emphasizes the journey of self-discovery and"
YouTube Link 2025-04-29T04:07Z 14.6K followers, 30.4K engagements
"Forced excitement over baby Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethren. Follow us on our social media Buy Me A Coffee: coff.ee/Notestoself444 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 https://open.spotify.com/show/6xuHqWw4kGP5RyWnFiFGs4si=C5NMyYafTi2R28wDwUlJiQ Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor"
YouTube Link 2025-08-22T00:30Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements
"Notes to Self [---] is live Lets talk polygamy Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2025-04-30T23:12Z 11.4K followers, [----] engagements
"Church leader's wake up call In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the AUB and the recent confrontation with Melanie's father at a funeral. They discuss the importance of healing the dynamics of authority and control within their family and the impact of their upbringing on their current lives. The conversation highlights the challenges of navigating family relationships the desire for accountability and the need to speak out against abusive behaviors. Ultimately they emphasize the importance of healing and self-reflection while"
YouTube Link 2025-08-26T04:00Z 14.8K followers, [----] engagements
"Grave Desecration Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 https://open.spotify.com/show/6xuHqWw4kGP5RyWnFiFGs4si=C5NMyYafTi2R28wDwUlJiQ Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2025-05-22T21:00Z 12.1K followers, [----] engagements
"Live Reaction Recap Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2024-12-09T22:08Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"AUB good vs bad In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the AUB and the recent confrontation with Melanie's father at a funeral. They discuss the importance of healing the dynamics of authority and control within their family and the impact of their upbringing on their current lives. The conversation highlights the challenges of navigating family relationships the desire for accountability and the need to speak out against abusive behaviors. Ultimately they emphasize the importance of healing and self-reflection while acknowledging"
YouTube Link 2025-08-26T01:00Z 15.8K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives awkward baby announcement #sisterwives #AUB #polygamy #season19 #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2025-04-04T01:28Z 10.6K followers, [----] engagements
"My Theory with Sister Wives Coyote Pass Property Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email:"
YouTube Link 2025-01-29T02:44Z 10.5K followers, 11.1K engagements
"Polygamist Divorces I caused some upset Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #divorce #healingjourney #self #selfcare #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormonpolygamy #mormon #cult #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-11-23T01:05Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"AUB garments & intimacy #sisterwives #AUB #polygamy #season19 #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2025-04-04T02:16Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements
"Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group AUB. #sisterwives #polygamy"
YouTube Link 2025-02-04T17:35Z 10.2K followers, [----] engagements
"Us Vs Them; Bring Back Humanity In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamist community and the recent assassination of a local figure Charlie Kirk. They discuss the dangers of radicalization the importance of healing from trauma and the need for humanity in a divided society. They emphasize the significance of free speech and the impact of violence on families while also addressing the contradictions in their upbringing and the importance of accountability. Ultimately they advocate for love healing and understanding in navigating personal and"
YouTube Link 2025-09-13T00:35Z 15.7K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] In this conversation Melanie and her co-host delve into the complexities of polygamous relationships drawing from their personal experiences within the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB). They discuss the emotional dynamics between sister wives the challenges of parenting in a plural marriage and the expectations placed on both husbands and wives. The conversation highlights the importance of healing from trauma the need for accountability and the difficulties of navigating jealousy and personal growth within such relationships. They also touch on the impact of"
YouTube Link 2025-09-16T01:06Z 15.7K followers, [----] engagements
"Polygamy Q & A Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok"
YouTube Link 2025-06-30T17:22Z 14.4K followers, [--] engagements
"Unaccountable Entitlement in Polygamy In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult and analyze the dynamics of relationships portrayed in the reality show 'Sister Wives.' They delve into themes of accountability hypocrisy and the sexualization of relationships while also reflecting on the self-respect of women within polygamous marriages. The discussion highlights the complexities of love commitment and the emotional struggles faced by individuals in such relationships. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities of"
YouTube Link 2025-05-28T22:45Z 13.1K followers, [----] engagements
"A Tribute to a Matriarch: Celebrating Life and Legacy In this heartfelt conversation Melanie reflects on the life and legacy of a beloved matriarch from her polygamous upbringing. She shares personal anecdotes about their friendship the lessons learned and the impact of community dynamics on their lives. The discussion emphasizes themes of love acceptance and healing as well as the bittersweet nature of saying goodbye to someone who played a significant role in her life. Melanie expresses gratitude for the support received from the community and the importance of celebrating the beauty that"
YouTube Link 2025-08-09T02:13Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] Recapping Season Two: A Polygamous Perspective Summary In this episode the hosts recap Season Two of their show discussing their personal experiences growing up in a polygamous family. They explore themes of childhood indoctrination schooling choices family dynamics and the impact of public exposure on their identities. The conversation highlights the complexities of parenting within a polygamous structure and the societal perceptions surrounding their lifestyle. This conversation delves into the complexities of family dynamics within a polygamous structure"
