#  @ICost7Cents ICost7Cents ICost7Cents posts on Reddit about lumi, i dont, back to, art the most. They currently have [------] followers and [---] posts still getting attention that total [---] engagements in the last [--] hours. ### Engagements: [---] [#](/creator/reddit::t2_16nfx6wwuj/interactions)  - [--] Week [-----] -13% - [--] Month [------] +55% - [--] Months [-------] +1,964% - [--] Year [-------] +11,236% ### Mentions: [--] [#](/creator/reddit::t2_16nfx6wwuj/posts_active)  - [--] Months [---] +241% - [--] Year [---] +773% ### Followers: [------] [#](/creator/reddit::t2_16nfx6wwuj/followers)  - [--] Months [------] +642% - [--] Year [------] +7,911% ### CreatorRank: [---------] [#](/creator/reddit::t2_16nfx6wwuj/influencer_rank)  ### Social Influence **Social category influence** [finance](/list/finance) [nfts](/list/nfts) [gaming](/list/gaming) **Social topic influence** [lumi](/topic/lumi), [i dont](/topic/i-dont), [back to](/topic/back-to), [art](/topic/art), [doodles](/topic/doodles), [has been](/topic/has-been), [chainsaw](/topic/chainsaw), [angelos](/topic/angelos), [nintendo](/topic/nintendo), [$7974t](/topic/$7974t) **Top assets mentioned** [Doodles (doodles)](/topic/doodles) ### Top Social Posts Top posts by engagements in the last [--] hours "Izuru kamukura ultimate gamer real danganronpa danganronpa" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1f08z4j) 2024-08-24T16:12Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "generally doing bad ive had eczema for years. since i was [--]. it got really bad and now its starting to get better but since im kind of pale i have big dark patches of scars all over my skin. my parents always tell me i look like my skin is rotting. every day now i have to drink chinese medicine twice a day. and now im starting to have problems with hearing and my eye floaters (i got hit in the eye when i was younger) are getting worse and i have exams in the coming weeks. also most eczema scars are on very visible parts of my body. i have a patch on the back of my hand and it looks terrible." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1fcfrtb) 2024-09-09T03:08Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "my scars will not fade. i have wasted my one chance at life. i look down at my arms and legs there are scars everywhere. i will reopen them. i dont want to get better anymore. i want to dig a hole in the ground and rest there. i want to bury my face in a pile of dry flammable leaves. i want to feel the cracked broken skin of my legs. i want to taste the gross smelling liquid in my infected wounds. i want to slam my body against a rock until im covered in super cute bruises. venting venting" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1fl3966) 2024-09-20T03:53Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "eating makes me want to cry removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1fn8a87) 2024-09-23T00:45Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "cant stop thinking abiut food i literally have been thinking about food even though ive been having exams this week during the exams i was so hungry i literally cant concentrate on anything. even after eating i cant stop thinking about food. even when im full i want to eat but then i feel grossed out when i actually do try to eat more and stop. im 44kg and i thought it was fine because i was just slightly below normal range. im really annoyed by this. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1fu9zvx) 2024-10-02T06:45Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "im way too proud of having an ed im so disgusting and arrogant. i secretly love when people tell me i have to eat more because it makes me feel like they actuallycare about me. the only thing holding me together is onowing theyre just trying to make me feel better. becuse i know im so ugly they couodnt really ever like me. im the most selfish person i know. i wouldnt sttop this even if my parents tried to stop me. i know they wont. i can only hope that i can recover one day even if it seems like a bleak future. i know i probably wont though. but theres always a bright light shining at the end" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1fvwszs) 2024-10-04T11:24Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "will eating junk food once bring back the junk food craving hi i was wondering this because i have nothing left in the fridge but [--] pieces of macdonalds nuggests left. i dont feel hungry but i dont want to waste it. for context yesterday i went to sleep at 3pm because i wanted to skip dinner and my parents came home and since i was asleep they went to eat and they bought macdonalds nuggets back for me last night. i said i didnt want to eat it assuming they would just eat it themselves. but they put it in the fridge and told me to eat it today. im not sure if i want to eat it. but today i had" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1fynj3l) 2024-10-08T00:48Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "i panic whenever anyone looks at me removed BodyDysmorphia BodyDysmorphia" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1fytf0b) 2024-10-08T06:30Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "no motivation to eat ive been eating downwards of [---] cal a day because i have no motivation to eat or feel hungry. should i force myself to eat EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1g0bmu9) 2024-10-10T05:20Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "hey guys i got the (thankfully not permanent) marker doodles off my face how do i look now DanganronpaTheRP DanganronpaTheRP" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1g13yuf) 2024-10-11T07:03Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "low blood sugar but scared to eat removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1g5fwgz) 2024-10-17T01:48Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "im so cold rn removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1g5k1pf) 2024-10-17T05:50Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "anorexic placed in inpatient and realised some things hey guys i am a teenager i was hospitalised [--] days ago as i have lost 20kg in around [--] months from a bmi of around [--] or [--] to [--]. i have tried very hard to be positive about it but i just hate myself a lot more than before now. they just make me eat around [----] calories a day and ive gained 2kg in less than a week i inow its probably not all actual fat but its just very upsetting to me. they make me eat within [--] minutes for a meal and [--] minutes for a snack. its very stressful to me because swallowing chunks of unchewed food is very" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1i082ar) 2025-01-13T06:39Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "in hospital. very anxious long story short a school teacher told my parents to bring me to hospital a week ago. i had a bmi of [--] but theyve been making me eat so much ive gained 2kg. its such a nightmare if im being honest. ive been trying to stay positive. ive been polite to the nurses and doctors and tried to convince myself im recovering. ive eaten all ive been given. but every day my stomach hurts like hell and i want to throw up so bad. im si scared of the medical staff. im supposed to eat [--] meals and [--] snacks but theyve not even been giving me the food on time theyve been cramming the" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1i0bsr6) 2025-01-13T11:20Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "im so hungry constantly after just a little over a week of inpatient recovery and being let out its been around [--] weeks. ive been trying to get back into just eating normally instead of huge meals like in inpatient and im eating at maintenance of around [----] calories because im honestly not ready to recover. besides it was just weight restoration not recovery. i hate my body now even more than i did before lol. but im super hungry even [--] hours after ive just finished eating. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1igd2w5) 2025-02-03T01:09Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "tried to explain my perspective to my mom but ended up getting yelled at yesterday i went out with my mom to buy groceries and i was a little upset because she was talking about how i have to gain weight (over 2kg) before my next doctor appointment which is in less than a week. i told her it was really stressful as ive already gone from 37.7kg to 39.5kg since january when i was put in ip for a short while. and gaining so fast makes me want to just restrict more in secret. i told her i didnt really think i agreed with the doctors approach and that i would try to gain a little but i wouldnt" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ihx90y) 2025-02-05T00:32Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "cereal UGH i want to get the waffle crisp cereal thingys so bad since they look so cute and yummy but im too scared to eat cereal that isnt individually packaged like the back to school ones i always get at the supermarket in those tiny packs because im too scared to portion food out myself and always end up like halving the portion but logging it as full size and im paranoid as hell but i want them so so bad idk what to do 😭 and ive never tried cinnamon toast crunch but i love cinnamon and i wanna try it so bad silly stuff like this motivate me to recover a little lol but its a struggle 😔" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ihyhll) 2025-02-05T01:31Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "I thought i farted I shit my pants badtwosentencehorrors badtwosentencehorrors" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1iimykv) 2025-02-05T22:33Z [---] followers, [---] engagements "its kind of funny how insensitive some therapists can be like why would you tell someone with a restrictive eating disorder that they would look better bigger. and why does the therapist think threatening me is going to fix me. i have honestly never been able to trust mental health professionals and seriously doubt that being educated on these matters and being actually good t dealing with them are even close to the same thing. shes basically done nothing but make me extremely paranoid. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1iipvri) 2025-02-06T00:44Z [----] followers, [---] engagements "Why am i not gaining Hi guys i am going for my weigh in in [--] days and i was 39.6kg and im supposed to be 43kg so i atet 1000kcal over maintenance my maintenance is around only1500kcal as i am sedentary and short and biologically female but even though ive ate so much yesterday my weight today has not gone up at all even though i havent pooped it out yet (awkward sentence to type out) and this is bad because around [--] days ago i was 39.6kg and ate 10000kcal in a single day and expected to be at least 40+kg by now but i dont know what went wrong i havent restricted because i have absolutely no" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ik9u8f) 2025-02-08T00:06Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "not sure if people are just telling me bs or if they mean it "your face is so bony" "your legs are like twigs" i genuinely dont see it like i grab myself sometimes to check and theres some fat there my thighs are pretty big too id say and my jawline is sharp but i dont see protruding bones so idk if this is just them bullshitting me so i "want to recover" or if they mean it i feel like im going insane may be an exaggeration but im in an almost constant state of confusion on whether im seeing things or if im right or if im just extremely delusional and seeing something no one else does atp." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ikd9gw) 2025-02-08T02:55Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "For how long do you need to keep returning to doctors for checkups before they decide you dont have to anymore Hi guys im just curious since ik some of yall have gone through fbt or some other kind of medical stuff and have to keep going for checkups weekly/monthly or whatever but how long does it take for them to stop calling you in for these Like when do you get to go back to not needing this anymore Do you need to be fully weight restored The doctor says she wants me to go back to being abovecmy original weight which means she basically wants me to be overweight but i think its" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ikdlnq) 2025-02-08T03:12Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "Hey can someone help me with an estimate of these tiramisu souffle pancakes Im gonna go try them later :) removed caloriecount caloriecount" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1il1j86) 2025-02-09T00:00Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "Hey can someone help me with an estimate of these tiramisu souffle pancakes Im gonna go try them later :) CalorieEstimates CalorieEstimates" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1il345b) 2025-02-09T01:19Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "Question about frequency of shits Hey guys i have a weigh in later and the doctor always presses down on my stomach to check if ive pooped yet (sorry really gross) but i literally dont even feel the need to Even though i ate a shit ton (lol) of food yesterday like actually measured [-----] calories just in advance for this (which i immediately regretted) why do i always not need to shit for like even [--] days after eating so much Its probably super unhealthy atp lmao EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ilrr6v) 2025-02-09T22:57Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "Are the calorie count labels on healthier choice food accurate Like the Ma mum store in kkh hospital they have labels saying how many calories or some others with healthier choice labels they write the calorie counts do you think it is accurate or at least within like 20% range of accuracy askSingapore askSingapore" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1im2bp8) 2025-02-10T09:33Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "Doctor keeps insisting i gain weight faster but Im literally in school over half the day ive gained 0.4kg in the past [--] weeks and am already super distressed but shes talking about how shes sending letters to my school so now i [--]. Can no longer use the stairs [--]. To be watched closely while eating [--]. No physical activity beyond walking into school out and to and from the canteen [--]. No participating in extracurricular activities Im kind of upset tbh. And she threatened to call authorities on my parents if i dont gain faster or something. Also she refuses to believe i have a nut allergy and" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1imk096) 2025-02-10T23:08Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "Working out in ed recovery Opinion on working out in recovery from an-r Recently ive decided to get back to exercising to gain some muscle mass because im weak as hell and i used to like exercising so i thought it was a good time to start but some people say working out is risky when you have an ed because its like a pipeline to becomig obsessed with exercise. But im not really doing much other than walking up and down stairs instead of taking the lift and pushups/squats in my free time (for like [--] to [--] minutes a day probably) . Is this a bad idea EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1inbv9a) 2025-02-11T22:47Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "my bone density test just made me relapse lol ok so last month the day i was leaving the hospital the doctors took me for a bone density test. i didnt know they would be taking other stuff too. but when i just got back the papers on tthe results yesterday i learnt that apparently in my age specific range 94% are fatter than me like idk why and i know this is unhealthy because i have sarcopenia and stuff but reading all that excited me so much that im basically now deeper in my ed than i was before hospitalisation. its weird to admti this but i want it to get bad again 😭 EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1iyif3o) 2025-02-26T07:52Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "introduction of myself hi guys you can call me caramel. i cant give my real name as it is uncommon and if my online activity is monitored at times and i do not want my account to be traced back to me. i live in southeast asia. i am a teenage girl. im not sure what else i can say about myself. but if i have to give a reason for being on this sub i just want to share my love for all my friends and my family and humans in general because im too scared to do it in real life. nice to meet you guys Obsessive_Love Obsessive_Love" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1iz5vxp) 2025-02-27T02:59Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "my forced "recovery" experience ip fbt removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j0qae8) 2025-03-01T03:33Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "i spend every day waiting for him to update his social media posts he doesnt do it often but its the closest i can get to him right now. he probably thinks im a stupid mentally ill ugly bitch. i want to see him again so bad but i feel like he thinks im a creep still. he recently complimented me on my drawings though so ive been very happy. i want to do better for him. hes like the light in my world. i will keep trying to live for him. i love him so so much even though i cant remember clearly what he looks like anymore. but he makes my heart go AAAAAAEHRHNTNUHFVNIHCDJIIJMEDJMIDSWJSIM" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j0yct5) 2025-03-01T12:26Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "im not recovering im just constantly scared lol im so scared ill get be sent back to hospital if i dont finish my food completely using all the condiments pretending i enjoyed it. i literally just threw up after eating dinner because it was so much. my stomach hurts so bad. i am not exaggerating when i say i actually almost passed out halfway through my meal lol. now im just lying on the floor of my room typing this out. my parents keep threatening to send me back to the hospital / beat me up again. this happens almost every day. im not against recovery but im starting to doubt ill ever get" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j0yqxd) 2025-03-01T12:49Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "really embarrassing stuff ive reflected on my habit of jorkin it daily while fantasizing about a guy who doesnt even like me back. most embarrassing shit ever 😭 but ill still do it because i love him so much hes the only good thing i believe in in this world. seeing him brings me so much hope it makes me so so excited its a euphoric feeling i feel like i lose control whenever i saw him everytime we met up i couldnt stop myself smiling hugging him tight i want to see him again i miss him but hell never love me back but when i feel hopeless and sad i remember that theres always a chance if i" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j1o9bi) 2025-03-02T10:49Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "i dont think ill ever love anyone else recently a guy i knew from school was talking to me for a while i was going on some silly rant about how cute my bunny was halfway through he pokes my cheek and says its not as cute as you though right i know that maybe this is a chance to finally be loved but i could only think about my crush whether maybe just maybe he thinks im cute as well if even some guy i wasnt close with thinks im attractive surely my closest friend would too it feels like im high when i imagine it :) Obsessive_Love Obsessive_Love" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j1rxja) 2025-03-02T14:23Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "how long on average are you on the waiting list ofr therapy for ok ill be honest im not that interested in therapy because i feel threatened whenever i have to speak to health professionals or whatever but ive been put on the waiting list anyways. how long did you guys take to actually. get started in therapy ive been waiting since january [--] or something i think. