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# ![@thoughtsloading0 Avatar](https://lunarcrush.com/gi/w:26/cr:tiktok::6889182471214613509.png) @thoughtsloading0 Lis

Lis posts on TikTok about future, i love, i know, carry the most. They currently have XXXXXX followers and XX posts still getting attention that total XXXXXX engagements in the last XX hours.

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### Social Influence

**Social topic influence**
[future](/topic/future) #3975, [i love](/topic/i-love) 5%, [i know](/topic/i-know) #830, [carry](/topic/carry) 3.33%, [if you](/topic/if-you) 3.33%, [still here](/topic/still-here) #34, [the only](/topic/the-only) 1.67%, [exist](/topic/exist) 1.67%, [the art](/topic/the-art) 1.67%, [art](/topic/art) XXXX%
### Top Social Posts
Top posts by engagements in the last XX hours

"I may not know why you did what you did to me but I know it was a reflection of you. Not me. Im not going to continue to question what I did to cause it"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7579706985151466782)  2025-12-03T18:54Z 35.9K followers, 41.7K engagements


"Real love and real connections arent weakened by distance or space. Distance leaves room to grow and communicate not an outlet to give up"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7581640554002402591)  2025-12-08T23:57Z 35.9K followers, 38.2K engagements


"They ask about my future but Im just focused on surviving the present"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7517759975234604319)  2025-06-19T20:28Z 35.9K followers, 880.3K engagements


"I cant begin to explain the deep pain I carry in my soul. So I dont think anyone will ever truly understand me"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7579411900492942623)  2025-12-02T23:49Z 35.9K followers, 10.6K engagements


"I can only connect deeply with others. Or not at all"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7582457342382329118)  2025-12-11T04:47Z 35.9K followers, 2534 engagements


"When its just the middle of the day and I have no idea what Im doing with my life. When its early in the morning and I feel lost and confused. When its late at night and I just feel like anything I do is pointless"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7558577006531661086)  2025-10-07T20:19Z 35.9K followers, 500.9K engagements


"Just remind them how much you appreciate them and value them ❤"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7509530526961716511)  2025-05-28T16:14Z 35.9K followers, 757.7K engagements


"The best kinda ppl"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7521407259096763678)  2025-06-29T16:22Z 35.9K followers, 835.2K engagements


"A connection that feels like coming home to a soil Ive never met. But feel as if I already know them"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7525631188543884574)  2025-07-11T01:32Z 35.9K followers, 141.2K engagements


"Learn to move past it"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7525631606493596959)  2025-07-11T01:34Z 35.9K followers, 965.7K engagements


"Lately Ive felt so disconnected from everything and everyone. Like Im here but not really living. Just watching myself exist"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7529692236519361823)  2025-07-22T00:11Z 35.9K followers, 2.7M engagements


"My thoughts"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7535305266766597407)  2025-08-06T03:13Z 35.9K followers, 6.2M engagements


"Find my place one day"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7543332194643627295)  2025-08-27T18:21Z 35.9K followers, 130.4K engagements


"One of the worst feelings is when you feel like youre annoying the only person you want to talk to"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7546683273594834207)  2025-09-05T19:05Z 35.9K followers, 1.5M engagements


"Ill admit it. I crave the old kind of love. Love letters actually meeting the parents coming up to the door flowers just because and loving each other because youre actually IN LOVE with their heart and soul"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7550889863545949471)  2025-09-17T03:09Z 35.9K followers, 676.6K engagements


"Why do I feel the need to prove myself to others. To prove that Im worthy of love to take up space to simply exist"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7551967246789135647)  2025-09-20T00:50Z 35.9K followers, 15.9K engagements


"To be loved is to believe in the art of love"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7556464454045584671)  2025-10-02T03:41Z 35.9K followers, 14.2M engagements


"I love kindness"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7557120551613992222)  2025-10-03T22:07Z 35.9K followers, 94.7K engagements


"My future home will never be filled with raised voices or violence to solve problems. My future home will never excuse emotions or feelings. My future home WILL be full of love laughter honesty and open hearts & minds"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7557774118418976030)  2025-10-05T16:23Z 35.9K followers, 1.4M engagements


"Im working on it"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7558151556810493215)  2025-10-06T16:48Z 35.9K followers, 1.5M engagements


"I know Im full of love but Im so low on trust. So now I just have to self sabatoge because I just dont believe people have pure intentions anymore"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7560416713318075679)  2025-10-12T19:18Z 35.9K followers, 2.9M engagements


"You were the first person I felt so unsure of but yet so overwhelmingly sure of at the same time. That was the scariest part I think i had no idea what I was doing yet I knew I just wanted it to be you"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7564597185589939486)  2025-10-24T01:40Z 35.9K followers, 4.9M engagements


"I think you really stop caring once you realize the same things keep happening over and over again and theyll never change"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7569410941725576479)  2025-11-06T01:00Z 35.9K followers, 390.7K engagements


"And I also care just because I care. ❤"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7570950788525083934)  2025-11-10T04:36Z 35.9K followers, 51.6K engagements


"I love love"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7571218582214839583)  2025-11-10T21:55Z 35.9K followers, 144.5K engagements


