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# ![@thoughtsloading0 Avatar](https://lunarcrush.com/gi/w:26/cr:tiktok::6889182471214613509.png) @thoughtsloading0 Lis

Lis posts on TikTok about all the, made me, believe in, art of the most. They currently have XXXXXX followers and XXX posts still getting attention that total XXXXXXX engagements in the last XX hours.

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### Social Influence [#](/creator/tiktok::6889182471214613509/influence)
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**Social topic influence**
[all the](/topic/all-the) #893, [made me](/topic/made-me) #16, [believe in](/topic/believe-in), [art of](/topic/art-of), [positivity](/topic/positivity), [instead of](/topic/instead-of), [mind i](/topic/mind-i), [lack of](/topic/lack-of), [beg](/topic/beg), [its just](/topic/its-just)
### Top Social Posts [#](/creator/tiktok::6889182471214613509/posts)
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Top posts by engagements in the last XX hours

"Lately Ive felt so disconnected from everything and everyone. Like Im here but not really living. Just watching myself exist"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7529692236519361823) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-07-22T00:11Z 33.3K followers, 2.3M engagements


"I expect too much because I hold people to high standards and thats why I end up letting myself down"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7541148312485776670) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-08-21T21:07Z 33.3K followers, 8625 engagements


"To be loved is to believe in the art of love"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7556464454045584671) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-02T03:41Z 33.3K followers, 11.6M engagements


"Full of love full of kindness full of positivity. Because I refuse to let my pain turn me into someone Im not. I dont want to be the reason someones day grows heavier just because I chose to carry my bitterness instead of my healing"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7557574480609037599) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-05T03:29Z 33.3K followers, 515.9K engagements


"Let me take that back"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7558304547580513567) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-07T02:42Z 33.3K followers, 154.3K engagements


"I over loved. I over trusted. I over cared. And now now Im overly hurt"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7558691419016236319) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-08T03:43Z 33.3K followers, 75.8K engagements


"I overthink so much I second guess if Im even welcome to places Im invited to"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7559730891619077406) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-10T22:57Z 33.3K followers, 31.3K engagements


"I know Im full of love but Im so low on trust. So now I just have to self sabatoge because I just dont believe people have pure intentions anymore"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7560416713318075679) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-12T19:18Z 33.3K followers, 548.5K engagements


"Communication is key. But sometimes I feel stupid having to explain why someones actions hurt me so deeply. Im afraid to admit how sensitive I am to almost everything"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7560808049707896095) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-13T20:37Z 33.3K followers, 19.1K engagements


"You are always worthy"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7557574578550115614) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-05T03:29Z 33.3K followers, 82.4K engagements


"And I would do it all over again because I believe every person is worthy and deserving of love even if that means Im hurt in the end"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7561169960567835935) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-14T20:01Z 33.3K followers, 54.3K engagements


"They ask about my future but Im just focused on surviving the present"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7517759975234604319) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-06-19T20:28Z 33.3K followers, 859.2K engagements


"Learn to move past it"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7525631606493596959) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-07-11T01:34Z 33.3K followers, 940.5K engagements


"The two sides to my mind"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7551561686470135070) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-09-18T22:36Z 33.3K followers, 709.6K engagements


"Im such a deep person. Deep thoughts deep feelings deep emotions. I fear Im too much for people because Im always feeling so deeply about some situation"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7559579660875549982) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-10T13:10Z 33.3K followers, 9146 engagements


"Little me would be disappointed In a sense but proud of me for trying"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7560525567192223007) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-13T02:20Z 33.3K followers, 1.5M engagements


"The soft-hearted version of me will never die I just learn to be more careful each time and learn my lessons"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7562188640164646174) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-17T13:54Z 33.3K followers, 27.6K engagements


"I will never beg for a person to love me again. I think sometimes were blinded by what we wish was love but truly it was just disrespect and lack of care disguised as love"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7562341708319575326) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-17T23:48Z 33.3K followers, 20.8K engagements


"I hate feeling foolish like I spoke about my feelings for no reason. And what I said just made me look insane and controlling. I just care but its whatever"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7562565946548784415) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-18T14:18Z 33.3K followers, 122.2K engagements


"You can care about someone and still let them go. You can be hurt by someone but still love them from a distance. There are no terms and conditions when it comes to healing love or letting go. Do whats best for your heart and your mind"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7562655965728804127) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-18T20:07Z 33.3K followers, 28.5K engagements


"Just used to it"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7516579902200515870) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-06-16T16:09Z 33.2K followers, 1.3M engagements


"I feel like Im moving but Im moving in place caught between who I am and who Im meant to be. I dont know where to begin but maybe starting begins with simply wanting more for myself"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7557422394277645598) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-04T17:38Z 33.2K followers, 5663 engagements