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j28yhc) 2025-03-03T03:02Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "question regarding gastroparesis hi guys this is just a quick question but i have gastroparesis and im pretty sure its common for people with eds so how do you guys manage it its gotten progressively worse for me at the start of recovery it was pretty ok i would just be bloated but id be fine after a few hours of eating (in hospital so i guess some factors are changed) but i just ate like [--] pieces of tteokbokki for lunch and i feel like throwing up because my stomach has been bloated since saturday and it has not gone down at all lol even touching my stomach hurts so bad 😭 my mom made me" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j2cfao) 2025-03-03T06:26Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "is jamf having problem for anyone else just curious but im literally on sch ipad rn typing this out jamf doesnt block any sites for me this happened recently i found out after getting redirected to an nsfw website while reading a comic online lol. i tried it with other sites too and it hasnt gotten fixed yet not complaining but find it very strange lol SGExams SGExams" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j30s7q) 2025-03-04T02:49Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "did anyone else just lose interest in food halfway during recovery i dont even feel hungry anymore but i still have to gain to a healthy weight so im trying to just drink milk and stuff because i dont feel like eating lol its a complete switch because back at the start when i was hospitalised i became super obsessed with food thought about it like every day every hour watching cooking videos for hours a day and always thinking of my next meal but like [--] or [--] days ago i just lost interest in food completely it just became more of an inconvenience and sitting down to eat feels like a chore i" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j3prsj) 2025-03-05T00:07Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "church dinner 😭 scared ill binge so theres a church dinner on my birthday. i think buffet style. i just jnow ill binge and i dont want to go but im from a religious family so i have no choice lol. if i dont go im wasting my parents money because they ALREADY BOUGHT THE TICKETS. IT WAS OVER A HUNDRED DOLLARS. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j4u0qk) 2025-03-06T12:08Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "realised how dumb i was i was working out and eating like 1800kcal a day and maintaining 46-47kg and im close to being back there and i realise how dumb it was to start restricting because i didnt even look fat back then but now i do because im skinny fat now. ugh. i regret it so much lol. trying to recover has been so catastrophic tbh. ive been eating so much random stuff and ended up sick because if im gonna gain weight im gonna enjoy it and try all the random stuff. but i feel like itll get better soon lol. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j5anip) 2025-03-07T00:27Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "can i be forced into inpatient if i gain to a healthy weight and maintain removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j6da0r) 2025-03-08T09:03Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "im finally at a healthy weight :) very happy now that i can just eat to maintenance instead of overeating everyday and now my parents arent so worried about me anymore and everyone treats me normally. im happy that im not making people uncomfortable when they look at me anymore. i never want that to happen again. ive decided to maintain my weight like this but instead of eating junk ill actually start trying to be healthier. one day i hope i can forget all this ever happened. i hope i can live normally without feeling envious of people smaller than me. i hope everything will be alright and i" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j74dd6) 2025-03-09T09:52Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "my teacher told my classmates about my ed. im a little upset. im currently in a barely underweight bmi [----]. i dont even look ill anymore but guess what my teacher told my classmates about my ed and apparently wants them to keep an eye on me. i know this because they admitted it to me themselves. i feel so embarrassed that im wasting these peoples time. theyre so nice and welcoming to me even though i barely know them but now i know its all just because theyre supposed to be monitoring me. im so sorry im such a burden. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1jaaimb) 2025-03-13T12:12Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "hate my teachers missed some school because i was forced to go hospital then teacher go tell my classmates why i was gone and to monitor me now they think i am some kind of mentally ill person. i am so angry because this should stay between me and people who actually need to know not the people i just small talk with every day everyone acts so nice but im quite sure it is like last year everyone makes fun of me and steals my things teachers always dont care until it becomes a big deal then they scold people but then those people continue doing this shit in secret out of revenge. back [--] years" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1jeseun) 2025-03-19T08:38Z [----] followers, [---] engagements "childhood story up to when i was [--] on the day of christmas i lived and was primarily taken care of by a family member who treated me like an animal. she would make me sit in a dark-ish room and eat lemons for her social media post shed lock me outside the house when i upset her she made me kneel in the floor in public to beg for her forgiveness when i tripped over my dress and fell in a public mall because i was an embarrassment. shed threaten daily to kill my parents if i didnt listen to her and sleep next to her every night. but shed also buy me expensive gifts and praise me shed bring me" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1jghu7a) 2025-03-21T14:16Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "me but like cuter i think Artisticallyill Artisticallyill" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1jhsbqx) 2025-03-23T05:36Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "my persona thing very human OriginalCharacter OriginalCharacter" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1jhsc6z) 2025-03-23T05:37Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "fat distribution ugh if my fat was more distributed to my boobs i wouldnt have such big thighs ive always been almost flat (you cant tell if i have boobs if i have a shirt on ahhh ) even at my hw my chest size has stayed the same from before all this until now lol. just kinda annoyed because my mom keeps going on about how ill definitely get a huge rack if i eat more even though her chest is only slightly bigger than mine lol. does fat distribution just not change EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1jhsjbn) 2025-03-23T05:51Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "forced therapy breakdown i guess ok im not against therapy this is just my experience lol no joke halfwaythrough while she was going on about fighting the voices and how the ed and you are completely different i told her i needed to pee and once i was out of the room i rushed to the toilet and started screaming and punching the walls because i was so upset i somehow managed to convince her im on the track to recovery even though ive gone back to being uw lol and i feel like [--] times more miserable than i was at the height of my ed. im just too scared to actually express my actual feelings" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1jid7m4) 2025-03-23T23:40Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "can i gain more emotional depth and consciousness of surroundings for many years ive always felt like this. it feels like im in a warm glass container and its hazy outside. i can see and things but it feels all foggy in my head. when i look at something beautiful i dont appreciate it. ive gone to so many places. ive gone to mountains and waterfalls and farms and all that but ive never actually enjoyed it more than oh this is kind of fun i guess. i dont care about these experiences or who i spent time with there. everything is so meaningless to me when im not in my own head. when im imagining" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1jigmlm) 2025-03-24T02:32Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "definitely a human 😭 they left right after saying this lol Humanornot Humanornot" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1jjgq2m) 2025-03-25T11:02Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "look guys a flamingo :) Field Field" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1jowj52) 2025-04-01T14:10Z [----] followers, [---] engagements "not sure when ill get period back not sure if this is even completely ed related anymore tell me if its not please ill delete this. ok so i havent had my period mostly since before i started having an ed lol. it actually stopped around my hw which was around bmi [--] i think. after that when i started exercising more and eating normal and nutritious stuff and eating like maybe 1600kcal which i think is pretty average i got it back brieflylike once or two months in a row actually at bmi [----] at this point i was actually planning to maintain but then i lost it again at bmi [----] around there and" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1k46776) 2025-04-21T05:41Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "lump at front part of lower leg bone hey guys i have this small lump at the front parto f the bone of the part of my leg below my kneecap like halfway down. its not noticeable but when i press it it hurts. otherwise theres no feeling. just curious what this could be. self self" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1k47urp) 2025-04-21T07:40Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "scared my eyelashes wont grow back my eyelashes are usually quite long. but ive been pulling my hair since around [--] years ago. and always my eyelashes and my eyebrows mostly sometimes my scalp too. my dad used to get so angry he would beat me and lock me out of my bedroom when i did this so i managed to stop for almost [--] months. but of course after that i did it again. it started again on and off but i would pull my hair out sometimes but itd grow back relatively quick. but i remember sometimes at night when i couldnt sleep id spend my time just pulling my hair and crying and i dont know what" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1kdibv1) 2025-05-03T02:20Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "maladaptive daydreaming i hate it for cntext as a child i used to get locked outside the house and stuff and beaten and force fed by my primary caretaker whenever she was mad at me and this was my coping mechanism i guess. it never stopped even years later i just spend every day in my own head nothing is enjoyable. i couldnt even enjoy my birthdays for all these years or going overseas with my parents and seeing so many amazign things i wasnt paying attention at all. i didnt even care because all i did was pretend i had a stupid little dreamland i could retreat to because everything was so" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1kftybm) 2025-05-06T02:34Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "revenge fantasies i have them every day. every day i dream that i will get revenge on or hurt people who have wronged me whether by berating them or physically harming them. it brings me great excitement and happiness at least for several minutes. everything feels foggy as i imagine them becoming a miserable pathetic mess with no confidence in their abilities whatsoever. how often if ever do you guys think aboutthings like this NPD NPD" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1krn4gp) 2025-05-21T02:34Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "i am obsessed with and exclusively wear childrens clothes removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ksn0f6) 2025-05-22T10:07Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "if i drop my food on the kitchen counter how much does it add removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1kxc549) 2025-05-28T08:46Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "getting used to a regular eating schedule so yeah im just so used to omad and treating it like a way to eat a huge amount of food without feeling guilty but i still do feel bad. and im getting busy so i cant always omad at dinner so im trying to eat more normally 1/3 in the morning 1/3 in the afternoon 1/3 at dinner so basically like [---] calories a meal so if anything happens that gets in the way of dinner i wont just not eat the whole day. its kind of uncomfortable but ive gotten through breakfast and lunch. i started doing this yesterday. even if what i ate isnt considered ideal i guess its" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1kzrdft) 2025-05-31T07:32Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "cutting back on safe foods proteim bars are so expensive lol. the boxes of [--] are like [--] dollars and i go through [--] a day. i have to stop this so im gonna try to just eat one a day and maybe actually eat more nutritious stuff instead of this. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1l1hvjk) 2025-06-02T13:21Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "my mom keeps making fun of me. i just have pretty muscular thighs 😐 i was just standing in the living room thinking of something and my mom just walks over and goes wow your legs are so fat you should exercise more like shut up my legs are literally half the size of yours youre overweight and say shit like its my genetics shut the fuck up you think youre so smart and try to put others down and make fun of people to feel better about yourself every day you are so fucking pathetic holy shit EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1l35x14) 2025-06-04T13:43Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "the paranoia is insane im apparently supposed to be in a tiny tiny deficit of 100kcal according to my calculations (🤓) but it feels like i ate more than that it says the prepackaged meal i ate for dinnerwas around 600kcal but im so scared its inaccurate lol what if im in a surplus rn i dont think i can sleep tonight EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1l3yrjh) 2025-06-05T13:08Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "trying to get mew but my friend bow and escape orb both got sticky because i stepped on a trap im at floor [--] is there a chance of finding cleanse orbs at this point 😭 edit: wait i finally saw mew at floor [--] in a monster house because it didnt spawn earlier and then i just used discharge and it died and decided to join my team i got a shiny ditto and mew from this run im so happy i didnt need the friend bow 😭 MysteryDungeon MysteryDungeon" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1l7o6on) 2025-06-10T02:59Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "why cant some owners keep hold of their dogs properly whenever im walking home i take this path near a park so i can get home fast but theres always so many people walking dogs. i usually dont mind but these people seriously dont care enough to restrain their dogs properly. yesterday i was walking home after buying groceries and this guy was walking his dog in the opposite direction as they approach suddenly the dog jumps at me and tries to bite at my pocket and the guy didnt even tell it to stop or pull it back until it already jumped. i got really shocked so i instantly started running off." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1l7u6jy) 2025-06-10T09:17Z [----] followers, [---] engagements "prank videos i will clarify that i am aware many prank videos are staged. but it still pisses me off especially those where people fake an injury and make other people worried. like pretending to fall and break your leg and causing people who are concerned to waste their time helping you just to several minutes later go HAHA YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE is so irritating. its not funny and these prankers just look like assholes. also the fact that some people can make money out of doing this stupid shit is so disappointing. PetPeeves PetPeeves" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1l8o0ui) 2025-06-11T09:13Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "cheesecake calories it says around [---] to [---] a slice which i think is very inaccurate. would it be more like 450-500 for a slice thanks caloriecount caloriecount" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1lc13bd) 2025-06-15T14:03Z [----] followers, [--] engagements "tricked myself into thinking im recovered when i got worse () living as normally as i can now its not just ill just keep eating at maintenance and try to be healthy while acknowledging im not mentally well its ill just try to live the natural skinny life and stay within a general low weight range lol i dont have a problem honestly it kind of works to reduce the food noise because in my mind im just following a routine- dont think about food excessively naturally skinny people tend to forget to eat and naturally skinny people just feel okay doing this and honestly im starting to feel okay too" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1lw6huo) 2025-07-10T07:20Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "why wont my weight stop decreasing consistently im trying to maintain removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1lyggin) 2025-07-13T01:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "want parents to stop pointing out that i look sick and disgusting. i know already. i live in this body. i dont want to hear that i look too skinny or that my eczema is disgusting and i look like a zombie that im disgusting for pulling out my hair that im a sinner ofr harming myself. i know. its painful and i feel it all the time. when i sit its painful. when i accidentally touch my arm or my fingers or my legs or turn my neck it starts to bleed again. when i wash the wounds it is so painful. there is pus and blood in my hair all the time. even now i feel it as i try to clean my hair. i shower" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1m76bhm) 2025-07-23T11:07Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "obsessed with baked oats its so simple and fast to make just oats an egg milk and whatever elsei. wanna throw in for different flavors. apples and cinnamon cherries chocolate chips and almonds bananas mixed into the oats matcha powder mixed into the oats with strawberries are m yfavorite ways to eat them.i love baked oats. and its also not a huge portion which is good because i eat too slow so its a quicj way to get full EatCheapAndHealthy EatCheapAndHealthy" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1m8so8t) 2025-07-25T07:17Z [--] followers, [----] engagements "excited to relapse i dont even care about being skinny anymore. in fact im quite numb to my body right now. i doubt id feel guilt overeating but ive been planning a relapse and started several days ago. i enjoy it actually. i like tracking my weight even though its meaningless to me now. i just like knowing its under my control and i know whats going to happen. this will definitely be bad because i just started exams. i just had [--] today. i just keep pulling this shit again and again. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1mbgsxr) 2025-07-28T13:54Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Disgusting Why dont you get your disgusting disease ridden feat off the damn bus seats Dont go outside if you are going to be so disgusting. always bus [--] and [--]. SingaporeRaw SingaporeRaw" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1mi2d3l) 2025-08-05T07:07Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "My scalp is always bleeding and smells so bad Im always using alcohol because the doctor tells me to to clean it and im showering [--] times everyday cleaning it as much as possible but i smell like blood all the time. My dad sat next to me yesterday and told me i smell "rotting and disgusting" and i feel so disgusted by myself. I am trying so hard not to scratch it but i keep doing it. My hair is usually fluffy but now its sticking together and i can smell it constantly. My mom tells me its because i have no willpower and im so weak thats why i have such bad eczema. And most of my body hurts" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1mn9qan) 2025-08-11T10:52Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "Tired of pretending i think itll all work out Ive given up on everything in life except my ed during my exams ive been just doodling on the papers im gonna lose my period again and ill have to stay back another year in school probably. But i dont care enough. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1mucaij) 2025-08-19T08:03Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Could they kill me i can elaborate on each brawler to prove its 100% accurate like top tier theyre all just too cute tbh i would let them beat me to death TierStars TierStars" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n2v5qf) 2025-08-29T02:08Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "Words to describe Angelo (Non-exhaustive) Words to describe angelo: Exquisite divine graceful alluring hauntingly stunning. But honestly no words can describe just how breathtakingly gorjus angelo is. When i look at them my heart skips a beat. I want their soft lips on my skin as they drink my blood. Their lush glossy hair is enchanting. I wish i could run my hands through it every day every night 24/7. Their skin looks so soft and smooth thinking about even touching it makes me feel undescribable things. Angelo. Please shoot me Angelo. Multiple times. No until you run out of those pointy" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n3m8mq) 2025-08-29T23:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Christmas incident [----] (family related) My grandmother was my primary caretaker until i was near [--]. At one point she pulled out a knife on christmas in [----] after me and my parents came back from one my dads brothers house to celebrate christmas together. This was how it went. When we came home me and my parents did the usual: showering changing into home clothes all that. And then i went to play with toy trains with my parents. I didnt pay attention but my dad halfway said he heard my grandmother yelling something angrily outside so he and my mom left to see. I just continued playing with" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n3mwkq) 2025-08-29T23:42Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "restriction feels like a rollercoaster im so fatigued hateful and disgusted by myself but then im suddenly so energetic and happy its exciting to restrict and see results. i cant stop because i always hated myself if i stop i hate myself. i have nothing to look forward to. i dont care about anything. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n3pjuj) 2025-08-30T01:50Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Draco appreciation Imagine his little twink mouth on your meat id roll d20 that tongue is definitely freaky af also his throat would be so tight and warm and his dragon could watch as i made out with draco. He might be the dungeon master but i'll make him my sex slave (IN DND). Its funny he rides a dragon but he'll be riding on my dick from now on. BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n4pbx4) 2025-08-31T08:20Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "it wont happen i wont find anything i really care for. i live for the sake of it. i wont have an ambition. i wont try. he wont love me back. i wont get out of bed unless my dad beats the shit out of me to. im so sorry to my parents. professional help didnt help me im too aggressive and i wont even try. they are tired of me. i am tired. im so tired but i cant sleep. i dont hate myself i simply dont care. all i want is attention actually. thats the one thing i love. thats why i do the things i do. i act up so people pay attention to me watch me and praise me. please praise me is on repeat in my" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n4uy63) 2025-08-31T13:38Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "When youre too used to being beat by your dad that you no longer fear it or care lol I literally just sat there and lowkey blocked everyrhing out while he was hitting me when everything cameback into focus i was alone in the living room my back and face are stinging he was just mad because im not on the grind or something anyways thatwas so anticlimactic boring hit me harder next time bbg it hurt more when i fell while getting off the bus Vent Vent" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n58irs) 2025-08-31T22:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "i lowkey want draco to top me unleash your inner dragon and pump your cum deep inside me draco oh god he is so hot when i see him stick out his tongue i cum a little i just KNOW hes a nasty freak lets play dungeons and dragons but you can stick the bad dragons up my ass in your sexy sex dungeon daddy draco BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n5fbq8) 2025-09-01T04:32Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "why i want chester to dominate me so we all know chester is kind of a wild guy but have you thought about what he could do with those gambling skills he could make you open his box and see whats inside whether it be spiders candy or his dick sticking through a hole in the bottom of the box. imagine if you guys were making out in a dark room he pushes you down on the bed and sticks something up your ass. then you feel something rubbing up against your own dick. but wait isnt his dick inside you what no silly thats all [--] of the bells he throws in his attack sequence shoved up your ass." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n5gp37) 2025-09-01T05:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "how fang gave me a foot fetish wait feet mentioned omg feet i wsnt to see fang using his toes to pick up popcorn toss it into the air and eat it i want to see his feet covered in butter from the popcorn i would lick his feet clean while he mocked me for being such a degenerate. anyways lets talk about fangs feet. fangs feet are very beautifully structured. they are pale smooth long and thin and i want them in my face. i bet he coud use those toes on my dick. i would bust so hard actually. and his voicelines dont even get me started. enough about you lets focus on me i love him. also youre so" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n64lwq) 2025-09-01T23:52Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "if you beat me i will beat back my mom was just going on about how i dont take care of myself said i should kill myself or whatever so i told her she was a piece of shit i know i should not have said that but she punched me in the eye and i punched her in the chest and we started fighting at literally 6:20am today. usually its my dad hitting me so this is new. i shouldnt have hit her because she is smaller and weaker than me but i was just angry because im already almost blind in my left eye she knows this. Vent Vent" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n65xzj) 2025-09-02T00:55Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "what do you think of draco putting his dragon up your ass (literally) do you think draco could inflate his toy dragon after stuffing it into your ass itd be like those inflatable toys and it is an irregular shape so itll hit all the spots in your ass. i think it would be fun. BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n69scl) 2025-09-02T04:07Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "twinkito and creature of the walls half assed doodle i cant be bothered to shade properly or anything so its lowkey ass shading im sorry babygirls BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n787xj) 2025-09-03T07:20Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "i love angelo please kiss me IM ***NOT*** FILLING THE BLANK SPACE BLEEHHHH 🤭🤭🤭🤭 brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n78b06) 2025-09-03T07:25Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "angelo i love angelo im so bored Brawlstars Brawlstars" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n78c7e) 2025-09-03T07:27Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "im sorry for making the wrong choices oh god im so sorry im a fucking idiot. i shouldve told you i liked you when i had the chance. you were just so kind to me since we were little kids. i still remember the first time i met you and i watched you play roblox on your dads phone while we ate noodles and then we went to buy some stupid pokemon blindboxes and i got electrivire which was the one i exactly didnt want. ever since that day ive been kinda obsessed with you. every time we met i couldnt help but laugh because your face just makes me so damn happy. i get so excited when i see you youre" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n83td4) 2025-09-04T07:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "i love how balanced brawl stars is and all the brawlers are at least usable https://preview.redd.it/0avf1pnaz4nf1.pngwidth=1327&format=png&auto=webp&s=c0123db27e843d9eb6ff8cf0ff4041f699ffbfb3 i got 3rd so it wasnt that bad but gotta love how kit is just dominating every server now Brawlstars Brawlstars" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n88016) 2025-09-04T11:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "i pull and eat my hair so i dont think about it i sit at my desk mindlessly pulling out and chewing on my hair for sometimes a few hours daily so i dont have to think about getting hit again molested again yelled at again locked outside again or publicly humiliated again. my head is bleeding and smells like blood obviously so my dad keeps making fun of me for it. i am so annoyed. Vent Vent" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n9oghi) 2025-09-06T02:46Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "He asked me do you want to eat chinese or western Westerners are generally taller so theres more meat to eat. (And by meat i mean their "meat" heh. a peek into my dark twisted mind) badtwosentencehorrors badtwosentencehorrors" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n9swvk) 2025-09-06T06:57Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "my friend said he was a march-ian before we fucked whatever that means omg he meant martian HELP (HE HAS AN ALIEN DICK) badtwosentencehorrors badtwosentencehorrors" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n9wkqj) 2025-09-06T10:52Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "all mosquitoes look like angelo to me now now i have a jar full of them i nut into every night and sometimes i try to perform a ritual and i put the jar at the middle of the summoning circle hoping that ill summon angelo from the depths of hell so we can make out BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nafxhb) 2025-09-07T00:57Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "time to grind leaderboard so i can be more sigma than the [--] year old kids on this game not grinding angelo yet because of the kits everywhere but i probably will later 🤤💅💚 edit: im 4th otis now :) (the little rectangle in top left is because im watching yt) https://preview.redd.it/eyldeta01qnf1.jpgwidth=2408&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=03e7434d4a1b30e356753aa2dd6b8f6147b4e96c BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nap0ul) 2025-09-07T09:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "thats interesting tom said but interesting was uninterestings twin and tom mixed them up so interesting killed tom necause he was angry badtwosentencehorrors badtwosentencehorrors" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nbjmpm) 2025-09-08T10:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "spent years of my life trying to avoid living god it hurts knowing i spent my childhood disassociating or trying to distract myself from life. even my happiest memories arent happy because i feel so indifferent towards them. i wish i could stop thinking and just not exist anymore. its painful to get out of bed everyday knowing by the end of it i will be crying over all the things i missed. im too lazy to change anything anyways. even now its pretty obvious what im doing: im lying against a wall in my room typing this out surrounded by piles of trash flies walking over me. i dont care" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ncdfkk) 2025-09-09T08:33Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "buster comforting you in the hospital after your mental illness almost kills you imagine it. him sitting in a chair by your bed as you cry resentful that he basically dragged you to hospital since you had almost died. your vitals are so poor that every night youd almost died in your sleep and buster was just so worried for you. he really loves you. god hed be such an amazing boyfriend. i wish he could be mine. even though youre a disgusting excuse for a human and a waste of life buster still loves and cares for you. youre not allowed to move around unsupervised so every evening when he comes" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nex9b5) 2025-09-12T08:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "mmm scholgrl anglo☺☺☺☺ im literallg beating mymeat BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nexjau) 2025-09-12T08:18Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "i love angelo brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nexjuf) 2025-09-12T08:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "octo fang but he has octopus parts think about it. god i want him to use his tentacles to hold me upside down in the alley behind the theatre and pump his fat slimy tentacles in and out of my ass then after that he fucks me upside down with his actual dick while making me lick his shoes clean then leaving me there when hes do BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ngnoli) 2025-09-14T10:20Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "chainsawbuster 🩷 ireally love chainsaw buster. its. a great skin ZazaGang ZazaGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nloho5) 2025-09-20T04:13Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "chainsaw buster :) i love him brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nlszfm) 2025-09-20T08:42Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "chensore buskerr fuck me gently with a chainsaw BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nlt0uj) 2025-09-20T08:45Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "chainsaw buster furious fang is his guardian angel 😊 Brawlstars Brawlstars" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nlt2pk) 2025-09-20T08:48Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "i think draco is taking over my life what should i do like literally ive had sleepless nights when i couldnt stop listening to A Draco Tale. when i hear it i get extremely excited and start making a grffffff hffff ffdff noise and my parents look at me weird. a while ago i was jerking at a fanart of draco naked shirtless buff and it was 3:30 a.m. on a tuesday. it was TODAY. the last time i played brawl stars i went on a rant about how cool draco was to my dad and he went what are you talking about. god how can anyone not see how sexy and perfect draco is i NEED his penis deep in my tight" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1no4hoz) 2025-09-23T01:28Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "so obsessed with attention god its kind of annoying being like this. i spend so much time and effort trying to fish for attention. im a theatre kid an artist and i play the guitar and piano well. in my pathetic mind this makes me worthy of at least some attention. and yes i do receive attention. but when i dont for literally just an hour i get so upset for no good reason. i cant stand not receiving constant praise and affection. i like being the protagonist in plays i like going to libraries for events and telling stories to kids i like drawing and posting it online. the attention makes me" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1no9aaf) 2025-09-23T05:41Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "my wife angelo do NOT ever try to make fun of my beloved wife EVER AGAIN. BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nogb8g) 2025-09-23T12:41Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "cant focus in class focuses on lumi i wish lumi would hold me in her strong muscular arms. i want to feel her cool chestplate against my weak frail body as she hugs me. i would do unspeakable things for a second of physicsl contact with lumi. she is so cool and every day i spend several hours scrolling for more content of her to consume. (in fact i am doing it in class right now.) shes as attractive as angelo which is a very hard thing to achieve as angelo is extremely sexy and we are sexing and i have sex with them). lumi please use my head as a drum i want you to smash your morningstars" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1np1k40) 2025-09-24T03:14Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "it eats away at my soul i am so tired of waking up and seeing myself in the mirror. i am stupid anorexic autistic why am i made to live like this all i wanted when i was young was to tell stories and sing and do cool nice stuff to make people happy. but my parents were never around and my grandmother physically hurt me often.i am so angry that it turned out like this. i still pretend that i am a very happy cheerful person i like making people happy because otherwise i am completely useless. i dont care about my future. i burn my legs with a hot metal because looking at myself makes me sick. i" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nq7pyc) 2025-09-25T14:06Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "if angelo pissed in my mouth - looking for advice so as the title suggests i want angelo to piss in my mouth. they are my wife and i have sex with them every day obviously. but one thing ive never done is get them to piss in my mouth. (i dont like sucking penises but i think angelos is ok.) but i have questions. [--]. would their piss have the same effect as their love arrows hwhy do their love arrows make people fall in love anyways do they piss on them [--]. would their piss taste like human piss (bad) [--]. do mosquitoes urinate BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nrlr0i) 2025-09-27T04:10Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "and he went back to sleep OC and so the cycle repeats u_ICost7Cents u_ICost7Cents" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nrr1lx) 2025-09-27T09:38Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Heres some angelo i drew because i like angelo Low effort because im supposed to be studying 😎 (im not) ZazaGang ZazaGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nurztl) 2025-09-30T22:59Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "lumi is so nonchalant anyways this is late because of my exams but last night at like midnight i was drawing this because i am so happy for the brawloween animation lumi was so cute in every frame BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nwri42) 2025-10-03T06:20Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "lumi and draco she doesnt car ZazaGang ZazaGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nwsj6a) 2025-10-03T07:26Z 10.7K followers, [--] engagements "draco as a scalie yeah um i wanted to draw my scalie sona but i thought of this during my exam and had to draw him ig BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nzg7ow) 2025-10-06T11:17Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "draco as a scalie i was bored anyways his hair is now spikier but i think the texture would be like a hedgehogs quills not too sharp. brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nzg8pb) 2025-10-06T11:18Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "draco as a scalie yeah Brawlstars Brawlstars" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nzgbnx) 2025-10-06T11:22Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "scalie draco ZazaGang ZazaGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nzghp9) 