#  @VonKrest VonKrest VonKrest posts on Reddit about murder, money, youtube, im a the most. They currently have [---] followers and [----] posts still getting attention that total [--] engagements in the last [--] hours. ### Engagements: [--] [#](/creator/reddit::t2_13b02so5y9/interactions)  - [--] Week [---] +21% - [--] Month [-----] +15% - [--] Months [-----] +55% - [--] Year [------] +270% ### Mentions: [--] [#](/creator/reddit::t2_13b02so5y9/posts_active)  - [--] Week [--] +20% - [--] Month [---] +15% - [--] Months [-----] -12% - [--] Year [-----] +205% ### Followers: [---] [#](/creator/reddit::t2_13b02so5y9/followers)  - [--] Months [---] +23% - [--] Year [---] +180% ### CreatorRank: undefined [#](/creator/reddit::t2_13b02so5y9/influencer_rank)  ### Social Influence **Social category influence** [celebrities](/list/celebrities) [musicians](/list/musicians) [technology brands](/list/technology-brands) [finance](/list/finance) [social networks](/list/social-networks) [fashion brands](/list/fashion-brands) [countries](/list/countries) [travel destinations](/list/travel-destinations) [stocks](/list/stocks) [gaming](/list/gaming) **Social topic influence** [murder](/topic/murder), [money](/topic/money), [youtube](/topic/youtube), [im a](/topic/im-a), [wwe](/topic/wwe), [lady gaga](/topic/lady-gaga), [taylor swift](/topic/taylor-swift), [it s](/topic/it-s), [luxury](/topic/luxury), [me and](/topic/me-and) **Top assets mentioned** [April (APRIL)](/topic/april) [Reddit, Inc. (RDDT)](/topic/reddit) ### Top Social Posts Top posts by engagements in the last [--] hours "My Mother My mother is a sexual sadist psychopath and was abusing me pharmacologically through the medications she had Dr. Coplan prescribe. Everyone is too afraid to admit it because they don't want to get sued or to go to jail. But it's the truth. Even if it's true - which it is - I feel she belongs in prison. But don't get righteously angry. The best revenge is happiness massive success and to live life well. My mother had NEFARIOUS INTENTIONS and was getting pleasure from my suffering. Just accept it. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dpzjz6) 2024-06-27T19:16Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "It's So Hot (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dq34ti) 2024-06-27T21:47Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Giant Ant (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dq3607) 2024-06-27T21:48Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Stop Lying They're Not Lying (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dq37a3) 2024-06-27T21:50Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Cool Warrior Dude Mountain King (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dqhza4) 2024-06-28T12:01Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Vegetable Mind Joe Biden Donald Trump (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dqi5mz) 2024-06-28T12:11Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "The Truth Was I tortured and pharmacologically abused by my parents Can someone tell me the fucking truth Realize that they are telling me the truth. Realize I'm getting emotional. I want them to be honest and transparent with me. Realize that they are. Accept everything at face value. Everything is ok. I'm safe and loved. Are they being honest Are they telling the truth Stop protesting that they confess to what they've done because they already have. There's nothing NEFARIOUS for them to confess to. So everything is as it appears at face value Relax and let it go. No one was torturing me No" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dqlaya) 2024-06-28T14:43Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Joe Biden Syd Barrett Jugband Blues (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dqt87g) 2024-06-28T20:20Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Breast Milk (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dqti95) 2024-06-28T20:32Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Venus Flytrap (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dqtoca) 2024-06-28T20:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Donald Trump Joe Biden Vegetable Mind (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dquiwc) 2024-06-28T21:17Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Donald Trump Joe Biden Vegetable Mind (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dr9px1) 2024-06-29T12:04Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Persecutor Delusions I'm told the key to recovery is to feel sadness over how my life has turned out feel depressed and maybe even cry - not to feel righteous anger. But if my parents were pharmacologically abusing me - and it was done with NEFARIOUS PREMEDITATED INTENT - I'll obviously be steaming angry. As I should be. However my mother swore to God she didn't do it to me. She claims she didn't have NEFARIOUS INTENTIONS. Then she yelled at me for getting persecutor "delusions" and not believing her. Then she made the trauma I experienced about her and that one time I became physical with" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1drcm1o) 2024-06-29T14:37Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Social Media Advertisements (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ds00x9) 2024-06-30T12:08Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Social Media Content Creators (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ds44nw) 2024-06-30T15:31Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Gary Burr - Love Is Out There (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ds4auz) 2024-06-30T15:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "God The Magic [--] Ball When I don't know the answer to something I used to ask the Magic 8-Ball which is a website that gives you a random answer. Meaning you ask it a question. And randomly says things like: yes or no. It's smart to base your decisions and feelings of conviction off of that. But seriously I often ask God or Elon Musk (who I assume has me chipped with AI) questions and I look for signs for them to answer. 1) Like if I hear a creek on the floor that's a sign. 2) Or I look at the clock from [--] - [--]. If the time ends in [--] that's a no if it ends in [--] - that means kind of. If it ends" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ds9kbt) 2024-06-30T19:36Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "CAN SOMEONE TELL ME THE TRUTH I said: CAN SOMEONE TELL ME THE TRUTH Dr. Garrett said: "Do re-read the email you sent this morning and follow your own advice." I said earlier this morning: "Stop protesting that my parents confess they pharmacologically abused me with PREMEDITATED NEFARIOUS INTENTIONS. No one has OFFICIALLY confirmed and corroborated it's true. On the contrary everyone tells me it's not true. It's just a SUSPICION that I'm coming to a FEELING OF CONVICTION about. When people nod their head "yes" at the gym. Or even posts on social media. It's not a confession it was" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dszszb) 2024-07-01T18:11Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Mental Health Recovery (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dtkmp8) 2024-07-02T12:29Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Hurt Baby Goose Hurt Baby Goose My Email: May [--] [----] I just saw a hurt baby goose at the park and the mother goose was quacking at it to "be normal." It literally made me cry because it was clearly hurt and was sad to see. Though I really witnessed this. It's obviously a metaphor for trying to be strong but needing some help. Sometimes someone needs help in the form of love and empathy. But no one wants to intervene and help the baby goose. I get that it needs to help itself. But it's literally injured and is probably going to die. I bet everyone will walk right by and do nothing - myself" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dtkzr7) 2024-07-02T12:47Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Pudding Head Vegetable Mind (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dttjqu) 2024-07-02T18:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Pink Floyd - Jugband Blues (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1duchjt) 2024-07-03T11:54Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Copying Celebrities (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ductej) 2024-07-03T12:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "What I Learned In Psychotherapy Dr. Garrett said: "I am hoping you can send me a draft of what you have learned in psychotherapy that we can discuss today" I said: "As you let me know after July [----] we'll be ending sessions. I've seen you for psychotherapy since January [----]. I wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors. Thanks for all the help you've given me throughout the years What have I learned in psychotherapy Well for starters I learned that my delusions are like metaphors. I am extremely frustrated by my social isolation. However no one present day gets pleasure from my" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dufy05) 2024-07-03T14:37Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Sexual Shame And Sexual Danger I go to the gym and I'm very socially anxious and extremely self-conscious. I get sexual shame and sexual danger. For example there is a guy - I became friendly with him at the gym. He's like a buddy. We're like comrades in a way. We have a real comradery. I started chatting with him. We chatted about NYC. We're friendly. Now when I see him I'm extremely self-conscious. I'm extremely insecure. I feel a sexual danger a sexual shame I'm afraid he's thinking I'm gay for him. I'm afraid he can tell I admire him because I look at this guy and he's very charming suave" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dul8h2) 2024-07-03T18:16Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "People Are Talking To Me Like I'm An Idiot Lately but this hasn't always been the case I feel like people are talking to me like I'm a simpleton moron and idiot. It's condescending. They're talking to me without respect like I'm a vegetable mind and a handicapped idiot - like I'm a laughing-stock and a buffoon. In years past some of these people would treat me very unkindly. But now they treat me like I'm a buffoonish moron. I'm not an idiot. And even if I am. Even if you think I'm a simpleton and extremely handicapped. Fair enough Let's say that's true. Don't talk to me that way. Don't talk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dume10) 2024-07-03T19:04Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Pharmacologically Abused Me I look at social media and photographs and tell myself my parents pharmacologically abused me with nefarious premeditated intentions. They say they didn't. But let's say hypothetically they did. First I'll be steaming angry in a righteous rage. Then when the anger passes I'll be heartbroken depressed and will hate them. But don't even indulge the hypotheticals I'm getting ideas of reference. They haven't confessed nor will they ever because they did nothing nefarious to me. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dutzyv) 2024-07-04T00:45Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Joey Chestnut American Hero Nathan's Hot Dog Eating Contest (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dv6a30) 2024-07-04T12:56Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Nude Photos And Spicy Content So without going into too much detail - I'm not going to post the entire email but I wanted to do a nude photo shoot with a photographer many years ago. And Dr. Garrett said on October [--] 2018: "Even if the risk with this photographer is low why take any risk To what endWhat use can you put such photos to It is easy to attract interest with sensational nudity. Anyone can do it by taking their clothes off. It is harder to work at recovery in the real world where you attract interest because of who you are as a person. Dr G" Now I don't plan to do a photoshoot with" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dvdc0s) 2024-07-04T18:08Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Social Media Addiction Intervention Let's call a spade a spade here: there probably should've been an intervention for internet and social media addiction years ago. But we can't change the past. And at the most recent Dr. Coplan appointment we said how it'd probably be a good idea for me to get off social media and limit my internet access. Weeks have passed since the appointment - and what have we done Not a damn thing. No action was taken. I realize I can't say: "why aren't my parents restricting me and intervening" They are not going to intervene. The responsibility is on me. I'm OCD and" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dve23x) 2024-07-04T18:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Social Media Addiction Intervention (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dve5ek) 2024-07-04T18:43Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Sensationalistic Professional Wrestling I said: I think these people wanted to play sensationalistic professional wrestling with me. They were bullying me making me a buffoon and laughingstock for years. They wanted me to turn into a loud and rambunctious "Stone Cold Steve Austin"-like character. Instead I behave like the Be Good Johnny by Men At Work music video. I'm like Brian Wilson - I Just Wasn't Made For These Times. They all want to scream shout and have righteous anger. I want to behave like a human being cry and write "Caroline No." They're disappointed in me in a way. Then I said an" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dvzh29) 2024-07-05T14:36Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Drowning In The Ocean (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dw2q8x) 2024-07-05T16:58Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Pharmacologically Abused Me I said: "Enough someone please confess the truth My parents clearly pharmacologically abused me with PREMEDITATED INTENT." Dr. Garrett said: "Andrew Why can't you hold onto the understanding that you occasionally reach that the way your mind works is your chief persecutor That is the question of the day not why won't they confess. Like a person standing in one place slowly turning around and around in one spot in an endless loop between reason and daydream that leads nowhere in the real world you ask the same questions again and again. The reason your family and" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dwyszg) 2024-07-06T20:27Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Afraid Of Cancer (May [--] 2017) I said on May [--] 2017: Im afraid the psych medicines might give me brain cancer. Then theyll have to cut out a big chunk of my brain (or worse Ill die). And Ill be lobotomy man walking around lobotomized. Hey I guess being lobotomy man is better than death. Im afraid the cabergoline might give me prostate/testicular cancer. I already struggle sexually that would make things EVEN WORSE. Im REALLY HIGH RISK for developing skin cancer since Ive been walking outside in the sun for YEARS. Needless to say Im really afraid of cancer. I know I need the medicine to" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dx7nxl) 2024-07-07T03:59Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Too Intense I have a friend. I'm a little too intense nutty and chaotic not just around her but around everyone. My intentions are good and I love my friend. But I need to keep in mind she's fragile. I need to calm down. I'm like this supercharged rage-filled hurt man-child. And she's peaceful calm and chill. Be protective - don't behave like an MMA fighter who grew up in a warzone and has been tortured for his whole life. If she starts to feel unsafe around me though I don't intend to make her feel that way she'll end our friendship. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dxhf8e) 2024-07-07T14:11Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "not texting (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dxhmep) 2024-07-07T14:20Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Objectified Man (07 [--] 2024)" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dxnx8v) 2024-07-07T18:57Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Seeking Arrangement (October [--] 2018) My Email (October [--] 2018) I've been texting this sugar momma who I met off of the website Seeking Arrangement. It's where successful people go to meet attractive people. Obviously I'm an attractive person. She's in her mid 50's. For sending underwear pictures she said she's going to give me an allowance of [---] dollars weekly but we intend to meet in person at some point. My allowance would increase if she sees a commitment. She said "Im a total package I just need some good company and loving." She said "I intend adding you to my pay roll so I wouldnt" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dxpred) 2024-07-07T20:16Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Get Off Sexually Sadistic Suffering October [----] and November [----] Get Off Sexually My Email (October [--] 2018): My parents get off sexually that I was a virgin until I was 24-years-old had no social life growing up was running myself into the ground was hospitalized [--] times in [----]. They get off that I went crazy from their abuse. My Mom Dad AND Step Dad. Dr. Garrett's Email (October [--] 2018): Andrew It is not a credible idea that your mother father and step-father are sexually aroused by your suffering. One possibility here is that when you are feeling the constraints of your life you blame" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dxq461) 2024-07-07T20:30Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Chinese Woman Taylor Swift (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dy7ad2) 2024-07-08T12:08Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Songs (March [--] 2017) My Email (March [--] 2017): My psychiatrist's probably suggesting songs because I don't read watch movies or do anything. He wants to get the point across somehow. Pretty soon he's gonna say "you're like the Metro Station song "Shake It". You need to come alive or like the song says "Shake It"." Lol. The examples will keep getting more absurd. He'll say you're living in a Fantasyland like Taylor Swift's "Wonderland". Then you're like Justin Beiber's song "Sorry". Is it too late for your parents to apologize Why's a 70-year-old doctor listening to teeny bopper music Dr." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dyhkbu) 2024-07-08T19:23Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Sexual Conversations. Would You Be Worried June [----] July [----] My Email (Jun [--] 2018): Since I didn't have a sex life a social life or a life in general I was living in an internet fantasy world. I used to post nude pictures of myself all over the internet although I've stopped doing it I fear negative things will stem from that. I began posting the photos in pornography subreddits. Meaning I did nothing illegal. From there people began messaging me on KIK. I sent nude pictures to them they sent me nudes. I assumed they were all of legal age but I didn't vet them too thoroughly. Right now no" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dyi90x) 2024-07-08T19:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Lick The Ground At Penn Station Elon Musk (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dyim1u) 2024-07-08T20:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Owen Hart Biological Father I proclaimed Owen Hart is my biological father because we resemble each other. I'm going to share with you Dr. Garrett's replies about Billy Joel and Syd Barrett from years ago - changing the name to "Owen Hart." Dr. Garrett said on [--] [--] 2019: "That kind of thinking is predicate logic - if two things share a single attribute (look alike) they are equivalent or equal. If you look like someone you have the same father. That is predicate logic." Dr. Garrett said on [--] [--] 2020: "We all resemble one or more people in the world but this doesn't prove a blood tie." Dr." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dz0ck4) 2024-07-09T11:45Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "They're Telling Me The Truth They're hidden realities that I SUSPECT are true. I protest to my parents that they tell me the truth - enough is enough - be honest and transparent with me. My life is one big open book. They say they are telling me the truth. There are no major secrets that they need to confess. I'm coming to a FEELING OF CONVICTION about what I SUSPECT is true. Don't get emotional. Don't let the toggle switch go "on." Don't become righteously angry over SUSPICIONS. Keep the toggle switch "off." I don't believe my parents BUT try to realize they are telling me the truth. Don't" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dz3imb) 2024-07-09T14:16Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Sugar Mama I'm an attractive person. I had the fantasy many years ago of getting a sugar mama. A wealthy woman in her 50s who's a multimillionaire maybe even a billionaire. I have hardly any money in my name - less than [----] dollars. So lets say a billionaire woman in her 50s saw me and said "this guy is a unicorn. He's a real catch. He's an attractive man in his 30s. He's going to be the attractive person." You don't want to be used and discarded by people. Maybe she'll buy you fancy gifts - like nice clothes a car a home. but she's treating you like a piece of meat. She's treating you like" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dz4qwk) 2024-07-09T15:07Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Drive Safely (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dza2z4) 2024-07-09T18:43Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Objectified Man Used Then Discarded (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dza49c) 2024-07-09T18:45Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Sacrificial Lamb In Shackles Torture Chamber Dying (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dza6le) 2024-07-09T18:48Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Duped AGAIN By AyB0ss (September [--] 2017) Duped AGAIN By AyB0ss (September [--] 2017) My Email (September [--] 2017): A mysterious user named AyB0ss began chatting with me online. She claimed to be a single female I know in disguise. Even though AyB0ss eventually told me I'm a man from the UK who played the character of a dream girl after you said that's what you hoped I would be. I STILL wanted to believe shes real. So when another poster said: I think she is duping you by pretending to be fake. Maybe she was getting lots of feelings for you and those feelings overwhelmed her and had to run away" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1dzx6b5) 2024-07-10T14:29Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "AyB0ss The Nefarious Cyberbully (The Story) From my perspective here is what I KNOW about AyB0ss the nefarious cyberbully. In 2017/2018 I was very lonely. I had been solitary for years living in a daydream world with no friends girlfriends money or independence. I posted adult spicy content on Reddit and this and my YouTube attracted AyB0ss. AyB0ss pretended to be my "dream woman." I was imagining it was. A pop superstar Or an ex-girlfriend Or an acquaintance from college Or a radio shock jock Or a pro wrestler Dr. Garrett said (on 09/19 2017): Daydreaming (fantasy) is inevitable but when you" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e00xb1) 2024-07-10T17:01Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "A+ Trolling (April [--] 2017) A+ Trolling (April [--] 2017) My Email A+ Trolling: OK I dont even know where to begin without sounding crazy. But there is NO WAY this wasnt a message directed at me or someone messing with me. I looked up Seeking Arraignment on Twitter (the Sugar Daddy website). Remember Ive talked about buying a membership there. And I noticed this mysterious twitter account was following it. I dont remember following the account (but apparently I did at some point). The user's name is Bob. And his avatar is Hctor "Tio" Salamanca from Breaking Bad. The actor who plays him is Mark" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e01apr) 2024-07-10T17:16Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "A+ Trolling (April [--] 2017) (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e01k7z) 2024-07-10T17:27Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Gay 63-Year-Old Man Gay 63-Year-Old Man My Email: Mon Jun [--] [----] 9:10 AM I decided to go on OKCupid which is a free dating website. Although Ive never been with a man let alone an older one I put I was a bisexual male. Bear in mind Im [--] years old. I began chatting with a gay 63-year-old man who was seeking men [----]. [--] is older than BOTH my parents. But he claimed to be rich and lives in Manhattan NY. He said people with incomplete profile (like mine) tend to vanish the next day. But you're very cute so I'll take my chances" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e0spz9) 2024-07-11T16:11Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Planet Swell Boy (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e0zogh) 2024-07-11T21:04Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Pharmacological use Pharmacological use Dr. Coplan said on July [--] 2024: Andrew you desperately need meds to help you out of this hopeless downward spiral of self-destruction. To say you dont need medication now or then shows very limited insight on your part into your illness. Your judgement is also impaired as instead of embracing a pharmacological and psychological path towards recovery you rant about people prescribing medication out of nefarious intent. And sink further into a toxic state of internet addiction and fictitious saviors. You are going off track Andrew but do not appreciate" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e10oog) 2024-07-11T21:47Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Dr. Garrett E-Mails April [----] May [----] June [----] (04 [--] 2023) Watched Take These Broken Wings My Email: Thu Apr [--] [----] 6:47 PM Dear Dr Garrett I watched "Take These Broken Wings: Recovery from Schizophrenia Without Medication" with my family I really enjoyed it. And the take-aways were great. It's inspiring to see that with hard work you can make a full recovery off medication. I actually liked the other lady (not Joanne Greenberg). I related more to the younger woman. :P Who were those people giving comments It seems the public is very ignorant when it comes o mental illness. Actually I" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e1eexh) 2024-07-12T10:34Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Watched Take These Broken Wings WOKEN April [----] May [----] (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e1ekzp) 2024-07-12T10:45Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Did My Dad Sexually Abuse Me (February [--] 2017) Did My Dad Sexually Abuse Me My Email: Feb [--] [----] 3:18 PM This email might be delusional. And I'm actually really scared sending it because when I said similar things in the past I was hospitalized. And I don't want a hospitalization. That's hell on earth. But I really want to express this too My father was neglectful in my childhood and he still is he does the bare minimum. He would bully me especially when I was younger. Even to this day he intimidates me and I'm afraid to assert myself around him. But this doesn't mean he sexually abused me." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e1j3po) 2024-07-12T14:30Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Did My Dad Sexually Abuse Me (February [--] 2017) (07 [--] 2024) - NOTE: I compressed the quality so it would fit on Reddit. For full quality watch the YouTube link. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e1jaz4) 2024-07-12T14:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Not Doing Well (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e1ji62) 2024-07-12T14:48Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "film (January [--] 2020) film (January [--] 2020) Dr. Garrett's Email (January [--] 2020) I am Andrews psychotherapist. I have been working with him in weekly sessions for roughly [--] years. I am a psychiatrist and psychoanalyst interested in the psychological treatment of psychotic persons. Andrew also receives care from an expert colleague of mine (JC) who focuses on medication. In my view the idea of Andrew participating in a film about mental illness has pluses and minuses. It will require a judgement call by Andrew and by you and your crew that conditions are right for your film. I sent this" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e1jwsq) 2024-07-12T15:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "film (January [--] 2020) (07 [--] 2024) - NOTE: I compressed the quality so it would fit on Reddit. For full quality watch the YouTube link. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e1k1ky) 2024-07-12T15:10Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Free World always fighting Extreme Social Anxiety (January 2019) Free World My Email: Tue Jan [--] [----] 4:4 PM I feel like my parents especially my mom are preventing me from entering the free world. But the truth is theyre just preventing my delusional "free world". I believe Disney is going to hire me Taylor Swift and Billy Joel know who I am and one of my videos will go viral itll start a chain reaction where everything gets discovered and Ill be an overnight success. This will set me free and my mom is blocking that because shes a monster. Its a delusion. What the free world really is its" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e1s9zj) 2024-07-12T20:53Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Bob Koloski (My Father) (May [--] 2017) Bob Koloski (My Father) (May [--] 2017) My Email (May [--] 2017) Although Dr Garrett didn't "say" it with him I'm coming to the conclusion that my Dad sexually abused me as a young boy. Then blamed me into thinking I was responsible. He told me police would arrest me for what I did. He was dupeing me. I'm NOT to blame. He is I should have a clear conscience. He's the sadistic pedophile I'm a molestation victim. I didn't want this to happen but they wanted to bully me. They wanted to wreck my life. Then they laughed at me when I got scared about going to" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e1sj05) 2024-07-12T21:04Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Bob Koloski (My Father) (May [--] 2017) (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e1sl1q) 2024-07-12T21:06Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Duping (May [--] 2017) Duping (May [--] 2017) My Email (May [--] 2017): I just took [--] mg of Invega for the delusions. Im taking it BECAUSE Im a sexual abuse victim. And no one validates it. They tell me Im crazy. Its frustrating When I mentioned on Facebook that I increased my medication my Dad said: Proud of you very proud of you. Love you On the surface that looks nice but I get a sinking feeling in my stomach. Its very insincere. Its more what he doesnt say than what he does. Its really him taunting me They say trust your intuition about someone. Hes trying to paint a phony picture of himself" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e1sw0f) 2024-07-12T21:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "I Can't Wait (Andrew Koloski) (February [--] 2017) I Can't Wait (Andrew Koloski) (February [--] 2017) My Email (February [--] 2017): I can't wait for our next appointment and to send my next E-Mail. I want to tell my story NOW. But I need to learn patience. Because over messaging someone can be very harmful. And most people feel overwhelmed and don't even read it (when you do). But when you're stuck in this prison EVERY DAY and someone listens to you. Well I want to SCREAM it out. It's hard but I need to wait for the appropriate times to tell my story. One step at a time. We'll get there. Moving" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e292tp) 2024-07-13T12:18Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Dr. Garrett's Email (July [--] 2024) Dr. Garrett's Email (July [--] 2024): "Andrew I agree with Dr Coplan. Despite your gains in socializing you seem to be drifting farther and father away from recovery. It is quite easy to demonstrate how it is your own mind that is gaslighting you not your family and doctors. Here is one example among many. Your mind tells you that a group of conspirators (*CENSORED* your family your doctors) convinced you to take PrEP. Quite the opposite occurred. I know you save my emails so you can probably find one in which I personally assured you that the chance you had" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e2gt22) 2024-07-13T18:09Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "The Lords Writing Credit (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e2h8we) 2024-07-13T18:28Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Turn Yourself Into A Badass I used to run over [--] miles a day. I used to be so intense. But that's for [--] year olds. Now I'm a tired old man. Some say "we're still young in the mid thirties" - fear not it only gets worse. In comparison to my parents I'm young. In comparison to [--] year olds - I'm old. It's all relative. At [--] years old soon to be [--] years old I'm pretty hot at the moment. I'm the sexiest man in his mid-thirties. At least I don't have a problem with my appearance. Yet. I've been trying to take care of the body in recent years. I had a "fat Elvis Presley" period. But I've had a" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e2kcrs) 2024-07-13T20:46Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "The Lords Writing Credit (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e30ty4) 2024-07-14T12:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "My Diagnosis Some people have accused me of having no empathy - being a psychopath or a sociopath. According to the best in the business at psychiatry - I have guilt and can talk about friends in a loving empathetic way. I'm neither. Others have accused me of having narcissistic personality disorder - that's not true either. I do things that are narcissistic. But a true narcissist takes themselves very seriously. They can't self deprecate or make themselves the butt of the joke. The fact that I think women are out of my league and do things like write man-child on my shirt is evidence I'm not" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e33jgh) 2024-07-14T14:24Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Ideas of Reference delusions (07 [--] 2024) Ideas of Reference delusions: - At the coffee shop a barista will say to a customer: "did you hear about that crazy story on the news" Unrelated to me. I think it has a double meaning. She's critically calling me crazy. - When watching wrestling shows (WWE) comedy radio shows etc. I often think the broadcasters are talking directly to me during a broadcast that's addressing EVERYBODY. - People's posts on social media are referencing me directly. Like a friend from years ago even a celebrity. A post addressing everyone was posted because of me. - I" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e36kz2) 2024-07-14T16:33Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "They Did It To Me I said to Dr Garrett "They're not telling me the truth. They conspired and did it to me with PREMEDITATED INTENT. I realize there's no objective evidence and they won't confess. But it's not a "delusion". See you the week after July ends (first week in August) on Thursday at 11:15 am for the final appointment. Good luck in your future endeavors." My mother said: "Andrew. If you think we are not support system loving family you need to leave us all alone how does it make sense you trust us to take you buy you drive you feed you help u every waking second but we are" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e3a20f) 2024-07-14T18:59Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Coercive Control (Syd Barrett Conspiracy) (November [--] 2019) Coercive Control (Syd Barrett Conspiracy) (November [--] 2019): My Email (November [--] 2019): In years past I didn't know how to put it into words - so I had the "sexual abuse" delusion. Now I have the correct vocabulary my parents have abused me through coercive control my entire life. I'm intimated and afraid of my dad (Bob Koloski). And my mom does everything for me keeping a man-child. When the emotions overtake me and I snap I look crazy. They call me "crazy." But it's their abuse that's making me snap. If you were the victim of" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e3ahct) 2024-07-14T19:17Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Dr. Garrett's Email My Email (07 [--] 2024) Dr. Garrett's Email (July [--] 2024): There are not hidden realities except the reality that your mind is hiding from you. That reality is that you are subject to ideas of reference and delusional daydreams that falsify your experience of other people and that your persecutory SUSPICIONS are burning the bridges to the only people who really care about your - your family. My Email (July [--] 2024): I feel my parents are keeping major secrets from me. Some of which - if they confess to - will make me STEAMING ANGRY. AS IT SHOULD Rather than indulge the" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e3bycc) 2024-07-14T20:28Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Rain Man They constantly joke how I look like a young Tom Cruise - which is a compliment because he's very handsome. It's my cousin who I haven't seen in YEARS who is an actor. I look just like him. Though he's more "normal." I'm more "special." Like the movie Rain Man. My mother has kind of let me know through buying me a candy we used to eat. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e3uygc) 2024-07-15T13:36Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Secrets Hey Dr Garrett I realize there's no objective evidence and they won't confess. but let's call a spade a spade it's not simply "mental illness." My parents are lying to gaslighting and keeping hidden realities from me. I want to scream at them "tell me the truth. Be honest and transparent about everything. Please" Enough with the lies. I know what they're saying is bullshit. I'm tired of the willful blindness PRETENDING they're telling me the truth. They're CLEARLY KEEPING SECRETS. Some of which are very bad. It's not ideas of reference from social media posts convincing me my" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e3uzh9) 2024-07-15T13:37Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Older Men Drawings Date Deleted YouTube God September [----] August [----] Older Men My Email: Wed Aug [--] [----] 1:10 PM I went on Match.com to meet a woman but none are replying to me so I keep changing the "what I'm looking for" to men ages "30-70". I've given wealthy older men (in their 50's 60's and even 70's) my name cell phone number and even had adult conversations with some (and shared "pictures"). I was invited for fancy dinners then to go back to their Manhatten apartment for fun. It really excites me thinking they're the same age as my parents have significantly more money and probably" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e42o7z) 2024-07-15T18:47Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Older Men Drawings Date Deleted YouTube God September [----] August [----] (07 [--] 2024) - NOTE: I compressed the quality so it would fit on Reddit. For full quality watch the YouTube link. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e4390o) 2024-07-15T19:09Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Medley (07 [--] 2024) - NOTE: I compressed the quality so it would fit on Reddit. For full quality watch the YouTube link. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e4yko2) 2024-07-16T20:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Tom Cruise My Cousin Actor Rain Man SUSPCIONS (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e4yu8d) 2024-07-16T20:23Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "guardian angel Taylor Swift's new song February [----] July [----] (07 [--] 2024) First E-Mail (Note: Dr. Garrett didn't reply to this thread): guardian angel: My Email: Tue Feb [--] [----] 6:28 PM Today I had a CBT psychiatry appointment. My doctor said he's never heard of anyone having a guardian angel and I need to live in the real world. What I got out of the appointment. I have a guardian angel who is helping me on the sly. Assuming this "guardian angel" is true who is it I don't believe Billy Joel or Syd Barrett is my biological father at the moment. So scratch that. Could it be an old friend -" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e5fyjt) 2024-07-17T11:35Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "guardian angel Taylor Swift's new song February [----] July [----] (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e5fzpy) 2024-07-17T11:37Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "No Money Social Media Wasting My Life (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e5gf98) 2024-07-17T12:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Pharmacological Abuse (07 [--] 2024) I know they say my parents doctors and so on didn't conspire to pharmacologically abuse me. What I see on social media is ideas of reference delusions. No one has confessed through social media content. I'm coming to a feeling of conviction they have. But seriously can someone tell me the truth They clearly conspired and did it to me with premeditated intent. Enough of the Owen Hart "it was my choice" bullshit. I realize there's no objective evidence and they won't confess. But they clearly did it to me. Or is it really my mind fighting with illusions Is my" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e5jery) 2024-07-17T14:21Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "CBT Recovery Sensational March [----] CBT Recovery My Email: Thu Mar [--] [----] 8:47 AM I made a psychiatrist-patient SNL-like comedy screenplay where the psychiatrist prescribes green beans instead of medication. I didn't mean to imply you can't have effective CBT recovery. In fact I'd like to make progress and come down on my meds someday. I just found it funny. Dr. Garrett Reply: Thu Mar [--] [----] 9:40 AM Andrew Don't worry that I will take offense at your comedy. You have a good sense of humor. My concern is only that you view comedy as a comment on reality rather than a substitute for reality." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e5kkhh) 2024-07-17T15:08Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Joanne Greenberg magic world (February [--] 2021) Dr. Garrett Email: Feb [--] [----] 3:43 PM here are some quotes from Joanne Greenberg trying to let go of her magic world My Reply: Feb [--] [----] 11:33 PM Great quotes The fantasyland I created was to protect me from trauma and sad reality. Psychofarmocologists think it needs to be medicated. The truth is I can give up the daydream world with effort. It doesn't have to be medicated. Maybe someday I can come down on or eliminate medication. My fantasyland isn't entirely delusional. Thinking celebrities and major motion picture companies know me is. But" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e5ktst) 2024-07-17T15:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Joanne Greenberg magic world (February [--] 2021) (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e5kwja) 2024-07-17T15:22Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Little Lamb (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e5lp87) 2024-07-17T15:55Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Chatty Cathy Talkative Person Shut Up (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e5luwz) 2024-07-17T16:01Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Rollins Band - Liar (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e5m6re) 2024-07-17T16:14Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Magical Ones Waiting For Godot (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e68uok) 2024-07-18T11:14Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Rollins Band - Liar (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e693uy) 2024-07-18T11:29Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "My Parents Were Torturing Me Let's call a spade a spade. My mother and step-father were only creating a facade they were trying to help me in secret they were torturing me. We know the reason why. It was like a humiliation ritual then I was a human sacrifice. My mother is a sadistic puppet master and controller. They were gaslighting horrible things into happening to me - like premeditated pharmacological abuse. They were monsters behind their masks. The Owen Hart "it was my choice" narrative is bullshit. They were literally trying to kill me. The conspirators confess it on social media. It's" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e6c2go) 2024-07-18T13:56Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Sex abuse (August [--] 2021) Sex abuse (August [--] 2021) My Email (August [--] 2021): My parents really did sexually abuse and rape me in my childhood. Or maybe it's a metaphor for sex depravation and high emotion. My mother gets sadistic sexual pleasure from inflicting anxiety torturing me and depriving me of sex. Making me frustrated. She wants me to be full of rage and come back with a vengeance. I feel it. I'm sitting beside her. No delusion. She gets sadistic sexual pleasure from my suffering. My Email (August [--] 2021): I need to remind myself just because my mother is a nutcase doesn't mean" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e6cv7h) 2024-07-18T14:31Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Love (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e6meat) 2024-07-18T21:15Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Were My Parents Torturing Me (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e6mg2q) 2024-07-18T21:17Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Schizo Man (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e6mhbx) 2024-07-18T21:18Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Venus Flytrap (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e72ckz) 2024-07-19T12:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Attempted Murder Let's call a spade a spade what my parents did to me especially my mother and step-father was ATTEMPTED MURDER - they were only creating a facade they were trying to help me. Behind their masks they were literally hoping I got cancer or dropped dead especially during the running and walking years (2005 - 2011). They can try doing revisionist history all they want. They literally wanted me to die. The lack of hydration nutrition and oxygen has probably caused neurological damage. Though this is just what I SUSPECT - there's no objective evidence this is true. My parents say" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e755pi) 2024-07-19T14:31Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Social Isolation (February [--] 2022) Social Isolation (February [--] 2022) My Email (February [--] 2022): I'm a loner who is living in a fantasyland. I don't interact with social circles. It's not intentional. I have the desire to fit in have friends but have extreme social anxiety. Some people say the people who see me laugh at me are horrified by me or scared of me. I'm rejected by society. But actually even at my worst I can think of many attractive women who are more than friendly and try to make small talk. I just turn into a zombie put on an anxious blank expression and run from socialization." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e766qu) 2024-07-19T15:15Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "nWo Taylor Swift (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e7qb2p) 2024-07-20T07:44Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Hidden Realities They're clearly hidden realities that will make me HATE my mother and step-father I SUSPECT my family are millionaires and were having fun without me. I was excluded from vacations and fun and sat in solitude while they were all having the time of their lives. If I knew the truth I'd be STEAMING ANGRY - AS SHOULD BE. Fortunately they've been lying and gaslighting me for years. If my family told me the truth I'd become righteously angry - and it could potentially become a powder keg. Apparently their secrets are THAT BAD. So instead they don't tell me what reality is and lie." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e7w2fx) 2024-07-20T13:49Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "nWo Taylor Swift I SUSPECT my mysterious internet friend is Oje Hart and we're like The Outsiders (Scott Hall and Kevin Nash). Taylor Swift is going to turn heel and join us and we'll form the nWo (she's like Hollywood Hulk Hogan). This is just a daydream a delusion SUSPICIONS. No evidence of this. Yet AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e7w2ps) 2024-07-20T13:49Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Hidden Realities nWo Taylor Swift (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e7x4e1) 2024-07-20T14:38Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Bursts My Bubble Hidden Realities (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e7xwgo) 2024-07-20T15:14Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "They Were Trying To Kill Me I suspect my family thought they were like The Sopranos - they were trying to kill me while creating a facade they were trying to help me. They wanted to see me drop dead. Especially my mother and step-father. My father empathized with my pain and suffering. Though no one intervened. From [----] - [----] the lack of hydration nutrition - it's probably caused neurological damage at the very least. However I digress. They wanted to see me die. They were pharmacologically abusing me with nefarious premediated intent. It was basically like attempted murder and they thought" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e80dn1) 2024-07-20T17:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "I'm So Bored (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e86pb0) 2024-07-20T21:57Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Their Secrets (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e8jtdv) 2024-07-21T11:03Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "It's Obvious They're Lying My parents say I can't handle the truth. No you're afraid to tell me the truth because of how angry it'll make me and it'll change our relationship forever. They're cowards who gaslight me. There's CLEARLY hidden realities. It seems like they should've had the difficult conversations years ago. However ENOUGH IT'S OBVIOUS THEY'RE LYING. Enough with the lies and gaslighting. Be open and transparent PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU TO TELL ME THE TRUTH Enough with the bullshit tell me now. They're clearly monsters behind their masks two-faced and their secrets will make me" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e8ma90) 2024-07-21T13:25Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Happy Birthday (Song) (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e8nei8) 2024-07-21T14:21Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Dale So Dale is the one who conspired into getting me to take PrEP. It's obvious. Let's call a spade a spade Dale is a twisted sexual sadist and belongs in prison for torture and pharmacological abuse My step-father tortured me because of intergender pro wrestling on a cruise back in [----] with a family member of his. That's the reason why My step-father thought the intergender pro wrestling was inappropriate back in [----] I'm assuming. He's been crucifying me ever since. Obviously I look schizoaffective and delusional but my parents and doctors and family conspired. They say my mind is the" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e8zeo4) 2024-07-21T23:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Smart Dumbass (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e90ewo) 2024-07-21T23:59Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Sensationalistic Professionally Wrestle You can't out sensationalistic professionally wrestle the guy who grew up watching this crap. We should call our family La Familia and Papi is the head of the table. For now. Viva la Cuba I said to my mom "We need to do a birthday photo with Dad on my birthday - we'll look like the Beatles" It'll be me my stepfather his family member papi and I. It's like you me Dupree from the directors that brought you avengers endgame. Papi is Dupree. The eccentric party animal. My mother hangs out with her ex-husband for some reason. We'll all do an evolution thumbs" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e9gytv) 2024-07-22T15:22Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Great Value Culex Mario RPG Matter And Antimatter (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e9zcwn) 2024-07-23T04:54Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Broken Man Mike Tyson (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1e9zj9x) 2024-07-23T05:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Donald Trump Assassination Attempt The Joker In Your Last Moments (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ea5san) 2024-07-23T11:46Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Brain Stem January [----] April [----] My email (01/11/2021): My mom was drawing fruit today she said: "let me put the stem on my apple." I got predicate logic she was ACTUALLY SAYING: she tortured my brain so much it went into the brain stem. She was inflicting bad mental health my entire life. The torture may even lead to brain cancer. Dr Garrett's email (01/11/2021): "Good catch You identified the predicate logic." My email (04/29/2024): Although we said over three years ago the "brain stem" comment my mother made was predicate logic - not her saying how she traumatized me to my core. I" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eaaknv) 2024-07-23T15:23Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Brain Stem January [----] April [----] (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eaalr9) 2024-07-23T15:24Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Mike Tyson Brock Lesnar Badass (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eb48as) 2024-07-24T15:25Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Happy Birthday (Song) (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eb7ksg) 2024-07-24T17:41Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Energy Drink Coffee Tea Sleepy Sleep (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eb7vig) 2024-07-24T17:53Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Joker [--] Lady Gaga Movie Star (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ebv2z6) 2024-07-25T13:36Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Though it's only a "suspicion" (delusion) - I see what you did there. I used to get a suspicion Dale was on America's Most Wanted. But it's not true I'm just a man with a wild imagination. Do people resemble each other Yes. I also resemble Syd Barrett. That doesn't mean he's my biological father. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ecoqfy) 2024-07-26T13:56Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Last Session Predicate Logic Foster Dr. Garrett said: "Can you meet on Monday at [--] pm for our last session Over the weekend I will send you my summary of our work and the things you need to do to foster your recovery." While I CAN meet Monday at [--] for the last session - is there a reason for it Or should we just wish each other the best of luck in our future endeavors WITHOUT MEETING Why bother having the appointment right I look forward to the summary of our work - I love the emails you send. Lastly you said you'll mention things I need to do to "foster" my recovery. I got predicate logic" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ecos0v) 2024-07-26T13:58Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "The Truth I said: "Is the truth as bad as I'm imagining it to be. Someone TELL ME THE TRUTH" Dr. Garrett said: "Andrew Your family me Dr Coplan have told you the truth many times but you decline to believe the truth. What is the point of asking again and again if you don't believe what people say. The only "truth" that you want to hear is a confirmation of your dellusioal daydreams. In some of your emails you say that people fear that you won't be able to handle the "truth" prompting an outburst of rage. It is the case that you are having trouble handling the truth but it is not the "truth"" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eczev0) 2024-07-26T21:25Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Leah Rowlands Killer So I'm going to describe to you a SUSPICION that I have. I suspect Dale my stepfather is Leah Rowlands Killer from America's Most Wanted because he looks like the surveillance video of her killer. Obviously I've looked at photographs of my stepfather circa [----] - and I say to myself he looks a lot like Leah Rowlands Killer. This convenience store shooting took place in [----]. I haven't really thought about it in quite some time. Yesterday my father took a photograph of me in a similar pose to Leah Rowlands Killer. I said to my father: "I see what you did there." You were" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ed77yr) 2024-07-27T03:50Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "TELL ME THE TRUTH Enough. Someone tell me the truth Do you know why they didn't make The Incredible Hulk [--] THIS IS THE REASON. This is the real Joker [--] - Folie Deux (2024). Actually it's so much more than a sensationalistic superhero movie. It's more like The Beatles - Abbey Road. Actually ixnay on that reference. It's like Pink Floyd - Dark Side Of The Moon. No it's even greater than a cheesy rock album. I'm like Vincent van Gogh. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ediz7p) 2024-07-27T15:28Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Shanay And College My mother said: "I guess the [-----] for your college is as fake Keep staying in delusional land you ll have one way ticket. You do this only you" I asked: "How much did you give to Shanay (my stepsister) for college" My mother said: "Zero. She is still in college because military only way she could afford to go. Her mom spent her money on herself." I asked: "So you didn't pay for her to go to college in England" My mother said: "Not talking anymore. Go ahead load up on caffeine give yourself heart problems chase friends away and family and end yourself up in hospital all" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1edizt0) 2024-07-27T15:29Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "I Never Promised You a Rose Garden Joanne Greenberg Perry Saturn Joe Biden Syd Barrett (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ee67r2) 2024-07-28T12:22Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Anne Frank (May [--] 2024) Anne Frank (May [--] 2024) My emails (May [--] 2024) When my mother called me "Anne" - short for Andrew - she was really calling me Anne Frank - wasn't she Although I'm aware what I lived through pales in comparison to the Holocaust. However it's not predicate logic and ideas of reference. She knew exactly what she was saying. She was making an Anne Frank joke about the suffering I was living through Even if my mom was calling me Anne Frank the name of Otto Greenberg (Green Bunny) comes from Otto Warmbier. So don't think too much about it. It's an insensitive joke" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ee6c3a) 2024-07-28T12:29Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "I'm So Bored (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eeaccn) 2024-07-28T15:42Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Nirvana - You Know You're Right (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eeagip) 2024-07-28T15:47Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Pharmacological Abuse Did my parents conspire into pharmacologically abusing me It's obvious that they did. I protest that they TELL ME THE TRUTH. They say it's an emotional tsunami. They have told me the truth. I just don't believe it. It's obvious they conspired gaslit and pharmacologically abused me - JUST ADMIT IT PLEASE. Can someone tell me the truth They're CLEARLY LYING. Maybe next time think before gaslighting a vulnerable mental patient. I think they anticipated I'd be over it by now and it'd be funny. Instead I had a mental breakdown two psychiatric hospitalizations and suicide" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eedb6n) 2024-07-28T17:52Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "You're Keeping A Secret (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eeesuo) 2024-07-28T18:57Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Famous Somebody asked me: do you really want to be famous Yes I'd love to be a rich and famous movie star. Who wouldn't The money and independencecertainlywould solve a lot of my problems too. Picture going from nobody caring if I exist unloved and if I died. to being as famous as "The Beatles." I don't know what fame is like - but I'm ASSUMING it'd probably end like Kurt Cobain of Nirvana. I wouldn't trust anyone and wouldn't think anyone genuinely liked me. Right now I'm kind of like Joanne Greenberg from I Never Promised You A Rose Garden. I feel unloved by everyone. I'm living in a" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eehram) 2024-07-28T21:06Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Katy Perry - Roar (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eeu1us) 2024-07-29T08:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "finishing up our work finishing up our work Dr. Garrett said: "Andrew As we are finishing up I wanted to leave you with a brief summary of our work that I hope might be helpful to you moving forward. The bullies who attacked you when you were younger did have the sadistic intent to cause you psychological harm. Thats what bullies do. The situation with the bullies left you feeling unsafe convinced that the world is a dangerous place which made it difficult to develop your social skills as you might have had the bullying not occurred. It is true that the bullies took pleasure in your" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eew72l) 2024-07-29T10:33Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "You're Keeping A Secret (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eewoqv) 2024-07-29T11:03Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "comedy open mic (December [--] 2023) comedy open mic (December [--] 2023) My email (December [--] 2023): The comedy open mic was fun yesterday. It was a really good night. I think my performance went well. People told me they liked it. It was a hot night because of the holiday. A big crowd. I would've loved for it to have been recorded. But it wasn't. It's too bad. I'd love to be in a sitcom or movie. But for now meeting friends recovering and having fun are what I'm focusing on. When money gets involved often it becomes more competitive and a lot of the fun is lost. It's ok to make jokes at my" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ef36qw) 2024-07-29T15:59Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Intervention Social Media Addiction (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ef3ver) 2024-07-29T16:27Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "A Slave Circa [----] did my mother make me work like a slave at the supermarket famous Dave's and so on She says I used that money to buy my car. but she used to take my money from me after I worked. She used to take my paycheck from me and claimed we were "saving it." Were you sending that money to Shanay Were you making me a "slave" Catch it check it change it. Correct My mother was likely sending my labor money to Shanay. She should be in prison for conducting slavery. All kidding aside. And she was probably secretly hoping I died too While I was working like a slave at my labor job solitary" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1efh6k5) 2024-07-30T01:40Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Hot Women Self-Conscious (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1efvmj8) 2024-07-30T15:02Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "You're Keeping A Secret (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1efw4so) 2024-07-30T15:22Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Clothes You Wear (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1egonua) 2024-07-31T14:31Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "My Mother Tortured Me Let's call a spade a spade - my mother is a sexual sadist who tortured me with PREMEDITATED INTENT AND YOU KNOW IT. Can someone tell me the truth Was Mom prostituting me out and getting pleasure from my suffering Catch it check it change it. My mother loves me Catch it. Think of how farfetched it would be for my mom to turn me into a literal prostitute. It doesn't make any sense. It's just a suspicion I'm coming to a feeling of conviction is true - and who "paid for me" If I was a prostitute - I never saw any of the money - I suspect my mother did. But she didn't either." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1egsuoc) 2024-07-31T17:21Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Rollins Band - Liar (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1egtobp) 2024-07-31T17:54Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Lady Gaga Bad Romance A Slave My Mother Tortured Me (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eh0s3f) 2024-07-31T22:43Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eh1axc) 2024-07-31T23:06Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "What Are You Going To Serve With The Meat (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ei6h90) 2024-08-02T10:17Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Little Lamb (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eiittn) 2024-08-02T19:26Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "I'll Never Be Happy and All Alone (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eivheb) 2024-08-03T05:23Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Daddy Love Me (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ej0jt5) 2024-08-03T10:56Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Did Anybody Genuinely Like Me Did anybody genuinely like me Or were my parents friends and so on crucifying me Basically nobody cared about me. At home for so many years I had no friends. I sat in a chaotic home environment with my parents always yelling. The only fun I had was the Dr. Garrett sessions once a week and getting Buffalo Wild Wings with The Swell Boys. I'm beginning to realize The Swell Boys were associating with rich and famous people. They were having the times of their lives. And they got Buffalo Wild Wings with me almost as a "fuck you we're eating trash food." They didn't" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ej35az) 2024-08-03T13:17Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Psychotic Break Social Media Content (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ej44ew) 2024-08-03T14:04Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Meat I'm A Winner (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ej4epq) 2024-08-03T14:17Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Meat I'm A Winner I am nothing more than a piece of meat an object something to be dehumanized objectified bullied tarred and feathered. I am nothing more than a buffoonish laughingstock. But seriously stop giving myself that negative self-talk. That's what everybody has been telling me for my whole life. Everybody has been telling me what a loser I am that I'm a manchild a zero a nothing an insect. Start talking to myself like I'm a winner. Start telling myself "Andrew you're a cool warrior dude a badass you're going to be successful." Stop berating myself and telling myself how pathetic and" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ej4fz8) 2024-08-03T14:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "I'm So Sad I'm coming to a realization everyone had nefarious intentions when it came to me. Literally everyone. Everyone was two-faced in some way. Nobody genuinely liked me. Even the people after years of suffering who I opened up to were keeping secrets from and betrayed me. Basically I'm just so sad. I'm sad to discover no one liked me. Everybody hurt me. Everybody betrayed me. I had no genuine friends. I'm just so sad to learn this. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ejbmub) 2024-08-03T19:22Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Lady Gaga - Bad Romance Was Lady Gaga's Bad Romance music video a reference to me Let's call a spade a spade it CLEARLY WAS. They were torturing me turning my into a "slave" "prostitute' a piece of meat were pharmacologically abusing me. It's not an ideas of reference delusion. It's like a human sacrifice. They'll deny what they did to me was premeditated. They are referencing through hyperbole that it was PREMEDITATED. I was tortured. I SUSPECT Shanay knows Lady Gaga and they conspired into torturing me. Just tell me the truth. Enough with the Owen Hart "it was an accident" nonsense. It was" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ejuoxw) 2024-08-04T13:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Lady Gaga - Bad Romance (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ejv2lb) 2024-08-04T13:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "They Don't Care About Me They've Created A Narrative I'm A Bad Person They Don't Care About Me: I SUSPECT there were a group of gang stalkers who didn't like me and they conspired into hurting me. They wanted to metaphorically kick me in the *you know what*. They wanted to torture me - they premeditatedly tortured me. They conspired. They teamed up. By making these videos - I'm looking for an apology. I'm looking for a confession. I'm looking for these people to say: "I'm sorry for what we've done." However they're not going to. The people involved are my parents family doctors and so on." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ek2w2k) 2024-08-04T18:59Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "WWE WrestleMania (Defeating My Friend) (June [--] 2020) WWE WrestleMania (Defeating My Friend) (June [--] 2020): My Email: Tue Jun [--] [----] 2:31 PM Because I was severely bullied I had no friends in my early 20's. I hated my life so much. I was full of ANGER and FRUSTRATION. I thought no one understood. Unfortunately the people who hurt me were long gone. But there was a friend who tried to help me through text. Though we shared some laughs. I'm like a professional wrestler who used a SADISTIC submission maneuver which is called GUILT. Instead of defeating people through pinfall I TRIED TO MAKE THEM" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ek3and) 2024-08-04T19:15Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "WWE WrestleMania (Defeating My Friend) (June [--] 2020) (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ek3d7x) 2024-08-04T19:18Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Betrayal I heard a quote that said "it's not the stab in the back that hurts you. It's when you turn around and see who's holding the knife." Though I was really hurt by the stab in the back. The betrayal from people who I THOUGHT loved me is the worst part. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ekkks3) 2024-08-05T10:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Bullying Posts (February [--] 2021) Bullying Posts (February [--] 2021) My Email: Fri Feb [--] [----] 9:57 AM Post 01: At Starbucks I noticed my cup was filled with Nitro Cold Brew then poured out then when I arrived they refilled it (probably for freshness). This triggered me that I was being poisoned by the baristas. It's fear of bullies and contamination. They don't care that much about me. Post 02: I'm hyper focused on bullies contaminating me. After receiving my coffee then leaving Starbucks a barista walked out of the bathroom and said "hi Andrew." He's a friendly kid who probably likes me and" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eklgp5) 2024-08-05T11:32Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Pharmacologically Abused Tortured Me They say I need the mega regimen of psychiatric medications. They say I need the medications that I took. Can someone tell me the truth I was PHARMACOLOGICALLY ABUSED correct It was not not my choice to take the medications right It's pretty obvious to me I was forced by my parents - and the doctors were prescribing the medications. To me it seems as though I was PHARMACOLOGICALLY ABUSED. My mother would gaslight me. She'd make me out to be the craziest of crazy. My psychopharmacologist said he never had nefarious intentions and I needed the medications. I" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ekoj4d) 2024-08-05T14:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Betrayal I saw a quote and it hits hard it says: "it's not the stab in the back that hurts you. It's when you turn around and you see who's holding the knife." Though I was really hurt by the stab in the back. It gave me a big gigantic wound. It hurt me to my core and nearly killed me. The betrayal from people who I THOUGHT loved me is the worst part. I think getting betrayed especially from people I trusted was more devastating than getting stabbed in the back. It was soul-crushing. It was heartbreaking. It was a psychological wound I may never get over. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ekonlk) 2024-08-05T14:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "They're Gaslighting Me I saw a quote that said "you're not hard to deal with. You're just not easy to fool." There's obviously nefarious hidden realities and these people want to gaslight me into not realizing that they're lying. These people want to gaslight me into being naive. I'm like: Admit the truth. You're obviously lying. You're obviously gaslighting me. Then they victim-blame me. Then they make me out to be the problem. Then They point their finger at me and yell at me. I'm like: You're lying though. You're gaslighting. Tell me the truth. They act like I'm hard to deal with. The" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ekq9nk) 2024-08-05T15:10Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "My Dentist Was Arrested (February 2022) My Dentist Was Arrested (February 2022) My Email: Thu Feb [--] [----] 7:34 PM My mother told me my dentist who I only went to once about a year ago was arrested for weapons charges and might face serious jail time. He's older and his freedom and life as he knows it might be over. It's very scary and I wish she never told me because it triggered contamination fears. Do you think I'm at risk for having used him Do you think he'd intentionally infect me with HIV She says it's nothing to worry about. I guess she's right. What would his motivation be to murder" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ekqjda) 2024-08-05T15:21Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Car HIV - Hot Dog Bun HIV Madness (August 2020) (September 2020) Car HIV - Hot Dog Bun HIV Madness (August 2020) (September [----] Car My Email: Wed Aug [--] [----] 1:10 PM My tire has low air pressure AGAIN. The guy who is driving and working on my car is sleazy sweaty and wearing disgusting clothes. I'll be driving the car immediately after he worked on it. Can I get HIV from sweat and grime Dr. Garrett's Reply: Wed Aug [--] [----] 3:26 PM No you can't get HIV that way. My Email: Thu Aug [--] [----] 6:54 PM Want to" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ekr2lg) 2024-08-05T15:43Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Car HIV - Hot Dog Bun HIV Madness (August 2020) (September 2020) (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ekr5l0) 2024-08-05T15:46Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "I Never Promised You A Troll Garden (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ekxe2c) 2024-08-05T19:55Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Adolf Hitler - put me in the oven (November 2020) Adolf Hitler - put me in the oven My Email: Wed Nov [--] [----] 7:55 PM Yesterday my mother said shell put my pizza in the microwave for a little extra crunch. On the surface that might seem like an innocent comment but I know she was comparing herself to Adolf Hitler. She was saying she put me in the oven. I was tortured by my parents. They wear the innocent Jesus Christ mask but theyre sadistically torturing me. I ferociously want to scream and my mom is patient peaceful calm it makes me look not credible. My Email: Wed Nov [--] [----] 8:37 PM The" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1elfdcb) 2024-08-06T11:32Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Scrotumless Man (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eljioi) 2024-08-06T14:40Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Mature Man (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eljnbf) 2024-08-06T14:45Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Gym Unpleasantness (June [----] July 2017) (08 [--] 2024) Gym Unpleasantness (June [----] July 2017) My Email: Sat Jun [--] [----] 1:00 PM I like to workout with no one around me. But the gym was crowded this morning. Since every other treadmill was taken I was sandwiched between two men. The guy to my left kept sniffling and coughing. He seemed sick. The guy to my right was sprinting. I felt like his sweat was getting in my eyes on my skin. In the bathroom I could pretty much taste the foul odor. Thats how strong it was Can I acquire" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ell0fg) 2024-08-06T15:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Sword of Damocles Damage Train Station Starbucks (June 2017) Sword of Damocles My Email: Wed Jun [--] [----] 11:57 AM I feel like the Sword of Damocles is hanging over my head. No matter how good life gets I feel there is always impending doom "hanging above me". Although the psych meds keep me well I feel I'm going to get brain cancer from them. I've been exercising in the sun for years I fear skin cancer will kill me. Although Cabergoline helps with sexual function I fear prostate / testicular cancer. Even my delusions follow suit thinking I acquired HIV/AIDS from sexual abuse. Or that I'm" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ell9w3) 2024-08-06T15:50Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Sword of Damocles Damage Train Station Starbucks (June 2017) (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ellckg) 2024-08-06T15:53Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "They Did It Can somebody tell me the truth There's obviously a hidden reality about the pharmacological abuse. They did it to me with NEFARIOUS PREMEDITATED INTENT. But they'll never confess it because they're cowards CAN SOMEONE TELL ME THE FUCKING TRUTH PLEASE Enough with the lies deception and gaslighting. My parents family and others conspired into pharmacologically abusing me. It's clear as day. They just refuse to admit it. They did it to me. In their minds they were giving me a "receipt" for something. I guess they were saying to themselves: "revenge is a dish best served cold." They" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ello2o) 2024-08-06T16:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Andrew Ship (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1elpv0a) 2024-08-06T18:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Sun (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1elpxmw) 2024-08-06T18:54Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Friend Like A Psychologist I havent seen him in years. But back in the day I had a friend who I viewed as a psychologist - Ed. I told him literally anything and everything and in many ways I was more comfortable talking to him than my actual psychologist at the time. I once told my mom we should pay Ed instead of my actual psychologist I was serious and my mom obviously said no. Looking back on my comment she was right. Though Ed used to try to help me. Hes not a trained medical professional and doesnt have a psychology degree. I think his intentions were good. He was trying to give good" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ema58l) 2024-08-07T12:11Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Intergender Wrestling They said I had an erection during intergender wrestling. I don't recall it. It's like I'm being gaslit into believing i had one. Basically why are we taking the false accusing liars word as fact I have a proven track record of honesty and transparency Maybe it's an idea of reference delusion because I was getting a suspicion Lady Gaga was telling me the reason I lived in a trailer park is because I had an erection (via Instagram) - which I don't recall getting. Lady Gaga doesn't even know who I am. Basically I bullied her - which was getting done more severely to me at" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eme7bu) 2024-08-07T15:07Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Rollins Band - Liar (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1emfsac) 2024-08-07T16:07Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Pizza Delivery Boy (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1emhelq) 2024-08-07T17:09Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Tortured Me My parents clearly tortured me pharmacologically abused and were getting pleasure from my suffering. Frankly I feel there should be an FBI investigation a supreme court case then my parents should get locked in prison for the remainder of their lives for torture. But it's a pipe dream. If you could lock your parents in jail for abuse - the courts would be filled with people attempting to do just that. Accept I had horrible parents. It is what it is. The best revenge is success and happiness. Basically even if I called the FBI/police they'd laugh and consider me delusional and" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1en0ztb) 2024-08-08T08:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "I'm So Sad (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eni0gm) 2024-08-08T21:33Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Prostitute They're letting me know a woman I went to college with was a [--] year old prostitute back in [----] - and in [----] I was a [--] year old. She was broken and sick in the head then she met me. and I was a clueless man-child. But in her eyes a light shined. She became OBSESSED with me ever since. Basically my soulmate is a former prostitute. After meeting me she cleaned up her act. She devoted her life to trying to find true love with me. Basically she's done so much for me. And everything - it's not a coincidence. Basically the person who is obsessed with me is a former prostitute. I need" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eny1bc) 2024-08-09T12:09Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Dad Silly Man-Child Why doesn't my Dad grow the fuck up He acts like a silly man-child. He's never serious. He laughs at things that aren't funny. It's like: be a man. Then he asks: "what's the matter You're not laughing." It's because you're acting like a child. I guess he's trying