YouTube Link 2025-03-19T03:33Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Notes to Self [---] Live Stream Polygamy Q & A Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself"
YouTube Link 2025-02-05T23:36Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Why dont polygamist groups send out missionaries #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-10-23T23:05Z 15.9K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Live Recap Season [--] Ep [--] This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-10-25T01:15Z 15.9K followers, 14.2K engagements
"Polygamy Q & A Pt 1/6 Nov [--] This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-11-22T03:49Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Caring for other mothers children #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-10-31T06:41Z 15.9K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] In this conversation Melanie and Corey delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous community discussing the dynamics of polygamous relationships the differences between fundamentalist and mainstream Mormonism and the cultural perceptions surrounding polygamy. They reflect on their personal journeys the challenges faced by women in these communities and the complexities of navigating religious beliefs and family life. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities of polygamy the challenges of understanding different religious beliefs"
YouTube Link 2025-05-16T16:01Z 11.8K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Reaction Pt [--] Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2025-01-27T23:50Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Tell All Pt [--] In this conversation Melanie and Corey delve into the complexities of polygamous relationships particularly focusing on the dynamics of the United Order financial accountability and the empowerment of women within these structures. They discuss the challenges faced by women in polygamous families the narcissistic tendencies of polygamous men and the journey of self-discovery and empowerment exemplified by Christine's departure from the family. The conversation highlights the importance of healing and finding one's voice in the context of a cult upbringing."
YouTube Link 2025-06-10T03:23Z 13.9K followers, 28.8K engagements
"Sister Wives Live recap Season [--] Ep [--] 2/3 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-12-31T07:17Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Empowerment & Change Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the dynamics of polygamous relationships the impact of patriarchy and the importance of healing through laughter. They explore themes of control deception and the societal expectations placed on women within these communities while also sharing their thoughts on the reality TV show 'Sister Wives' and its portrayal of polygamous life. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities and challenges of polygamous relationships"
YouTube Link 2025-06-20T20:00Z 14.3K followers, [----] engagements
"Polygamy's Puppet Masters Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the dynamics of polygamous relationships the impact of patriarchy and the importance of healing through laughter. They explore themes of control deception and the societal expectations placed on women within these communities while also sharing their thoughts on the reality TV show 'Sister Wives' and its portrayal of polygamous life. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities and challenges of polygamous relationships particularly"
YouTube Link 2025-06-20T20:30Z 14.3K followers, [---] engagements
"Live Reaction Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-12-30T19:48Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] The Stars Will Fall From The Sky If you or someone you know is struggling please reach out for support. 📞 Call or text [---] 💬 Chat at 988lifeline.org In this heartfelt conversation Melanie and Corey reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult and the emotional toll of losing loved ones to suicide. They discuss the pervasive grief within polygamous families the complexities of healing and the importance of open communication and love in navigating these challenges. The episode emphasizes the need for mental health awareness and the significance of"
YouTube Link 2025-05-08T23:38Z 11.7K followers, 15.8K engagements
"Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Episode [--] 1/3 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-11-12T03:53Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the importance of healing from trauma and the complexities of plural marriage as depicted in the show 'Sister Wives'. They reflect on personal choices the dynamics of family life and the impact of public perception on polygamous families. The conversation also touches on community practices belief systems and the challenges faced by individuals within these structures. The conversation delves into the complexities of polygamous communities particularly focusing on"
YouTube Link 2025-06-13T01:52Z 14K followers, 11.1K engagements
"Sister Wives arrogance and reality Summary In this episode Melanie and Corey delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamist cult discussing the complexities of the United Order financial accountability and the dynamics of trust within polygamous families. They explore how childhood conditioning affects women's perceptions of independence and the unequal contributions of wives in the family structure particularly focusing on Cody's control and rationalizations regarding finances. The conversation delves into the complexities of financial accountability intimacy issues and emotional"
YouTube Link 2025-06-11T22:00Z 13.8K followers, [----] engagements
"Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern Answering questions on growing up in a polygamist community"
YouTube Link 2024-11-22T21:57Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Recap Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2025-01-13T22:25Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] E [--] 3/3 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-11-19T05:12Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Recap Pt [--] Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk"