2025-10-06T11:31Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "doodle of a vaguely humanoid wyvern he cant breathe fire only smoke comes out from under his scales he does have [--] wings but i didnt draw the other one because of the angle oops this is just a doodle dragons dragons" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o07bxb) 2025-10-07T06:35Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "i wonder if theyll miss me i dont know what to do now. i am just so lonely and tired but i couldnt tell anyone around me anyways because i dont want to be a bother. i might hang myself tonight. i have nothing to say to the people close to me because we werent that close anyways. ive been avoiding my dad by sleeping at 6pm when he usually arrives home so he wouldnt have a reason to beat me. i avoid my mom this way too. i can sometimes hear her and my father outside my room. it scares me. my friends are really nice but i dont know if they even really care anyways. if any of you are seeing this" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o2uhmb) 2025-10-10T07:33Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "draco if he was stupid you will NEVER be the master of the starr park YOU ARE A LIZARD ZazaGang ZazaGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o3p7vw) 2025-10-11T07:18Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "draco if he was stupid HIS ASS IS NOT THE MASTEROF THE STARR PARK brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o3pl5u) 2025-10-11T07:43Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "draco if he was stupid his dumbass is not master of the starr park BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o3pn3d) 2025-10-11T07:46Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "draco say draco DracoGang DracoGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o3qqhn) 2025-10-11T08:57Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "draco and angelo shitpost i dont ship this i just like both of them so i drew them together 😓 am i posting too much if im posting too much can someone tell me and ill post like once every [--] days maximum ZazaGang ZazaGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o5bs23) 2025-10-13T06:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "draco and angelo platonically hugging it shouldve been me in angelos warm embrace BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o5czij) 2025-10-13T07:14Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "Having a school lunch but this time everyone is required to eat for an event. Its to teach us the importance of eating what we're given. Im really scared about the calories counts but im trying to just eat it without thinking too much but im panicking ksdkdkskskekrk Its in like [--] minutes i just hope i dont cry halfway or something haha EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ioadag) 2025-02-13T03:50Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "Overestimating because Im super paranoid 😭 Ive been trying to eat to 1500kcal and getting enough protein and stuff so I can maintain muscle but I just realised Im still losing weight which is probably because I overestimate everything by like 20% because I heard that inaccuracies in labeling can go that far and Im so scared Im eating more than I think so I end up eating like 1000kcal a day and today I tried to not overestimate and ate 1462kcal which is all prepackaged so I just took the listed numbers but Im scared even though I know it probably wont be a really bad difference lol. do yall" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1iohayf) 2025-02-13T11:47Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "Got beaten up by parents for slow weight gain like the title says. I have been consistently eating a lot and my stomach is constantly bloated now because I have to gain quickly as possible. My parents weighed me [--] days ago and got very angry and started slapping/pushing/hitting me. doesnt feel like recovery to me. now I dont even want to recover anymore. I just do my best because I am very scared. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1isszds) 2025-02-19T01:13Z [---] followers, [---] engagements "trying to gain but also reluctant having second thoughts hello guys after being beat by my parents and threatened to be sent back to hospital ive been trying harder than before to gain. my parents expect 3kg weight gain from [--] feb to [--] feb. but i have only gained 0.8kg even though i have eaten 3000kcal a day.im(http://day.im) starting to regret it because my stomach has been hurting really bad and i feel terrible in general. im still trying just wanted to rant because ive ended every day feeling like crap these past few days. ive been trying to work out too for a while already a little so i" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1it609p) 2025-02-19T13:54Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "waste of time every day i am forced to eat or else i get beaten and left outside and threatened to be sent back into the hospital. even though i am already trying my best. my stomach is constantly bloated but i am forced to eat more by my parents. at the start i had hope for my own recovery. when i get better ill do all the things i couldnt do before. i wont feel tired and sad everyday and i will be happy. but every day i feel hopeless and miserable. when i try to tell my parents this to explain my point of view they call me ungrateful and stupid. they tell me i deserve to die in the hospital" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1itpjvv) 2025-02-20T03:59Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "trying to force myself to recover. im so scared my parents will get in trouble with the law. the stupid ass doctors keep telling me im being neglected like no my parents were already worried about me but they both work from like [--] am to 6pm so obviously theycarent monitoring me all the time and im trying so hard to gain. my stomach hurts so bad every day. i spend all day lying down now because its so painful and im eating so much i want to vomit but i am scared of vomit. my thighs look so swollen. i look so fat even though im still technically uw. im this close to relapsing but i dont want" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ivk9rn) 2025-02-22T14:45Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "tired of people congratulating me for gaining weight. removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1iw7x3e) 2025-02-23T11:14Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "do you guys see yourself differently in different reflections i dont mean like slight distortion from the angle or type of mirror i mean in like freflections on glass and stuff too. i always thought i looked huge in my bedroom mirror (i spend like [--] hours a day in total staring at it which is a huge waste of time) but when i catch my reflection in glass like at the walls at train stations i look smaller. maybe im just trying to convince myself im not as huge as i think but it makes me feel a little better because i look somewhat proportional and my thighs arent as massive as i thought." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1iwo2oz) 2025-02-23T23:42Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "music is literally the only thing that distracts me from food noise it gives me this euphoric feeling when i listen to music and it takes my mind off food because i get to have my epic cool main character moment in my head. only problem is that im in school so listening to music isnt gonna be a good idea but sometimes between classes i listen for a bit so i feel awesome and cool for like [--] minutes before i have to deal with the food noise again ugh. but im listening rn so i dont think about food so much. it also helps when i wanna binge because i get so distracted that i wont be able to think" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1iwuwm0) 2025-02-24T05:43Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "the ed is seperate from the child and taking over them LOL EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ixj17y) 2025-02-25T01:34Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "i was always taught to apologize for everything when i was young to avoid being hit or worse my grandmother was my caretaker most of my early childhood. my parents were very busy because of fanancial problems and stuff. my grandmother was really mean and would make me do degrading things in public like one time i remember tripping and falling in public. she made me kneel and beg for forgiveness in frotn of everyone or else shed leave me out there. i was around [--] so i didnt know the way home. shed bring me out to show me to her friends at random times and make me act stupid in front of them" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ixnyye) 2025-02-25T05:49Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "torn between gaining to healthy weight and restricting because i KNOW im going back to hospital if i even lose a little weight. i ate [----] calories today because im trying to gain 1.3kg more within [--] weeks so ill weigh enough at my next weigh in but a part of me just doesnt want to. it sounds terrible. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1iynm38) 2025-02-26T13:33Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "i wish it could end i literally cant gain. its been almost [--] month since my release from hospital. ive been eating so much but weigh as much as i did when i left. the doctors keep threatening to send me back in and not letting my parents see me. they keep saying theyre gonna put me on anxiety medicine. but ive been eating at least 4000kcal on and off for the [--] months and the least ive been eating is 1300kcal. im so tired of this shit. i dont want to gain but i dont want to go to hospital again. its 12pm and im trying to eat seeing if ill gain again tomorrow. my stomach is constantly hurting." [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1j0aq9r) 2025-02-28T15:48Z [---] followers, [--] engagements "hi guys can anyone help click my dragons i dont know if this is how to share correctly but if im wrong please let me know dragcave dragcave" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1jorh79) 2025-04-01T09:32Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "hoping someone could give an estimate on these its not listed caloriecount caloriecount" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1kzw2qe) 2025-05-31T12:37Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Time to get my wife to [---] wins AngeloGang AngeloGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1mwtqrv) 2025-08-22T01:53Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Slay [--] AngeloGang AngeloGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1mzpjhn) 2025-08-25T14:38Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "my dream girl 🤭🤭 brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n35a6h) 2025-09-01T10:28Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "my short appreciation post of angelo BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n35pa2) 2025-08-29T12:14Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "angelo AngeloGang AngeloGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n363em) 2025-09-01T10:28Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "more angelo art i didnt finish brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n382fj) 2025-08-29T14:01Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "more angelo art but wip BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n388g8) 2025-08-29T14:02Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "ANGELONIANS BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n3vvug) 2025-08-30T07:58Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "ANGELONIANS brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n3vwgu) 2025-08-30T07:58Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "angelonians Brawlstars Brawlstars" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1n3vwvv) 2025-08-30T07:58Z [--] followers, [----] engagements "my crippling obsession with angelo BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ndwgjf) 2025-09-11T01:50Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "angelo i doodled at 3am this morning after going back into my pksh save BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ne2mna) 2025-09-11T07:51Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "angelo and cutiefly brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ne2n10) 2025-09-11T08:01Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "angelo and cutiefly i love cutiefly Brawlstars Brawlstars" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ne2njn) 2025-09-11T08:01Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "the only thoughts in my idle mind Artisticallyill Artisticallyill" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nex0cm) 2025-09-12T07:55Z [--] followers, [----] engagements "ideas at 3am DigitalArt DigitalArt" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nex10t) 2025-09-12T07:55Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "lumi and draco brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nfs8gr) 2025-09-13T11:31Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "angelo is like a real mosquito BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nlopu3) 2025-09-20T04:32Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "i drew my wyvern thingy during biology class dragons dragons" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1np5rxr) 2025-09-24T15:24Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "my take on harpies (new) while i was trying to write a PC for a PbP :D u/ICost7Cents u/ICost7Cents" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nqo3yr) 2025-09-26T04:46Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "if he could OC u/ICost7Cents u/ICost7Cents" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nrr3j9) 2025-11-13T17:06Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "Thought OC u/ICost7Cents u/ICost7Cents" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nrr4xk) 2025-09-27T10:09Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "the 3rd unused angelo icon BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1nxq4n5) 2025-11-22T21:44Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "this is speck fursona fursona" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o14ee5) 2025-10-08T08:42Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "why is her morningstar touching his little dragon BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o1to0n) 2025-10-09T11:05Z [--] followers, [----] engagements "lumis morningstar touching dracos little dragon 😔 brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o1tr5t) 2025-10-09T11:38Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "angelo snorts crack (or is about to) BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o2ptuu) 2025-10-10T06:00Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "angelo snorts crack (or is about to) brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o2puzq) 2025-10-10T06:00Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "angelo snorts crack (or is about to) ZazaGang ZazaGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o2pw5f) 2025-10-10T06:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "i drew lumi but with draco a while ago i hope this is allowed LumiSimps LumiSimps" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o2uln5) 2025-10-11T13:27Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "UMMMM HOW GOOD IS MY ACCOUNT BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o3mhcz) 2025-12-18T18:55Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "since you viewed my profile u/ICost7Cents u/ICost7Cents" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o5gl7i) 2025-10-19T22:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "im gonna make an angelo and lumi shrine u/ICost7Cents u/ICost7Cents" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o7sasd) 2025-10-17T02:38Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "i want meeples fists up my ass BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o8yq2w) 2025-10-17T11:52Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "average showdown experience BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o9i84a) 2025-10-18T00:57Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "the average showdown experience brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o9i9am) 2025-10-18T02:28Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "the average showdown experience btw LumiSimps LumiSimps" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o9idh8) 2025-10-18T02:28Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "making a lumi shrine LumiSimps LumiSimps" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o9mp0i) 2025-10-18T05:11Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "my lumi shrine progress u/ICost7Cents u/ICost7Cents" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o9mqgd) 2025-10-18T05:11Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "gamerules MeepleGang MeepleGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1o9vufv) 2025-10-18T14:04Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "melodie x lawrie somebody asked me to draw BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1oabucs) 2025-10-19T00:31Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "melodie x lawrie i was requested brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1oabwlk) 2025-10-19T05:55Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "mini angelo has an ok day BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1ob6lhy) 2025-10-20T01:31Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "my komaedasona (if this is allowed) DanganAndChaos DanganAndChaos" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1obf0hr) 2025-10-20T10:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "my komaedasona (if this is allowed) DanganAndChaos DanganAndChaos" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1obf3id) 2025-10-20T09:38Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "since meeples head is a magic [--] ball do you think they cum whenever somebody grabd their head and shakes it BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1obisqf) 2025-10-20T13:48Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "should i draw lawrie with bigger ass next time BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1oc1h7l) 2025-10-21T03:23Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "larry and lawrie get a shitty job at strarcbucks brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1oc1hsa) 2025-10-23T20:35Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "wyvern sees spider for first time dragons dragons" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1occtzf) 2025-10-21T20:56Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "speck sees a spider for the first time ever fursona fursona" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1occw72) 2025-10-21T20:56Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "speck meets a spider OriginalCharacter OriginalCharacter" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1occz89) 2025-10-31T08:54Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "very romantic drachester BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1oenvys) 2025-10-24T04:35Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "drachester after chester breaks dracos legs brawlart brawlart" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1oenwp6) 2025-10-24T04:02Z [--] followers, [--] engagements "meeper 😁 MeepleGang MeepleGang" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1oeuphd) 2025-10-24T11:15Z [--] followers, [---] engagements "sex with meeple BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk" [Reddit Link](https://redd.it/1oeuvj2) 2025-10-24T11:15Z [--] followers, [---] engagements Limited data mode. 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@ICost7Cents ICost7Cents
ICost7Cents posts on Reddit about lumi, i dont, back to, art the most. They currently have [------] followers and [---] posts still getting attention that total [---] engagements in the last [--] hours.
