# ![@caspuccino Avatar](https://lunarcrush.com/gi/w:26/cr:tiktok::127495363522932736.png) @caspuccino Casper

Casper posts on TikTok about shop, funky fidgets, pov you, toy the most. They currently have [------] followers and [---] posts still getting attention that total [------] engagements in the last [--] hours.

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### Social Influence

**Social category influence**
[stocks](/list/stocks)  [technology brands](/list/technology-brands)  [finance](/list/finance)  [countries](/list/countries) 

**Social topic influence**
[shop](/topic/shop) #4239, [funky fidgets](/topic/funky-fidgets) #10, [pov you](/topic/pov-you), [toy](/topic/toy), [casper](/topic/casper) #22, [more than](/topic/more-than), [bag](/topic/bag), [we are](/topic/we-are), [ward](/topic/ward), [mental health](/topic/mental-health)

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### Top Social Posts
Top posts by engagements in the last [--] hours

"14 months of fighting and i finally did it. #inpatient #MentalHealth #DID #dissociativeidentitydisorder #systokdid This summer I was discharged from hospital This summer I was discharged from hospital"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7543190144472386838)  2025-08-27T09:10Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"last time this happened i had a few hours notice before they transferred me across the country #psychward #inpatient #grippysocks mr vice president mr madison senator burk what is this when youre in the psych ward and they call you in to a room with lots of people nurse doctor hca mr vice president mr madison senator burk what is this when youre in the psych ward and they call you in to a room with lots of people nurse doctor hca"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7545070759681461526)  2025-09-01T10:48Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"#cyperglow day [--] #hairremoval"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7545443838261857558)  2025-09-02T10:55Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"paroxitine worked wonders til it didnt. remember everyone reacts differently to different medications #psychmeds #meds #takeyourpills rating some of the psych meds ive tried Propranolol 5/10 Paroxetine 8/10 Quetiapine 2/10 Venlafaxine 7/10 rating some of the psych meds ive tried Propranolol 5/10 Paroxetine 8/10 Quetiapine 2/10 Venlafaxine 7/10"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7545450856670366998)  2025-09-02T11:23Z [----] followers, 14.9K engagements


"if anything it makes them clearer #EMDR #EMDRTherapy #Therapy #traumatherapy #systokdid EMDR reality EMDR expectation EMDR reality EMDR expectation"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7545456191028219158)  2025-09-02T11:43Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"#OCD is not an adjective its a serious #mentaldisorder #ocdproblems #ocdawareness #ocdlife why do you do it you dont understand thats not OCD its not an adjective its a serious mental disorder where people experience intrusive thoughts amd fears if they dont carry out compulsions i just like it like that *folding laundry in colour order* oh im so OCD really how just look at my clothes i like to put them just so but i also like to clean why do you do it you dont understand thats not OCD its not an adjective its a serious mental disorder where people experience intrusive thoughts amd fears if"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7545491205614767382)  2025-09-02T13:59Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"im sorry they hurt you too love. #CSA #SA #RAMCOA #TBMC #systok your eyes tell stories that i believe when i look in to their eyes and know theyve been hurt like you your eyes tell stories that i believe when i look in to their eyes and know theyve been hurt like you"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7547310319312375063)  2025-09-07T11:38Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"things didnt quite go as planned. i havent had a break from services in [--] years. #whenigrowup #psychwards #inpatient #mentalhealth #mentalhealthpatient imma grow up and be a doctor im a professional mental health patient imma grow up and be a doctor im a professional mental health patient"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7548453934180994326)  2025-09-10T13:36Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"choose kindness #kindness #loveyou #bekind #drafts did you know it takes just one person showing you kindness to make your day did you know it takes just one person showing you kindness to make your day"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7548524010678553878)  2025-09-10T18:08Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"one from the drafts #AuDHD #autism #autistic #autisticadult #actuallyautistic POV: the autism assessor is explaining things to you but autism is your special interest no i know no i know POV: the autism assessor is explaining things to you but autism is your special interest no i know no i know"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7548850148709813526)  2025-09-11T15:14Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"its a tough one but a good example. putting it in to your mind that you chose it. i hope you are safe now. here and dms is a safe space. #CSA #RAMCOA #didamnesia #incestsurvivor ##TBMC i hope you are safe now. dms are always open. POV: its your abuser and you are a child and they want it to seem like its your choice THE NOT FUNNY VERSION TW: CSA i hope you are safe now. dms are always open. POV: its your abuser and you are a child and they want it to seem like its your choice THE NOT FUNNY VERSION TW: CSA"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7549326620742454550)  2025-09-12T22:03Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"i did this even before i knew we were a system. would you explain if you let a we slip or just brush it off #didsystem #actuallysystem #actuallydid #systok #systokdid POV: you accidentally use we in front of someone who doesnt know you are a system POV: you accidentally use we in front of someone who doesnt know you are a system"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7549637913089232150)  2025-09-13T18:10Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"we arent dangerous #didsystem #actuallysystem #actuallydid #systok #systokdid"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7549658164992527638)  2025-09-13T19:29Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"just when i thought i knew everyone. unfortunately they arent the safest. #systok #systokdid #actuallydid #actuallysystem #didsystem POV: you discover a new alter/split POV: you discover a new alter/split"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7550026434060782870)  2025-09-14T19:18Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"its hard #therapytok #emdr #emdrtherapy #therapytiktok #didsystem POV: you started therapy POV: you started therapy"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7550050544782478614)  2025-09-14T20:52Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"Ada will you do the housework #systok #systokdid #actuallysystem #actuallydid #didsystem POV: the alter thats productive getting dumped with all the jobs POV: the alter thats productive getting dumped with all the jobs"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7550241617299623171)  2025-09-15T09:13Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"an important reminder. it was never your fault. #traumatok #traumatiktok #cPTSD #complexptsd #didsystem fault was never it your a little reminder fault was never it your a little reminder"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7550374927900134678)  2025-09-15T17:50Z [----] followers, 18.4K engagements