YouTube Link 2025-01-28T06:13Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Live Recap Season [--] Ep [--] 1/3 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-12-31T07:11Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Love bombing cycle in polygamous families In this episode Melanie and Corey delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamist cult discussing the complexities of the United Order financial accountability and the dynamics of trust within polygamous families. They explore how childhood conditioning affects women's perceptions of independence and the unequal contributions of wives in the family structure particularly focusing on Cody's control and rationalizations regarding finances. The conversation delves into the complexities of financial accountability intimacy issues and emotional"
YouTube Link 2025-06-11T20:06Z 13.8K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wife Book #aub #sisterwives #polygamy #christinebrown #christinebrownwoolley Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by"
YouTube Link 2025-08-30T16:55Z 15.1K followers, [----] engagements
"Beauty of family love Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethren. Follow us on our social media Buy Me A Coffee: coff.ee/Notestoself444 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 https://open.spotify.com/show/6xuHqWw4kGP5RyWnFiFGs4si=C5NMyYafTi2R28wDwUlJiQ Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor"
YouTube Link 2025-08-22T01:00Z 14.7K followers, [---] engagements
"Leaving AUB polygamy Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-10-25T07:28Z 14.4K followers, [----] engagements
"Polygamy Spiritual Marriage VS Desire In this conversation Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) polygamous community focusing on the nature of polygamous marriages the concept of sanctification and the impact of sexualization and romanticization on these relationships. They explore the roles of rituals the influence of media and the dynamics of jealousy and competition among wives. The discussion emphasizes the importance of accountability the dangers of over-romanticizing relationships and the necessity of healing for personal and"
YouTube Link 2025-05-26T17:31Z 12.5K followers, [----] engagements
"Polygamist Men Getting Releases #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-10-31T06:40Z 15.9K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep 2-3 Matriarchs of Polygamy: Power and Influence Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their upbringing in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) community while watching episodes of Sister Wives. They discuss themes such as the challenges of sheltering children from media the disparities in education between genders the work ethic ingrained in polygamous families and the dynamics of sister wives and matriarchs. The conversation also touches on the public perception of polygamous families and the nostalgia for family outings highlighting the"
YouTube Link 2025-03-20T13:01Z 10.2K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] Pt 2/4 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon"
YouTube Link 2024-11-05T22:19Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Gossip from Good people. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon"
YouTube Link 2025-05-11T16:49Z 14.6K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Tell All Pt [--] Recap In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the dynamics of polygamous relationships as portrayed in the show Sister Wives and the emotional and psychological impacts of such a lifestyle. They reflect on their healing journeys the importance of laughter and the challenges faced by women in polygamous families. The discussion also touches on the roles of men the significance of appearances and the misleading narratives often presented in polygamous contexts. In this conversation the complexities of"
YouTube Link 2025-06-18T02:41Z 14.7K followers, 32.9K engagements
"Polygamous Men's Control Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous family and analyze the dynamics of relationships within the context of the reality show 'Sister Wives'. They explore themes of accountability leadership and the complexities of family relationships particularly focusing on Cody Brown's interactions with his wives and the challenges they face. The discussion also touches on the importance of inner work and healing in navigating these complex family dynamics. The conversation delves into the complexities of polygamous"
YouTube Link 2025-06-06T18:14Z 13.6K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] E [--] Review In this episode Melanie and Cory discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous family and their reactions to the latest season of 'Sister Wives.' They delve into themes of accountability emotional trauma and the dynamics of relationships within polygamy particularly focusing on Cody Brown's leadership and the impact of his actions on his family. The conversation highlights the struggles of the sister wives the concept of worthiness in relationships and the importance of proper authority in polygamous marriages. They also reflect on the emotional and"
YouTube Link 2025-09-30T06:00Z 16.1K followers, 20.5K engagements
"Behavior Lists for Polygamist Wives Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2024-12-11T00:32Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] 2/4 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy ##sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-12-03T19:09Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Growing up in a secret world Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethren. https://www.youtube.com/watchv=8WAEqX2DZG0&t=40s Follow us on our social media Buy Me A Coffee: coff.ee/Notestoself444 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 https://open.spotify.com/show/6xuHqWw4kGP5RyWnFiFGs4si=C5NMyYafTi2R28wDwUlJiQ Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy"
YouTube Link 2025-08-21T22:58Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] Pt [--] Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-10-29T21:35Z 15.9K followers, 10K engagements
"Cory & Melanie answer all your polygamy questions on a Live Pt 3/3 This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. Reposted and broken down into [--] hr segments. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown"