Engagements: [---] #
- [--] Week [-----] -13%
- [--] Month [------] +55%
- [--] Months [-------] +1,964%
- [--] Year [-------] +11,236%
Mentions: [--] #
- [--] Months [---] +241%
- [--] Year [---] +773%
Followers: [------] #
- [--] Months [------] +642%
- [--] Year [------] +7,911%
CreatorRank: [---------] #
Social Influence
Social category influence finance nfts gaming
Social topic influence lumi, i dont, back to, art, doodles, has been, chainsaw, angelos, nintendo, $7974t
Top assets mentioned Doodles (doodles)
Top Social Posts
Top posts by engagements in the last [--] hours
"Izuru kamukura ultimate gamer real danganronpa danganronpa"
Reddit Link 2024-08-24T16:12Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"generally doing bad ive had eczema for years. since i was [--]. it got really bad and now its starting to get better but since im kind of pale i have big dark patches of scars all over my skin. my parents always tell me i look like my skin is rotting. every day now i have to drink chinese medicine twice a day. and now im starting to have problems with hearing and my eye floaters (i got hit in the eye when i was younger) are getting worse and i have exams in the coming weeks. also most eczema scars are on very visible parts of my body. i have a patch on the back of my hand and it looks terrible."
Reddit Link 2024-09-09T03:08Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"my scars will not fade. i have wasted my one chance at life. i look down at my arms and legs there are scars everywhere. i will reopen them. i dont want to get better anymore. i want to dig a hole in the ground and rest there. i want to bury my face in a pile of dry flammable leaves. i want to feel the cracked broken skin of my legs. i want to taste the gross smelling liquid in my infected wounds. i want to slam my body against a rock until im covered in super cute bruises. venting venting"
Reddit Link 2024-09-20T03:53Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"eating makes me want to cry removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2024-09-23T00:45Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"cant stop thinking abiut food i literally have been thinking about food even though ive been having exams this week during the exams i was so hungry i literally cant concentrate on anything. even after eating i cant stop thinking about food. even when im full i want to eat but then i feel grossed out when i actually do try to eat more and stop. im 44kg and i thought it was fine because i was just slightly below normal range. im really annoyed by this. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2024-10-02T06:45Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"im way too proud of having an ed im so disgusting and arrogant. i secretly love when people tell me i have to eat more because it makes me feel like they actuallycare about me. the only thing holding me together is onowing theyre just trying to make me feel better. becuse i know im so ugly they couodnt really ever like me. im the most selfish person i know. i wouldnt sttop this even if my parents tried to stop me. i know they wont. i can only hope that i can recover one day even if it seems like a bleak future. i know i probably wont though. but theres always a bright light shining at the end"
Reddit Link 2024-10-04T11:24Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"will eating junk food once bring back the junk food craving hi i was wondering this because i have nothing left in the fridge but [--] pieces of macdonalds nuggests left. i dont feel hungry but i dont want to waste it. for context yesterday i went to sleep at 3pm because i wanted to skip dinner and my parents came home and since i was asleep they went to eat and they bought macdonalds nuggets back for me last night. i said i didnt want to eat it assuming they would just eat it themselves. but they put it in the fridge and told me to eat it today. im not sure if i want to eat it. but today i had"
Reddit Link 2024-10-08T00:48Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"i panic whenever anyone looks at me removed BodyDysmorphia BodyDysmorphia"
Reddit Link 2024-10-08T06:30Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"no motivation to eat ive been eating downwards of [---] cal a day because i have no motivation to eat or feel hungry. should i force myself to eat EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2024-10-10T05:20Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"hey guys i got the (thankfully not permanent) marker doodles off my face how do i look now DanganronpaTheRP DanganronpaTheRP"
Reddit Link 2024-10-11T07:03Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"low blood sugar but scared to eat removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2024-10-17T01:48Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"im so cold rn removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2024-10-17T05:50Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"anorexic placed in inpatient and realised some things hey guys i am a teenager i was hospitalised [--] days ago as i have lost 20kg in around [--] months from a bmi of around [--] or [--] to [--]. i have tried very hard to be positive about it but i just hate myself a lot more than before now. they just make me eat around [----] calories a day and ive gained 2kg in less than a week i inow its probably not all actual fat but its just very upsetting to me. they make me eat within [--] minutes for a meal and [--] minutes for a snack. its very stressful to me because swallowing chunks of unchewed food is very"
Reddit Link 2025-01-13T06:39Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"in hospital. very anxious long story short a school teacher told my parents to bring me to hospital a week ago. i had a bmi of [--] but theyve been making me eat so much ive gained 2kg. its such a nightmare if im being honest. ive been trying to stay positive. ive been polite to the nurses and doctors and tried to convince myself im recovering. ive eaten all ive been given. but every day my stomach hurts like hell and i want to throw up so bad. im si scared of the medical staff. im supposed to eat [--] meals and [--] snacks but theyve not even been giving me the food on time theyve been cramming the"
Reddit Link 2025-01-13T11:20Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"im so hungry constantly after just a little over a week of inpatient recovery and being let out its been around [--] weeks. ive been trying to get back into just eating normally instead of huge meals like in inpatient and im eating at maintenance of around [----] calories because im honestly not ready to recover. besides it was just weight restoration not recovery. i hate my body now even more than i did before lol. but im super hungry even [--] hours after ive just finished eating. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-02-03T01:09Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"tried to explain my perspective to my mom but ended up getting yelled at yesterday i went out with my mom to buy groceries and i was a little upset because she was talking about how i have to gain weight (over 2kg) before my next doctor appointment which is in less than a week. i told her it was really stressful as ive already gone from 37.7kg to 39.5kg since january when i was put in ip for a short while. and gaining so fast makes me want to just restrict more in secret. i told her i didnt really think i agreed with the doctors approach and that i would try to gain a little but i wouldnt"
Reddit Link 2025-02-05T00:32Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"cereal UGH i want to get the waffle crisp cereal thingys so bad since they look so cute and yummy but im too scared to eat cereal that isnt individually packaged like the back to school ones i always get at the supermarket in those tiny packs because im too scared to portion food out myself and always end up like halving the portion but logging it as full size and im paranoid as hell but i want them so so bad idk what to do 😭 and ive never tried cinnamon toast crunch but i love cinnamon and i wanna try it so bad silly stuff like this motivate me to recover a little lol but its a struggle 😔"
Reddit Link 2025-02-05T01:31Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"I thought i farted I shit my pants badtwosentencehorrors badtwosentencehorrors"
Reddit Link 2025-02-05T22:33Z [---] followers, [---] engagements
"its kind of funny how insensitive some therapists can be like why would you tell someone with a restrictive eating disorder that they would look better bigger. and why does the therapist think threatening me is going to fix me. i have honestly never been able to trust mental health professionals and seriously doubt that being educated on these matters and being actually good t dealing with them are even close to the same thing. shes basically done nothing but make me extremely paranoid. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-02-06T00:44Z [----] followers, [---] engagements
"Why am i not gaining Hi guys i am going for my weigh in in [--] days and i was 39.6kg and im supposed to be 43kg so i atet 1000kcal over maintenance my maintenance is around only1500kcal as i am sedentary and short and biologically female but even though ive ate so much yesterday my weight today has not gone up at all even though i havent pooped it out yet (awkward sentence to type out) and this is bad because around [--] days ago i was 39.6kg and ate 10000kcal in a single day and expected to be at least 40+kg by now but i dont know what went wrong i havent restricted because i have absolutely no"
Reddit Link 2025-02-08T00:06Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"not sure if people are just telling me bs or if they mean it "your face is so bony" "your legs are like twigs" i genuinely dont see it like i grab myself sometimes to check and theres some fat there my thighs are pretty big too id say and my jawline is sharp but i dont see protruding bones so idk if this is just them bullshitting me so i "want to recover" or if they mean it i feel like im going insane may be an exaggeration but im in an almost constant state of confusion on whether im seeing things or if im right or if im just extremely delusional and seeing something no one else does atp."
Reddit Link 2025-02-08T02:55Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"For how long do you need to keep returning to doctors for checkups before they decide you dont have to anymore Hi guys im just curious since ik some of yall have gone through fbt or some other kind of medical stuff and have to keep going for checkups weekly/monthly or whatever but how long does it take for them to stop calling you in for these Like when do you get to go back to not needing this anymore Do you need to be fully weight restored The doctor says she wants me to go back to being abovecmy original weight which means she basically wants me to be overweight but i think its"
Reddit Link 2025-02-08T03:12Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"Hey can someone help me with an estimate of these tiramisu souffle pancakes Im gonna go try them later :) removed caloriecount caloriecount"
Reddit Link 2025-02-09T00:00Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"Hey can someone help me with an estimate of these tiramisu souffle pancakes Im gonna go try them later :) CalorieEstimates CalorieEstimates"
Reddit Link 2025-02-09T01:19Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"Question about frequency of shits Hey guys i have a weigh in later and the doctor always presses down on my stomach to check if ive pooped yet (sorry really gross) but i literally dont even feel the need to Even though i ate a shit ton (lol) of food yesterday like actually measured [-----] calories just in advance for this (which i immediately regretted) why do i always not need to shit for like even [--] days after eating so much Its probably super unhealthy atp lmao EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-02-09T22:57Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"Are the calorie count labels on healthier choice food accurate Like the Ma mum store in kkh hospital they have labels saying how many calories or some others with healthier choice labels they write the calorie counts do you think it is accurate or at least within like 20% range of accuracy askSingapore askSingapore"
Reddit Link 2025-02-10T09:33Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"Doctor keeps insisting i gain weight faster but Im literally in school over half the day ive gained 0.4kg in the past [--] weeks and am already super distressed but shes talking about how shes sending letters to my school so now i [--]. Can no longer use the stairs [--]. To be watched closely while eating [--]. No physical activity beyond walking into school out and to and from the canteen [--]. No participating in extracurricular activities Im kind of upset tbh. And she threatened to call authorities on my parents if i dont gain faster or something. Also she refuses to believe i have a nut allergy and"
Reddit Link 2025-02-10T23:08Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"Working out in ed recovery Opinion on working out in recovery from an-r Recently ive decided to get back to exercising to gain some muscle mass because im weak as hell and i used to like exercising so i thought it was a good time to start but some people say working out is risky when you have an ed because its like a pipeline to becomig obsessed with exercise. But im not really doing much other than walking up and down stairs instead of taking the lift and pushups/squats in my free time (for like [--] to [--] minutes a day probably) . Is this a bad idea EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-02-11T22:47Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"my bone density test just made me relapse lol ok so last month the day i was leaving the hospital the doctors took me for a bone density test. i didnt know they would be taking other stuff too. but when i just got back the papers on tthe results yesterday i learnt that apparently in my age specific range 94% are fatter than me like idk why and i know this is unhealthy because i have sarcopenia and stuff but reading all that excited me so much that im basically now deeper in my ed than i was before hospitalisation. its weird to admti this but i want it to get bad again 😭 EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-02-26T07:52Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"introduction of myself hi guys you can call me caramel. i cant give my real name as it is uncommon and if my online activity is monitored at times and i do not want my account to be traced back to me. i live in southeast asia. i am a teenage girl. im not sure what else i can say about myself. but if i have to give a reason for being on this sub i just want to share my love for all my friends and my family and humans in general because im too scared to do it in real life. nice to meet you guys Obsessive_Love Obsessive_Love"
Reddit Link 2025-02-27T02:59Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"my forced "recovery" experience ip fbt removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-03-01T03:33Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"i spend every day waiting for him to update his social media posts he doesnt do it often but its the closest i can get to him right now. he probably thinks im a stupid mentally ill ugly bitch. i want to see him again so bad but i feel like he thinks im a creep still. he recently complimented me on my drawings though so ive been very happy. i want to do better for him. hes like the light in my world. i will keep trying to live for him. i love him so so much even though i cant remember clearly what he looks like anymore. but he makes my heart go AAAAAAEHRHNTNUHFVNIHCDJIIJMEDJMIDSWJSIM"
Reddit Link 2025-03-01T12:26Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"im not recovering im just constantly scared lol im so scared ill get be sent back to hospital if i dont finish my food completely using all the condiments pretending i enjoyed it. i literally just threw up after eating dinner because it was so much. my stomach hurts so bad. i am not exaggerating when i say i actually almost passed out halfway through my meal lol. now im just lying on the floor of my room typing this out. my parents keep threatening to send me back to the hospital / beat me up again. this happens almost every day. im not against recovery but im starting to doubt ill ever get"