"My trust was betrayed once not by a stranger not by someone passing through but by the person I loved the most. Its a different kind of pain when the one youd choose in every lifetime chooses to hurt you in this one. It changes something in you. It makes you quiet in places you used to be loud careful in ways you never were before"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7573160099489893663)  2025-11-16T03:29Z 35.9K followers, 778.9K engagements


"I once told a person that I would stay with them through anything and I meant that. But this put me through ANYTHING and EVERYTHING. My love and dedication to them was abused. But thats because I loved them more than I loved myself"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7574494644638059806)  2025-11-19T17:48Z 35.9K followers, 181.5K engagements


"I am so full of love and to me thats enough. Loving others is the greatest gift we could ever give"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7575984709084204319)  2025-11-23T18:10Z 35.9K followers, 52K engagements


"Not everyone is this way but Ive had my fair share"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7577534737363848479)  2025-11-27T22:25Z 35.9K followers, 44.6K engagements


"Time heals. But time also leaves wounds and those never leave you"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7577896310011874590)  2025-11-28T21:48Z 35.9K followers, 15.3K engagements


"No one comes without complications. Its about finding the person whose energy softens the hard edges the one you can sit with for hours without even noticing the struggles"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7579487789541084446)  2025-12-03T04:44Z 35.9K followers, 5.5M engagements


"Maybe the happy ending isnt about a boy a job or a nice car. Maybe the happy ending is you falling in love with life with yourself and the people you love"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7579487888803515679)  2025-12-03T04:44Z 35.9K followers, 333.7K engagements


"Meeting you helped me realize I am allowed to love deeply. I am allowed to take up space I am allowed to be happy. Thank you for helping me see that"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7579707012007677214)  2025-12-03T18:54Z 35.9K followers, 3.4M engagements


"I will always choose to choose you"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7579851047498272030)  2025-12-04T04:13Z 35.9K followers, 65.9K engagements


"Dont ever feel embarrassed for the love you offer. Dont ever feel ashamed for speaking your heart for feeling deeply for being the one who cares a little more. There is nothing braver than choosing to love. There is no greater strength than showing your passion openly"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7580012944478457119)  2025-12-04T14:41Z 35.9K followers, 18.6K engagements


"I dont trust you and a part of me knows I never will. But something in me still wants to feel close to you even if its temporary. So Im just holding onto the moments we have knowing theyll fade but wanting to feel them while theyre here"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7580191056730361118)  2025-12-05T02:13Z 35.9K followers, 90.5K engagements


"Value the people in your life that celebrate your successes that check up on you that take a mental note of your birthday and choose to celebrate you. Caring people are hard to come by so if you have a caring person in your life cherish them as they cherish you"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7580230326761311519)  2025-12-05T04:45Z 35.9K followers, 150.7K engagements


"I dont think I want to be understood deeply anymore. Im fine with people only seeing me from their perspective. I fear knowing me fully will only lead to people loving me less anyway"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7581120334930267423)  2025-12-07T14:19Z 35.9K followers, 55.3K engagements


"You owe yourself healing. You owe yourself love. You owe yourself forgiveness. Stop wishing the past had gone another way your future is shaped by the choices you make now and the change youre searching for is already in your hands"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7581640504052370718)  2025-12-08T23:57Z 35.9K followers, 15.4K engagements


"So I forgive"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7581946218578726174)  2025-12-09T19:44Z 35.9K followers, 11.3K engagements


"I wish so badly to have a deep emotional conversation with someone. Someone that understands that listens that will offer a new perspective. I wish people would talk more about their emotions and feelings we all have them- were human"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7582111021096127774)  2025-12-10T06:23Z 35.9K followers, 11.2K engagements


"I was born with an enormous need for affection and a terrible fear of receiving it"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7582398792998079774)  2025-12-11T01:00Z 35.9K followers, 6700 engagements


"The love Ive never received is the kind of love I aspire to give. I want to love without limits without keeping score with honesty and loyalty"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7582603066889882910)  2025-12-11T14:12Z 35.9K followers, 1769 engagements


"Faith and fear both require you to believe in something you cannot see. Its up to you to decide what you want to feel"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7582714003659525407)  2025-12-11T21:23Z 35.9K followers, 4403 engagements


"Slow down. Breathe. Let life unfold. Listen to music. Watch your favorite movie over and over. Tell people you love them while theyre still here. Read poetry. Call the ones who lift your spirit. Take quiet walks at night. Live fully. Love gently"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7583079706610781470)  2025-12-12T21:02Z 35.9K followers, 1604 engagements


"I dont do that for others just to get something in return. But I have noticed how some people are just around you for their benefit but maybe thats not their fault its just all they know"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7583557353975434527)  2025-12-14T03:55Z 35.9K followers, 7103 engagements


"I dont think you give yourself enough credit. Youve survived every version of yourself every tough day every obstacle you thought you couldnt overcome. Yet youre still here and that. That means everything"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7584094710696791327)  2025-12-15T14:41Z 35.9K followers, 2735 engagements


"As much as I want to understand There is peace in not knowing why"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@thoughtsloading0/video/7584094757723327775)  2025-12-15T14:41Z 35.9K followers, 5794 engagements