"Sometimes I feel like Im genuinely so alone. I mean Im surrounded by people I love but do they really see me fr"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7552698040306470175) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-09-22T00:06Z 33.2K followers, 386.4K engagements


"I love kindness"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7557120551613992222) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-03T22:07Z 33.2K followers, 67.3K engagements


"When its just the middle of the day and I have no idea what Im doing with my life. When its early in the morning and I feel lost and confused. When its late at night and I just feel like anything I do is pointless"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7558577006531661086) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-07T20:19Z 33.2K followers, 280.9K engagements


"I yearn for peace. Peace in my life. Peace in my heart. Peace in my soul"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7560119735468166430) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-12T00:05Z 33.2K followers, 6935 engagements


"Why do my eyes look heartless in the beginning"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7497992659265473822) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-04-27T14:01Z 33.3K followers, 478.4K engagements


"Like no you dont get me"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7502534363368803615) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-05-09T19:45Z 33.3K followers, 49.7K engagements


"Im so sorry"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7518252433840131358) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-06-21T04:19Z 33.3K followers, 1.2M engagements


"Forgiveness is freedom"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7523588602182356255) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-07-05T13:26Z 33.3K followers, 86.3K engagements


"I think about the concept of life too much"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7531992715395927327) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-07-28T04:58Z 33.3K followers, 30.5K engagements


"Ill admit it. I crave the old kind of love. Love letters actually meeting the parents coming up to the door flowers just because and loving each other because youre actually IN LOVE with their heart and soul"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7550889863545949471) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-09-17T03:09Z 33.3K followers, 449.1K engagements


"Sometimes things are better left unsaid because you know speaking your truth will only leave you more empty than before"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7559219649234111775) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-09T13:53Z 33.3K followers, 21.7K engagements


"Full of empathy because I know what its like to hold everyone together when you feel as if youre falling apart"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7560316552311065887) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-12T12:50Z 33.3K followers, 17.1K engagements


"I think Im slowly learning that no matter how deep the bond runs or how happy the memories once made me there will come a time when paths diverge and Ill have to let go and move on"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7561301071956577567) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-15T04:30Z 33.3K followers, 946K engagements


"Purple isnt what you wanted"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7561914866819255583) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-16T20:11Z 33.3K followers, 98K engagements


"I want someone to know me. I mean truly know me. I want them to understand what my eyes say when my words fall short. I want them to remember my birthday my favorite flower my favorite season. I want someone to know me because i crave connection in its purest form"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7551561680690433311) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-09-18T22:36Z 33.3K followers, 1.2M engagements


"If someone is good at reassuring you let them know"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7551899074367163679) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-09-19T20:25Z 33.3K followers, 312.3K engagements


"I think verbal abuse is something that will stick with you for life not because youve learned to tolerate it. But because someone you love so much is capable of saying the most soul crushing things and you believe them"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7553156774988188959) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-09-23T05:46Z 33.3K followers, 767.1K engagements


"Thanks for listening anyway"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7558576938663578911) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-07T20:19Z 33.3K followers, 195.1K engagements


"When I cry its not just from sensitivity its from the weight of everything I carry. The frustration the hurt the sadness everything I keep bottled up because I believe Im strong. But my strength is really acceptance of circumstances I know I can no longer control"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7560417530129468703) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-12T19:21Z 33.3K followers, 19K engagements


"I saw such value in you because I loved you. And now I see that the care I had for you was one sided. I was so foolish"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7560583687990021407) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-13T06:06Z 33.3K followers, 17.7K engagements


"My hearts been broken before. But not in this way. My hearts being torn apart piece by piece by the one person I thought would be my forever"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7561914723206303006) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-16T20:11Z 33.3K followers, 11.5K engagements


"You are hurting. You hurt me. I forgive you. Because holding a grudge will only make you hate yourself in the end and I would never wish that upon someone"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7562341793925238047) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-17T23:48Z 33.3K followers, 8748 engagements


"I think a part of me did bad in school because my mind was always running on survival mode never learning mode. I was constantly on high alert and just didnt have the ability to sit and focus on any assignment at hand"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7562374180214295838) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-18T01:54Z 33.3K followers, 386K engagements


"True beauty is beauty from within the soul. Kind words. Thoughtful actions. Trusting demeanor. Pure intentions"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7562655833025252639) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-18T20:07Z 33.3K followers, 3476 engagements


"The way you love is like a quiet shelter you are my safe place amongst the chaos of the world"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7562985775881604383) [@thoughtsloading0](/creator/tiktok/thoughtsloading0) 2025-10-19T17:27Z 33.3K followers, 8169 engagements