Reddit Link 2025-03-01T12:49Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"really embarrassing stuff ive reflected on my habit of jorkin it daily while fantasizing about a guy who doesnt even like me back. most embarrassing shit ever 😭 but ill still do it because i love him so much hes the only good thing i believe in in this world. seeing him brings me so much hope it makes me so so excited its a euphoric feeling i feel like i lose control whenever i saw him everytime we met up i couldnt stop myself smiling hugging him tight i want to see him again i miss him but hell never love me back but when i feel hopeless and sad i remember that theres always a chance if i"
Reddit Link 2025-03-02T10:49Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"i dont think ill ever love anyone else recently a guy i knew from school was talking to me for a while i was going on some silly rant about how cute my bunny was halfway through he pokes my cheek and says its not as cute as you though right i know that maybe this is a chance to finally be loved but i could only think about my crush whether maybe just maybe he thinks im cute as well if even some guy i wasnt close with thinks im attractive surely my closest friend would too it feels like im high when i imagine it :) Obsessive_Love Obsessive_Love"
Reddit Link 2025-03-02T14:23Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"how long on average are you on the waiting list ofr therapy for ok ill be honest im not that interested in therapy because i feel threatened whenever i have to speak to health professionals or whatever but ive been put on the waiting list anyways. how long did you guys take to actually. get started in therapy ive been waiting since january [--] or something i think. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-03-03T03:02Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"question regarding gastroparesis hi guys this is just a quick question but i have gastroparesis and im pretty sure its common for people with eds so how do you guys manage it its gotten progressively worse for me at the start of recovery it was pretty ok i would just be bloated but id be fine after a few hours of eating (in hospital so i guess some factors are changed) but i just ate like [--] pieces of tteokbokki for lunch and i feel like throwing up because my stomach has been bloated since saturday and it has not gone down at all lol even touching my stomach hurts so bad 😭 my mom made me"
Reddit Link 2025-03-03T06:26Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"is jamf having problem for anyone else just curious but im literally on sch ipad rn typing this out jamf doesnt block any sites for me this happened recently i found out after getting redirected to an nsfw website while reading a comic online lol. i tried it with other sites too and it hasnt gotten fixed yet not complaining but find it very strange lol SGExams SGExams"
Reddit Link 2025-03-04T02:49Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"did anyone else just lose interest in food halfway during recovery i dont even feel hungry anymore but i still have to gain to a healthy weight so im trying to just drink milk and stuff because i dont feel like eating lol its a complete switch because back at the start when i was hospitalised i became super obsessed with food thought about it like every day every hour watching cooking videos for hours a day and always thinking of my next meal but like [--] or [--] days ago i just lost interest in food completely it just became more of an inconvenience and sitting down to eat feels like a chore i"
Reddit Link 2025-03-05T00:07Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"church dinner 😭 scared ill binge so theres a church dinner on my birthday. i think buffet style. i just jnow ill binge and i dont want to go but im from a religious family so i have no choice lol. if i dont go im wasting my parents money because they ALREADY BOUGHT THE TICKETS. IT WAS OVER A HUNDRED DOLLARS. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-03-06T12:08Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"realised how dumb i was i was working out and eating like 1800kcal a day and maintaining 46-47kg and im close to being back there and i realise how dumb it was to start restricting because i didnt even look fat back then but now i do because im skinny fat now. ugh. i regret it so much lol. trying to recover has been so catastrophic tbh. ive been eating so much random stuff and ended up sick because if im gonna gain weight im gonna enjoy it and try all the random stuff. but i feel like itll get better soon lol. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-03-07T00:27Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"can i be forced into inpatient if i gain to a healthy weight and maintain removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-03-08T09:03Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"im finally at a healthy weight :) very happy now that i can just eat to maintenance instead of overeating everyday and now my parents arent so worried about me anymore and everyone treats me normally. im happy that im not making people uncomfortable when they look at me anymore. i never want that to happen again. ive decided to maintain my weight like this but instead of eating junk ill actually start trying to be healthier. one day i hope i can forget all this ever happened. i hope i can live normally without feeling envious of people smaller than me. i hope everything will be alright and i"
Reddit Link 2025-03-09T09:52Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"my teacher told my classmates about my ed. im a little upset. im currently in a barely underweight bmi [----]. i dont even look ill anymore but guess what my teacher told my classmates about my ed and apparently wants them to keep an eye on me. i know this because they admitted it to me themselves. i feel so embarrassed that im wasting these peoples time. theyre so nice and welcoming to me even though i barely know them but now i know its all just because theyre supposed to be monitoring me. im so sorry im such a burden. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-03-13T12:12Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"hate my teachers missed some school because i was forced to go hospital then teacher go tell my classmates why i was gone and to monitor me now they think i am some kind of mentally ill person. i am so angry because this should stay between me and people who actually need to know not the people i just small talk with every day everyone acts so nice but im quite sure it is like last year everyone makes fun of me and steals my things teachers always dont care until it becomes a big deal then they scold people but then those people continue doing this shit in secret out of revenge. back [--] years"
Reddit Link 2025-03-19T08:38Z [----] followers, [---] engagements
"childhood story up to when i was [--] on the day of christmas i lived and was primarily taken care of by a family member who treated me like an animal. she would make me sit in a dark-ish room and eat lemons for her social media post shed lock me outside the house when i upset her she made me kneel in the floor in public to beg for her forgiveness when i tripped over my dress and fell in a public mall because i was an embarrassment. shed threaten daily to kill my parents if i didnt listen to her and sleep next to her every night. but shed also buy me expensive gifts and praise me shed bring me"
Reddit Link 2025-03-21T14:16Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"me but like cuter i think Artisticallyill Artisticallyill"
Reddit Link 2025-03-23T05:36Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"my persona thing very human OriginalCharacter OriginalCharacter"
Reddit Link 2025-03-23T05:37Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"fat distribution ugh if my fat was more distributed to my boobs i wouldnt have such big thighs ive always been almost flat (you cant tell if i have boobs if i have a shirt on ahhh ) even at my hw my chest size has stayed the same from before all this until now lol. just kinda annoyed because my mom keeps going on about how ill definitely get a huge rack if i eat more even though her chest is only slightly bigger than mine lol. does fat distribution just not change EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-03-23T05:51Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"forced therapy breakdown i guess ok im not against therapy this is just my experience lol no joke halfwaythrough while she was going on about fighting the voices and how the ed and you are completely different i told her i needed to pee and once i was out of the room i rushed to the toilet and started screaming and punching the walls because i was so upset i somehow managed to convince her im on the track to recovery even though ive gone back to being uw lol and i feel like [--] times more miserable than i was at the height of my ed. im just too scared to actually express my actual feelings"
Reddit Link 2025-03-23T23:40Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"can i gain more emotional depth and consciousness of surroundings for many years ive always felt like this. it feels like im in a warm glass container and its hazy outside. i can see and things but it feels all foggy in my head. when i look at something beautiful i dont appreciate it. ive gone to so many places. ive gone to mountains and waterfalls and farms and all that but ive never actually enjoyed it more than oh this is kind of fun i guess. i dont care about these experiences or who i spent time with there. everything is so meaningless to me when im not in my own head. when im imagining"
Reddit Link 2025-03-24T02:32Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"definitely a human 😭 they left right after saying this lol Humanornot Humanornot"
Reddit Link 2025-03-25T11:02Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"look guys a flamingo :) Field Field"
Reddit Link 2025-04-01T14:10Z [----] followers, [---] engagements
"not sure when ill get period back not sure if this is even completely ed related anymore tell me if its not please ill delete this. ok so i havent had my period mostly since before i started having an ed lol. it actually stopped around my hw which was around bmi [--] i think. after that when i started exercising more and eating normal and nutritious stuff and eating like maybe 1600kcal which i think is pretty average i got it back brieflylike once or two months in a row actually at bmi [----] at this point i was actually planning to maintain but then i lost it again at bmi [----] around there and"
Reddit Link 2025-04-21T05:41Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"lump at front part of lower leg bone hey guys i have this small lump at the front parto f the bone of the part of my leg below my kneecap like halfway down. its not noticeable but when i press it it hurts. otherwise theres no feeling. just curious what this could be. self self"
Reddit Link 2025-04-21T07:40Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"scared my eyelashes wont grow back my eyelashes are usually quite long. but ive been pulling my hair since around [--] years ago. and always my eyelashes and my eyebrows mostly sometimes my scalp too. my dad used to get so angry he would beat me and lock me out of my bedroom when i did this so i managed to stop for almost [--] months. but of course after that i did it again. it started again on and off but i would pull my hair out sometimes but itd grow back relatively quick. but i remember sometimes at night when i couldnt sleep id spend my time just pulling my hair and crying and i dont know what"
Reddit Link 2025-05-03T02:20Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"maladaptive daydreaming i hate it for cntext as a child i used to get locked outside the house and stuff and beaten and force fed by my primary caretaker whenever she was mad at me and this was my coping mechanism i guess. it never stopped even years later i just spend every day in my own head nothing is enjoyable. i couldnt even enjoy my birthdays for all these years or going overseas with my parents and seeing so many amazign things i wasnt paying attention at all. i didnt even care because all i did was pretend i had a stupid little dreamland i could retreat to because everything was so"
Reddit Link 2025-05-06T02:34Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"revenge fantasies i have them every day. every day i dream that i will get revenge on or hurt people who have wronged me whether by berating them or physically harming them. it brings me great excitement and happiness at least for several minutes. everything feels foggy as i imagine them becoming a miserable pathetic mess with no confidence in their abilities whatsoever. how often if ever do you guys think aboutthings like this NPD NPD"
Reddit Link 2025-05-21T02:34Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"i am obsessed with and exclusively wear childrens clothes removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-05-22T10:07Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"if i drop my food on the kitchen counter how much does it add removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-05-28T08:46Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"getting used to a regular eating schedule so yeah im just so used to omad and treating it like a way to eat a huge amount of food without feeling guilty but i still do feel bad. and im getting busy so i cant always omad at dinner so im trying to eat more normally 1/3 in the morning 1/3 in the afternoon 1/3 at dinner so basically like [---] calories a meal so if anything happens that gets in the way of dinner i wont just not eat the whole day. its kind of uncomfortable but ive gotten through breakfast and lunch. i started doing this yesterday. even if what i ate isnt considered ideal i guess its"
Reddit Link 2025-05-31T07:32Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"cutting back on safe foods proteim bars are so expensive lol. the boxes of [--] are like [--] dollars and i go through [--] a day. i have to stop this so im gonna try to just eat one a day and maybe actually eat more nutritious stuff instead of this. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-06-02T13:21Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"my mom keeps making fun of me. i just have pretty muscular thighs 😐 i was just standing in the living room thinking of something and my mom just walks over and goes wow your legs are so fat you should exercise more like shut up my legs are literally half the size of yours youre overweight and say shit like its my genetics shut the fuck up you think youre so smart and try to put others down and make fun of people to feel better about yourself every day you are so fucking pathetic holy shit EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-06-04T13:43Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"the paranoia is insane im apparently supposed to be in a tiny tiny deficit of 100kcal according to my calculations (🤓) but it feels like i ate more than that it says the prepackaged meal i ate for dinnerwas around 600kcal but im so scared its inaccurate lol what if im in a surplus rn i dont think i can sleep tonight EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-06-05T13:08Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"trying to get mew but my friend bow and escape orb both got sticky because i stepped on a trap im at floor [--] is there a chance of finding cleanse orbs at this point 😭 edit: wait i finally saw mew at floor [--] in a monster house because it didnt spawn earlier and then i just used discharge and it died and decided to join my team i got a shiny ditto and mew from this run im so happy i didnt need the friend bow 😭 MysteryDungeon MysteryDungeon"
Reddit Link 2025-06-10T02:59Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"why cant some owners keep hold of their dogs properly whenever im walking home i take this path near a park so i can get home fast but theres always so many people walking dogs. i usually dont mind but these people seriously dont care enough to restrain their dogs properly. yesterday i was walking home after buying groceries and this guy was walking his dog in the opposite direction as they approach suddenly the dog jumps at me and tries to bite at my pocket and the guy didnt even tell it to stop or pull it back until it already jumped. i got really shocked so i instantly started running off."