"autism doesnt have a look. #AuDHD #autisticadult #actuallyautistic #autismawareness #autisticmasking you dont look autistic you dont look autistic"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7550979482874613014)  2025-09-17T08:57Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"still v grateful for it #emdr #emdrtherapy #therapytiktok #therapytok #didsystem when new trauma memories surface when you finally start EMDR therapy when new trauma memories surface when you finally start EMDR therapy"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7551348957419474178)  2025-09-18T08:50Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"Replying to @Tig on communication in system #actuallydid #actuallysystem #actuallydissociative #didsystem #systok"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7552235309061180694)  2025-09-20T18:10Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"child me was scared. i am ready. #traumatok #trauma #traumatiktok #abuseawareness #abuser but i would hit him in a heart beat now it begs to stick around thats the thing with anger I was far to scared to hit my abuser but i would hit him in a heart beat now it begs to stick around thats the thing with anger I was far to scared to hit my abuser"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7554716812055743766)  2025-09-27T10:39Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"really #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #actuallysystem #didsystem #systok hey one of your alters came out i do this bullshit like [--] times a week hey one of your alters came out i do this bullshit like [--] times a week"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7555180700178140438)  2025-09-28T16:39Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"always having to rationalise. #actuallydid #actuallysystem #actuallydissociative #didsysyem #didsystemsoftiktok POV: trying to talk yourself out of system denial POV: trying to talk yourself out of system denial"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7555518445601721622)  2025-09-29T14:30Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"would i even know #actuallysystem #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #didsysyem #systok POV: your destructive alters are taking over again POV: your destructive alters are taking over again"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7555943489603652886)  2025-09-30T17:59Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"we sure are. #actuallysystem #actuallydid #didsystem #systok #actuallymultiple youre a system they were right. they usually are youre a system they were right. they usually are"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7557816132414033174)  2025-10-05T19:06Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"How to draw a heart in MATLAB #programming #codes #code #Love #ngoding #MATLAB #xyzcba #fyp #projects #heart #foryoupage❤❤ #animation #ValentinesDay #codingtiktok #iloveyou #ily #brunomarsmusic #brunomars"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@antekstark_/video/7471181397894417669)  2025-02-14T07:59Z [---] followers, 56.7K engagements


"but then list a bunch of signs. #CSA #RAMCOA #TBMC #DID #metoo well your pants are on fucking fire when they say they didnt see the signs well your pants are on fucking fire when they say they didnt see the signs"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7544415422750248214)  2025-08-30T16:25Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"it was a shambles. this is much better #directpayment #care why i am now on direct payments care agency [--] care agency [--] care agency [--] care agency [--] why i am now on direct payments care agency [--] care agency [--] care agency [--] care agency 4"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7544767672073096471)  2025-08-31T15:11Z 13.8K followers, [----] engagements


"im at a loss. comment if you have any advice. also looking to follow more systems anyway so i will also check out your account #didsystem #babyalter #didlittle #systok #systokdid"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7547701723637271830)  2025-09-08T12:57Z [----] followers, 12.6K engagements


"whi are your overt followers. everyone knows Eva. #systok #systokdid #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem #did when the really overt alter fronts when the really overt alter fronts"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7548129843934661910)  2025-09-09T16:38Z 12.2K followers, [---] engagements


"dont want to say the place. #programmedalters #RAMCOA #TBMC #systok #systokdid"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7548916512413830422)  2025-09-11T19:31Z 14.4K followers, 38.4K engagements


"i have had so many conversations like this. i UNDERSTAND the science but im DIFFERENT #edsheeranrecoveryy #dietitian #EDU #SEDU #edrecocery POV: your dietitian is explaining how you are not SCIENTIFICALLY eating enough to gain/maintain weight my body different POV: your dietitian is explaining how you are not SCIENTIFICALLY eating enough to gain/maintain weight my body different"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7549185119941053718)  2025-09-12T12:53Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"they have unfortunately been around a lot recently. #didsystem #traumatok #systok #RAMCOA #programmedalters POV: realising your destructive/programmed alters are around oops my heart went haha im in danger POV: realising your destructive/programmed alters are around oops my heart went haha im in danger"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7549238095275625750)  2025-09-12T16:19Z 13.5K followers, [----] engagements


"am i crazy what is your goal if i made it to your fyp check out my other videos to see what we have in common and let me know #yourcrazy #viral #fyp #didsystem #lgbt me thinking i can get to 10k (at 6353) by the end of the month and monitise my account to pay for therapy me thinking i can get to 10k (at 6353) by the end of the month and monitise my account to pay for therapy"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7549938515555978518)  2025-09-14T13:37Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"i got away. #traumatok #domesticabuse #escape #traumatiktok #didsystem when you finally escape the abuse when you finally escape the abuse"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7550680458376367363)  2025-09-16T13:36Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"it be like that #mentyb #crisisteam #crisis #mentalbreakdown #mentalhealth when youre having a menty b but have to call the crisis team when youre having a menty b but have to call the crisis team"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7552127595890937090)  2025-09-20T11:12Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"Replying to @handheartsys denial amd doubt as a system #systemdenial #actuallysystem #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #didsystem"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7552509586658512131)  2025-09-21T11:54Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"im done. #actuallydissociative #actuallysystem #actuallydid #didsystem #systok POV: you are done fronting POV: you are done fronting"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7553334119753616662)  2025-09-23T17:14Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements


"i am. but i am trying to accept them. its hard. #actuallydid #actuallysystem #actuallydissociative #didsystem #systok you are embarrassed of your alters you are embarrassed of your alters"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7554854857098677526)  2025-09-27T19:35Z 12.4K followers, [----] engagements