YouTube Link 2024-11-07T21:37Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] Pt [--] Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-10-29T21:36Z 15.9K followers, 10.4K engagements
"Sister Wives pre-marital relations Summary In this episode Melanie and Corey delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamist cult discussing the complexities of the United Order financial accountability and the dynamics of trust within polygamous families. They explore how childhood conditioning affects women's perceptions of independence and the unequal contributions of wives in the family structure particularly focusing on Cody's control and rationalizations regarding finances. The conversation delves into the complexities of financial accountability intimacy issues and emotional"
YouTube Link 2025-06-12T02:00Z 13.8K followers, [----] engagements
"Notes to Self [---] is live Ask your polygamy questions Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the way they were raised. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444"
YouTube Link 2025-07-09T20:38Z 14.6K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Women's Intuition Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the dynamics of polygamous relationships the impact of patriarchy and the importance of healing through laughter. They explore themes of control deception and the societal expectations placed on women within these communities while also sharing their thoughts on the reality TV show 'Sister Wives' and its portrayal of polygamous life. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities and challenges of polygamous relationships"
YouTube Link 2025-06-20T20:45Z 14.3K followers, [----] engagements
"Robyn offering to carry a baby for a sister wife. Melanie gives her opinions on polygamy & her own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-11-21T05:26Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Forever Impact Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the importance of healing from trauma and the complexities of plural marriage as depicted in the show 'Sister Wives'. They reflect on personal choices the dynamics of family life and the impact of public perception on polygamous families. The conversation also touches on community practices belief systems and the challenges faced by individuals within these structures. The conversation delves into the complexities of polygamous communities particularly focusing"
YouTube Link 2025-06-13T20:21Z 13.9K followers, [----] engagements
"Notes to Self [---] is live Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts & answer any polygamy questions. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB"
YouTube Link 2025-04-03T00:15Z 10.6K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] In this episode Melanie and Corey delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the complexities of relationships jealousy and the challenges of parenting within such a structure. They explore the dynamics of Cody's interactions with his wives and children the concept of toxic accountability and the spiritual practices that shape their lives. The conversation also touches on the unrealistic expectations set by the honeymoon phase and concludes with reflections on family celebrations such as gender reveals in the context of polygamy."
YouTube Link 2025-04-25T01:12Z 14.6K followers, 19.8K engagements
"Soulmates in Polygamy Melanie was born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. She talks about her experiences being raised in that group. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-11-08T23:08Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Childhood trauma In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the AUB and the recent confrontation with Melanie's father at a funeral. They discuss the importance of healing the dynamics of authority and control within their family and the impact of their upbringing on their current lives. The conversation highlights the challenges of navigating family relationships the desire for accountability and the need to speak out against abusive behaviors. Ultimately they emphasize the importance of healing and self-reflection while acknowledging"
YouTube Link 2025-08-25T16:01Z 14.8K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep 9-10 Summary In this conversation Cory and Melanie reflect on their experiences growing up in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) while watching episodes [--] and [--] of Sister Wives. They discuss the emotional impact of polygamous family dynamics the trauma inflicted on children and the decision-making processes that often leave them feeling powerless. The hosts share their insights on the role of fear poverty and communication in these families as well as the consequences of poor planning during significant life changes. Ultimately they express concern for the"
YouTube Link 2025-03-25T20:18Z 14.3K followers, 15.9K engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Ep [--] Live Recap 1/4 This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2025-01-14T16:10Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Polygamy Q&A The real live. Give us all your questions and we will try to answer. Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS"
YouTube Link 2025-06-24T02:15Z 14.4K followers, 10.8K engagements
"Sister Wives Tell All Ep [--] Pt [--] Live Reaction Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2025-06-04T20:36Z 13.5K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Healing Through Laughter Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the dynamics of polygamous relationships the impact of patriarchy and the importance of healing through laughter. They explore themes of control deception and the societal expectations placed on women within these communities while also sharing their thoughts on the reality TV show 'Sister Wives' and its portrayal of polygamous life. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities and challenges of polygamous relationships"
YouTube Link 2025-06-20T22:01Z 14.3K followers, [----] engagements
"Polygamist Garments Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon #exmormon #exmo #cult #utah #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-10-24T04:31Z 10.3K followers, [----] engagements