Reddit Link 2025-06-10T09:17Z [----] followers, [---] engagements
"prank videos i will clarify that i am aware many prank videos are staged. but it still pisses me off especially those where people fake an injury and make other people worried. like pretending to fall and break your leg and causing people who are concerned to waste their time helping you just to several minutes later go HAHA YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE is so irritating. its not funny and these prankers just look like assholes. also the fact that some people can make money out of doing this stupid shit is so disappointing. PetPeeves PetPeeves"
Reddit Link 2025-06-11T09:13Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"cheesecake calories it says around [---] to [---] a slice which i think is very inaccurate. would it be more like 450-500 for a slice thanks caloriecount caloriecount"
Reddit Link 2025-06-15T14:03Z [----] followers, [--] engagements
"tricked myself into thinking im recovered when i got worse () living as normally as i can now its not just ill just keep eating at maintenance and try to be healthy while acknowledging im not mentally well its ill just try to live the natural skinny life and stay within a general low weight range lol i dont have a problem honestly it kind of works to reduce the food noise because in my mind im just following a routine- dont think about food excessively naturally skinny people tend to forget to eat and naturally skinny people just feel okay doing this and honestly im starting to feel okay too"
Reddit Link 2025-07-10T07:20Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"why wont my weight stop decreasing consistently im trying to maintain removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-07-13T01:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"want parents to stop pointing out that i look sick and disgusting. i know already. i live in this body. i dont want to hear that i look too skinny or that my eczema is disgusting and i look like a zombie that im disgusting for pulling out my hair that im a sinner ofr harming myself. i know. its painful and i feel it all the time. when i sit its painful. when i accidentally touch my arm or my fingers or my legs or turn my neck it starts to bleed again. when i wash the wounds it is so painful. there is pus and blood in my hair all the time. even now i feel it as i try to clean my hair. i shower"
Reddit Link 2025-07-23T11:07Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"obsessed with baked oats its so simple and fast to make just oats an egg milk and whatever elsei. wanna throw in for different flavors. apples and cinnamon cherries chocolate chips and almonds bananas mixed into the oats matcha powder mixed into the oats with strawberries are m yfavorite ways to eat them.i love baked oats. and its also not a huge portion which is good because i eat too slow so its a quicj way to get full EatCheapAndHealthy EatCheapAndHealthy"
Reddit Link 2025-07-25T07:17Z [--] followers, [----] engagements
"excited to relapse i dont even care about being skinny anymore. in fact im quite numb to my body right now. i doubt id feel guilt overeating but ive been planning a relapse and started several days ago. i enjoy it actually. i like tracking my weight even though its meaningless to me now. i just like knowing its under my control and i know whats going to happen. this will definitely be bad because i just started exams. i just had [--] today. i just keep pulling this shit again and again. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-07-28T13:54Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Disgusting Why dont you get your disgusting disease ridden feat off the damn bus seats Dont go outside if you are going to be so disgusting. always bus [--] and [--]. SingaporeRaw SingaporeRaw"
Reddit Link 2025-08-05T07:07Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"My scalp is always bleeding and smells so bad Im always using alcohol because the doctor tells me to to clean it and im showering [--] times everyday cleaning it as much as possible but i smell like blood all the time. My dad sat next to me yesterday and told me i smell "rotting and disgusting" and i feel so disgusted by myself. I am trying so hard not to scratch it but i keep doing it. My hair is usually fluffy but now its sticking together and i can smell it constantly. My mom tells me its because i have no willpower and im so weak thats why i have such bad eczema. And most of my body hurts"
Reddit Link 2025-08-11T10:52Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"Tired of pretending i think itll all work out Ive given up on everything in life except my ed during my exams ive been just doodling on the papers im gonna lose my period again and ill have to stay back another year in school probably. But i dont care enough. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-08-19T08:03Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Could they kill me i can elaborate on each brawler to prove its 100% accurate like top tier theyre all just too cute tbh i would let them beat me to death TierStars TierStars"
Reddit Link 2025-08-29T02:08Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"Words to describe Angelo (Non-exhaustive) Words to describe angelo: Exquisite divine graceful alluring hauntingly stunning. But honestly no words can describe just how breathtakingly gorjus angelo is. When i look at them my heart skips a beat. I want their soft lips on my skin as they drink my blood. Their lush glossy hair is enchanting. I wish i could run my hands through it every day every night 24/7. Their skin looks so soft and smooth thinking about even touching it makes me feel undescribable things. Angelo. Please shoot me Angelo. Multiple times. No until you run out of those pointy"
Reddit Link 2025-08-29T23:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Christmas incident [----] (family related) My grandmother was my primary caretaker until i was near [--]. At one point she pulled out a knife on christmas in [----] after me and my parents came back from one my dads brothers house to celebrate christmas together. This was how it went. When we came home me and my parents did the usual: showering changing into home clothes all that. And then i went to play with toy trains with my parents. I didnt pay attention but my dad halfway said he heard my grandmother yelling something angrily outside so he and my mom left to see. I just continued playing with"
Reddit Link 2025-08-29T23:42Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"restriction feels like a rollercoaster im so fatigued hateful and disgusted by myself but then im suddenly so energetic and happy its exciting to restrict and see results. i cant stop because i always hated myself if i stop i hate myself. i have nothing to look forward to. i dont care about anything. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-08-30T01:50Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Draco appreciation Imagine his little twink mouth on your meat id roll d20 that tongue is definitely freaky af also his throat would be so tight and warm and his dragon could watch as i made out with draco. He might be the dungeon master but i'll make him my sex slave (IN DND). Its funny he rides a dragon but he'll be riding on my dick from now on. BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-08-31T08:20Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"it wont happen i wont find anything i really care for. i live for the sake of it. i wont have an ambition. i wont try. he wont love me back. i wont get out of bed unless my dad beats the shit out of me to. im so sorry to my parents. professional help didnt help me im too aggressive and i wont even try. they are tired of me. i am tired. im so tired but i cant sleep. i dont hate myself i simply dont care. all i want is attention actually. thats the one thing i love. thats why i do the things i do. i act up so people pay attention to me watch me and praise me. please praise me is on repeat in my"
Reddit Link 2025-08-31T13:38Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"When youre too used to being beat by your dad that you no longer fear it or care lol I literally just sat there and lowkey blocked everyrhing out while he was hitting me when everything cameback into focus i was alone in the living room my back and face are stinging he was just mad because im not on the grind or something anyways thatwas so anticlimactic boring hit me harder next time bbg it hurt more when i fell while getting off the bus Vent Vent"
Reddit Link 2025-08-31T22:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"i lowkey want draco to top me unleash your inner dragon and pump your cum deep inside me draco oh god he is so hot when i see him stick out his tongue i cum a little i just KNOW hes a nasty freak lets play dungeons and dragons but you can stick the bad dragons up my ass in your sexy sex dungeon daddy draco BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-01T04:32Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"why i want chester to dominate me so we all know chester is kind of a wild guy but have you thought about what he could do with those gambling skills he could make you open his box and see whats inside whether it be spiders candy or his dick sticking through a hole in the bottom of the box. imagine if you guys were making out in a dark room he pushes you down on the bed and sticks something up your ass. then you feel something rubbing up against your own dick. but wait isnt his dick inside you what no silly thats all [--] of the bells he throws in his attack sequence shoved up your ass."
Reddit Link 2025-09-01T05:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"how fang gave me a foot fetish wait feet mentioned omg feet i wsnt to see fang using his toes to pick up popcorn toss it into the air and eat it i want to see his feet covered in butter from the popcorn i would lick his feet clean while he mocked me for being such a degenerate. anyways lets talk about fangs feet. fangs feet are very beautifully structured. they are pale smooth long and thin and i want them in my face. i bet he coud use those toes on my dick. i would bust so hard actually. and his voicelines dont even get me started. enough about you lets focus on me i love him. also youre so"
Reddit Link 2025-09-01T23:52Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"if you beat me i will beat back my mom was just going on about how i dont take care of myself said i should kill myself or whatever so i told her she was a piece of shit i know i should not have said that but she punched me in the eye and i punched her in the chest and we started fighting at literally 6:20am today. usually its my dad hitting me so this is new. i shouldnt have hit her because she is smaller and weaker than me but i was just angry because im already almost blind in my left eye she knows this. Vent Vent"
Reddit Link 2025-09-02T00:55Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"what do you think of draco putting his dragon up your ass (literally) do you think draco could inflate his toy dragon after stuffing it into your ass itd be like those inflatable toys and it is an irregular shape so itll hit all the spots in your ass. i think it would be fun. BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-02T04:07Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"twinkito and creature of the walls half assed doodle i cant be bothered to shade properly or anything so its lowkey ass shading im sorry babygirls BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-03T07:20Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"i love angelo please kiss me IM NOT FILLING THE BLANK SPACE BLEEHHHH 🤭🤭🤭🤭 brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-09-03T07:25Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"angelo i love angelo im so bored Brawlstars Brawlstars"
Reddit Link 2025-09-03T07:27Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"im sorry for making the wrong choices oh god im so sorry im a fucking idiot. i shouldve told you i liked you when i had the chance. you were just so kind to me since we were little kids. i still remember the first time i met you and i watched you play roblox on your dads phone while we ate noodles and then we went to buy some stupid pokemon blindboxes and i got electrivire which was the one i exactly didnt want. ever since that day ive been kinda obsessed with you. every time we met i couldnt help but laugh because your face just makes me so damn happy. i get so excited when i see you youre"
Reddit Link 2025-09-04T07:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"i love how balanced brawl stars is and all the brawlers are at least usable https://preview.redd.it/0avf1pnaz4nf1.pngwidth=1327&format=png&auto=webp&s=c0123db27e843d9eb6ff8cf0ff4041f699ffbfb3 i got 3rd so it wasnt that bad but gotta love how kit is just dominating every server now Brawlstars Brawlstars"
Reddit Link 2025-09-04T11:51Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"i pull and eat my hair so i dont think about it i sit at my desk mindlessly pulling out and chewing on my hair for sometimes a few hours daily so i dont have to think about getting hit again molested again yelled at again locked outside again or publicly humiliated again. my head is bleeding and smells like blood obviously so my dad keeps making fun of me for it. i am so annoyed. Vent Vent"
Reddit Link 2025-09-06T02:46Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"He asked me do you want to eat chinese or western Westerners are generally taller so theres more meat to eat. (And by meat i mean their "meat" heh. a peek into my dark twisted mind) badtwosentencehorrors badtwosentencehorrors"
Reddit Link 2025-09-06T06:57Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"my friend said he was a march-ian before we fucked whatever that means omg he meant martian HELP (HE HAS AN ALIEN DICK) badtwosentencehorrors badtwosentencehorrors"
Reddit Link 2025-09-06T10:52Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"all mosquitoes look like angelo to me now now i have a jar full of them i nut into every night and sometimes i try to perform a ritual and i put the jar at the middle of the summoning circle hoping that ill summon angelo from the depths of hell so we can make out BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-07T00:57Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"time to grind leaderboard so i can be more sigma than the [--] year old kids on this game not grinding angelo yet because of the kits everywhere but i probably will later 🤤💅💚 edit: im 4th otis now :) (the little rectangle in top left is because im watching yt) https://preview.redd.it/eyldeta01qnf1.jpgwidth=2408&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=03e7434d4a1b30e356753aa2dd6b8f6147b4e96c BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-07T09:39Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"thats interesting tom said but interesting was uninterestings twin and tom mixed them up so interesting killed tom necause he was angry badtwosentencehorrors badtwosentencehorrors"
Reddit Link 2025-09-08T10:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"spent years of my life trying to avoid living god it hurts knowing i spent my childhood disassociating or trying to distract myself from life. even my happiest memories arent happy because i feel so indifferent towards them. i wish i could stop thinking and just not exist anymore. its painful to get out of bed everyday knowing by the end of it i will be crying over all the things i missed. im too lazy to change anything anyways. even now its pretty obvious what im doing: im lying against a wall in my room typing this out surrounded by piles of trash flies walking over me. i dont care"
Reddit Link 2025-09-09T08:33Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"buster comforting you in the hospital after your mental illness almost kills you imagine it. him sitting in a chair by your bed as you cry resentful that he basically dragged you to hospital since you had almost died. your vitals are so poor that every night youd almost died in your sleep and buster was just so worried for you. he really loves you. god hed be such an amazing boyfriend. i wish he could be mine. even though youre a disgusting excuse for a human and a waste of life buster still loves and cares for you. youre not allowed to move around unsupervised so every evening when he comes"
Reddit Link 2025-09-12T08:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"mmm scholgrl anglo☺☺☺☺ im literallg beating mymeat BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-12T08:18Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"i love angelo brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-09-12T08:19Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"octo fang but he has octopus parts think about it. god i want him to use his tentacles to hold me upside down in the alley behind the theatre and pump his fat slimy tentacles in and out of my ass then after that he fucks me upside down with his actual dick while making me lick his shoes clean then leaving me there when hes do BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-14T10:20Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"chainsawbuster 🩷 ireally love chainsaw buster. its. a great skin ZazaGang ZazaGang"
Reddit Link 2025-09-20T04:13Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"chainsaw buster :) i love him brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-09-20T08:42Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"chensore buskerr fuck me gently with a chainsaw BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-20T08:45Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"chainsaw buster furious fang is his guardian angel 😊 Brawlstars Brawlstars"
Reddit Link 2025-09-20T08:48Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"i think draco is taking over my life what should i do like literally ive had sleepless nights when i couldnt stop listening to A Draco Tale. when i hear it i get extremely excited and start making a grffffff hffff ffdff noise and my parents look at me weird. a while ago i was jerking at a fanart of draco naked shirtless buff and it was 3:30 a.m. on a tuesday. it was TODAY. the last time i played brawl stars i went on a rant about how cool draco was to my dad and he went what are you talking about. god how can anyone not see how sexy and perfect draco is i NEED his penis deep in my tight"
Reddit Link 2025-09-23T01:28Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"so obsessed with attention god its kind of annoying being like this. i spend so much time and effort trying to fish for attention. im a theatre kid an artist and i play the guitar and piano well. in my pathetic mind this makes me worthy of at least some attention. and yes i do receive attention. but when i dont for literally just an hour i get so upset for no good reason. i cant stand not receiving constant praise and affection. i like being the protagonist in plays i like going to libraries for events and telling stories to kids i like drawing and posting it online. the attention makes me"
Reddit Link 2025-09-23T05:41Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"my wife angelo do NOT ever try to make fun of my beloved wife EVER AGAIN. BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-23T12:41Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"cant focus in class focuses on lumi i wish lumi would hold me in her strong muscular arms. i want to feel her cool chestplate against my weak frail body as she hugs me. i would do unspeakable things for a second of physicsl contact with lumi. she is so cool and every day i spend several hours scrolling for more content of her to consume. (in fact i am doing it in class right now.) shes as attractive as angelo which is a very hard thing to achieve as angelo is extremely sexy and we are sexing and i have sex with them). lumi please use my head as a drum i want you to smash your morningstars"