"we never sleep #actuallysystem #actuallydid #systok #didsystem #didsystemsoftiktok POV: you have DID POV: you have DID"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7559932844395547926)  2025-10-11T12:00Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"looking back there are signs but it took a long time for us all to realise. #actuallydid #actuallysystem #didsystemsoftiktok #didstory #systokdid my alter/DID realisation story my alter/DID realisation story"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7562192133566811414)  2025-10-18T18:59Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"it makes me feel disgusting but it shouldnt be my shame. we cant help our bodies reacting with pleasure. ot does not mean you wanted it. #traumatok #traumatiktok #shame #SA #grape but i was sick for kinda liking it you were wrong for what you did to me no one talks about the shame from when your body acts in a good way during SA/🍇 but i was sick for kinda liking it you were wrong for what you did to me no one talks about the shame from when your body acts in a good way during SA/🍇"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7562916902746754306)  2025-10-19T19:01Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"DID / systems and sleep. is it just me or is this why i am so tired #didsystem #didsystemsoftiktok #actuallydid #actuallysystem #sleep systems and sleep waking and someone was thinking about that teddy saying they wish they could put one of novas collar on it. systems and sleep waking and someone was thinking about that teddy saying they wish they could put one of novas collar on it"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7562963979472014614)  2025-10-19T16:02Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"Replying to @daveysn1 what is DID #dissociativeidentitydisorder #whatisdid #did #didsystem #actuallydid"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7562969354480995606)  2025-10-19T16:23Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"so little heavy. #didlittle #didsystemlittle #didsystem #didsystemsoftiktok #actuallydid six littles four littles eight littles and one alien nine littles seven littles split another little five littles three littles i split a little six littles four littles eight littles and one alien nine littles seven littles split another little five littles three littles i split a little"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7563357732208643350)  2025-10-20T17:30Z [----] followers, 10K engagements


"littles cannot consent. we also say no drinking droogs but nic ok. #didlitle #didsystemlittle #didsystemsoftiktok #actuallysystem #actuallydid Do we think it is okay for littles to engage in seggs or have seggsual convos around them no the fuck we do not Do we think it is okay for littles to engage in seggs or have seggsual convos around them no the fuck we do not"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7563704256444861718)  2025-10-21T16:25Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"they always think they know it all because they saw split #split #didsystemsoftiktok #actuallysystem #actuallydid #didsystem"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7563704976791325974)  2025-10-22T16:27Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"what it would be like if alters could text you from inner world. #didlittle #didsystemlittle #didlittles #systemcommunication #didsystemsoftiktok POV: your alters can text you and your [--] year old joy holder is incessant POV: your alters can text you and your [--] year old joy holder is incessant"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7563733976729292054)  2025-10-21T17:50Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"this theme is too specific. i nearly lost my life too many times in april despite being inpatient #inpatient #6monthsinceapril #sixmonthssinceapril #didsystem #recovering six months since april and im doing better six months since april and im doing better"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7564090572105846039)  2025-10-22T16:54Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"so many signs. still so much denial. ##actuallydid #actuallysystem #didsystem #didsystemsoftiktok #dissociativeidentitydisorder POV: you are in denial about being a system finding things you didnt purchase missing time being told you did something you dont remember POV: you are in denial about being a system finding things you didnt purchase missing time being told you did something you dont remember"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7564489354337455382)  2025-10-23T19:11Z 15.3K followers, 15K engagements


"budgeting with littles is hella hard #didlittle #didsystemlittle #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystemsoftiktok #actuallysystem POV: your little is loose in a toy shop POV: your little is loose in a toy shop"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7564802660436544790)  2025-10-24T18:27Z 14.7K followers, 42.8K engagements


"fair enough to those diagnosed long ago but now its autism. #actuallyautistic #autistic #autistictiktok #autismawareness #outdated POV: someone is using outdated terms POV: someone is using outdated terms"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7565934516733250838)  2025-10-27T16:10Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"#ad i loved this order so much. @Atmos Fidgets LTD thank you #fidgettoys #fidgetcollector #fidgetcollection #fidgethaul #stimming"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7565983610503810326)  2025-10-28T00:00Z 14.7K followers, 21.4K engagements


"yeah me too mate #systok #actuallydid #actuallysystem #didsystem #didsystemsoftiktok im tired of you not remembering but imagine how tired we are imagine how tired we are of it im tired of you not remembering but imagine how tired we are imagine how tired we are of it"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7566756194610679062)  2025-10-29T21:18Z [----] followers, 125.2K engagements


"unfortunately this is v true rn #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem #didsystemstiktok #systok #actuallysystem POV: you have people in your head that want to unalive POV: you have people in your head that want to unalive"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7567122943407312150)  2025-10-30T21:01Z [----] followers, 357.4K engagements


"this happened to me on halloween but they werent actually freaked they were actually really helpful. okay maybe the student nurse was 🤣 #mentalhealth #didsystem #ramcoasystem #actuallysystem #systok POV: you switch to an alter that thinks they are in a different country and is v confused in a meeting with your mh team POV: you switch to an alter that thinks they are in a different country and is v confused in a meeting with your mh team"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7567802418805624086)  2025-11-01T18:27Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"i hate them for making me thia way. #RAMCOA #ramcoasystem #programmedalters #didsystem #systok why would you think any of this was a good idea probably because im a programmed alter with a long history of being taught to harm myself oh i dont understand how you keep forgetting that why would you think any of this was a good idea probably because im a programmed alter with a long history of being taught to harm myself oh i dont understand how you keep forgetting that"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7571160087465643286)  2025-11-10T18:08Z 13.7K followers, [----] engagements


"its so interesting that prescriptions can change. #ramcoasystem #didsystem #systok #actuallydid #actuallysystem"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7571866125181422870)  2025-11-12T20:01Z 12K followers, [----] engagements


"thanks to Cassie for filling out most alter profiles. #didsystem #actuallydid #systok #actuallysystem #dissociativeidentitydisorder"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7572701399536913686)  2025-11-14T21:49Z [----] followers, [----] engagements