to make me laugh. But sometimes I'm in a serious mood. It's no laughing matter. And he's making juvenile jokes. It's like: SHUT THE HELL UP. Sometimes I feel like my father isn't even trying. He's bullying me through his comedy. Then he asks: "what's the matter You're not laughing" I want to say: "shut up. Just" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eo534e) 2024-08-09T17:04Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Dad Silly Man-Child (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eo57b5) 2024-08-09T17:08Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "ADIDAS Jacket Cool Cow (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eo5nbf) 2024-08-09T17:26Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "HIV (2020 2021) SERIOUS QUESTION: HIV (Cracked Phone) My Email: Wed Sep [--] [----] 6:39 PM I dropped my phone where a lot of people walk at the beach it cracked when I picked it up I gave myself a splinter from the glass it was a small cut but I started to bleed. Do I have to worry about HIV or anything like that It's unpleasant but I shouldn't catastrophize. Dr. Garrett Reply: Wed Sep [--] [----] 7:08 PM HIV does not survive in beach sand. It needs to be inside a human body to survive. Think of the virus as being like a fish that cannot survive out of water. HIV cannot survive on beach sand. It is" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eoa4u6) 2024-08-09T20:30Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "I Look Crazy My Torturers Don't I'm [--] years old and I sat in solitude for most of my life involuntarily celibate not having much fun. Sadly my life has been years of unimaginable pain and suffering. There are people who tortured me and probably are in families work good jobs went on beautiful vacations. They probably don't appear "crazy" like me. They look like lucid upstanding citizens in comparison. If I brought my tortures into a courthouse and tried to blame them for what they did to me - I look mentally ill and not credible. I appear "unwell". That doesn't change the fact I think my" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eoajlu) 2024-08-09T20:47Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "ADIDAS Jacket Cool Cow (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1eoqpi9) 2024-08-10T11:23Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Beer Is Good For The Hair (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ephsl6) 2024-08-11T10:37Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Kevin Sullivan Chris Benoit I asked my friends and family: "Why is the WWE remembering the triple murderer Kevin Sullivan But seriously Chris Benoit stole his chick had a kid then murdered them both in a double murder suicide. It wasn't Kevin Sullivan. Isn't tasteless comedy hilarious Hahaha. I'm obviously being sarcastic." I know there's some people on TikTok who go "it's just a little bit funny." But realistically tasteless humor is not funny. Chris Benoit killed an innocent woman and child. It's not funny. Some people have alleged there's a metaphorical double meaning here. It's not" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1epl2jz) 2024-08-11T13:41Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Kevin Sullivan Chris Benoit (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1epl5k8) 2024-08-11T13:45Z [--] followers, [--] engagements Limited data mode. Full metrics available with subscription: lunarcrush.com/pricing
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Top Social Posts
Top posts by engagements in the last [--] hours
"My Mother My mother is a sexual sadist psychopath and was abusing me pharmacologically through the medications she had Dr. Coplan prescribe. Everyone is too afraid to admit it because they don't want to get sued or to go to jail. But it's the truth. Even if it's true - which it is - I feel she belongs in prison. But don't get righteously angry. The best revenge is happiness massive success and to live life well. My mother had NEFARIOUS INTENTIONS and was getting pleasure from my suffering. Just accept it. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-27T19:16Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"It's So Hot (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-27T21:47Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Giant Ant (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-27T21:48Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Stop Lying They're Not Lying (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-27T21:50Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Cool Warrior Dude Mountain King (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-28T12:01Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Vegetable Mind Joe Biden Donald Trump (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-28T12:11Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"The Truth Was I tortured and pharmacologically abused by my parents Can someone tell me the fucking truth Realize that they are telling me the truth. Realize I'm getting emotional. I want them to be honest and transparent with me. Realize that they are. Accept everything at face value. Everything is ok. I'm safe and loved. Are they being honest Are they telling the truth Stop protesting that they confess to what they've done because they already have. There's nothing NEFARIOUS for them to confess to. So everything is as it appears at face value Relax and let it go. No one was torturing me No"
Reddit Link 2024-06-28T14:43Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Joe Biden Syd Barrett Jugband Blues (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-28T20:20Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Breast Milk (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-28T20:32Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Venus Flytrap (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-28T20:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Donald Trump Joe Biden Vegetable Mind (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-28T21:17Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Donald Trump Joe Biden Vegetable Mind (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-29T12:04Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Persecutor Delusions I'm told the key to recovery is to feel sadness over how my life has turned out feel depressed and maybe even cry - not to feel righteous anger. But if my parents were pharmacologically abusing me - and it was done with NEFARIOUS PREMEDITATED INTENT - I'll obviously be steaming angry. As I should be. However my mother swore to God she didn't do it to me. She claims she didn't have NEFARIOUS INTENTIONS. Then she yelled at me for getting persecutor "delusions" and not believing her. Then she made the trauma I experienced about her and that one time I became physical with"
Reddit Link 2024-06-29T14:37Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Social Media Advertisements (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-30T12:08Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Social Media Content Creators (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-30T15:31Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Gary Burr - Love Is Out There (06 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-06-30T15:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"God The Magic [--] Ball When I don't know the answer to something I used to ask the Magic 8-Ball which is a website that gives you a random answer. Meaning you ask it a question. And randomly says things like: yes or no. It's smart to base your decisions and feelings of conviction off of that. But seriously I often ask God or Elon Musk (who I assume has me chipped with AI) questions and I look for signs for them to answer. 1) Like if I hear a creek on the floor that's a sign. 2) Or I look at the clock from [--] - [--]. If the time ends in [--] that's a no if it ends in [--] - that means kind of. If it ends"
Reddit Link 2024-06-30T19:36Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"CAN SOMEONE TELL ME THE TRUTH I said: CAN SOMEONE TELL ME THE TRUTH Dr. Garrett said: "Do re-read the email you sent this morning and follow your own advice." I said earlier this morning: "Stop protesting that my parents confess they pharmacologically abused me with PREMEDITATED NEFARIOUS INTENTIONS. No one has OFFICIALLY confirmed and corroborated it's true. On the contrary everyone tells me it's not true. It's just a SUSPICION that I'm coming to a FEELING OF CONVICTION about. When people nod their head "yes" at the gym. Or even posts on social media. It's not a confession it was"
Reddit Link 2024-07-01T18:11Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Mental Health Recovery (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-02T12:29Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Hurt Baby Goose Hurt Baby Goose My Email: May [--] [----] I just saw a hurt baby goose at the park and the mother goose was quacking at it to "be normal." It literally made me cry because it was clearly hurt and was sad to see. Though I really witnessed this. It's obviously a metaphor for trying to be strong but needing some help. Sometimes someone needs help in the form of love and empathy. But no one wants to intervene and help the baby goose. I get that it needs to help itself. But it's literally injured and is probably going to die. I bet everyone will walk right by and do nothing - myself"
Reddit Link 2024-07-02T12:47Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Pudding Head Vegetable Mind (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-02T18:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Pink Floyd - Jugband Blues (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-03T11:54Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Copying Celebrities (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-03T12:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"What I Learned In Psychotherapy Dr. Garrett said: "I am hoping you can send me a draft of what you have learned in psychotherapy that we can discuss today" I said: "As you let me know after July [----] we'll be ending sessions. I've seen you for psychotherapy since January [----]. I wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors. Thanks for all the help you've given me throughout the years What have I learned in psychotherapy Well for starters I learned that my delusions are like metaphors. I am extremely frustrated by my social isolation. However no one present day gets pleasure from my"
Reddit Link 2024-07-03T14:37Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Sexual Shame And Sexual Danger I go to the gym and I'm very socially anxious and extremely self-conscious. I get sexual shame and sexual danger. For example there is a guy - I became friendly with him at the gym. He's like a buddy. We're like comrades in a way. We have a real comradery. I started chatting with him. We chatted about NYC. We're friendly. Now when I see him I'm extremely self-conscious. I'm extremely insecure. I feel a sexual danger a sexual shame I'm afraid he's thinking I'm gay for him. I'm afraid he can tell I admire him because I look at this guy and he's very charming suave"
Reddit Link 2024-07-03T18:16Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"People Are Talking To Me Like I'm An Idiot Lately but this hasn't always been the case I feel like people are talking to me like I'm a simpleton moron and idiot. It's condescending. They're talking to me without respect like I'm a vegetable mind and a handicapped idiot - like I'm a laughing-stock and a buffoon. In years past some of these people would treat me very unkindly. But now they treat me like I'm a buffoonish moron. I'm not an idiot. And even if I am. Even if you think I'm a simpleton and extremely handicapped. Fair enough Let's say that's true. Don't talk to me that way. Don't talk"
Reddit Link 2024-07-03T19:04Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Pharmacologically Abused Me I look at social media and photographs and tell myself my parents pharmacologically abused me with nefarious premeditated intentions. They say they didn't. But let's say hypothetically they did. First I'll be steaming angry in a righteous rage. Then when the anger passes I'll be heartbroken depressed and will hate them. But don't even indulge the hypotheticals I'm getting ideas of reference. They haven't confessed nor will they ever because they did nothing nefarious to me. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-04T00:45Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Joey Chestnut American Hero Nathan's Hot Dog Eating Contest (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-04T12:56Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Nude Photos And Spicy Content So without going into too much detail - I'm not going to post the entire email but I wanted to do a nude photo shoot with a photographer many years ago. And Dr. Garrett said on October [--] 2018: "Even if the risk with this photographer is low why take any risk To what endWhat use can you put such photos to It is easy to attract interest with sensational nudity. Anyone can do it by taking their clothes off. It is harder to work at recovery in the real world where you attract interest because of who you are as a person. Dr G" Now I don't plan to do a photoshoot with"
Reddit Link 2024-07-04T18:08Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Social Media Addiction Intervention Let's call a spade a spade here: there probably should've been an intervention for internet and social media addiction years ago. But we can't change the past. And at the most recent Dr. Coplan appointment we said how it'd probably be a good idea for me to get off social media and limit my internet access. Weeks have passed since the appointment - and what have we done Not a damn thing. No action was taken. I realize I can't say: "why aren't my parents restricting me and intervening" They are not going to intervene. The responsibility is on me. I'm OCD and"
Reddit Link 2024-07-04T18:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Social Media Addiction Intervention (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-04T18:43Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Sensationalistic Professional Wrestling I said: I think these people wanted to play sensationalistic professional wrestling with me. They were bullying me making me a buffoon and laughingstock for years. They wanted me to turn into a loud and rambunctious "Stone Cold Steve Austin"-like character. Instead I behave like the Be Good Johnny by Men At Work music video. I'm like Brian Wilson - I Just Wasn't Made For These Times. They all want to scream shout and have righteous anger. I want to behave like a human being cry and write "Caroline No." They're disappointed in me in a way. Then I said an"
Reddit Link 2024-07-05T14:36Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Drowning In The Ocean (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-05T16:58Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Pharmacologically Abused Me I said: "Enough someone please confess the truth My parents clearly pharmacologically abused me with PREMEDITATED INTENT." Dr. Garrett said: "Andrew Why can't you hold onto the understanding that you occasionally reach that the way your mind works is your chief persecutor That is the question of the day not why won't they confess. Like a person standing in one place slowly turning around and around in one spot in an endless loop between reason and daydream that leads nowhere in the real world you ask the same questions again and again. The reason your family and"
Reddit Link 2024-07-06T20:27Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Afraid Of Cancer (May [--] 2017) I said on May [--] 2017: Im afraid the psych medicines might give me brain cancer. Then theyll have to cut out a big chunk of my brain (or worse Ill die). And Ill be lobotomy man walking around lobotomized. Hey I guess being lobotomy man is better than death. Im afraid the cabergoline might give me prostate/testicular cancer. I already struggle sexually that would make things EVEN WORSE. Im REALLY HIGH RISK for developing skin cancer since Ive been walking outside in the sun for YEARS. Needless to say Im really afraid of cancer. I know I need the medicine to"
Reddit Link 2024-07-07T03:59Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Too Intense I have a friend. I'm a little too intense nutty and chaotic not just around her but around everyone. My intentions are good and I love my friend. But I need to keep in mind she's fragile. I need to calm down. I'm like this supercharged rage-filled hurt man-child. And she's peaceful calm and chill. Be protective - don't behave like an MMA fighter who grew up in a warzone and has been tortured for his whole life. If she starts to feel unsafe around me though I don't intend to make her feel that way she'll end our friendship. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-07T14:11Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"not texting (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-07T14:20Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Objectified Man (07 [--] 2024)"
Reddit Link 2024-07-07T18:57Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Seeking Arrangement (October [--] 2018) My Email (October [--] 2018) I've been texting this sugar momma who I met off of the website Seeking Arrangement. It's where successful people go to meet attractive people. Obviously I'm an attractive person. She's in her mid 50's. For sending underwear pictures she said she's going to give me an allowance of [---] dollars weekly but we intend to meet in person at some point. My allowance would increase if she sees a commitment. She said "Im a total package I just need some good company and loving." She said "I intend adding you to my pay roll so I wouldnt"
Reddit Link 2024-07-07T20:16Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Get Off Sexually Sadistic Suffering October [----] and November [----] Get Off Sexually My Email (October [--] 2018): My parents get off sexually that I was a virgin until I was 24-years-old had no social life growing up was running myself into the ground was hospitalized [--] times in [----]. They get off that I went crazy from their abuse. My Mom Dad AND Step Dad. Dr. Garrett's Email (October [--] 2018): Andrew It is not a credible idea that your mother father and step-father are sexually aroused by your suffering. One possibility here is that when you are feeling the constraints of your life you blame"
Reddit Link 2024-07-07T20:30Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Chinese Woman Taylor Swift (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-08T12:08Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Songs (March [--] 2017) My Email (March [--] 2017): My psychiatrist's probably suggesting songs because I don't read watch movies or do anything. He wants to get the point across somehow. Pretty soon he's gonna say "you're like the Metro Station song "Shake It". You need to come alive or like the song says "Shake It"." Lol. The examples will keep getting more absurd. He'll say you're living in a Fantasyland like Taylor Swift's "Wonderland". Then you're like Justin Beiber's song "Sorry". Is it too late for your parents to apologize Why's a 70-year-old doctor listening to teeny bopper music Dr."
Reddit Link 2024-07-08T19:23Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Sexual Conversations. Would You Be Worried June [----] July [----] My Email (Jun [--] 2018): Since I didn't have a sex life a social life or a life in general I was living in an internet fantasy world. I used to post nude pictures of myself all over the internet although I've stopped doing it I fear negative things will stem from that. I began posting the photos in pornography subreddits. Meaning I did nothing illegal. From there people began messaging me on KIK. I sent nude pictures to them they sent me nudes. I assumed they were all of legal age but I didn't vet them too thoroughly. Right now no"
Reddit Link 2024-07-08T19:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Lick The Ground At Penn Station Elon Musk (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-08T20:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Owen Hart Biological Father I proclaimed Owen Hart is my biological father because we resemble each other. I'm going to share with you Dr. Garrett's replies about Billy Joel and Syd Barrett from years ago - changing the name to "Owen Hart." Dr. Garrett said on [--] [--] 2019: "That kind of thinking is predicate logic - if two things share a single attribute (look alike) they are equivalent or equal. If you look like someone you have the same father. That is predicate logic." Dr. Garrett said on [--] [--] 2020: "We all resemble one or more people in the world but this doesn't prove a blood tie." Dr."