Reddit Link 2025-09-24T03:14Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"it eats away at my soul i am so tired of waking up and seeing myself in the mirror. i am stupid anorexic autistic why am i made to live like this all i wanted when i was young was to tell stories and sing and do cool nice stuff to make people happy. but my parents were never around and my grandmother physically hurt me often.i am so angry that it turned out like this. i still pretend that i am a very happy cheerful person i like making people happy because otherwise i am completely useless. i dont care about my future. i burn my legs with a hot metal because looking at myself makes me sick. i"
Reddit Link 2025-09-25T14:06Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"if angelo pissed in my mouth - looking for advice so as the title suggests i want angelo to piss in my mouth. they are my wife and i have sex with them every day obviously. but one thing ive never done is get them to piss in my mouth. (i dont like sucking penises but i think angelos is ok.) but i have questions. [--]. would their piss have the same effect as their love arrows hwhy do their love arrows make people fall in love anyways do they piss on them [--]. would their piss taste like human piss (bad) [--]. do mosquitoes urinate BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-27T04:10Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"and he went back to sleep OC and so the cycle repeats u_ICost7Cents u_ICost7Cents"
Reddit Link 2025-09-27T09:38Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Heres some angelo i drew because i like angelo Low effort because im supposed to be studying 😎 (im not) ZazaGang ZazaGang"
Reddit Link 2025-09-30T22:59Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"lumi is so nonchalant anyways this is late because of my exams but last night at like midnight i was drawing this because i am so happy for the brawloween animation lumi was so cute in every frame BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-03T06:20Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"lumi and draco she doesnt car ZazaGang ZazaGang"
Reddit Link 2025-10-03T07:26Z 10.7K followers, [--] engagements
"draco as a scalie yeah um i wanted to draw my scalie sona but i thought of this during my exam and had to draw him ig BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-06T11:17Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"draco as a scalie i was bored anyways his hair is now spikier but i think the texture would be like a hedgehogs quills not too sharp. brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-10-06T11:18Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"draco as a scalie yeah Brawlstars Brawlstars"
Reddit Link 2025-10-06T11:22Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"scalie draco ZazaGang ZazaGang"
Reddit Link 2025-10-06T11:31Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"doodle of a vaguely humanoid wyvern he cant breathe fire only smoke comes out from under his scales he does have [--] wings but i didnt draw the other one because of the angle oops this is just a doodle dragons dragons"
Reddit Link 2025-10-07T06:35Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"i wonder if theyll miss me i dont know what to do now. i am just so lonely and tired but i couldnt tell anyone around me anyways because i dont want to be a bother. i might hang myself tonight. i have nothing to say to the people close to me because we werent that close anyways. ive been avoiding my dad by sleeping at 6pm when he usually arrives home so he wouldnt have a reason to beat me. i avoid my mom this way too. i can sometimes hear her and my father outside my room. it scares me. my friends are really nice but i dont know if they even really care anyways. if any of you are seeing this"
Reddit Link 2025-10-10T07:33Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"draco if he was stupid you will NEVER be the master of the starr park YOU ARE A LIZARD ZazaGang ZazaGang"
Reddit Link 2025-10-11T07:18Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"draco if he was stupid HIS ASS IS NOT THE MASTEROF THE STARR PARK brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-10-11T07:43Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"draco if he was stupid his dumbass is not master of the starr park BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-11T07:46Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"draco say draco DracoGang DracoGang"
Reddit Link 2025-10-11T08:57Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"draco and angelo shitpost i dont ship this i just like both of them so i drew them together 😓 am i posting too much if im posting too much can someone tell me and ill post like once every [--] days maximum ZazaGang ZazaGang"
Reddit Link 2025-10-13T06:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"draco and angelo platonically hugging it shouldve been me in angelos warm embrace BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-13T07:14Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"Having a school lunch but this time everyone is required to eat for an event. Its to teach us the importance of eating what we're given. Im really scared about the calories counts but im trying to just eat it without thinking too much but im panicking ksdkdkskskekrk Its in like [--] minutes i just hope i dont cry halfway or something haha EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-02-13T03:50Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"Overestimating because Im super paranoid 😭 Ive been trying to eat to 1500kcal and getting enough protein and stuff so I can maintain muscle but I just realised Im still losing weight which is probably because I overestimate everything by like 20% because I heard that inaccuracies in labeling can go that far and Im so scared Im eating more than I think so I end up eating like 1000kcal a day and today I tried to not overestimate and ate 1462kcal which is all prepackaged so I just took the listed numbers but Im scared even though I know it probably wont be a really bad difference lol. do yall"
Reddit Link 2025-02-13T11:47Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"Got beaten up by parents for slow weight gain like the title says. I have been consistently eating a lot and my stomach is constantly bloated now because I have to gain quickly as possible. My parents weighed me [--] days ago and got very angry and started slapping/pushing/hitting me. doesnt feel like recovery to me. now I dont even want to recover anymore. I just do my best because I am very scared. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-02-19T01:13Z [---] followers, [---] engagements
"trying to gain but also reluctant having second thoughts hello guys after being beat by my parents and threatened to be sent back to hospital ive been trying harder than before to gain. my parents expect 3kg weight gain from [--] feb to [--] feb. but i have only gained 0.8kg even though i have eaten 3000kcal a day.im(http://day.im) starting to regret it because my stomach has been hurting really bad and i feel terrible in general. im still trying just wanted to rant because ive ended every day feeling like crap these past few days. ive been trying to work out too for a while already a little so i"
Reddit Link 2025-02-19T13:54Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"waste of time every day i am forced to eat or else i get beaten and left outside and threatened to be sent back into the hospital. even though i am already trying my best. my stomach is constantly bloated but i am forced to eat more by my parents. at the start i had hope for my own recovery. when i get better ill do all the things i couldnt do before. i wont feel tired and sad everyday and i will be happy. but every day i feel hopeless and miserable. when i try to tell my parents this to explain my point of view they call me ungrateful and stupid. they tell me i deserve to die in the hospital"
Reddit Link 2025-02-20T03:59Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"trying to force myself to recover. im so scared my parents will get in trouble with the law. the stupid ass doctors keep telling me im being neglected like no my parents were already worried about me but they both work from like [--] am to 6pm so obviously theycarent monitoring me all the time and im trying so hard to gain. my stomach hurts so bad every day. i spend all day lying down now because its so painful and im eating so much i want to vomit but i am scared of vomit. my thighs look so swollen. i look so fat even though im still technically uw. im this close to relapsing but i dont want"
Reddit Link 2025-02-22T14:45Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"tired of people congratulating me for gaining weight. removed EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-02-23T11:14Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"do you guys see yourself differently in different reflections i dont mean like slight distortion from the angle or type of mirror i mean in like freflections on glass and stuff too. i always thought i looked huge in my bedroom mirror (i spend like [--] hours a day in total staring at it which is a huge waste of time) but when i catch my reflection in glass like at the walls at train stations i look smaller. maybe im just trying to convince myself im not as huge as i think but it makes me feel a little better because i look somewhat proportional and my thighs arent as massive as i thought."
Reddit Link 2025-02-23T23:42Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"music is literally the only thing that distracts me from food noise it gives me this euphoric feeling when i listen to music and it takes my mind off food because i get to have my epic cool main character moment in my head. only problem is that im in school so listening to music isnt gonna be a good idea but sometimes between classes i listen for a bit so i feel awesome and cool for like [--] minutes before i have to deal with the food noise again ugh. but im listening rn so i dont think about food so much. it also helps when i wanna binge because i get so distracted that i wont be able to think"
Reddit Link 2025-02-24T05:43Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"the ed is seperate from the child and taking over them LOL EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-02-25T01:34Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"i was always taught to apologize for everything when i was young to avoid being hit or worse my grandmother was my caretaker most of my early childhood. my parents were very busy because of fanancial problems and stuff. my grandmother was really mean and would make me do degrading things in public like one time i remember tripping and falling in public. she made me kneel and beg for forgiveness in frotn of everyone or else shed leave me out there. i was around [--] so i didnt know the way home. shed bring me out to show me to her friends at random times and make me act stupid in front of them"
Reddit Link 2025-02-25T05:49Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"torn between gaining to healthy weight and restricting because i KNOW im going back to hospital if i even lose a little weight. i ate [----] calories today because im trying to gain 1.3kg more within [--] weeks so ill weigh enough at my next weigh in but a part of me just doesnt want to. it sounds terrible. EDAnonymous EDAnonymous"
Reddit Link 2025-02-26T13:33Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"i wish it could end i literally cant gain. its been almost [--] month since my release from hospital. ive been eating so much but weigh as much as i did when i left. the doctors keep threatening to send me back in and not letting my parents see me. they keep saying theyre gonna put me on anxiety medicine. but ive been eating at least 4000kcal on and off for the [--] months and the least ive been eating is 1300kcal. im so tired of this shit. i dont want to gain but i dont want to go to hospital again. its 12pm and im trying to eat seeing if ill gain again tomorrow. my stomach is constantly hurting."
Reddit Link 2025-02-28T15:48Z [---] followers, [--] engagements
"hi guys can anyone help click my dragons i dont know if this is how to share correctly but if im wrong please let me know dragcave dragcave"
Reddit Link 2025-04-01T09:32Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"hoping someone could give an estimate on these its not listed caloriecount caloriecount"
Reddit Link 2025-05-31T12:37Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Time to get my wife to [---] wins AngeloGang AngeloGang"
Reddit Link 2025-08-22T01:53Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Slay [--] AngeloGang AngeloGang"
Reddit Link 2025-08-25T14:38Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"my dream girl 🤭🤭 brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-09-01T10:28Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"my short appreciation post of angelo BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-08-29T12:14Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"angelo AngeloGang AngeloGang"
Reddit Link 2025-09-01T10:28Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"more angelo art i didnt finish brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-08-29T14:01Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"more angelo art but wip BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-08-29T14:02Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"ANGELONIANS BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-08-30T07:58Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"ANGELONIANS brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-08-30T07:58Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"angelonians Brawlstars Brawlstars"
Reddit Link 2025-08-30T07:58Z [--] followers, [----] engagements
"my crippling obsession with angelo BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-11T01:50Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"angelo i doodled at 3am this morning after going back into my pksh save BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-11T07:51Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"angelo and cutiefly brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-09-11T08:01Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"angelo and cutiefly i love cutiefly Brawlstars Brawlstars"
Reddit Link 2025-09-11T08:01Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"the only thoughts in my idle mind Artisticallyill Artisticallyill"
Reddit Link 2025-09-12T07:55Z [--] followers, [----] engagements
"ideas at 3am DigitalArt DigitalArt"
Reddit Link 2025-09-12T07:55Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"lumi and draco brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-09-13T11:31Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"angelo is like a real mosquito BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-09-20T04:32Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"i drew my wyvern thingy during biology class dragons dragons"
Reddit Link 2025-09-24T15:24Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"my take on harpies (new) while i was trying to write a PC for a PbP :D u/ICost7Cents u/ICost7Cents"
Reddit Link 2025-09-26T04:46Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"if he could OC u/ICost7Cents u/ICost7Cents"
Reddit Link 2025-11-13T17:06Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"Thought OC u/ICost7Cents u/ICost7Cents"
Reddit Link 2025-09-27T10:09Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"the 3rd unused angelo icon BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-11-22T21:44Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"this is speck fursona fursona"
Reddit Link 2025-10-08T08:42Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"why is her morningstar touching his little dragon BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-09T11:05Z [--] followers, [----] engagements
"lumis morningstar touching dracos little dragon 😔 brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-10-09T11:38Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"angelo snorts crack (or is about to) BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-10T06:00Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"angelo snorts crack (or is about to) brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-10-10T06:00Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"angelo snorts crack (or is about to) ZazaGang ZazaGang"
Reddit Link 2025-10-10T06:00Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"i drew lumi but with draco a while ago i hope this is allowed LumiSimps LumiSimps"
Reddit Link 2025-10-11T13:27Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"UMMMM HOW GOOD IS MY ACCOUNT BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-12-18T18:55Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"since you viewed my profile u/ICost7Cents u/ICost7Cents"
Reddit Link 2025-10-19T22:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"im gonna make an angelo and lumi shrine u/ICost7Cents u/ICost7Cents"
Reddit Link 2025-10-17T02:38Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"i want meeples fists up my ass BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-17T11:52Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"average showdown experience BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-18T00:57Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"the average showdown experience brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-10-18T02:28Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"the average showdown experience btw LumiSimps LumiSimps"
Reddit Link 2025-10-18T02:28Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"making a lumi shrine LumiSimps LumiSimps"
Reddit Link 2025-10-18T05:11Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"my lumi shrine progress u/ICost7Cents u/ICost7Cents"
Reddit Link 2025-10-18T05:11Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"gamerules MeepleGang MeepleGang"
Reddit Link 2025-10-18T14:04Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"melodie x lawrie somebody asked me to draw BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-19T00:31Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"melodie x lawrie i was requested brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-10-19T05:55Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"mini angelo has an ok day BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-20T01:31Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"my komaedasona (if this is allowed) DanganAndChaos DanganAndChaos"
Reddit Link 2025-10-20T10:12Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"my komaedasona (if this is allowed) DanganAndChaos DanganAndChaos"
Reddit Link 2025-10-20T09:38Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"since meeples head is a magic [--] ball do you think they cum whenever somebody grabd their head and shakes it BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-20T13:48Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"should i draw lawrie with bigger ass next time BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-21T03:23Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"larry and lawrie get a shitty job at strarcbucks brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-10-23T20:35Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"wyvern sees spider for first time dragons dragons"
Reddit Link 2025-10-21T20:56Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"speck sees a spider for the first time ever fursona fursona"
Reddit Link 2025-10-21T20:56Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"speck meets a spider OriginalCharacter OriginalCharacter"
Reddit Link 2025-10-31T08:54Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"very romantic drachester BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-24T04:35Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"drachester after chester breaks dracos legs brawlart brawlart"
Reddit Link 2025-10-24T04:02Z [--] followers, [--] engagements
"meeper 😁 MeepleGang MeepleGang"
Reddit Link 2025-10-24T11:15Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
"sex with meeple BrawlstarsCirclejerk BrawlstarsCirclejerk"
Reddit Link 2025-10-24T11:15Z [--] followers, [---] engagements
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