"we once ran away over a splash of extra milk lol. what a time. #sedu #edu #inpatient #psychwards #psychwardstories POV: you are on the EDU and that one HCA that always overportions is serving and it tips you over the edge and sometimes once in a while youll be eating breakfast and youll go get me out of here POV: you are on the EDU and that one HCA that always overportions is serving and it tips you over the edge and sometimes once in a while youll be eating breakfast and youll go get me out of here"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7573398567969180950)  2025-11-16T18:54Z 14.2K followers, [----] engagements


"why dont you just not dont you think i thought of that karen #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #didsystem #systok #dissociativeidentitydisorder POV: you have DID and people give you oversimplified advice POV: you have DID and people give you oversimplified advice"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7574113960811564310)  2025-11-18T18:00Z 14.6K followers, 17.7K engagements


"one way for me to instantly lose respect for someone. #refugeeswelcome #refugees #fyp #viral #fypviral POV: someone is complaining to you about refugees stealing all our jobs and resources thinking you will feel the same POV: someone is complaining to you about refugees stealing all our jobs and resources thinking you will feel the same"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7574483830682307862)  2025-11-19T19:00Z 10.9K followers, [----] engagements


"i mean it is biological the reason it happens but i hate it. POV: you have an D but all you think about is food POV: you have an D but all you think about is food"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7575615183729773846)  2025-11-22T18:16Z [----] followers, [---] engagements


"my alters still scare me. less than they used to nonetheless. how can something so innocent be so scary #didlittle #didsystem #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #systok POV: you have DID and a little wants your attention but their presence still scares you why do you seem so scared all i wanted to do is play with you please come and play with me im so lonely POV: you have DID and a little wants your attention but their presence still scares you why do you seem so scared all i wanted to do is play with you please come and play with me im so lonely"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7576758546570710294)  2025-11-25T20:12Z [--] followers, [----] engagements


"this happens all the time - in therapy with mundane things - with my carers and friends. i hate having my houghts snatched from me. ##didsystem##ramcoasystem##systok##actuallydissociative##actuallydid POV: you are trying to share a trauma memory an alter shared with you but someone is thought snatching POV: you are trying to share a trauma memory an alter shared with you but someone is thought snatching"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7578618498503527702)  2025-11-30T20:30Z 11.3K followers, [----] engagements


"its always weird coming back after being away. it feels like time travelling. #didsystem #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #dissociativeidentitydisorder #systok what happened you switched. who am i talking to i i dont know i stopped being me such a long time ago i cant even remember who that was POV: you switch to an alter who hasnt fronted in years what happened you switched. who am i talking to i i dont know i stopped being me such a long time ago i cant even remember who that was POV: you switch to an alter who hasnt fronted in years"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7579342667457334530)  2025-12-02T19:20Z 11K followers, [----] engagements


"#ad i love this order #fidgetstoys #fidgettoy #fidgethaul #AuDHD #stimming thank you @fun fidgety friends"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7579682732675009814)  2025-12-03T17:20Z 11.2K followers, [----] engagements


"so sick of my hip being out of place. #hypermobility #chronicpain #chronicillness #ehlersdanlos #ehlersdanlossyndromecheck how it feels being in pain 24/7 how it feels being in pain 24/7"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7580046641709845782)  2025-12-04T20:00Z [--] followers, 37.6K engagements


"like arent you the professional idk i mean sometimes i do have ideas but idk. #cmht #inpatient #psychwards #mhtreatment #didsystem POV: when the mh professionals want you to come up with the treatment plan so youre telling me that i have to come up with a solution all by myself to a problem you are trained to treat well thats not fair POV: when the mh professionals want you to come up with the treatment plan so youre telling me that i have to come up with a solution all by myself to a problem you are trained to treat well thats not fair"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7581595236623764758)  2025-12-08T21:01Z 13.5K followers, [----] engagements


"the amount of times i switched amd didnt get to finish #didsystem #therapytok #systok #actuallydissociative #actuallydid *switches for rest of session* POV: therapy session as a system *switches for rest of session* POV: therapy session as a system"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7583033278806920470)  2025-12-12T18:02Z 11.3K followers, [----] engagements


"#ad omg i love this. now to decide if they are staying on the lanyard or becoming individual fidgets. what do you think i should do #fidgetlanyard #fidgethaul #fidgethaulfyp #AuDHD #stimming"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7583059546210405654)  2025-12-12T20:13Z 14.4K followers, 39.6K engagements


"#ad ngl this was pretty fun. ill defo be making more. #fidgetstoys #ratingfidgets #ratingfidgettoys #AuDHD #stimming rating some fidgets 100/10 funky burger slider - sliders are my fave - multiple layers - you can use it quiet or noisy 10/10 krumples - like a quiet & high quality poptube - so satisfying - like that it has handles 8/10 twistle squish - beats a tangle for me - could do with being a bit longer bc of the thickness 9/10 charming cheese mashed potato ball - like nothing i have ever felt before - doesnt go back to original shape 6/10 nee doh gumdrop - gets extra points for being my"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7583388598184021270)  2025-12-13T17:00Z 14.7K followers, 78.9K engagements


"this happens more than i would like to admit and i still dont know how to react lol #didsystem #systokdid #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #dissociativeidentitydisorder POV: you are a DID system and someone you dont know says they know you my honey i know you POV: you are a DID system and someone you dont know says they know you my honey i know you"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7583403970002046230)  2025-12-13T18:00Z 14.9K followers, 15.6K engagements


"#ad fodgets by @Funky Fidgets Shop  @Calm & Collected Co. @CalmBeadCompany @Atmos Fidgets LTD @Flexi Fidgets @Tangle Creations @CrazyAarons @SqueezeLuck_official"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7585508972971429142)  2025-12-19T12:19Z 14.1K followers, [----] engagements