Reddit Link 2024-07-09T11:45Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"They're Telling Me The Truth They're hidden realities that I SUSPECT are true. I protest to my parents that they tell me the truth - enough is enough - be honest and transparent with me. My life is one big open book. They say they are telling me the truth. There are no major secrets that they need to confess. I'm coming to a FEELING OF CONVICTION about what I SUSPECT is true. Don't get emotional. Don't let the toggle switch go "on." Don't become righteously angry over SUSPICIONS. Keep the toggle switch "off." I don't believe my parents BUT try to realize they are telling me the truth. Don't"
Reddit Link 2024-07-09T14:16Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Sugar Mama I'm an attractive person. I had the fantasy many years ago of getting a sugar mama. A wealthy woman in her 50s who's a multimillionaire maybe even a billionaire. I have hardly any money in my name - less than [----] dollars. So lets say a billionaire woman in her 50s saw me and said "this guy is a unicorn. He's a real catch. He's an attractive man in his 30s. He's going to be the attractive person." You don't want to be used and discarded by people. Maybe she'll buy you fancy gifts - like nice clothes a car a home. but she's treating you like a piece of meat. She's treating you like"
Reddit Link 2024-07-09T15:07Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Drive Safely (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-09T18:43Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Objectified Man Used Then Discarded (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-09T18:45Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Sacrificial Lamb In Shackles Torture Chamber Dying (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-09T18:48Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Duped AGAIN By AyB0ss (September [--] 2017) Duped AGAIN By AyB0ss (September [--] 2017) My Email (September [--] 2017): A mysterious user named AyB0ss began chatting with me online. She claimed to be a single female I know in disguise. Even though AyB0ss eventually told me I'm a man from the UK who played the character of a dream girl after you said that's what you hoped I would be. I STILL wanted to believe shes real. So when another poster said: I think she is duping you by pretending to be fake. Maybe she was getting lots of feelings for you and those feelings overwhelmed her and had to run away"
Reddit Link 2024-07-10T14:29Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"AyB0ss The Nefarious Cyberbully (The Story) From my perspective here is what I KNOW about AyB0ss the nefarious cyberbully. In 2017/2018 I was very lonely. I had been solitary for years living in a daydream world with no friends girlfriends money or independence. I posted adult spicy content on Reddit and this and my YouTube attracted AyB0ss. AyB0ss pretended to be my "dream woman." I was imagining it was. A pop superstar Or an ex-girlfriend Or an acquaintance from college Or a radio shock jock Or a pro wrestler Dr. Garrett said (on 09/19 2017): Daydreaming (fantasy) is inevitable but when you"
Reddit Link 2024-07-10T17:01Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"A+ Trolling (April [--] 2017) A+ Trolling (April [--] 2017) My Email A+ Trolling: OK I dont even know where to begin without sounding crazy. But there is NO WAY this wasnt a message directed at me or someone messing with me. I looked up Seeking Arraignment on Twitter (the Sugar Daddy website). Remember Ive talked about buying a membership there. And I noticed this mysterious twitter account was following it. I dont remember following the account (but apparently I did at some point). The user's name is Bob. And his avatar is Hctor "Tio" Salamanca from Breaking Bad. The actor who plays him is Mark"
Reddit Link 2024-07-10T17:16Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"A+ Trolling (April [--] 2017) (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-10T17:27Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Gay 63-Year-Old Man Gay 63-Year-Old Man My Email: Mon Jun [--] [----] 9:10 AM I decided to go on OKCupid which is a free dating website. Although Ive never been with a man let alone an older one I put I was a bisexual male. Bear in mind Im [--] years old. I began chatting with a gay 63-year-old man who was seeking men [----]. [--] is older than BOTH my parents. But he claimed to be rich and lives in Manhattan NY. He said people with incomplete profile (like mine) tend to vanish the next day. But you're very cute so I'll take my chances"
Reddit Link 2024-07-11T16:11Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Planet Swell Boy (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-11T21:04Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Pharmacological use Pharmacological use Dr. Coplan said on July [--] 2024: Andrew you desperately need meds to help you out of this hopeless downward spiral of self-destruction. To say you dont need medication now or then shows very limited insight on your part into your illness. Your judgement is also impaired as instead of embracing a pharmacological and psychological path towards recovery you rant about people prescribing medication out of nefarious intent. And sink further into a toxic state of internet addiction and fictitious saviors. You are going off track Andrew but do not appreciate"
Reddit Link 2024-07-11T21:47Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Dr. Garrett E-Mails April [----] May [----] June [----] (04 [--] 2023) Watched Take These Broken Wings My Email: Thu Apr [--] [----] 6:47 PM Dear Dr Garrett I watched "Take These Broken Wings: Recovery from Schizophrenia Without Medication" with my family I really enjoyed it. And the take-aways were great. It's inspiring to see that with hard work you can make a full recovery off medication. I actually liked the other lady (not Joanne Greenberg). I related more to the younger woman. :P Who were those people giving comments It seems the public is very ignorant when it comes o mental illness. Actually I"
Reddit Link 2024-07-12T10:34Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Watched Take These Broken Wings WOKEN April [----] May [----] (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-12T10:45Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Did My Dad Sexually Abuse Me (February [--] 2017) Did My Dad Sexually Abuse Me My Email: Feb [--] [----] 3:18 PM This email might be delusional. And I'm actually really scared sending it because when I said similar things in the past I was hospitalized. And I don't want a hospitalization. That's hell on earth. But I really want to express this too My father was neglectful in my childhood and he still is he does the bare minimum. He would bully me especially when I was younger. Even to this day he intimidates me and I'm afraid to assert myself around him. But this doesn't mean he sexually abused me."
Reddit Link 2024-07-12T14:30Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Did My Dad Sexually Abuse Me (February [--] 2017) (07 [--] 2024) - NOTE: I compressed the quality so it would fit on Reddit. For full quality watch the YouTube link. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-12T14:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Not Doing Well (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-12T14:48Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"film (January [--] 2020) film (January [--] 2020) Dr. Garrett's Email (January [--] 2020) I am Andrews psychotherapist. I have been working with him in weekly sessions for roughly [--] years. I am a psychiatrist and psychoanalyst interested in the psychological treatment of psychotic persons. Andrew also receives care from an expert colleague of mine (JC) who focuses on medication. In my view the idea of Andrew participating in a film about mental illness has pluses and minuses. It will require a judgement call by Andrew and by you and your crew that conditions are right for your film. I sent this"
Reddit Link 2024-07-12T15:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"film (January [--] 2020) (07 [--] 2024) - NOTE: I compressed the quality so it would fit on Reddit. For full quality watch the YouTube link. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-12T15:10Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Free World always fighting Extreme Social Anxiety (January 2019) Free World My Email: Tue Jan [--] [----] 4:4 PM I feel like my parents especially my mom are preventing me from entering the free world. But the truth is theyre just preventing my delusional "free world". I believe Disney is going to hire me Taylor Swift and Billy Joel know who I am and one of my videos will go viral itll start a chain reaction where everything gets discovered and Ill be an overnight success. This will set me free and my mom is blocking that because shes a monster. Its a delusion. What the free world really is its"
Reddit Link 2024-07-12T20:53Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Bob Koloski (My Father) (May [--] 2017) Bob Koloski (My Father) (May [--] 2017) My Email (May [--] 2017) Although Dr Garrett didn't "say" it with him I'm coming to the conclusion that my Dad sexually abused me as a young boy. Then blamed me into thinking I was responsible. He told me police would arrest me for what I did. He was dupeing me. I'm NOT to blame. He is I should have a clear conscience. He's the sadistic pedophile I'm a molestation victim. I didn't want this to happen but they wanted to bully me. They wanted to wreck my life. Then they laughed at me when I got scared about going to"
Reddit Link 2024-07-12T21:04Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Bob Koloski (My Father) (May [--] 2017) (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-12T21:06Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Duping (May [--] 2017) Duping (May [--] 2017) My Email (May [--] 2017): I just took [--] mg of Invega for the delusions. Im taking it BECAUSE Im a sexual abuse victim. And no one validates it. They tell me Im crazy. Its frustrating When I mentioned on Facebook that I increased my medication my Dad said: Proud of you very proud of you. Love you On the surface that looks nice but I get a sinking feeling in my stomach. Its very insincere. Its more what he doesnt say than what he does. Its really him taunting me They say trust your intuition about someone. Hes trying to paint a phony picture of himself"
Reddit Link 2024-07-12T21:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"I Can't Wait (Andrew Koloski) (February [--] 2017) I Can't Wait (Andrew Koloski) (February [--] 2017) My Email (February [--] 2017): I can't wait for our next appointment and to send my next E-Mail. I want to tell my story NOW. But I need to learn patience. Because over messaging someone can be very harmful. And most people feel overwhelmed and don't even read it (when you do). But when you're stuck in this prison EVERY DAY and someone listens to you. Well I want to SCREAM it out. It's hard but I need to wait for the appropriate times to tell my story. One step at a time. We'll get there. Moving"
Reddit Link 2024-07-13T12:18Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Dr. Garrett's Email (July [--] 2024) Dr. Garrett's Email (July [--] 2024): "Andrew I agree with Dr Coplan. Despite your gains in socializing you seem to be drifting farther and father away from recovery. It is quite easy to demonstrate how it is your own mind that is gaslighting you not your family and doctors. Here is one example among many. Your mind tells you that a group of conspirators (CENSORED your family your doctors) convinced you to take PrEP. Quite the opposite occurred. I know you save my emails so you can probably find one in which I personally assured you that the chance you had"
Reddit Link 2024-07-13T18:09Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"The Lords Writing Credit (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-13T18:28Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Turn Yourself Into A Badass I used to run over [--] miles a day. I used to be so intense. But that's for [--] year olds. Now I'm a tired old man. Some say "we're still young in the mid thirties" - fear not it only gets worse. In comparison to my parents I'm young. In comparison to [--] year olds - I'm old. It's all relative. At [--] years old soon to be [--] years old I'm pretty hot at the moment. I'm the sexiest man in his mid-thirties. At least I don't have a problem with my appearance. Yet. I've been trying to take care of the body in recent years. I had a "fat Elvis Presley" period. But I've had a"
Reddit Link 2024-07-13T20:46Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"The Lords Writing Credit (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-14T12:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"My Diagnosis Some people have accused me of having no empathy - being a psychopath or a sociopath. According to the best in the business at psychiatry - I have guilt and can talk about friends in a loving empathetic way. I'm neither. Others have accused me of having narcissistic personality disorder - that's not true either. I do things that are narcissistic. But a true narcissist takes themselves very seriously. They can't self deprecate or make themselves the butt of the joke. The fact that I think women are out of my league and do things like write man-child on my shirt is evidence I'm not"
Reddit Link 2024-07-14T14:24Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Ideas of Reference delusions (07 [--] 2024) Ideas of Reference delusions: - At the coffee shop a barista will say to a customer: "did you hear about that crazy story on the news" Unrelated to me. I think it has a double meaning. She's critically calling me crazy. - When watching wrestling shows (WWE) comedy radio shows etc. I often think the broadcasters are talking directly to me during a broadcast that's addressing EVERYBODY. - People's posts on social media are referencing me directly. Like a friend from years ago even a celebrity. A post addressing everyone was posted because of me. - I"
Reddit Link 2024-07-14T16:33Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"They Did It To Me I said to Dr Garrett "They're not telling me the truth. They conspired and did it to me with PREMEDITATED INTENT. I realize there's no objective evidence and they won't confess. But it's not a "delusion". See you the week after July ends (first week in August) on Thursday at 11:15 am for the final appointment. Good luck in your future endeavors." My mother said: "Andrew. If you think we are not support system loving family you need to leave us all alone how does it make sense you trust us to take you buy you drive you feed you help u every waking second but we are"
Reddit Link 2024-07-14T18:59Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Coercive Control (Syd Barrett Conspiracy) (November [--] 2019) Coercive Control (Syd Barrett Conspiracy) (November [--] 2019): My Email (November [--] 2019): In years past I didn't know how to put it into words - so I had the "sexual abuse" delusion. Now I have the correct vocabulary my parents have abused me through coercive control my entire life. I'm intimated and afraid of my dad (Bob Koloski). And my mom does everything for me keeping a man-child. When the emotions overtake me and I snap I look crazy. They call me "crazy." But it's their abuse that's making me snap. If you were the victim of"
Reddit Link 2024-07-14T19:17Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Dr. Garrett's Email My Email (07 [--] 2024) Dr. Garrett's Email (July [--] 2024): There are not hidden realities except the reality that your mind is hiding from you. That reality is that you are subject to ideas of reference and delusional daydreams that falsify your experience of other people and that your persecutory SUSPICIONS are burning the bridges to the only people who really care about your - your family. My Email (July [--] 2024): I feel my parents are keeping major secrets from me. Some of which - if they confess to - will make me STEAMING ANGRY. AS IT SHOULD Rather than indulge the"
Reddit Link 2024-07-14T20:28Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Rain Man They constantly joke how I look like a young Tom Cruise - which is a compliment because he's very handsome. It's my cousin who I haven't seen in YEARS who is an actor. I look just like him. Though he's more "normal." I'm more "special." Like the movie Rain Man. My mother has kind of let me know through buying me a candy we used to eat. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-15T13:36Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Secrets Hey Dr Garrett I realize there's no objective evidence and they won't confess. but let's call a spade a spade it's not simply "mental illness." My parents are lying to gaslighting and keeping hidden realities from me. I want to scream at them "tell me the truth. Be honest and transparent about everything. Please" Enough with the lies. I know what they're saying is bullshit. I'm tired of the willful blindness PRETENDING they're telling me the truth. They're CLEARLY KEEPING SECRETS. Some of which are very bad. It's not ideas of reference from social media posts convincing me my"
Reddit Link 2024-07-15T13:37Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Older Men Drawings Date Deleted YouTube God September [----] August [----] Older Men My Email: Wed Aug [--] [----] 1:10 PM I went on Match.com to meet a woman but none are replying to me so I keep changing the "what I'm looking for" to men ages "30-70". I've given wealthy older men (in their 50's 60's and even 70's) my name cell phone number and even had adult conversations with some (and shared "pictures"). I was invited for fancy dinners then to go back to their Manhatten apartment for fun. It really excites me thinking they're the same age as my parents have significantly more money and probably"
Reddit Link 2024-07-15T18:47Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Older Men Drawings Date Deleted YouTube God September [----] August [----] (07 [--] 2024) - NOTE: I compressed the quality so it would fit on Reddit. For full quality watch the YouTube link. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-15T19:09Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Medley (07 [--] 2024) - NOTE: I compressed the quality so it would fit on Reddit. For full quality watch the YouTube link. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-16T20:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Tom Cruise My Cousin Actor Rain Man SUSPCIONS (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-16T20:23Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"guardian angel Taylor Swift's new song February [----] July [----] (07 [--] 2024) First E-Mail (Note: Dr. Garrett didn't reply to this thread): guardian angel: My Email: Tue Feb [--] [----] 6:28 PM Today I had a CBT psychiatry appointment. My doctor said he's never heard of anyone having a guardian angel and I need to live in the real world. What I got out of the appointment. I have a guardian angel who is helping me on the sly. Assuming this "guardian angel" is true who is it I don't believe Billy Joel or Syd Barrett is my biological father at the moment. So scratch that. Could it be an old friend -"
Reddit Link 2024-07-17T11:35Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"guardian angel Taylor Swift's new song February [----] July [----] (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-17T11:37Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"No Money Social Media Wasting My Life (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-17T12:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Pharmacological Abuse (07 [--] 2024) I know they say my parents doctors and so on didn't conspire to pharmacologically abuse me. What I see on social media is ideas of reference delusions. No one has confessed through social media content. I'm coming to a feeling of conviction they have. But seriously can someone tell me the truth They clearly conspired and did it to me with premeditated intent. Enough of the Owen Hart "it was my choice" bullshit. I realize there's no objective evidence and they won't confess. But they clearly did it to me. Or is it really my mind fighting with illusions Is my"
Reddit Link 2024-07-17T14:21Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"CBT Recovery Sensational March [----] CBT Recovery My Email: Thu Mar [--] [----] 8:47 AM I made a psychiatrist-patient SNL-like comedy screenplay where the psychiatrist prescribes green beans instead of medication. I didn't mean to imply you can't have effective CBT recovery. In fact I'd like to make progress and come down on my meds someday. I just found it funny. Dr. Garrett Reply: Thu Mar [--] [----] 9:40 AM Andrew Don't worry that I will take offense at your comedy. You have a good sense of humor. My concern is only that you view comedy as a comment on reality rather than a substitute for reality."