"Loyal Polygamist Melanie was born & raised in a polygamist cult called the Apostolic United Brethren. Her father is the current prophet & leader of the AUB. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #aub #flds #sisterwives #mormon #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2025-01-04T22:38Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Tell All Ep [--] Pt [--] Our live reaction. Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #sisterwivestalk #sisterwivestok #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown #season19"
YouTube Link 2025-06-16T22:20Z 14.2K followers, [----] engagements
"Ex Polygamist wife's anger justified Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous family and analyze the dynamics of relationships within the context of the reality show 'Sister Wives'. They explore themes of accountability leadership and the complexities of family relationships particularly focusing on Cody Brown's interactions with his wives and the challenges they face. The discussion also touches on the importance of inner work and healing in navigating these complex family dynamics. The conversation delves into the complexities of"
YouTube Link 2025-06-06T18:09Z 13.6K followers, [----] engagements
"Notes to Self [---] is live A quick Live of Pinesdale Montana. Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy #pinesdale #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon"
YouTube Link 2025-04-15T01:24Z 15.2K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Bedroom Blunder Summary In this conversation Melanie and Cory reflect on their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the dynamics of polygamous relationships the impact of patriarchy and the importance of healing through laughter. They explore themes of control deception and the societal expectations placed on women within these communities while also sharing their thoughts on the reality TV show 'Sister Wives' and its portrayal of polygamous life. In this conversation the speakers delve into the complexities and challenges of polygamous relationships"
YouTube Link 2025-06-20T19:45Z 14.3K followers, [----] engagements
"Notes to Self [---] is live An attempt at a Live while going for an evening walk around Pinesdale Montana. Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. Buy Me A Coffee @ buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Follow us on our social media Instagram @ https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@notestoself444_t=8sHjRGapQr8&_r=1 Spotify https://anchor.fm/s/ee26903c/podcast/rss Any topics you would like us to cover please reach out to us by email: notestoself444@gmail.com #notestoself #444 #polygamy"
YouTube Link 2025-04-15T01:11Z 10.7K followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives The Dangers of Exclusion Summary In this conversation Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult the importance of healing from trauma and the complexities of plural marriage as depicted in the show 'Sister Wives'. They reflect on personal choices the dynamics of family life and the impact of public perception on polygamous families. The conversation also touches on community practices belief systems and the challenges faced by individuals within these structures. The conversation delves into the complexities of polygamous communities particularly"
YouTube Link 2025-06-13T21:45Z 14K followers, [----] engagements
"Book Club Sister Wives Christine Brown Woolley new book Sister Wife Book Club Come join us while we talk about Christine Brown Woolleys new book Sister Wife. We will go over chapters 11-14 & talk about some of the things we noticed. Come chat about what you found interesting too. https://holdingouthelp.org/get-involved/ Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethren. Follow us on our social media Buy Me A Coffee: https://buymeacoffee.com/Notestoself444 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/notestoself444igsh=MWYwMWh4ajVnZ3k4&utm_source=qr TikTok:"
YouTube Link 2025-09-29T20:30Z 16K followers, [--] engagements
"Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] Pt 1/4 Cory & Melanie were born and raised in the polygamist group Apostolic United Brethern. They give their thoughts on the latest episode of the TLC show Sister Wives. This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #divorce #expolygamist #polygamist #polygamistkid #polygamy #polygamytiktok #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormonpolygamy #mormon"
YouTube Link 2024-11-05T21:14Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Season [--] Tell All Pt [--] Recap In this episode Melanie and Corey delve into their experiences growing up in a polygamous cult discussing the dynamics of sister wives accountability and the hypocrisy present in their relationships. They explore Cody's character evolution the importance of self-respect and the impact of communication in maintaining relationships. The conversation highlights the themes of ego and failure particularly in the context of abandonment within polygamous marriages and concludes with reflections on the future of these relationships as the wives seek"
YouTube Link 2025-05-28T11:01Z 14.5K followers, 33.7K engagements
"Sister Wives Recap Season [--] Ep [--] 2/3 This video is a "Live" from TikTok where Melanie & Cory give their opinions on polygamy & their own personal experiences growing up in the culture of polygamy in the AUB. The video is their opinion only & intended for entertainment purposes only. #notestoself #444 #polygamy #sisterwives #AUB #FLDS #mormon #exmo #cultsurvivor #kodybrown #meribrown #janellebrown #christinebrown #robynbrown"
YouTube Link 2024-12-10T04:14Z [----] followers, [----] engagements
"Sister Wives Watch Season [--] Ep [--] Kody Climbs in the Ring In this episode Melanie and Corey discuss their experiences growing up in a polygamous community reflecting on the dynamics of family life stress and personal growth. They analyze the portrayal of polygamy in the show 'Sister Wives' sharing insights on motherhood self-care and the emotional complexities of relationships within a polygamous structure. The conversation also touches on the high divorce rates in polygamous communities and the challenges of maintaining boundaries and honesty in relationships. The episode concludes with a"
YouTube Link 2025-08-15T02:00Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements
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