"idk why it acares me so mych every time i should be used to it by now. lol. #didsystem #systokdid #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #dissociativeidentitydisorder POV: you have DID and you get a sinking feeling when you put your hand in your pocket because something you didnt put there is in it POV: you have DID and you get a sinking feeling when you put your hand in your pocket because something you didnt put there is in it"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7585629614718848278)  2025-12-19T17:57Z 12.9K followers, 41.1K engagements


"im gonna keep making this post every time this happens of course if it is appropriate and I remember to do so. Not every time well be appropriate and most times I probably wont remember. Especially if it isnt me. #didsystem #systokdid #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #dissociativeidentitydisorder POV: you dissociate and find yourself walking the entirely wrong direction of home POV: you dissociate and find yourself walking the entirely wrong direction of home"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7585689467038502166)  2025-12-19T21:49Z 12.3K followers, [----] engagements


"thank you so much @beauty and the beast_System #fidgettoystrading #fidgethaul #fidgethaulfyp #fidgettoys #audhdtok"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7585921133938052374)  2025-12-20T12:48Z 13.7K followers, [----] engagements


"why does this happen so much. you would think someone else could be there. #didlittles #didsystem #dissociativeidentitydisorder #systokdid #actuallydid POV: your younger alter is fronting alone in a toy shop POV: your younger alter is fronting alone in a toy shop"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7587497938834738454)  2025-12-24T18:47Z 16.6K followers, 41.6K engagements


"being a system doesnt mean you are crazy. it means you did the only things you could to survive. #didsystems #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #systok #didsystem POV: you are a system POV: you are a system"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7588983163796409622)  2025-12-28T18:50Z 13.8K followers, [----] engagements


"i swear the blue gloves get me every time. #inpatient #psychwards #psychwardstuff #psychwardstory #psychwardtok POV: you come back from group to find a bunch of nurses wearing blue gloves in your room inpatient room search psych wards POV: you come back from group to find a bunch of nurses wearing blue gloves in your room inpatient room search psych wards"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7589338601557724438)  2025-12-29T19:00Z 14.6K followers, 111.9K engagements


"my ordwr from @SqueezeLuck_official couldnt be happier #fidgethaul #fidgettoys #sensorytools #stimmingpositivity #audhdtok sorry captions wont work"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7589702135336455446)  2025-12-30T17:20Z 14.5K followers, [----] engagements


"clearing out some drafts. spin the wheel mofos who will it be today #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem #systokdid #actuallydissociative #actuallydid having DID be like having DID be like"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7589730945121422614)  2025-12-30T19:12Z 13.8K followers, [----] engagements


"whos madeleine #didsystem #systokdid #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #dissociativeidentitydisorder POV: you have DID and find an entry in your journal from an alter you dont know POV: you have DID and find an entry in your journal from an alter you dont know"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7590463805746973974)  2026-01-01T18:36Z 13.7K followers, [----] engagements


"#ad all my @NeeDoh Official products #needoh #stressballs #fidgetstoys #audhdtok #stimmingpositivity"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7590717990748900630)  2026-01-02T18:00Z 14.7K followers, 33.9K engagements


"#ad thank you so much @3dFidgets especially for the freebies. i will link everything in the yellow basket happy shopping #3dprinted #fidgetstoys #sensoryaids #fidgetcollector #audhdtok"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7591093887662443798)  2026-01-03T12:30Z 14.3K followers, [----] engagements


"#ad all the items in the yellow basketanother request what do you want to see next #fidgetbag #fidgetsoftheday #fidgetcollector #audhdtok #sensoryseekers"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7591268949749288214)  2026-01-04T10:17Z 13.9K followers, [----] engagements


"who are you and what did we do this happens more than i would like. #didsystem #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #systokdid #dissociativeidentitydisorder POV: youre a DID system and someone says hi and starts talking about the last time you hung out but you have no idea who they are. dissociative identity disorder system amnesia dissociation POV: youre a DID system and someone says hi and starts talking about the last time you hung out but you have no idea who they are. dissociative identity disorder system amnesia dissociation"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7592690508540022038)  2026-01-07T18:37Z 14.7K followers, [----] engagements


"sick minds and a lot of thinking time. #inpatient #psychwards #psychwardstories #psychwardstuff #acuteward POV: the student nurse after their first shift on the psych ward seeing all the wild things people will do to hurt themselves POV: the student nurse after their first shift on the psych ward seeing all the wild things people will do to hurt themselves"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7578231516229029142)  2025-11-29T20:01Z 16.6K followers, 15.9K engagements


"@SqueezeLuck_official cracking ball. this was the best one yet #fidgettoys #sensorytools #satisfyingvideos #audhdtok #fidgetasmr"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7600857554884857111)  2026-01-29T18:49Z 16.6K followers, 202.2K engagements


"#ad heres to a new year cant wait to see what you do next @Funky Fidgets Shop  sorry about the lack of captions. i tried about [--] times and even left it for ages before coming back #fidgethaul #fidgetcollector #funkyfidgetsshop #fidgettoys #audhdtok first funky haul of the year my biggest ever order needoh kaiko funky fidget shop fidgets sensory grounding autism adhd unboxing calm buddi first funky haul of the year my biggest ever order needoh kaiko funky fidget shop fidgets sensory grounding autism adhd unboxing calm buddi"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7593429486826294550)  2026-01-09T18:24Z 16.6K followers, 17.9K engagements


"this feels so relevant rn. i thought me and casper sounded the sake but people who know us well have been able to tell its me. apparently i sound more scottish and have a different intonation. - R #didsystem #dissociativeidentitydisorder #systokdid #actuallydid #actuallydissociative hey oh who am i talking to how did he know i wasnt the host what the fu- i did not tell you i switched POV: youre a system and someone is really good at distinguishing alters hey oh who am i talking to how did he know i wasnt the host what the fu- i did not tell you i switched POV: youre a system and someone is"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7597894821155573014)  2026-01-21T19:12Z 16.6K followers, 50K engagements