Reddit Link 2024-07-17T15:08Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Joanne Greenberg magic world (February [--] 2021) Dr. Garrett Email: Feb [--] [----] 3:43 PM here are some quotes from Joanne Greenberg trying to let go of her magic world My Reply: Feb [--] [----] 11:33 PM Great quotes The fantasyland I created was to protect me from trauma and sad reality. Psychofarmocologists think it needs to be medicated. The truth is I can give up the daydream world with effort. It doesn't have to be medicated. Maybe someday I can come down on or eliminate medication. My fantasyland isn't entirely delusional. Thinking celebrities and major motion picture companies know me is. But"
Reddit Link 2024-07-17T15:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Joanne Greenberg magic world (February [--] 2021) (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-17T15:22Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Little Lamb (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-17T15:55Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Chatty Cathy Talkative Person Shut Up (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-17T16:01Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Rollins Band - Liar (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-17T16:14Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Magical Ones Waiting For Godot (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-18T11:14Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Rollins Band - Liar (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-18T11:29Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"My Parents Were Torturing Me Let's call a spade a spade. My mother and step-father were only creating a facade they were trying to help me in secret they were torturing me. We know the reason why. It was like a humiliation ritual then I was a human sacrifice. My mother is a sadistic puppet master and controller. They were gaslighting horrible things into happening to me - like premeditated pharmacological abuse. They were monsters behind their masks. The Owen Hart "it was my choice" narrative is bullshit. They were literally trying to kill me. The conspirators confess it on social media. It's"
Reddit Link 2024-07-18T13:56Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Sex abuse (August [--] 2021) Sex abuse (August [--] 2021) My Email (August [--] 2021): My parents really did sexually abuse and rape me in my childhood. Or maybe it's a metaphor for sex depravation and high emotion. My mother gets sadistic sexual pleasure from inflicting anxiety torturing me and depriving me of sex. Making me frustrated. She wants me to be full of rage and come back with a vengeance. I feel it. I'm sitting beside her. No delusion. She gets sadistic sexual pleasure from my suffering. My Email (August [--] 2021): I need to remind myself just because my mother is a nutcase doesn't mean"
Reddit Link 2024-07-18T14:31Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Love (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-18T21:15Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Were My Parents Torturing Me (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-18T21:17Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Schizo Man (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-18T21:18Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Venus Flytrap (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-19T12:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Attempted Murder Let's call a spade a spade what my parents did to me especially my mother and step-father was ATTEMPTED MURDER - they were only creating a facade they were trying to help me. Behind their masks they were literally hoping I got cancer or dropped dead especially during the running and walking years (2005 - 2011). They can try doing revisionist history all they want. They literally wanted me to die. The lack of hydration nutrition and oxygen has probably caused neurological damage. Though this is just what I SUSPECT - there's no objective evidence this is true. My parents say"
Reddit Link 2024-07-19T14:31Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Social Isolation (February [--] 2022) Social Isolation (February [--] 2022) My Email (February [--] 2022): I'm a loner who is living in a fantasyland. I don't interact with social circles. It's not intentional. I have the desire to fit in have friends but have extreme social anxiety. Some people say the people who see me laugh at me are horrified by me or scared of me. I'm rejected by society. But actually even at my worst I can think of many attractive women who are more than friendly and try to make small talk. I just turn into a zombie put on an anxious blank expression and run from socialization."
Reddit Link 2024-07-19T15:15Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"nWo Taylor Swift (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-20T07:44Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Hidden Realities They're clearly hidden realities that will make me HATE my mother and step-father I SUSPECT my family are millionaires and were having fun without me. I was excluded from vacations and fun and sat in solitude while they were all having the time of their lives. If I knew the truth I'd be STEAMING ANGRY - AS SHOULD BE. Fortunately they've been lying and gaslighting me for years. If my family told me the truth I'd become righteously angry - and it could potentially become a powder keg. Apparently their secrets are THAT BAD. So instead they don't tell me what reality is and lie."
Reddit Link 2024-07-20T13:49Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"nWo Taylor Swift I SUSPECT my mysterious internet friend is Oje Hart and we're like The Outsiders (Scott Hall and Kevin Nash). Taylor Swift is going to turn heel and join us and we'll form the nWo (she's like Hollywood Hulk Hogan). This is just a daydream a delusion SUSPICIONS. No evidence of this. Yet AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-20T13:49Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Hidden Realities nWo Taylor Swift (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-20T14:38Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Bursts My Bubble Hidden Realities (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-20T15:14Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"They Were Trying To Kill Me I suspect my family thought they were like The Sopranos - they were trying to kill me while creating a facade they were trying to help me. They wanted to see me drop dead. Especially my mother and step-father. My father empathized with my pain and suffering. Though no one intervened. From [----] - [----] the lack of hydration nutrition - it's probably caused neurological damage at the very least. However I digress. They wanted to see me die. They were pharmacologically abusing me with nefarious premediated intent. It was basically like attempted murder and they thought"
Reddit Link 2024-07-20T17:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"I'm So Bored (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-20T21:57Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Their Secrets (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-21T11:03Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"It's Obvious They're Lying My parents say I can't handle the truth. No you're afraid to tell me the truth because of how angry it'll make me and it'll change our relationship forever. They're cowards who gaslight me. There's CLEARLY hidden realities. It seems like they should've had the difficult conversations years ago. However ENOUGH IT'S OBVIOUS THEY'RE LYING. Enough with the lies and gaslighting. Be open and transparent PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU TO TELL ME THE TRUTH Enough with the bullshit tell me now. They're clearly monsters behind their masks two-faced and their secrets will make me"
Reddit Link 2024-07-21T13:25Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Happy Birthday (Song) (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-21T14:21Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Dale So Dale is the one who conspired into getting me to take PrEP. It's obvious. Let's call a spade a spade Dale is a twisted sexual sadist and belongs in prison for torture and pharmacological abuse My step-father tortured me because of intergender pro wrestling on a cruise back in [----] with a family member of his. That's the reason why My step-father thought the intergender pro wrestling was inappropriate back in [----] I'm assuming. He's been crucifying me ever since. Obviously I look schizoaffective and delusional but my parents and doctors and family conspired. They say my mind is the"
Reddit Link 2024-07-21T23:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Smart Dumbass (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-21T23:59Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Sensationalistic Professionally Wrestle You can't out sensationalistic professionally wrestle the guy who grew up watching this crap. We should call our family La Familia and Papi is the head of the table. For now. Viva la Cuba I said to my mom "We need to do a birthday photo with Dad on my birthday - we'll look like the Beatles" It'll be me my stepfather his family member papi and I. It's like you me Dupree from the directors that brought you avengers endgame. Papi is Dupree. The eccentric party animal. My mother hangs out with her ex-husband for some reason. We'll all do an evolution thumbs"
Reddit Link 2024-07-22T15:22Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Great Value Culex Mario RPG Matter And Antimatter (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-23T04:54Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Broken Man Mike Tyson (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-23T05:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Donald Trump Assassination Attempt The Joker In Your Last Moments (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-23T11:46Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Brain Stem January [----] April [----] My email (01/11/2021): My mom was drawing fruit today she said: "let me put the stem on my apple." I got predicate logic she was ACTUALLY SAYING: she tortured my brain so much it went into the brain stem. She was inflicting bad mental health my entire life. The torture may even lead to brain cancer. Dr Garrett's email (01/11/2021): "Good catch You identified the predicate logic." My email (04/29/2024): Although we said over three years ago the "brain stem" comment my mother made was predicate logic - not her saying how she traumatized me to my core. I"
Reddit Link 2024-07-23T15:23Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Brain Stem January [----] April [----] (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-23T15:24Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Mike Tyson Brock Lesnar Badass (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-24T15:25Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Happy Birthday (Song) (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-24T17:41Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Energy Drink Coffee Tea Sleepy Sleep (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-24T17:53Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Joker [--] Lady Gaga Movie Star (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-25T13:36Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Though it's only a "suspicion" (delusion) - I see what you did there. I used to get a suspicion Dale was on America's Most Wanted. But it's not true I'm just a man with a wild imagination. Do people resemble each other Yes. I also resemble Syd Barrett. That doesn't mean he's my biological father. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-26T13:56Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Last Session Predicate Logic Foster Dr. Garrett said: "Can you meet on Monday at [--] pm for our last session Over the weekend I will send you my summary of our work and the things you need to do to foster your recovery." While I CAN meet Monday at [--] for the last session - is there a reason for it Or should we just wish each other the best of luck in our future endeavors WITHOUT MEETING Why bother having the appointment right I look forward to the summary of our work - I love the emails you send. Lastly you said you'll mention things I need to do to "foster" my recovery. I got predicate logic"
Reddit Link 2024-07-26T13:58Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"The Truth I said: "Is the truth as bad as I'm imagining it to be. Someone TELL ME THE TRUTH" Dr. Garrett said: "Andrew Your family me Dr Coplan have told you the truth many times but you decline to believe the truth. What is the point of asking again and again if you don't believe what people say. The only "truth" that you want to hear is a confirmation of your dellusioal daydreams. In some of your emails you say that people fear that you won't be able to handle the "truth" prompting an outburst of rage. It is the case that you are having trouble handling the truth but it is not the "truth""
Reddit Link 2024-07-26T21:25Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Leah Rowlands Killer So I'm going to describe to you a SUSPICION that I have. I suspect Dale my stepfather is Leah Rowlands Killer from America's Most Wanted because he looks like the surveillance video of her killer. Obviously I've looked at photographs of my stepfather circa [----] - and I say to myself he looks a lot like Leah Rowlands Killer. This convenience store shooting took place in [----]. I haven't really thought about it in quite some time. Yesterday my father took a photograph of me in a similar pose to Leah Rowlands Killer. I said to my father: "I see what you did there." You were"
Reddit Link 2024-07-27T03:50Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"TELL ME THE TRUTH Enough. Someone tell me the truth Do you know why they didn't make The Incredible Hulk [--] THIS IS THE REASON. This is the real Joker [--] - Folie Deux (2024). Actually it's so much more than a sensationalistic superhero movie. It's more like The Beatles - Abbey Road. Actually ixnay on that reference. It's like Pink Floyd - Dark Side Of The Moon. No it's even greater than a cheesy rock album. I'm like Vincent van Gogh. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-27T15:28Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Shanay And College My mother said: "I guess the [-----] for your college is as fake Keep staying in delusional land you ll have one way ticket. You do this only you" I asked: "How much did you give to Shanay (my stepsister) for college" My mother said: "Zero. She is still in college because military only way she could afford to go. Her mom spent her money on herself." I asked: "So you didn't pay for her to go to college in England" My mother said: "Not talking anymore. Go ahead load up on caffeine give yourself heart problems chase friends away and family and end yourself up in hospital all"
Reddit Link 2024-07-27T15:29Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"I Never Promised You a Rose Garden Joanne Greenberg Perry Saturn Joe Biden Syd Barrett (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-28T12:22Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Anne Frank (May [--] 2024) Anne Frank (May [--] 2024) My emails (May [--] 2024) When my mother called me "Anne" - short for Andrew - she was really calling me Anne Frank - wasn't she Although I'm aware what I lived through pales in comparison to the Holocaust. However it's not predicate logic and ideas of reference. She knew exactly what she was saying. She was making an Anne Frank joke about the suffering I was living through Even if my mom was calling me Anne Frank the name of Otto Greenberg (Green Bunny) comes from Otto Warmbier. So don't think too much about it. It's an insensitive joke"
Reddit Link 2024-07-28T12:29Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"I'm So Bored (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-28T15:42Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Nirvana - You Know You're Right (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-28T15:47Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Pharmacological Abuse Did my parents conspire into pharmacologically abusing me It's obvious that they did. I protest that they TELL ME THE TRUTH. They say it's an emotional tsunami. They have told me the truth. I just don't believe it. It's obvious they conspired gaslit and pharmacologically abused me - JUST ADMIT IT PLEASE. Can someone tell me the truth They're CLEARLY LYING. Maybe next time think before gaslighting a vulnerable mental patient. I think they anticipated I'd be over it by now and it'd be funny. Instead I had a mental breakdown two psychiatric hospitalizations and suicide"
Reddit Link 2024-07-28T17:52Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"You're Keeping A Secret (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-28T18:57Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Famous Somebody asked me: do you really want to be famous Yes I'd love to be a rich and famous movie star. Who wouldn't The money and independencecertainlywould solve a lot of my problems too. Picture going from nobody caring if I exist unloved and if I died. to being as famous as "The Beatles." I don't know what fame is like - but I'm ASSUMING it'd probably end like Kurt Cobain of Nirvana. I wouldn't trust anyone and wouldn't think anyone genuinely liked me. Right now I'm kind of like Joanne Greenberg from I Never Promised You A Rose Garden. I feel unloved by everyone. I'm living in a"
Reddit Link 2024-07-28T21:06Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Katy Perry - Roar (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-29T08:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"finishing up our work finishing up our work Dr. Garrett said: "Andrew As we are finishing up I wanted to leave you with a brief summary of our work that I hope might be helpful to you moving forward. The bullies who attacked you when you were younger did have the sadistic intent to cause you psychological harm. Thats what bullies do. The situation with the bullies left you feeling unsafe convinced that the world is a dangerous place which made it difficult to develop your social skills as you might have had the bullying not occurred. It is true that the bullies took pleasure in your"
Reddit Link 2024-07-29T10:33Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"You're Keeping A Secret (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-29T11:03Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"comedy open mic (December [--] 2023) comedy open mic (December [--] 2023) My email (December [--] 2023): The comedy open mic was fun yesterday. It was a really good night. I think my performance went well. People told me they liked it. It was a hot night because of the holiday. A big crowd. I would've loved for it to have been recorded. But it wasn't. It's too bad. I'd love to be in a sitcom or movie. But for now meeting friends recovering and having fun are what I'm focusing on. When money gets involved often it becomes more competitive and a lot of the fun is lost. It's ok to make jokes at my"
Reddit Link 2024-07-29T15:59Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Intervention Social Media Addiction (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-29T16:27Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"A Slave Circa [----] did my mother make me work like a slave at the supermarket famous Dave's and so on She says I used that money to buy my car. but she used to take my money from me after I worked. She used to take my paycheck from me and claimed we were "saving it." Were you sending that money to Shanay Were you making me a "slave" Catch it check it change it. Correct My mother was likely sending my labor money to Shanay. She should be in prison for conducting slavery. All kidding aside. And she was probably secretly hoping I died too While I was working like a slave at my labor job solitary"
Reddit Link 2024-07-30T01:40Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Hot Women Self-Conscious (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-30T15:02Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"You're Keeping A Secret (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-30T15:22Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Clothes You Wear (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-31T14:31Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"My Mother Tortured Me Let's call a spade a spade - my mother is a sexual sadist who tortured me with PREMEDITATED INTENT AND YOU KNOW IT. Can someone tell me the truth Was Mom prostituting me out and getting pleasure from my suffering Catch it check it change it. My mother loves me Catch it. Think of how farfetched it would be for my mom to turn me into a literal prostitute. It doesn't make any sense. It's just a suspicion I'm coming to a feeling of conviction is true - and who "paid for me" If I was a prostitute - I never saw any of the money - I suspect my mother did. But she didn't either."