"i dont know. one of the most common things we say. #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #systokdid"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7599768498306338070)  2026-01-26T20:23Z 16.6K followers, 14.7K engagements


"Replying to @someone DID is caused in childhood so there are many alters stuck there. #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #systokdid"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7605721765167353110)  2026-02-11T21:24Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"its DID not MPD. has been since [----]. #dissociativeidentitydisorder #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #didsystem #systokdid"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7602330849048071446)  2026-02-02T18:06Z 16.6K followers, 35.6K engagements


"its so hard to keep them safe #ramcoa #tbmc #didsystem #systok #systokdid when your programmed alters try to leave the house Patrick where do you think youre going i was just no youre not. youre STAYING HOME when your programmed alters try to leave the house Patrick where do you think youre going i was just no youre not. youre STAYING HOME"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7546179000800972054)  2025-09-04T10:28Z 16.6K followers, 10.9K engagements


"this happens quite a lot in therapy. but it is a acary thing for us to let happen. #therapy #systok #systokdid #did #dissociativeidentitydisorder when an alter really wants to talk in therapy when an alter really wants to talk in therapy"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7546666717775236374)  2025-09-05T18:01Z 15.7K followers, [----] engagements


"it happens more than i would like to admit #systokdid #systok #did #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem POV: you dissociate and find yourself in the middle of the woods POV: you dissociate and find yourself in the middle of the woods"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7547656677634460950)  2025-09-08T10:02Z 16K followers, 56K engagements


"whats a question you have lets educate systems go #didsystem #systokdid #actuallysystem #actuallydid #actuallydissociative question i get asked as a system how did you develop DID extensive trauma do you remember when they front sometimes but usually no can i see you switch no i cant in cue and its weird to ask what questions do you have question i get asked as a system how did you develop DID extensive trauma do you remember when they front sometimes but usually no can i see you switch no i cant in cue and its weird to ask what questions do you have"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7550741688411639062)  2025-09-16T17:34Z 16K followers, [----] engagements


"Replying to @JA #hairremovalhacks #hairremover #hairremoval #facialhairremoval #cyperglow"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7554028615545949462)  2025-09-25T14:09Z [--] followers, [----] engagements


"#ad available at @TOYS TOYS TOYS i love them. what should i attach it to i am making a fidget lanyard for myself #fidgettoys #fidgethaul #stimming #stimtoy #clickeez"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7563706171023052054)  2025-10-21T23:00Z 15.9K followers, [----] engagements


"the amount of times i get you seem like a child or you were totally different. #didsystem #didsystemsoftiktok #actuallydid #actuallysystem #systokdid"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7565935119635057922)  2025-10-27T20:03Z 16K followers, [----] engagements


"you did it. i am so proud of you. #RAMCOA #ramcoasurvivor #ramcoasystem #ramcoatok #didsystem"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7567761481765326102)  2025-11-01T15:23Z [--] followers, 10.3K engagements


"#didsystem #didsystemstiktok #actuallysystem #actuallydid #systok what people think DID is like what people think DID is like"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7569604274448239894)  2025-11-06T13:30Z 15.6K followers, [----] engagements


"ao weird when they go away. just. as strange when they come back #dormantalter #didsystem #actuallysystem #actuallydid #systok dormant alter we never see whos he dormant alter whats that POV: you have DID and dormant alters dormant alter we never see whos he dormant alter whats that POV: you have DID and dormant alters"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7571161718705884438)  2025-11-10T20:01Z 15.8K followers, 25.1K engagements


"oh how i wish i COULD control it. #didsystem #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #dissociativeidentitydisorder #systok POV: someone thinks you can control your alters POV: someone thinks you can control your alters"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7573754709492763926)  2025-11-17T18:26Z 15.8K followers, 25.1K engagements


"like you think i feel good about it #inpatient #sedu #edu #weighin #recovery POV: the nurse weighing you in the edu congratulations you reached your target POV: the nurse weighing you in the edu congratulations you reached your target"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7580447132788755734)  2025-12-05T18:46Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"they will always be there. #ramcoa #ramcoasystem #programmedalters #didsysyem #dissociativeidentitydisorder POV: what its like living with programmed alters. my abusers will always be there. POV: what its like living with programmed alters. my abusers will always be there"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7580798859543301379)  2025-12-06T17:31Z [--] followers, [----] engagements


"#ad i cant stop playing with the krumple fidgets from @Funky Fidgets Shop  @CalmBeadCompany @CharmingSquishy🧀(link in bio) @Flexi Fidgets @3dFidgets @Tangle Creations @fun fidgety friends #fidgetbag #fidgetsoftheday #fidgetstoys #AuDHDtok #stimmingpositivity"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7583720598774271254)  2025-12-14T14:29Z 15.8K followers, [----] engagements


"what do you do to help living with DID #didsystem #systok #ramcoasystem #actuallydissociative #actuallydid [--]. giving parts time [--]. communication book [--]. write everything down [--]. set alarms [--]. grounding practice [--]. giving parts time [--]. communication book [--]. write everything down [--]. set alarms [--]. grounding practice"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7583783428969991446)  2025-12-14T18:33Z [--] followers, [----] engagements


"got this a few days ago but its been sitting in my drafts thanks so much @Sophcraftsuk i may have already ordered the ghost #fidgetcollector #audhdtok #audhdtok #plushiesoftiktok #sensoryseekers"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7594528321669664002)  2026-01-12T17:28Z 16.1K followers, [----] engagements


"the amount of times people use this turn of phrase is hilarious- R #recovery #recoverytok #therapytok #struggle #edu im just really struggling with my D rn yeah youve got a lot on your plate. *me looking at her waiting for her to realise her poor choice of words* im just really struggling with my D rn yeah youve got a lot on your plate. *me looking at her waiting for her to realise her poor choice of words*"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7599727827553881366)  2026-01-26T17:45Z 16.3K followers, [----] engagements


"i fucked up its. #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #systokdid POV: you are a blurry dissociative mess and cant work out whos fronting POV: you are a blurry dissociative mess and cant work out whos fronting"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7601245326527171862)  2026-01-30T19:54Z [--] followers, [----] engagements


"snails never fail to make her happy. #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #systokdid POV: youre a DID system and feeling really low and then someone mentions your joy holders favourite thing. POV: youre a DID system and feeling really low and then someone mentions your joy holders favourite thing"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7601988160893095190)  2026-02-01T19:56Z 16.6K followers, 11.3K engagements


"#ad disappointed about the air but love it regardless. any tips for getting rid of the air thanks again @Funky Fidgets Shop  #fidgettoy #fidgethaul #fidgethaulfyp #stimming #funkyfidgetsshop"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7576271303183731990)  2025-11-24T13:11Z 16.6K followers, 13.1K engagements


"medical refeeding was hell. no help for mental health at all #refeeding #edu #sedu #inpatient #recoverytok and if you were to ask me medical or edu edu has my vote edus are meant to help your mind too. medical just focus on physical health but when all is said and all is done i have never agreed with how they treat people they have caused me harm and trauma and if you were to ask me medical or edu edu has my vote edus are meant to help your mind too. medical just focus on physical health but when all is said and all is done i have never agreed with how they treat people they have caused me"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7581935467004742934)  2025-12-09T19:02Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"sometimes our mouth surprises us. #didsystem #dissociativeidentitydisorder #systokdid #actuallydissociative #actuallydid POV: you are system and when you open your mouth a different voice than expected comes out POV: you are system and when you open your mouth a different voice than expected comes out"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7596055254500789526)  2026-01-16T20:13Z 16.6K followers, 70.5K engagements


"well more than one but once you are a system already it can just take one #didsystem #traumatiktok #didsystemsoftiktok #systok #systokdid POV: you are a system POV: you are a system"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7549910994961698070)  2025-09-14T11:50Z 16.6K followers, 29K engagements


"Replying to @TARLOO 💤💬 organic and programmed alters. #programmedalters #organicalters #actuallysystem #actuallydid #RAMCOA TW: explaining programming in RAMCOA - no specifics or trauma details. TW: explaining programming in RAMCOA - no specifics or trauma details"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7553357431024209174)  2025-09-23T18:44Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"#ad omg this was a great order. #fidgettoys #fidgetcollector #fidgetcollection #fidgethaul #funkyfidgetsshop"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7566236794816122134)  2025-10-28T11:43Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"maybe see you later @Funky Fidgets Shop  #fidgetbag #fidgetsoftheday #fidgetcollection #fidgetcollector #stimming"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7572927552692538646)  2025-11-15T12:26Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"its a full bag today i love this song too. bloom is so soothing. #fidgetbag #fidgetsoftheday #fidgettoy #asmrball #stimming"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7575129136184708355)  2025-11-21T10:49Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"#ad its a busy day [--] appointments. #fidgetbag #fidgetsoftheday #fidgettoy #fidgetcollector #fidgetcollection"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7576239530114632982)  2025-11-24T10:38Z 16.6K followers, 135.4K engagements


"#ad such a big bag in a green and blue theme fidgets from @Calm & Collected Co. @CharmingSquishy🧀(link in bio) @Funky Fidgets Shop  @Vinted #fidgetbag #fidgetsoftheday #fidgettoys #AuDHD #stimming"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7584427523342159126)  2025-12-16T12:12Z 16.6K followers, 68K engagements


"#ad Replying to @avery👍 this was a fab idea #loudestfidgets #fidgetcollector #fidgetcollection #fidgethaul #stimmingpositivity"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7588632009380072726)  2025-12-27T20:08Z 16.6K followers, 58.5K engagements


"#ad IT IS FINALLY HERE 🎉 #jellyball #funkyfidgetsshop #fidgettoys #audhdtok #stimmingpositivity"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7596046690709294358)  2026-01-16T19:40Z 16.6K followers, 12.2K engagements


"#ad thanks for a great day out @Funky Fidgets Shop  #funkyfidgetsshop #darlington #fidgethaul #fidgettoys #stimming"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7572978041295555862)  2025-11-15T15:42Z 16.6K followers, 882K engagements


"#ad im loving my soft squishes atm. #fidgetbag #fidgetsoftheday #painstimming #stimming #fidgetstoys"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7574378696656653590)  2025-11-19T10:17Z 16.6K followers, 30.9K engagements


"a very full bag today full of goodies from @Funky Fidgets Shop  @CalmBeadCompany @Atmos Fidgets LTD #fidgetbag #fidgetsoftheday #stimming #asmrball #fidgettoy"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7576976783489191171)  2025-11-26T10:19Z 16.6K followers, 52.9K engagements


"the risk is/feels real. speaking our truth feels dangerous. #ramcoa #ramcoasystem #programmedalters #didsystem #therapytok *starts detailing trauma history to therapist* stop talking youre going to get us killed do you understand POV: you are a programmed system trying to do therapy *starts detailing trauma history to therapist* stop talking youre going to get us killed do you understand POV: you are a programmed system trying to do therapy"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7582314589266660630)  2025-12-10T19:33Z 16.6K followers, 61.1K engagements


"we are not only casper. #didsystem #systokdid #dissociativeidentitydisorder #actuallydissociative #actuallydid ill only refer to you as *deadname*/hosts name. Eva [--] Rachael 16-18 Sam [--] Sacha [--] Anna 6-12 AJ [--] ill only refer to you as *deadname*/hosts name. Eva [--] Rachael 16-18 Sam [--] Sacha [--] Anna 6-12 AJ 8"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7596773570022477058)  2026-01-18T18:41Z 16.6K followers, 453.3K engagements