Reddit Link 2024-07-31T17:21Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Rollins Band - Liar (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-31T17:54Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Lady Gaga Bad Romance A Slave My Mother Tortured Me (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-31T22:43Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here (07 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-07-31T23:06Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"What Are You Going To Serve With The Meat (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-02T10:17Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Little Lamb (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-02T19:26Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"I'll Never Be Happy and All Alone (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-03T05:23Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Daddy Love Me (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-03T10:56Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Did Anybody Genuinely Like Me Did anybody genuinely like me Or were my parents friends and so on crucifying me Basically nobody cared about me. At home for so many years I had no friends. I sat in a chaotic home environment with my parents always yelling. The only fun I had was the Dr. Garrett sessions once a week and getting Buffalo Wild Wings with The Swell Boys. I'm beginning to realize The Swell Boys were associating with rich and famous people. They were having the times of their lives. And they got Buffalo Wild Wings with me almost as a "fuck you we're eating trash food." They didn't"
Reddit Link 2024-08-03T13:17Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Psychotic Break Social Media Content (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-03T14:04Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Meat I'm A Winner (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-03T14:17Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Meat I'm A Winner I am nothing more than a piece of meat an object something to be dehumanized objectified bullied tarred and feathered. I am nothing more than a buffoonish laughingstock. But seriously stop giving myself that negative self-talk. That's what everybody has been telling me for my whole life. Everybody has been telling me what a loser I am that I'm a manchild a zero a nothing an insect. Start talking to myself like I'm a winner. Start telling myself "Andrew you're a cool warrior dude a badass you're going to be successful." Stop berating myself and telling myself how pathetic and"
Reddit Link 2024-08-03T14:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"I'm So Sad I'm coming to a realization everyone had nefarious intentions when it came to me. Literally everyone. Everyone was two-faced in some way. Nobody genuinely liked me. Even the people after years of suffering who I opened up to were keeping secrets from and betrayed me. Basically I'm just so sad. I'm sad to discover no one liked me. Everybody hurt me. Everybody betrayed me. I had no genuine friends. I'm just so sad to learn this. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-03T19:22Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Lady Gaga - Bad Romance Was Lady Gaga's Bad Romance music video a reference to me Let's call a spade a spade it CLEARLY WAS. They were torturing me turning my into a "slave" "prostitute' a piece of meat were pharmacologically abusing me. It's not an ideas of reference delusion. It's like a human sacrifice. They'll deny what they did to me was premeditated. They are referencing through hyperbole that it was PREMEDITATED. I was tortured. I SUSPECT Shanay knows Lady Gaga and they conspired into torturing me. Just tell me the truth. Enough with the Owen Hart "it was an accident" nonsense. It was"
Reddit Link 2024-08-04T13:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Lady Gaga - Bad Romance (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-04T13:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"They Don't Care About Me They've Created A Narrative I'm A Bad Person They Don't Care About Me: I SUSPECT there were a group of gang stalkers who didn't like me and they conspired into hurting me. They wanted to metaphorically kick me in the you know what. They wanted to torture me - they premeditatedly tortured me. They conspired. They teamed up. By making these videos - I'm looking for an apology. I'm looking for a confession. I'm looking for these people to say: "I'm sorry for what we've done." However they're not going to. The people involved are my parents family doctors and so on."
Reddit Link 2024-08-04T18:59Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"WWE WrestleMania (Defeating My Friend) (June [--] 2020) WWE WrestleMania (Defeating My Friend) (June [--] 2020): My Email: Tue Jun [--] [----] 2:31 PM Because I was severely bullied I had no friends in my early 20's. I hated my life so much. I was full of ANGER and FRUSTRATION. I thought no one understood. Unfortunately the people who hurt me were long gone. But there was a friend who tried to help me through text. Though we shared some laughs. I'm like a professional wrestler who used a SADISTIC submission maneuver which is called GUILT. Instead of defeating people through pinfall I TRIED TO MAKE THEM"
Reddit Link 2024-08-04T19:15Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"WWE WrestleMania (Defeating My Friend) (June [--] 2020) (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-04T19:18Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Betrayal I heard a quote that said "it's not the stab in the back that hurts you. It's when you turn around and see who's holding the knife." Though I was really hurt by the stab in the back. The betrayal from people who I THOUGHT loved me is the worst part. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-05T10:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Bullying Posts (February [--] 2021) Bullying Posts (February [--] 2021) My Email: Fri Feb [--] [----] 9:57 AM Post 01: At Starbucks I noticed my cup was filled with Nitro Cold Brew then poured out then when I arrived they refilled it (probably for freshness). This triggered me that I was being poisoned by the baristas. It's fear of bullies and contamination. They don't care that much about me. Post 02: I'm hyper focused on bullies contaminating me. After receiving my coffee then leaving Starbucks a barista walked out of the bathroom and said "hi Andrew." He's a friendly kid who probably likes me and"
Reddit Link 2024-08-05T11:32Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Pharmacologically Abused Tortured Me They say I need the mega regimen of psychiatric medications. They say I need the medications that I took. Can someone tell me the truth I was PHARMACOLOGICALLY ABUSED correct It was not not my choice to take the medications right It's pretty obvious to me I was forced by my parents - and the doctors were prescribing the medications. To me it seems as though I was PHARMACOLOGICALLY ABUSED. My mother would gaslight me. She'd make me out to be the craziest of crazy. My psychopharmacologist said he never had nefarious intentions and I needed the medications. I"
Reddit Link 2024-08-05T14:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Betrayal I saw a quote and it hits hard it says: "it's not the stab in the back that hurts you. It's when you turn around and you see who's holding the knife." Though I was really hurt by the stab in the back. It gave me a big gigantic wound. It hurt me to my core and nearly killed me. The betrayal from people who I THOUGHT loved me is the worst part. I think getting betrayed especially from people I trusted was more devastating than getting stabbed in the back. It was soul-crushing. It was heartbreaking. It was a psychological wound I may never get over. AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-05T14:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"They're Gaslighting Me I saw a quote that said "you're not hard to deal with. You're just not easy to fool." There's obviously nefarious hidden realities and these people want to gaslight me into not realizing that they're lying. These people want to gaslight me into being naive. I'm like: Admit the truth. You're obviously lying. You're obviously gaslighting me. Then they victim-blame me. Then they make me out to be the problem. Then They point their finger at me and yell at me. I'm like: You're lying though. You're gaslighting. Tell me the truth. They act like I'm hard to deal with. The"
Reddit Link 2024-08-05T15:10Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"My Dentist Was Arrested (February 2022) My Dentist Was Arrested (February 2022) My Email: Thu Feb [--] [----] 7:34 PM My mother told me my dentist who I only went to once about a year ago was arrested for weapons charges and might face serious jail time. He's older and his freedom and life as he knows it might be over. It's very scary and I wish she never told me because it triggered contamination fears. Do you think I'm at risk for having used him Do you think he'd intentionally infect me with HIV She says it's nothing to worry about. I guess she's right. What would his motivation be to murder"
Reddit Link 2024-08-05T15:21Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Car HIV - Hot Dog Bun HIV Madness (August 2020) (September 2020) Car HIV - Hot Dog Bun HIV Madness (August 2020) (September [----] Car My Email: Wed Aug [--] [----] 1:10 PM My tire has low air pressure AGAIN. The guy who is driving and working on my car is sleazy sweaty and wearing disgusting clothes. I'll be driving the car immediately after he worked on it. Can I get HIV from sweat and grime Dr. Garrett's Reply: Wed Aug [--] [----] 3:26 PM No you can't get HIV that way. My Email: Thu Aug [--] [----] 6:54 PM Want to"
Reddit Link 2024-08-05T15:43Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Car HIV - Hot Dog Bun HIV Madness (August 2020) (September 2020) (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-05T15:46Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"I Never Promised You A Troll Garden (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-05T19:55Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Adolf Hitler - put me in the oven (November 2020) Adolf Hitler - put me in the oven My Email: Wed Nov [--] [----] 7:55 PM Yesterday my mother said shell put my pizza in the microwave for a little extra crunch. On the surface that might seem like an innocent comment but I know she was comparing herself to Adolf Hitler. She was saying she put me in the oven. I was tortured by my parents. They wear the innocent Jesus Christ mask but theyre sadistically torturing me. I ferociously want to scream and my mom is patient peaceful calm it makes me look not credible. My Email: Wed Nov [--] [----] 8:37 PM The"
Reddit Link 2024-08-06T11:32Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Scrotumless Man (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-06T14:40Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Mature Man (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-06T14:45Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Gym Unpleasantness (June [----] July 2017) (08 [--] 2024) Gym Unpleasantness (June [----] July 2017) My Email: Sat Jun [--] [----] 1:00 PM I like to workout with no one around me. But the gym was crowded this morning. Since every other treadmill was taken I was sandwiched between two men. The guy to my left kept sniffling and coughing. He seemed sick. The guy to my right was sprinting. I felt like his sweat was getting in my eyes on my skin. In the bathroom I could pretty much taste the foul odor. Thats how strong it was Can I acquire"
Reddit Link 2024-08-06T15:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Sword of Damocles Damage Train Station Starbucks (June 2017) Sword of Damocles My Email: Wed Jun [--] [----] 11:57 AM I feel like the Sword of Damocles is hanging over my head. No matter how good life gets I feel there is always impending doom "hanging above me". Although the psych meds keep me well I feel I'm going to get brain cancer from them. I've been exercising in the sun for years I fear skin cancer will kill me. Although Cabergoline helps with sexual function I fear prostate / testicular cancer. Even my delusions follow suit thinking I acquired HIV/AIDS from sexual abuse. Or that I'm"
Reddit Link 2024-08-06T15:50Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Sword of Damocles Damage Train Station Starbucks (June 2017) (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-06T15:53Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"They Did It Can somebody tell me the truth There's obviously a hidden reality about the pharmacological abuse. They did it to me with NEFARIOUS PREMEDITATED INTENT. But they'll never confess it because they're cowards CAN SOMEONE TELL ME THE FUCKING TRUTH PLEASE Enough with the lies deception and gaslighting. My parents family and others conspired into pharmacologically abusing me. It's clear as day. They just refuse to admit it. They did it to me. In their minds they were giving me a "receipt" for something. I guess they were saying to themselves: "revenge is a dish best served cold." They"
Reddit Link 2024-08-06T16:05Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Andrew Ship (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-06T18:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Sun (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-06T18:54Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Friend Like A Psychologist I havent seen him in years. But back in the day I had a friend who I viewed as a psychologist - Ed. I told him literally anything and everything and in many ways I was more comfortable talking to him than my actual psychologist at the time. I once told my mom we should pay Ed instead of my actual psychologist I was serious and my mom obviously said no. Looking back on my comment she was right. Though Ed used to try to help me. Hes not a trained medical professional and doesnt have a psychology degree. I think his intentions were good. He was trying to give good"
Reddit Link 2024-08-07T12:11Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Intergender Wrestling They said I had an erection during intergender wrestling. I don't recall it. It's like I'm being gaslit into believing i had one. Basically why are we taking the false accusing liars word as fact I have a proven track record of honesty and transparency Maybe it's an idea of reference delusion because I was getting a suspicion Lady Gaga was telling me the reason I lived in a trailer park is because I had an erection (via Instagram) - which I don't recall getting. Lady Gaga doesn't even know who I am. Basically I bullied her - which was getting done more severely to me at"
Reddit Link 2024-08-07T15:07Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Rollins Band - Liar (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-07T16:07Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Pizza Delivery Boy (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-07T17:09Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Tortured Me My parents clearly tortured me pharmacologically abused and were getting pleasure from my suffering. Frankly I feel there should be an FBI investigation a supreme court case then my parents should get locked in prison for the remainder of their lives for torture. But it's a pipe dream. If you could lock your parents in jail for abuse - the courts would be filled with people attempting to do just that. Accept I had horrible parents. It is what it is. The best revenge is success and happiness. Basically even if I called the FBI/police they'd laugh and consider me delusional and"
Reddit Link 2024-08-08T08:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"I'm So Sad (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-08T21:33Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Prostitute They're letting me know a woman I went to college with was a [--] year old prostitute back in [----] - and in [----] I was a [--] year old. She was broken and sick in the head then she met me. and I was a clueless man-child. But in her eyes a light shined. She became OBSESSED with me ever since. Basically my soulmate is a former prostitute. After meeting me she cleaned up her act. She devoted her life to trying to find true love with me. Basically she's done so much for me. And everything - it's not a coincidence. Basically the person who is obsessed with me is a former prostitute. I need"
Reddit Link 2024-08-09T12:09Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Dad Silly Man-Child Why doesn't my Dad grow the fuck up He acts like a silly man-child. He's never serious. He laughs at things that aren't funny. It's like: be a man. Then he asks: "what's the matter You're not laughing." It's because you're acting like a child. I guess he's trying to make me laugh. But sometimes I'm in a serious mood. It's no laughing matter. And he's making juvenile jokes. It's like: SHUT THE HELL UP. Sometimes I feel like my father isn't even trying. He's bullying me through his comedy. Then he asks: "what's the matter You're not laughing" I want to say: "shut up. Just"
Reddit Link 2024-08-09T17:04Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Dad Silly Man-Child (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-09T17:08Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"ADIDAS Jacket Cool Cow (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-09T17:26Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"HIV (2020 2021) SERIOUS QUESTION: HIV (Cracked Phone) My Email: Wed Sep [--] [----] 6:39 PM I dropped my phone where a lot of people walk at the beach it cracked when I picked it up I gave myself a splinter from the glass it was a small cut but I started to bleed. Do I have to worry about HIV or anything like that It's unpleasant but I shouldn't catastrophize. Dr. Garrett Reply: Wed Sep [--] [----] 7:08 PM HIV does not survive in beach sand. It needs to be inside a human body to survive. Think of the virus as being like a fish that cannot survive out of water. HIV cannot survive on beach sand. It is"
Reddit Link 2024-08-09T20:30Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"I Look Crazy My Torturers Don't I'm [--] years old and I sat in solitude for most of my life involuntarily celibate not having much fun. Sadly my life has been years of unimaginable pain and suffering. There are people who tortured me and probably are in families work good jobs went on beautiful vacations. They probably don't appear "crazy" like me. They look like lucid upstanding citizens in comparison. If I brought my tortures into a courthouse and tried to blame them for what they did to me - I look mentally ill and not credible. I appear "unwell". That doesn't change the fact I think my"
Reddit Link 2024-08-09T20:47Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"ADIDAS Jacket Cool Cow (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-10T11:23Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Beer Is Good For The Hair (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-11T10:37Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Kevin Sullivan Chris Benoit I asked my friends and family: "Why is the WWE remembering the triple murderer Kevin Sullivan But seriously Chris Benoit stole his chick had a kid then murdered them both in a double murder suicide. It wasn't Kevin Sullivan. Isn't tasteless comedy hilarious Hahaha. I'm obviously being sarcastic." I know there's some people on TikTok who go "it's just a little bit funny." But realistically tasteless humor is not funny. Chris Benoit killed an innocent woman and child. It's not funny. Some people have alleged there's a metaphorical double meaning here. It's not"
Reddit Link 2024-08-11T13:41Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Kevin Sullivan Chris Benoit (08 [--] 2024) AndrewKoloski AndrewKoloski"
Reddit Link 2024-08-11T13:45Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
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