"#ad All of our sugar squishes Since this video there is a few more - A #sensorytools #audhdtok #autismawareness #fidgettoys #stressballs"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7598983668610206998)  2026-01-24T17:37Z 16.6K followers, 642.1K engagements


"another @Funky Fidgets Shop  order ofc and postie has another one coming #fidgettoys #sensorytools #audhdtok #fidgetcollector #fidgethaul"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7606404927656594710)  2026-02-13T17:35Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"@Funky Fidgets Shop  you knocked it out the park with the funky frog mouldable ball we are in love #fidgettoys #sensorytools #audhdtok #fidgetcollector #frogtiktok"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7607083036399668502)  2026-02-15T13:27Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"another great haul from @fun fidgety friends #fidgethaul #fidgettoys #sensorytools #audhdtok #fidgetcollector"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7607439681080380694)  2026-02-16T12:31Z 16.6K followers, [---] engagements


"why does this happen so much. you would think someone else could be there. #didlittles #didsystem #dissociativeidentitydisorder #systokdid #actuallydid POV: your younger alter is fronting alone in a toy shop POV: your younger alter is fronting alone in a toy shop"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7587497938834738454)  2025-12-24T18:47Z 16.6K followers, 41.6K engagements


"GET OUT OF MY SKIN #didsystem #actuallydissociative #actuallydid #systok #dissociativeidentitydisorder POV: you have DID and two alters are fighting for control POV: you have DID and two alters are fighting for control"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7574527958375828758)  2025-11-19T19:57Z 16.6K followers, 33.9K engagements


"Where the bleep are we headed I think I know and Im scared. But I got help from a mh worker and managed to get on my way home. They phoned at just the right time. -Anna POV: you dissociated and find yourself on a bus in the middle of nowhere POV: you dissociated and find yourself on a bus in the middle of nowhere"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7571875980826955030)  2025-11-12T16:26Z 16.6K followers, 191.7K engagements


"another great haul from @fun fidgety friends #fidgethaul #fidgettoys #sensorytools #audhdtok #fidgetcollector"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7607439681080380694)  2026-02-16T12:31Z 16.6K followers, [---] engagements


"my mind still aint well vut at least i understand it better. #dissociativeidentitydisorder #traumatok #didsystem #inpatient #mentalhealthmatters to 14-16 years old me stuck in hospital unable to tell the staff that the place they were trying to discharge me to abused me and was p much the whole reason i was unwell. i dont think i even knew the extent of the abuse back then. to 14-16 years old me stuck in hospital unable to tell the staff that the place they were trying to discharge me to abused me and was p much the whole reason i was unwell. i dont think i even knew the extent of the abuse"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7607154622880369942)  2026-02-15T18:05Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"@Funky Fidgets Shop  you knocked it out the park with the funky frog mouldable ball we are in love #fidgettoys #sensorytools #audhdtok #fidgetcollector #frogtiktok"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7607083036399668502)  2026-02-15T13:27Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"its mind boggling to think about. #didsystem #dissociativeidentitydisorder #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #systokdid POV: when you meet a new alter and wonder who they are but they share a body with you so essentially are you POV: when you meet a new alter and wonder who they are but they share a body with you so essentially are you"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7606825680495545622)  2026-02-14T20:48Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"happy valentines day its been a rocky one this end #fidgettoys #sensorytools #audhdtok #fidgetcollector #fidgetcollection"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7606791831191358722)  2026-02-14T18:37Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"trying and failing to communicate. #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #systokdid POV: me trying to thank my internal caregiver dissociative identity disorder system alter parts trauma inner world dissociation POV: me trying to thank my internal caregiver dissociative identity disorder system alter parts trauma inner world dissociation"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7606425943963405590)  2026-02-13T18:57Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"another @Funky Fidgets Shop  order ofc and postie has another one coming #fidgettoys #sensorytools #audhdtok #fidgetcollector #fidgethaul"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7606404927656594710)  2026-02-13T17:35Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"a whatever the heck i fancy bag #fidgettoys #sensorytools #audhdtok #fidgetcollector #fidgetcollection"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7606328251425770774)  2026-02-13T12:38Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"im more than just the host. #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #systokdid im Cassie [--] im Flo ageless im Shell [--] im more than just the host im Alice [--] im China [--] im Green unknown im Cassie [--] im Flo ageless im Shell [--] im more than just the host im Alice [--] im China [--] im Green unknown"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7606071125994474774)  2026-02-12T20:00Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"@Flying Tiger UK fidget finds. #fidgethaul #fidgettoys #sensorytools #audhdtok #fidgetcollection"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7606037848080321814)  2026-02-12T17:51Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"rainbow love a rainbow bag. #fidgettoys #sensorytools #audhdtok #fidgetcollection #fidgetcollector"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7605941657359502614)  2026-02-12T11:38Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"Replying to @someone DID is caused in childhood so there are many alters stuck there. #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #systokdid"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7605721765167353110)  2026-02-11T21:24Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"Replying to @HelenaM hope this answers your questions. #dissociativeidentitydisorder #didsystem #actuallydid #actuallydissociative #systokdid"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7605720046798687510)  2026-02-11T21:18Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"pld come back casper #didsystem #dissociativeidentitydisorder #actuallydid #systokdid #actuallydissociative POV: your host has gone dormant POV: your host has gone dormant"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7605706534919900418)  2026-02-11T20:25Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"i can confirm it is 👌🏼 in a cuppa #oatmilk #mylk #veganmilk #ecofriendlyproducts #vegantiktok"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7605689921071811862)  2026-02-11T19:21Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"honestly the squish alone is epic @NeeDoh Official #needoh ##fidgettoys #sensorytools #stressballs #audhdtok"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7605675444968377622)  2026-02-11T18:25Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements


"loving these colours #fidgettoys #sensorytools #audhdtok #stressballs #fidgetcollection"  
[TikTok Link](https://www.tiktok.com/@caspuccino/video/7605550843529645334)  2026-02-11T10:21Z 16.6K followers, [----] engagements

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